Chapter 18: The aftermath
Nothing
I couldnt see nothing, my eyes werent in my face so i couldnt see, i tried several times to regenerate them without any result
I don't have any idea what happen to me after i enter what my own body called the "Ultra Violence Mode", it's a strange phase where i cannot control my own body but instead my inner self pops out and fights without any limitation
The flaw? I burn out my whole body, to the point even moving is difficult, i been in this state what feels for weeks, after a while in a silence room i heard a lot of steps and as the door opens i hear a noises coming from the entrance
So i'm in a hospital, well, thats good i guess, at least means im not kidnapped or something like that
Before i notice it a person start to hugs me, i cannot do much so i just stand there as i feel tears slipping in my body
-Im sorry, i'm sorry, i'm so sorry -
I can hear the laments of this person once again, oh, for a moment i can sense the scent that this person gives
So she is my mother huh? To think she would come to see me and cry when she enter the room
How fucked i am then?
-Mother?-
-Y-yes?-
-Nothing, i was just wondering what are you doing here-
-What?! What do You mean what i'm doing here?! You almost get killed for fuck sake!! What the fuck you want me to do?!-
Ah, well, i almost missed her usual rampage but i guess that deep inside her she actually cares about me
I try to pat her head but i notice i'm missing my arm, so i have to use the another one to do it, she doesnt let go on me for much time that passes
She sobs and sobs and i just stay in silence as she continue to apologize as if that could change anything
Well, i guess it's better that she truly cares about me now, when i first told her i enter the UA she didnt even congratulate me, but now look at her
After that she finally stopped crying and told me to take care of myself, that she will be coming every day until i recover, anyways, after that Recovery Girl finally enter
-So, you Might me wondering about your state, and it's complicated, i cannot heal you in any way-
-That...is expected, i just need to eat any Organic matter to do it myself-
-I know that kid, who do you thing i am? I have been dealing with problematic quirks before you was born!-
-I-im sorry-
-Like i was saying, it's true that you can heal yourself pretty easily but after you tired your body, taking it to the limit and leaving it to an inch of life its obvious its going to take time so it can return to a normal state-
After that, she put in my only hand something hard and cold, even without being capable of seeing i already knew what it was, a chunk of meat
I absorbed it and my body start once again, to produce threads, i use them to form my eyes and oh boy, the state i was in
One of my legs is competly twisted, my left arm is no more and i have a gigant hole in the stomach
Also, looking myself in a mirror Recovery Girl handed to me, my eyes are all fucked up even if i just regenerate them a minutes ago,the rigth part of my head is missing and my nose is broken
-To think i can't feel any pain-
-Its only because we fill you up of pain killers, anyways, your recovery is already on, we predict that is going to take at least 5 days-
-Thats....pretty reasonable-
-It is, but you really have to start to take care of yourself, don't ever use that transformation of yours again, it can deal irreparable damage into your body-
-Its that so?-
-Well, first thing first, there are some people who wanted to see you-
As she says that the door burst open as my classmates come in one after another, that Recovery Girl, she never told them how i looked like because one or two almost pass out as they see me
-Akuma-Kun!-
I hear a green haired boy scream in a concerned manner at me, i can only laugh at them
-Im fine, so don't worry much, this is just another step to me-
-B-but!-
-NO!-
I was very suprised when Momo suddenly interruped Midoriya, well, everyone in the room thought the same i guess
-Why did you didnt let us help you?! Me and Jiro could easily do something, but instead...But instead! You choose to do something so reckless and irresponsable, why you don't trust your own classmates?!-
-It was the safest option-
-Why?! You could have died there!-
Everyone who was close to the scene thought the same, why i didnt ask for help? Why did i choose to fight alone and get this hurt? Why i didnt escape?
I honestly don't know, in that moment, at that time, what i was thinking, oh
Yeah, i thought that
-That...is what a Hero would do-
I can feel it, as the whole class start to look at me in a different way, some of them looked away but others laugh a little
-Are you seriously that stupid?-
Jiro say to me with a troubled look, even if i safe her i think she cannot bear her mind around the means of sacrifice oneself for others
And i don't really know too, but after a life of running away, im really sick of it, so, even if it cost me my life, i'm not going to escape no more, i'm going to face anything that comes
I laugh in her face as i respond to her
-No, i'm even more stupid-