My Adopted Family

I could feel my mother's eyes looking at my back.

 

After I finished wearing my pants, I turned and looked at my mother, then lowered my head. Let's act silent.

 

"Would you like to come and sit here?"

 

Mom sat on the bed and patted the spot next to her.

 

I did as my mother told me and sat down next to her.

 

It was silent for a while. I didn't know what to say, so I waited for my mother.

 

"Rye... I understand, you are young boy, so course you can do this and it's natural but you shouldn't use other person things without their permission, do you understand what I mean?"

 

Doesn't it mean that I can do this if my older sister gives me permission? And in fact, she did give me her permission.

 

"Yes, I understand." 

 

I'm not going to tell my mother anything, so let's go with the flow. Moreover, if I told her and she didn't believe me, then it's just me lying to cover up my mistake. So let's not do that.

 

"That's good... And I'm sorry," Mom said, "I came in before you gave me permission," Mom chuckled, "It gave both of us quite a surprise. "

 

"Yeah."

 

Phew. It seemed Mom wasn't angry. It also made me relax. I'm an adult, so my mom can send me away from home if she feels my actions are inappropriate. Well, it's too much. She won't kick me out of the house unless I do something that I know she's going to be displeased about, but I still do it, and many times.

 

"Rye... What is it?"

 

My mom picked up my smartphone, which had fallen on the bed.

 

When she pressed the power button, the screen lit up, and since I hadn't set up a lock, my older sister's video started playing immediately.

 

The only sound coming from the video was heard in the room for a moment. My older sister had various poses and highlight moments displayed.

 

Now, would I die under my mom's scolding? My mom rarely scolded me since I was well-behaved most of my life.

 

We two were silent, and I decided to do the same thing I did before. I looked down and refused to look at my mom's face. Fuck it, the most my mom does would be scold me.

 

Well... What would I do if I found my adopted son masturbation with my daughter panty and seeing her video? I think... I... Well... I don't know. If I love my adopted son, then I might scold him and correct his ways, and if my adopted son is talented, then I might make him my son-in-law.

 

Hey, if my Mom made me her Son-in-law... That would be great. Fuck, what the hell I'm thinking. Currently, I'm in a very bad situation, think about that.

 

"Rye, do you like Ama? Your older sister?" Mom asked in a soft voice.

 

Phew, she loves me a lot, so she might think of correcting my ways and thinking. I'm glad my mom does not think scolding will solve a child's behavior.

 

But... Yeah, if she had normally asked me, then I would definitely say yes, I love her, but for now, she wasn't asking in that context.

 

"Um... Yeah... I like her as a family member and... Not as woman... It's just..."

 

Now, how can I explain why I masturbate with my sister's panty and her video? I can't even tell her that older sister made me do this. Fuck my older sister who was strict and respectful since childhood became blackmailer.

 

"It's just?" Mom asked.

 

Wait a minute, Mom, I need time to think of an excuse.

 

"Well... It's just sudden sexual intrest... I don't know really know myself, might sexual release, I don't really know." 

 

Okay, let's go with I don't know. I just did it.

 

"Hmm... So... You did it, and you don't really know yourself... Or it's kind of sexual release." Mom asked.

 

"Yeah kind of that." I nodded. Whatever you say, I will nod or shake my head.

 

"Do you feel sexual feelings for your little sister Lye?"

 

"Huh?" I was surprised, but looking at Mom's serious face, I saw that she really wanted an answer. I hesitated and nodded.

 

Thank God my little sister was an adult. Although I can lie, I don't want to since it's obvious and I think it's okay to open about this and share my problem to find a solution.

 

"That..." Mom was silent for a while, then she asked, "Do you feel same for me?"

 

Fuck... Does mom want to kill me in embarrassment? Don't you know how embarrassing it is to confess I had a sexual feelings for my sisters, and now she is asking about herself?

 

I hesitantly nodded. It's not that I want to admit the truth, but I can't lie about this and don't want to. Mom is going to listen to me and try to understand me, so why would I back off? I feel it's better to share these things and get over it.

 

"Rye listene," Mom asked.

 

I looked at her, and she said, "From now on, don't steal your sister's underwear, okay?"

 

I nodded my head.

 

"If you ever want to masturbate then don't think about your sister," Mom said, and I nodded, "Instead, you can use my underwear, or think of me. In my room, at lowest drawer of red cabinet, there you can find my underwear, okay? Don't steal things from you sister."

 

I nodded. I blinked. I looked at Mom. She was serious. Am I dreaming? Is this world real? Or I'm hallucination?

 

What did I hear?

 

"What?" I asked.

 

"Don't steal your sister underwear," She said, and yeah, I totally understand that.

 

"Yes I won't." I even replied.

 

"Great, and you can use my underwear for your sexual release, understand?" She said with a straight face as if it was not a big deal.

 

"Okay," I nodded. Mom... What The Fuck, I'm fucking dreaming all of this? Mom, you are supposed to stop me and help me get over this feeling, Not supporting my feelings for you. Is this what a celebrity parent is? I never knew.