LIGHTNOVELONLINE Obtain the Divine Light Rod from the start of the attack
Chapter 57
"What kind of belief does he have, if he slaughters giants, he must be on our side!? Then I don't understand, why can he watch so many civilians die, that's 250,000 lives, he has the power to fight the demons, but he doesn't dare to bear this heavy responsibility, is it possible, these are all his momentary interests to do! Armin's grandfather, but he died in that war..."
As Allen's sad words came out, the recruits in the cafeteria seemed to fall silent, not knowing what they were thinking.
Only Mikasa and Chen Yanqiu's expressions were different.
The former was unmoved, just coldly ate the bread in his hand.
The latter bowed his head solemnly, with a slight look of shame.
Chen Yanqiu's mentality was a little chaotic at this time.
At first, he just thought that Diga was a talisman for himself, a golden finger that God had arranged for him to cross over.
So no matter what, not saving your life is the most important thing.
Because, he is not Dagu, and he does not have the determination to dedicate everything to mankind like Dagu.
He Chen Yanqiu....
Just an ordinary person.
Saving the world or something, only a child would think like that...
However, when Allen's words pierced Chen Yanqiu's heart like a fine needle, he seemed to understand.
Myself....
Isn't it time to carry something?
Two hundred and fifty thousand....
It's not a simple number.
Under each '1' unit, there are one or even several warm and happy families.
For example....
Armin's grandfather.
That's a very kind old man.
He loves fishing and loves his grandson.
At the same time, he also takes great care of the children of the neighbors.
Having said that, Chen Yanqiu...
I also drank the fish soup made by my grandfather.
If that day, he turned into Tiga and went out of the city with 250,000 refugees.
The situation is not going to get better.
Grandpa, will you survive safely...?
No one was able to tell Chen Yanqiu this answer.
No one can give him a chance to regret it.
Therefore, Chen Yanqiu's mentality was confused.
Messy guilt.
Chaotic self-blame.
I didn't dare to face Armin again...
"Bang!"
Suddenly, the sound of a fist pounding against the wooden table rang out.
The next moment, I saw Chen Yanqiu stand up as if he had lost his soul and slowly turned around
"I'll go back and rest first."
The sound fell, leaving only a complicated back for everyone.
"This guy ..."
Allen's expression was stunned:
"What's wrong with him?"
"Alan."
Mikasa still didn't look like she had any feelings, and she raised her pretty face and looked directly at the boy:
"Stop complaining, the reason why the giant didn't appear two years ago should have its own unspeakable secrets, just like you could only watch your mother being smashed under the pillars and unable to do anything about it, instead of this, it's better to work hard to improve yourself, at least, the giant is already trying to help humanity, isn't it."
"I..."
Eren was a little choked for a moment, and was so blocked by Mikasa that he couldn't speak.
yes....
At least....
The giant is already helping humanity.
But he is still a child who can only be impotent and angry, and he can only shout here and complain about why the light giant didn't appear earlier.
In this way, what is the difference from your previous self?
......
At night, I know how much I scream.
The noise was so noisy that Chen Yanqiu couldn't close his eyes.
By this time, the entire camp had turned off the lights and rested.
Chen Yanqiu, who was lying on the bed, couldn't fall asleep over and over, and then pursed his mouth, and became addicted to smoking...
......
By the familiar pond outside the camp.
Chen Yanqiu was just wearing a white shirt and simple black trousers, and sat there quietly.
I don't know how many cigarette butts piled up under my feet.
The mouth is still swallowing clouds.
In the originally clear eyes, there was a trace of indescribable confusion at this moment.
"Can't you sleep?"
A familiar voice crept into his ears.
When I looked back, it was a girl with a red scarf.
"Mikasa, I..."
"Only tonight."
Seeing the boy's action of trying to hide the cigarette case, Mikasa said softly.
"Hmm..."
"I'm sorry."
"What?"
"Allen, he's... Sometimes that's how it looks. "
Mikasa sat down with her legs together and maintained a well-behaved posture
"After all, he's not seen a giant of light like us."
“......"
Chen Yanqiu lowered his head and was silent for a while, looked at the clear lake below, and said softly
"Actually, there is nothing wrong with what Alan said, the light giant, it should indeed have appeared earlier."
"Why?"
"Because... In that case, Armin's grandfather probably wouldn't have died... With great power comes great responsibility, and this sentence is just right for the light giant..."
"That kind of talk..."
Mikasa shook his head slightly, as if he didn't agree
"I just think that everyone has the right to choose, as if on that day, it could have stood by and watched, but in the end, it saved me, a weak child, just like this, it is already stronger than many people..."
"Do you think so?"
The boy turned his head with a hint of hope in his eyes.
Sure enough, the girl's shallow smile overshadowed the surrounding scenery:
"It, and you, are."
As Allen's sad words came out, the recruits in the cafeteria seemed to fall silent, not knowing what they were thinking.
Only Mikasa and Chen Yanqiu's expressions were different.
The former was unmoved, just coldly ate the bread in his hand.
The latter bowed his head solemnly, with a slight look of shame.
Chen Yanqiu's mentality was a little chaotic at this time.
At first, he just thought that Diga was a talisman for himself, a golden finger that God had arranged for him to cross over.
So no matter what, not saving your life is the most important thing.
Because, he is not Dagu, and he does not have the determination to dedicate everything to mankind like Dagu.
He Chen Yanqiu....
Just an ordinary person.
Saving the world or something, only a child would think like that...
However, when Allen's words pierced Chen Yanqiu's heart like a fine needle, he seemed to understand.
Myself....
Isn't it time to carry something?
Two hundred and fifty thousand....
It's not a simple number.
Under each '1' unit, there are one or even several warm and happy families.
For example....
Armin's grandfather.
That's a very kind old man.
He loves fishing and loves his grandson.
At the same time, he also takes great care of the children of the neighbors.
Having said that, Chen Yanqiu...
I also drank the fish soup made by my grandfather.
If that day, he turned into Tiga and went out of the city with 250,000 refugees.
The situation is not going to get better.
Grandpa, will you survive safely...?
No one was able to tell Chen Yanqiu this answer.
No one can give him a chance to regret it.
Therefore, Chen Yanqiu's mentality was confused.
Messy guilt.
Chaotic self-blame.
I didn't dare to face Armin again...
"Bang!"
Suddenly, the sound of a fist pounding against the wooden table rang out.
The next moment, I saw Chen Yanqiu stand up as if he had lost his soul and slowly turned around
"I'll go back and rest first."
The sound fell, leaving only a complicated back for everyone.
"This guy ..."
Allen's expression was stunned:
"What's wrong with him?"
"Alan."
Mikasa still didn't look like she had any feelings, and she raised her pretty face and looked directly at the boy:
"Stop complaining, the reason why the giant didn't appear two years ago should have its own unspeakable secrets, just like you could only watch your mother being smashed under the pillars and unable to do anything about it, instead of this, it's better to work hard to improve yourself, at least, the giant is already trying to help humanity, isn't it."
"I..."
Eren was a little choked for a moment, and was so blocked by Mikasa that he couldn't speak.
yes....
At least....
The giant is already helping humanity.
But he is still a child who can only be impotent and angry, and he can only shout here and complain about why the light giant didn't appear earlier.
In this way, what is the difference from your previous self?
......
At night, I know how much I scream.
The noise was so noisy that Chen Yanqiu couldn't close his eyes.
By this time, the entire camp had turned off the lights and rested.
Chen Yanqiu, who was lying on the bed, couldn't fall asleep over and over, and then pursed his mouth, and became addicted to smoking...
......
By the familiar pond outside the camp.
Chen Yanqiu was just wearing a white shirt and simple black trousers, and sat there quietly.
I don't know how many cigarette butts piled up under my feet.
The mouth is still swallowing clouds.
In the originally clear eyes, there was a trace of indescribable confusion at this moment.
"Can't you sleep?"
A familiar voice crept into his ears.
When I looked back, it was a girl with a red scarf.
"Mikasa, I..."
"Only tonight."
Seeing the boy's action of trying to hide the cigarette case, Mikasa said softly.
"Hmm..."
"I'm sorry."
"What?"
"Allen, he's... Sometimes that's how it looks. "
Mikasa sat down with her legs together and maintained a well-behaved posture
"After all, he's not seen a giant of light like us."
“......"
Chen Yanqiu lowered his head and was silent for a while, looked at the clear lake below, and said softly
"Actually, there is nothing wrong with what Alan said, the light giant, it should indeed have appeared earlier."
"Why?"
"Because... In that case, Armin's grandfather probably wouldn't have died... With great power comes great responsibility, and this sentence is just right for the light giant..."
"That kind of talk..."
Mikasa shook his head slightly, as if he didn't agree
"I just think that everyone has the right to choose, as if on that day, it could have stood by and watched, but in the end, it saved me, a weak child, just like this, it is already stronger than many people..."
"Do you think so?"
The boy turned his head with a hint of hope in his eyes.
Sure enough, the girl's shallow smile overshadowed the surrounding scenery:
"It, and you, are."
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