My Game Friends Were Foreigners in Mythology

38 – The whole and the one, the whole of the one (7)

A month has passed.

The uncomfortable psychological warfare was still ongoing.

“Oops…”

As I leaned back on the sofa, I groaned at the feeling of the fatigue dissolving from my body.

As I lived my daily life acting, mental fatigue began to build up.

It was only that the recovery speed of the SAN level was slow, but it wasn’t really consumed, but it was still hard.

T-ring, t-ring.

“Yap yap.”

Beside me, Yog Sotos was playing a game with the PlayStation connected to the TV.

Looks very comfortable inside. Even though we looked suspiciously somewhere, they didn’t seem to have any thoughts.

But we shouldn’t be caught off guard.

The opponent is God. You may have thoughts in your head that you do not understand.

The reason why I am so wary of her.

I wouldn’t have been so vigilant if she had come to stay with me without thinking.

There is only one reason to be wary.

‘I don’t know what’s inside.’

I can tell by just looking at how I manipulated reality by interfering with my time axis.

That there is such a thing as a hidden purpose.

“I’ll go outside for a while.”

“Huh.”

I went outside after talking to Yog-Sothoth, who was rolling around next to me.

The apartment was suffocating.

Usually, when I go outside around this time, the elevator moves as if it is in heat, but now there is no movement.

Now I am the only one using this elevator.

I only went back and forth between the floor where I lived and the first floor.

‘Yes, I won’t be able to come out.’

It’s because we’re overly peaceful, outside is definitely a disaster situation.

Only traces of civilization remained, and the situation was no different from that of an underdeveloped country.

This country, which was the first country that comes to mind when it comes to public security, is now a lawless zone.

It meant that he was in a situation where he wandered about anxiously in the morning, let alone at night.

I sighed and went down to the first floor in the elevator, which was still operating normally.

Ding.

“Are you here?”

Arriving on the first floor, Nyarlathotep, who had been out of the room, put his hand in his pocket and said.

Behind her were piles of corpses presumed to be male.

The reason is that it was crushed beyond recognition.

I asked when I saw blood splattered evenly across the floor, walls, and ceiling.

“What are they?”

“They mistook me for a human and tried to kidnap me. So I took care of them.”

I think I saw the intestines.

“Tsk tsk.”

I clicked her tongue in her pity and jumped over her corpse with her and came out of her.

No matter how much the end of the world is, do you dare to touch Nyarlathotep?

If that’s fate, then it’s fate.

“For reference, I will tell you in advance.”

Coming out, Nyala Thorep said, brushing the blood off the soles of her shoes.

“‘That guy’ is not part of this journey. If he is part of the journey, send her a signal.”

“Okay.”

Yog-Sothoth can manipulate the time axis as he pleases.

At some point, reality changed and got in our way.

So, I had to make an imprint before going.

If reality is reversed, trivial memories will be the only resistance.

“Did you bring all your stuff?”

“Yes.”

There is no particular reason why we came out.

“Then let’s go.”

To go to the coin laundry.

After living with only the clothes at home for a month, all the clothes have already fallen off.

No matter how much we say we don’t have to eat or sleep, we need clothes.

You can’t walk around without wearing anything.

Other kids may be okay, but I can’t stand it.

Even though he’s a god inside, he’s a human on the outside. They are also the world’s top tier beauties.

Think of those kids walking around naked with no clothes on.

Your SAN level will increase just by living together.

So we decided to take all the clothes piled up in the house and go to the coin laundry.

If you search the city thoroughly, you’ll find at least one spot that looks fine.

“Let’s stop by the mart on the way in and bring a washing machine.”

“Let it be.”

And I’m thinking of stopping by the mart and bringing a washing machine.

It is foolish to rely on a laundry that may collapse at any moment.

Turb, tumble.

As soon as I started walking with the laundry in, I was already filled with stuffiness.

I could go around Seoul in one minute just by running, but it was really frustrating to walk because of the laundry.

Still, I am a person who has only walked in Rruye for several years.

Even if it takes several days to get to the laundry, it honestly doesn’t hurt.

“You have a tendency to attract bad luck.”

Then Nyarlathotep spoke to me.

“What are you talking about?”

What are you talking about all of a sudden?

You bring bad luck. What an ominous sound that is to a man.

“No matter how this happens, it’s quite rare to encounter robbers or villains. The city is large.”

“Isn’t it?”

Even in an apocalyptic situation, people roam around to find supplies.

And if you see all the nearby marts being robbed, it means that you did it successfully.

“But you ran into robbers the other day. And a kidnapper appeared on the first floor who was targeting me.”

“Hmm… I’m sure we see each other often.”

A situation that is rare for ordinary people happened every time it went out.

From that point of view, I could consider myself out of luck.

“And now.”

Whoop!

“It appeared.”

Tang!

I felt the touch of something hitting my back.

“How unlucky are you?”

“What the f*ck.”

I looked back in surprise and found the dagger dented on the floor.

Dagger.

It is difficult for ordinary people to obtain.

Having this means that you are an Awoken person who has been immersed in this industry.

Then it must be a villain.

“Are you the villain?”

Call me a villain.

Glossy armor, too well-maintained equipment to be called a villain.

Isn’t it? Villain right?

“You’re a villain.”

“…”

The guy who threw the dagger bit his lip and rushed at me.

“Say it quickly.”

Peruk.

“Kuuk!”

However, I relaxed as much as I could and was immediately stopped by a cold kick.

Even the armor that used to shine was dented and no longer functioned properly.

“Tell me? You’re the villain.”

“…”

A guy looking up at me with a face full of fear.

[Glory Guild]

“…”

Kwajik!

Seeing the name tag attached to the armor, I stepped on the guy’s head and burst it.

‘Hero?’

Hero.

The beings who have to protect citizens.

Those who protect the world from the threat of monsters and the people from the clutches of villains.

“…”

A hero like that was attacking ordinary citizens right now.

“f*ck, how far have you fallen!”

Kwajik! Kwajik!

Filled with rage, I kept stomping on his corpse and turning it into bindaetteok.

I knew there was some darkness in the hero industry.

Because even heroes are human and can have greed.

But this isn’t it.

It’s not about touching the citizens that the hero is supposed to protect.

If the target of this guy’s attack was not me, but an ordinary person…I don’t want to even imagine.

Besides, this guy is evil.

Normally robbers need to be robbed, so subdue them without killing them right away.

But this guy immediately tried to kill me.

Do you know what this means?

‘Long term trading.’

It meant going beyond robbery and colluding with a dark organization to send organs overseas.

f*ck it, you bastard called Hero.

“I can’t help it.”

Nyarlathotep saw me and slowly approached me and started talking.

“When a human being is driven into a crisis, his true nature comes out.”

Took.

As she passed by, she kicked the flesh that splattered here and there.

“This guy is what he used to be. He had an evil heart, but he didn’t have the courage to become a villain. He probably would have been a villain if it weren’t for the law.”

“…Crazy bastard.”

Annoyed, I took up the bloody laundry and started walking again.

And an even more annoying fact.

[SAN figures: 350 / 350]

My SAN reading was that I hadn’t moved at all.

This meant that while annoying, it wasn’t shocking.

I did not receive any psychological shock even though the illusion of being a hero I had dreamed of was shattered.

This means that I have become too accustomed to stimulation.

I can clearly feel the emotion called ‘anger’ right now.

However, if you are a normal person, you should feel arrogance such as anger, sadness, skepticism, etc., But I only felt anger.

Even the anger wasn’t real anger, it was just irritation.

Emotions are thinning.

Turb, tumble.

‘It’s done.’

I tried to shake off my anxiety and walked towards the laundry at a brisk pace.

‘Could it be that way?’

No matter how it was, there was no way I couldn’t feel emotions.

There is no such thing as strong mental strength. It’s just my excessive worry.

* * *

“I’m leaving.”

Kim Hyeon-seong left and Nyala Totep shook his head and muttered.

“…You’re becoming just like us.”

Tsk tsk.

She clicked her tongue with a pity on her face and started walking after him.

I can’t believe that the being who saved those who became accustomed to stimuli and became unable to feel emotions is paradoxically losing their emotions.

The whole situation was just pitiful, but there was nothing she could do.

I had no choice but to let them become like them.

No matter how much they lose their feelings, they will still have the same feelings towards them as before.

Just like the countless gods who fell in love with him.

However, he was well aware of how it would feel for him as a human being.

But losing emotions was not something to be afraid of.

Aren’t these feelings toward insignificant humans anyway?

Compared to the strength, it was only a minor disadvantage.

“Cancer.”

Not like that.