My Second Life As A Secretary

Chapter 33: The Truest Emotions Of Being Open And Honest Emerge, Engulfing…

He Zining patted him on the shoulder in a tone of encouragement: “Zheng special assistant, be confident, on your terms in our company, you will definitely be a hot public lover!”

“Don’t flatter me, I don’t know what’s wrong with me?”

“With all due respect, you have never been willing to face up to your own excellence.”

about her.

After returning home, He Zining put the fruit in the refrigerator. She plans to use these fruits to make a fruit sandwich for herself tomorrow morning, which is good-looking and delicious. The most important thing is that it is very simple and only needs fruit After adding the cream, spread it on the toast slice and cut it with a knife. Because the amount of the remaining fruit was a bit large and the shelf life was too short, she simply made all the fruit into sandwiches, and packed the ones that couldn’t be eaten to the company. I only remembered when I went to the company and saw Bai Yinan’s desk. Today, Bai Yinan was on a business trip and couldn’t come back.

So she forcibly fed Zheng special assistant two sandwiches, and the rest was left to chance. Whoever came to her for office would be given a sandwich.

Bai Yinan has been away for a long time, and she is still a little uncomfortable. She always feels that the office is empty and something is missing. But the advantage is that Gu Siye is away, so he can get off work on time.

She decided that one thing must be resolved today – to go to a showdown with Qin Muzhou, things should be resolved early, otherwise everyone will be embarrassed.

There are two characteristics of her. The second is that you don’t like to owe others favors, and you can’t wait to give back immediately when you receive favors from others. In the face of emotional problems, she is also decisive, never procrastinating, and strives to be able to make peace as the most valuable.

There is no way, there are too many love murder cases on the market, she really cherishes her life.

Of course she believed that Qin Muzhou would not be able to do such a thing, it was precisely because Qin Muzhou was such a good person that she did not want to waste his time or waste his feelings.

Qin Muzhou is a good person, but she will be very burdensome to be with him. She is already very tired from work, and she is not strong enough to hold both work and emotional life.

So she didn’t get off work after the time, but sat in the office for a while. Anyway, she was idle and bored, so she might as well deal with the credit card flow at the end of the month.

Although she did not go on a business trip with Bai Yinan and Gu Siye, the credit card in Bai Yinan’s hand and the card in her hand are both sub-cards bound to the main card, that is, It is said that she who has the main card account can check all the consumption records…

I declare in advance that she is not peeping at personal privacy, this is her job originally, but she is extraordinarily passionate when she is working.

However, there is nothing to see in the records, except for the hotel check-in records, there are only a few consumptions in restaurants, etc…

Gu Siye came back and asked her directly, she guessed that 80% of the account was for Gu Siye to deal with personally.

Data, it took her a long time. When she was done with it, she looked up at the time, and more than two hours had passed.

It just so happens that the peak period of the cafe should be over, so I can chat with Qin Muzhou.

I don’t know why she is both nervous and excited, probably because she has not experienced such an occasion and is curious. In order to show respect, she even took a look in the mirror to tidy up before she set off. She hadn’t been out all day today, and the air-conditioning in the office was surprisingly sufficient, so her image was well maintained.

Out of the office building, she crossed the horse path and went straight to the cafe opposite.

As expected, there were only a few tables of customers in the cafe. Qin Muzhou was cleaning up at the bar when he heard the doorbell ringing. He immediately glanced here and saw He Zining, his brows were soft. The corners of his mouth curled up: “Come on?”

“En.” He Zining didn’t dare to look directly at the other party when he entered the door, so he walked to the bar and sat down.

“Do you want hot cocoa? Or grapefruit tea?”

He Zining was instantly distracted, she remembered that there was no grapefruit tea on the menu before. “Is there grapefruit tea in the store?”

Qin Muzhou said: “It’s a limited season. It’s coming to autumn soon. It’s more suitable for girls to prepare some grapefruit tea.”

“As expected of Boss Qin, he is really caring.” He Zining couldn’t help but admire, an excellent boss, this is the business card she put on Qin Muzhou when she first saw him chapter.

Hearing He Zining still calling him the boss, Qin Muzhou’s gentle eyes flashed with understanding, “It seems that you have something to tell me today.”

Sure enough, how could the opponent’s IQ not guess her routine? He Zining sighed and decided to give up the series of words he had prepared, and to speak frankly.

“How should I say, I may be confused and talk in a mess, please bear with me. I really appreciate you, I think you are really excellent, very smart, whether it is knowledge or knowledge , your personality is also good, including being very comfortable with you, I can even think of how proud I will be to show off you as my boyfriend if I really accept you, but… I’m sorry, I have to say a but , I don’t think we fit in.”

He Zining finished talking a bunch of words, changed his breath and hurriedly continued, for fear of being interrupted: “This is definitely not your problem, it’s my problem, you are good, I don’t deserve it Fuck you, what I’m talking about here is not worthy of my external conditions, or what you like about me, I’m talking about my own feelings, I can’t accept that my boyfriend is very caring to everyone , very popular with girls, I hope he is a big dog in front of me, and a white wolf king in front of outsiders, do you understand what I mean?”

“Probably understand.” Qin Muzhou replied softly, “I can’t give you a sense of security.”

“That’s right, that’s what it means.” It’s really easy to talk to smart people, He Zining nodded frantically: “The problem is not that you can’t give it to me, but that I have no sense of security. My heart is strong enough to accept and embrace everything, and it doesn’t matter, but the reality is that I’m already emaciated just by coping with work, and I don’t have the energy and don’t want to add so much emotional burden. Love doesn’t mean too many ideas, of course I know that relationships need to be managed and cultivated, but I don’t have the capital.”

He Zining was about to state his straightforward and simple goal, buy a house in City A and save a seven-figure deposit.

In the past, it was impossible to achieve with her ability, but with the platform of Zhenfeng and the training of Gu Siye (he still does not forget the secretarial instinct, there should be applause), she really Don’t want to give up.

“Then what if I say I have enough capital so that you don’t need to take care of these material needs and only need to manage your feelings?”

He Zining shook his head without hesitation, and blurted out a sentence: “How can there be such a good thing in this world.” She didn’t say the second half of the sentence – she is not Bai Yinan.

Besides, Bai Yinan’s background is not bad. She also runs a small company in her family. She doesn’t have stage fright when she sees a big scene. She is already ahead of many people in terms of food and clothing expenses since she was a child.

“But I’m willing.” Qin Muzhou stared at He Zining with a sincere gaze, as if he wanted to pull her into this sweet whirlpool little by little.

Help! Help! This is too top! No, can’t stand it at all? !

Hold on, He Zining, be sober and rational!

She frantically brainwashed herself in her heart, resisting the huge temptation to have no worries about food and clothing, and shook her head firmly.

“I can’t accept it, although I really want to be a waste of food and clothing, but I can’t accept being a waste under the protection of others. I have an actress I like very much, she Once did a talk show, the host once asked her which is more important to marry well or to have a good career. The actress said that she did not think that girls have everything with beauty. She must have her value in society. If If she can’t find her place, or if she loses this ability, she feels that this person will soon wither like a flower.”

“I’m not saying that I have to do something big, or what a great ideal I want to achieve, I’m like a little flower living on the grassland, with soil under my feet , the sky above my head, every day I may encounter wind, experience rain, maybe I will get hurt, but I will have a lot of energy, I will try to grow, and grow tall and strong. But if I am transplanted into a greenhouse When I go, I have everything at my fingertips, and I will definitely feel that life is boring,” he said.

My evaluation of you, you are really a very good person, but we are really not suitable, since I clearly know this matter, if I am vaguely ambiguous with you, I will think I am going too far.”

After Qin Muzhou was silent for a moment, his expression was regretful and lonely. He Zining really couldn’t bear to watch it, so he sat silently with him.

However, after these rational remarks were output, she became more and more calm, and the temperature on her cheeks gradually dissipated.

“I see, thank you for your honesty, it’s true that I didn’t think well enough.”

“It’s all my fault, I’m too weak, I never thought I’d be favored by a good boy like you, it’s a shining point in my life.” He Zining Seeing that Qin Muzhou’s expression softened a lot, he reached out to him: “Then are we still friends?”

“Of course.” The man can bend and stretch, this is the performance of tolerance, Qin Muzhou smiled slightly, and held it generously: “I am very happy to have a friend like you, Zining.”

“Me too.”

He Zining was relieved to be able to handle it in such a decent and rational manner.

“Then can I send you a request as a friend?”

“You said.”

“Actually, I bought the tickets in advance and wanted to invite you to the show in two nights. I wonder if I can invite you as a friend now?”

After all, she just rejected others, and now the other party is talking so dignifiedly, she can’t justify her rejection again, so she is very refreshing and agrees: “Okay, go out with friends to watch the show Eating is of course normal, but I want AA for the ticket money.”

“It’s obviously my idea, how can I let you pay for it.” Qin Muzhou firmly disagreed, “If you really feel bad, then you might as well invite me to drink sweet water after the performance.”

“No problem! Actually, I’ve wanted to drink for a long time, just in time to rub against your car!” Now that all the ambiguity was cut off, she started talking casually, and she and Qin Muzhou agreed a time and place , and left with the grapefruit tea that Qin Muzhou sent.

Qin Muzhou took care of the shop silently, his face did not show much emotion, until the cafe officially closed, he turned off the lights in the hall, locked the door, and entered the back Go to the residence, turn on the computer, and click on a hidden encrypted folder.

After staring at the information in the document for a long time, the most real emotions emerged, swallowing the illusion of warmth in the past. The lingering fluorescent light of the screen shone on his face, making his eyes so dark that they were bottomless.

Finally, he pressed the delete key to delete He Zining’s name from the document.