Lovely Allergen

Chapter 68 Dark bed

Song Yu’s hitting point was up to the point, and when he saw Lezhi’s ears were red, there was no more embarrassment.

The waiter opened the door of the box and brought the dishes up one end. A large plate of steamed fish head is placed in the middle, and the spicy red chopped pepper and green pickled pepper are halved on top. The tender fish meat and translucent gum are immersed in the soup, and the spicy flavor has a little appetizing acid. Lezhishi likes bibimbap with chopped pepper fish head soup. It’s best to have a chopsticks and lay the pepper preserved egg. The roasted Hangzhou pepper and preserved egg are smashed together. The taste is dense, and the fine product has a touch of milk. Fragrant.

He likes this kind of dishes that can make very delicious ordinary ingredients. Like most people’s lives, everyone is ordinary, but there are always people who can live a good life.

Qin Yan and Jiang Yufan are both types who take special care of the objects in a relationship. They can hear their girlfriends picking vegetables and soup at the dinner table, and they also ridicule each other’s strict rules and gags. It is very lively. When Lezhi ate and watched, he also participated in and said a few words. When he lowered his head, he found that there was a piece of fish in his bowl. The thorns were removed. There was no green onion and ginger. There was also a small piece of fish lips. Zhishi likes to eat.

He looked at Song Yu and whispered to him: “You eat this.”

Song Yu didn’t speak, he lowered his head and took a sip of soup, saying that he didn’t like it.

“The fish mouth is so delicious, the fish lips are burnt outside and it is a huge and expensive dish.” Qin Yan said.

Seeing them say this, Jiang Yufan, who was sitting across from him, stared at Lezhishi’s face for a long time, until Lezhishi also raised his head and stared at him, then he took the chopsticks and nodded, “Lele, your mouth How did it break?”

Just after speaking, Shen Mi and Nan Jia also glanced at him.

“Huh?” Le Zhishi subconsciously pursed his lips and licked it. Then he remembered something, and his face was hot. “Recently, it’s a bit dry… Your lips are peeling. I tore them.”

As soon as he finished speaking, Song Yu put the water glass in front of him and said, “Drink water.”

Le Zhishi glanced at him, and could only obediently pick up the boiled water he didn’t want to drink.

“It’s okay. I think there are thieves and rain every day, and training can only be done indoors.” Qin Yan stretched out, “As soon as your art festival is over, the basketball game is about to start. Again. It’s time to train. Brother Yu, come here to guide and guide the freshmen.”

Song Yu put down his chopsticks and said lightly, “Let’s talk about it when I come back.”

“Come back?” Jiang Yufan was curious, “Senior, are you going to work out again?”

Le Zhishi was obviously more surprised than him. He almost choked and coughed for a long time.

“Yeah.” Song Yu handed the water to his hand, with a much softer tone than before, as if he was only explaining to him, “I just notified it last night.”

No wonder they met in the middle of the night yesterday and couldn’t even bother to say anything else.

“Then how many days are you going to go? Are you out of the province?” Lezhishi asked hurriedly before he had time to drink.

Song Yu nodded, “About a week.”

Le Zhishi pursed his lips, very sensible and did not ask more, but Qin Yan became curious and asked a lot of questions, “Hey, what is the place where you are going back here? Is there any valuable stone or mine? What? Give me a little bit.”

“It is rich in nanmu.” Song Yu took off his glasses and placed it on the table, closing his eyes and pinching the acupuncture points.

“Nanmu? Is nanmu expensive?” Le Zhishi was confused, picked up his glasses and fiddled with them, putting them on the bridge of his nose.

“Expensive.” Song Yu raised his eyes, “A pretty expensive coffin.”

“Coffin?” Shen Mi was the first to laugh out loud, “hahahaha pay attention to it!”

Everyone at the table laughed, and Qin Yan took his arm around Song Yu’s neck and shook him, “Your kid’s mouth is poisoned!”

“You’re not asking for it.” Song Yu smiled, and when he looked at Lezhi, he gently asked him to take off his glasses, “Don’t wear mine, you broke your eyes.”

After dinner, Qin Yan took Nan Jia Shen Mi back to the basketball team, Jiang Yufan also dated his girlfriend, and everyone separated outside the restaurant. The parking place is a bit far away, and several people are waiting for Qin Yan and Song Yu to drive over. Le Zhishi and Nan Jia stood side by side on the side of the road, watching Shen Mi and Jiang Yufan who were not far away gagging. The sky was very clear and the clouds were hanging high, but the wind was a bit strong, and Nan Jia tightly wrapped his windbreaker. , When looking at Lezhi, he noticed his wrist.

“The watch is very beautiful.” Nan Jia said sincerely, pulling the broken hair behind her ear, and whispering, “I only found out now that it is really slow.”

Le Zhishi only heard the first sentence and was very happy, “Really? Senior sister, do you think it looks good?”

Nan Jia nodded earnestly, “Birthday present, I have chosen it very carefully for a long time.”

But she didn’t ask who sent it. Lezhi didn’t realize that it was wrong. She just nodded happily, but she was still somewhat uncomfortable. “I’ve never worn a watch before. It looks very expensive. I’m always worried about it. I’m afraid that it’s not suitable for me.”

“Your worry is really too much.” Nan Jia patted him on the shoulder with a sweet smile, “No one is more suitable than you. And the important thing is not the watch, it is the heart, as long as it is carefully maintained and cherished.”

Le Zhishi nodded, he put the half-lost scarf around his neck for Nan Jia. He heard Qin Yan’s voice not far away, turned his head and saw him and Song Yu’s car approaching.

Song Yu’s car is the same as his, matte black, very low-key, and looks spotless. He sat in the driver’s seat, turning the steering wheel expressionlessly, and glanced at the rearview mirror from time to time.

Jiang Yufan walked over with his girlfriend. First he said that Lezhishi was wearing too little clothes, and then told Lezhishi to remember to bring him delicious food when he went home. Lezhishi responded to them all. His little girl friendly asked Nan Jia, “Senior sister, are you single now?”

Nan Jia smiled and nodded, “Yes.”

“Are the requirements too strict?” Jiang Yufan’s girlfriend joked, “There are too few suitable candidates.”

“No,” Nan Jia said with a smile, “I don’t have any restrictions. Anyone who is close to one’s eyes is fine. At present, there is only a little bit of fate missing.”

The other party also laughed, “Is that girl okay hahaha.”

Nan Jia graciously tied her hair up and tied a ponytail, and blinked at her deliberately, “That might be the case.”

Jiang Yufan suddenly felt a sense of crisis, and stood between his girlfriend and Nan Jia, “Senior sister can’t do it, it can’t do it.”

Le Zhishi laughed so that his stomach hurts, so he squatted down and looked up at them with his face held up like a child until Song Yu drove the car up to him and rolled down the window before he got up, said goodbye to everyone, and got in the car and left Up.

On the way back, Lezhi had nothing to do, so he used Song Yu’s cell phone to watch anime, but he didn’t like the new postscript, so he didn’t finish watching an episode. Before crossing the river, he crooked his neck in the co-pilot. Fell asleep.

When he woke up, he was almost home. He found that his seat was flattened, and his neck was still padded with a U-shaped pillow. Song Yu was still in the driver’s seat, driving without distraction, as if he had done nothing.

Le Zhishi didn’t make a sound and didn’t get up, leaning on the back of the seat and reaching out, he touched Song Yu’s elbow.

“Wake up.” Song Yu glanced at him from the rearview mirror above, and took out a bottle of sparkling water for him, “Drink a little.”

Lezhishi sat up obediently, a little confused in his sleep, unscrewed the bottle and took a big sip, then stared at the sky in a daze. The sky changed in just such a while, and the world outside the window seemed to be covered by gray water mist, and cumulonimbus clouds gathered and lowered the sky.

The original plan was for Lin Rong and Song Jin to come to eat near their school, but Song Jin couldn’t get away because of something. Song Yu had to go to the northwest for homework, thinking about going home for one night and packing some thick clothes.

The last time Lezhishi went home alone, he ate and slept as usual, teased the cats, cats and dogs at home, and sat with Lin Rong to watch TV dramas and listen to her gossiping, without much burden. This time with Song Yu, he always felt uneasy in his heart.

When they got out of the elevator, Song Yu looked the same as usual, and opened the door silently. Le Zhishi entered the hallway with him to change shoes. The slippers of the two of them had been placed at the door, neatly arranged side by side.

Marshmallow rushed out immediately, stood up and scratched the legs of Lezhishi and Song Yu. Lezhishi picked up Marshmallow and kissed his head several times, closed the door, and heard Lin Rong shouting inside, “Come back.” ?”

This trance brought Le Zhishi back to the middle school days, and Lin Rong waited for them like this when they came home from school at noon every day.

He responded and called her Aunt Rong, and then went in with his slippers, and the cotton candy jumped out of his arms and ran to harass Song Yu. Tangerine was sleeping on the sofa in the living room. He raised his head when he heard the movement, and wagged his tail slowly, as if to say hello noble.

There is also a half-knitted cashmere sweater on the sofa, and the other is already knitted, but in a different color.

Le Zhishi bought Lin Rong’s favorite ice cream downstairs. When they watched TV together, Lin Rong would always yell “I will gain weight after eating this” and ate a whole can.

Song Yu followed, walked in and called Mom. Lin Rong came out of the kitchen in a gray-pink apron with a tomato, her face facing the sky, her hair loosely tied behind her head, Lezhishi felt that she looked the same as she did ten years ago.

“I bought ice cream and put it in the refrigerator.” Le Zhishi walked over and opened the refrigerator door.

“Oh, I’m going to gain weight again.” Lin Rong said from her lips, but she still followed Lezhishi to see what flavor he bought.

“Your father is on the road and will be back in a while.” She raised her head and glanced at Song Yu, then frowned again, “Xiao Yu, have your eyes risen?”

“It’s okay.” Song Yu said that he only wears it when studying and driving. “It’s still about two hundred degrees.”

“It needs regular optometry, it can’t go up anymore.” Lin Rong reached out to smooth a crease on his coat, turned around and took her uncut tomatoes into the kitchen, whispering, “I heard that it has risen to six hundred degrees. If it is, it will be passed on to the next generation. Our family does not have a myopia gene yet. Don’t have bad eyes when the baby is born.”

Hearing these words, Le Zhishi was stunned for a second, and a thin and slight pain was dull on his face. It was cold, as if he had been pierced by many very small needles.

He turned his head and happened to meet Song Yu’s gaze. Song Yu seemed to be very sensitive to his reaction. He directly held his arm without much strength, but seemed to grab a certain nerve that was nervously beating when Lezhi. Reassured him a little.

“I’ll go up and rest for a while.” Song Yu looked at Le Zhishi’s eyes and said.

Lin Rong turned her back to them, “Go ahead, it’s early, it’s only four o’clock now.”

But Le Zhishi didn’t follow him up. He stayed in the kitchen and helped Lin Rong choose vegetables.

Song Yu stood there for a while, as if he didn’t want to go upstairs alone, but his cell phone rang, it was a call from his tutor. He went up anyway.

“Brother is so busy.” Lin Rong sighed.

Unlike most mothers, Lin Rong always feels unreliable many times, not as stable as many mothers, or even slightly tired. She is young and beautiful and childish. She likes to act like a baby to her husband and son. She is often talked about by relatives behind her back.

But in fact, Lin Rong is more serious about cooking and life than any mother. The family’s food, clothing, housing and transportation are not arranged properly. Even the simplest stir-fried vegetables, Lezhishi thinks that Lin Rong has made it better than anyone else. All are delicious.

“How about school? Is the primary election okay?” Lin Rong drew a very shallow cross knife on the top of the tomatoes and boiled them in boiling water for a while.

“It should be okay.” Le Zhishi avoids the heavy to tell her something that happened at school, the old professor who teaches substandard Mandarin, the dark watermelon fried meat in the cafeteria, and the whole road has not been driven. Osmanthus collected by people.

Only dare not talk about his love affair.

“It’s a pity that you can make a lot of sweet-scented osmanthus. By the way, I used sweet-scented sweet-scented osmanthus to make small glutinous rice **** this time, and iced them in the refrigerator. You will finish your meal later.” The tomato skin was rolled up, and Lin Rong picked it up and put it out In ice water, tear off the skin and put it aside, then take out a long celery, cut off the roots at the tail, and carefully remove the thick fibers from the back of the celery.

Le Zhishi also took a piece of celery and helped her with him, but he was not very skilled, so Lin Rong taught him by hand, “This way, when you break off, you will spin, yes.”

She called Lezhishi Maomao in a hurry. Most of the time, she was called Lele, and sometimes she was called “Guy”. Maomao is how people in this city describe a newborn baby, but Lin Rong often calls Lezhishi like that. , As if he was still a very young nurse.

Le Zhishi was already used to it, and suddenly when I heard it today, my nose was a little bit sore for no apparent reason.

“You two are also really fun. You can’t eat a lot of things but you like to eat everything. Except for not eating wolfberry and ginger, your brother is in trouble. He is very picky. You can’t have silk celery. You don’t like to eat tomatoes. Drink soup.” She put aside the celery she had chosen, and sighed, “It’s because he can cook by himself, otherwise I don’t worry.”

Lezhishi knew what she was worried about, and only said, “My brother is very good, and I can do everything.”

“That also needs someone to take care of each other with him.” Lin Rong cut the chilled tomatoes into pieces and put them in the casserole that was simmering in the main text. Inside was the soft stewed beef. “I’m actually quite contradictory. I don’t want you to grow up, no matter which one, it feels quite uncomfortable when you think that one day you will leave your mother and start your own family.”

She stirred with a small spoon, “But, I also hope that you all find someone you like, especially my brother. Every time I think of him alone, I feel sad. It’s clear that his conditions are so good, how can he Have you been single for so many years?”

Le Zhishi was dumb, not knowing what to say, and simply fell silent.

“Actually, I also know that he is very demanding. It may not be like other children who can find a favorite at once, but I can’t keep going like this. Then I will get sick.” She took a sip of the soup and blew it. Blow, feed to Lezhishi’s mouth, “Taste it, is it light?”

Le Zhishi took a sip obediently and shook his head, “Just right.” He touched Lin Rong’s arm comfortingly, but he could only say to her, “Don’t think about it.”

“Then what else can I think about?” Lin Rong put down the spoon, “You are all grown up, we only hope that you and your brother are healthy and safe, happy every day, and have a very happy life in the future.” She touched it. Le Zhishi’s face wrinkled his nose playfully, “You are still young, don’t worry about falling in love, I want you to stay with me for a few more years.”

Le Zhishi smiled, “Why don’t I look for it in a hurry?”

Lin Rong knelt down to check the chicken wings in the oven, her tone was full of worry, “Because you are too innocent, behave, Aunt Rong is so afraid that you will be deceived. It’s okay to cheat your feelings, if someone can’t catch you , Or break up with you and come back to retaliate against you. Your physique is special. When there is something dangerous, I will cry to death.”

Le Zhishi stood quietly in the kitchen, looking at Aunt Rong who was squatting in front of him, unable to say a word. His eyes were sour, but he still restrained his emotions. For a moment, he had an urge to tell Lin Ronghe and tell Lin Rong that he might like boys but not girls.

But he looked at the kitchen full of dangling dishes, and thought of the sweater in the living room, his thoughts jumped, and he thought of Song Jin, who was busy with work and rushed home to accompany him on his birthday.

He gave up this reckless idea.

At least on this day when everyone is dedicated to celebrating him, he doesn’t want to mess up everything.

Le Zhishi was sad for everyone except himself. The warmth and fireworks at home grind to his heart like a blunt knife, making him in a dilemma. He finally chose to avoid it.

“I’ll go feed the oranges and marshmallows.”

Lin Rong turned her head and touched his back affectionately, “Well, I have put their food boxes upstairs, at the door of the corner storage room, put a little less, and the marshmallows are not good for stomach and intestines recently.”

Dragging up, Lezhishi squatted outside the storage room to pour dog food for the marshmallows, and opened a cat can for the oranges. Hearing the sound of the marshmallows, he ran up, and the oranges did not hurry. He sat with his knees in front of them and watched them eat quietly.

“Slow down,” he whispered to the marshmallow, and touched its back again, feeling that it was thinner and its breathing became heavier.

Le Zhishi stood up, walked through the corridor and opened the door of his room. The curtains were drawn inside. The room was very dark on rainy days. He raised his hand to close the door and turn on the light. Suddenly he felt his arm held by a warm hand. live.

The door was closed.

Looking up and meeting Song Yu’s eyes, Lezhishi had a negative emotion for no reason.

If Song Yu in the past entered his room like this, he would be extremely happy, but Song Yu would never come.

With his arms hanging down, he didn’t want to turn on the lights.

Le Zhishi hugged Song Yu silently in the dim room with his face down. They leaned against the door, and outside was a bright, warm home.

Song Yu raised his hand to stroke the back of his neck, and asked gently, “Are you tired?”

Le Zhishi shook his head in his arms, answered the wrong question, and called him Song Yu quietly.

“Huh?” Song Yu lowered his head, slid his hand to his back, and stroked it lightly.

“I love you.” Le Zhishi said quietly.

Song Yu seemed to have sensed something. They were highly aware of each other’s emotional changes, but he didn’t ask why, he just lifted Le Zhishi’s face, as if he was afraid of arousing his emotions, and did not kiss him, but only with him. The foreheads touched lightly, “Don’t be unhappy for your birthday today.”

“Not unhappy.” Le Zhishi stood on tiptoe, kissed Song Yu’s lips, did not escape, hugged him tighter.

The sky is getting closer to darkness, and this room is like a hotbed that can tolerate secrets and mistakes, although Lezhishi knows that they always turn on the lights.

No one can live in the dark for a lifetime, especially someone like Song Yu who is so good that he deserves a bright future.

There will always be a day when the lie will be uncovered, but he secretly said to himself in his heart that when the time comes, he hopes that it is himself who is desperate. Song Yu is the most prudent and thorough person, leading a methodical life, he should not make mistakes, nor should he admit his mistakes.

In the hearts of his parents, in the hearts of almost everyone, Song Yu should be an excellent scholar, shining in his own field, having a beautiful and kind wife, and a lovely child who inherited his excellent genes, and a happy life. , No accidents.

Thinking of this, Lezhi Shi had heartache for no reason and had difficulty breathing.

He is narrow-minded, and he feels painful even if he thinks. If such a beautiful blueprint really needs to be broken, it should be oneself.

After all, he was so selfish that took away these possibilities of Song Yu.

The love Song Yu gave him was like a first prize falling from the sky to Lezhishi, a dream that he didn’t want to be sober. But Le Zhishi also knew very well that the affection Lin Rong and Song Jin gave him was precious and unique to him.

He has no other people who can be called relatives.

He probably couldn’t have both. Lezhishi didn’t feel that he was so lucky. The greedy person would get nothing. He had to be prepared to give up one.

In a daze, Le Zhishi felt Song Yu’s embrace tighten. He yelled Lele with a deep voice, giving Lezhi a lot of security.

“Suddenly I want to see your parents.” Song Yu said.

This is already impossible. Lezhishi still asked him, “How do you think about this?”

Song Yu’s tone is very cautious, “Thank them for letting you be born.”

Lezhishi was even more sad, but he didn’t want to cry, so he endured it all the time.

“I heard that you were born in the afternoon. I remember that my parents received the call in the afternoon, but it should be in the morning in the UK.” After that, Song Yu chuckled lightly, as if he was mocking himself for remembering what happened when he was three years old. thing.

His chin lightly touched the top of Lezhishi’s hair, and this gesture showed a very rare sense of dependence, as if Song Yu at this time needed Lezhishi very much.

“I really want to go back to this point in time 19 years ago. I want to wait for your birth in the delivery room, and then squeeze your hand.”

Lezhi’s eyes were sore, but he was smiling, “Is it just a pinch?”

Song Yu hesitated, “Will they let a three-year-old child hug you?”

“Yes, if it’s you.” Lezhishi thought he was weird and said that these fantasies seemed to be true. “What are you going to do? Are you stealing a child?”

Song Yu shook his head, “I want to hug you in the corner and tell you that we will grow up together. I like you very much. We will be together in more than ten years.” His voice is very soft, gentle, and happy. Zhishi pulled out from the suffering and anxiety, and warmed him.

“Thank you for falling in love with me earlier, okay?”