Let There Be Blessing Behind You

Story 43. Jealous Innocence (5)

Chapter 74

I wondered what people thought of me in Minurd.

Juya… My name originally meant “light,” but I was in the deepest darkness. I never used to believe in magic, but I realized that perhaps it may be real. If it was… then there was no doubt that I was cursed many times before.

The moment Manar screamed right before she died…

The times I insist on learning with the prince about the law and ethics…

The time I got very close to the woman’s blood…

The times I entered the harem more than once.

Most of all… I also fell in love with the prince.

The one who killed the Goddess.

When did it begin? I think it was when I saw the prince burying the Hwenian intruder. It was then when I entered this never-ending hell.

I was told many times that what I did was wrong, that I would be cursed by the empress. I didn’t believe it, but now… It seemed that it was true.

I was cursed.

“Mmmhhh… Hmmm…

I leaned against a wall, my head in the fog. I kept hearing the Hwenian intruder’s voice, repeating over and over again.

“Atsalbate deaiparam. Atsalbate deaiparam.”

Save me… Save me…

I knew I was hallucinating, and I wanted to be a part of it. Wanting to hear it out loud, I murmured, “Atsalbate, atsalbate…!”

My head began to clear a little, and suddenly, I could hear someone approaching me. I felt several dark shadows groping me. They were taking me away to someplace.

Where were they taking me? To heaven or to hell?

“Hmm…?”

When I finally opened my eyes to reality, I found myself outside the selamlique.

“Juya! Juya! Are you awake now?”

The sun was setting, which meant a lot of time had passed since the last time I was lucid. I was in a deserted area, and someone was slapping my cheek lightly.

I wanted this person to be Eriez, but it wasn’t. It was Iztal Nairim, and he was looking down at me with a genuine concern, which was something new. I have never seen him look at me like that.

Nairim said to me, “I looked for you for a long time. You weren’t in your room, and none of the brothers said they saw you recently. So why are you out here, all alone and on the ground? Are you okay?”

“I think so…”

I felt a little dizzy and confused, so I leaned against him. I didn’t feel too bad thankfully, and I noticed that I wasn’t mugged. The only thing was that my clothes were dirty.

“Juya, if you can stand up, let’s get you somewhere so you can get washed… Gosh… Juya… My brother… Why are you doing this to me?”

Nairim helped me up and patted me gently. He was acting very strangely today. This was all his fault. He was the one who made me into this weakling, yet he was asking me why I was like this. I thought of arguing with him, but it didn’t matter. What would be the point of it?

I looked around, wondering if he brought other brothers like he usually did. However, we were alone. Just me and him. Just my and his bodies.

Nairim took me to the empty washroom and cleaned me thoroughly.

“Juya, lift your leg a bit… And spread wider… So I can wash you.” He was gentle and serious. I have never seen this side of him before, but it made sense. He was chosen as one of the Innocent Ones, so there had to be a good side to him. I am sure there were times when he kept himself pure and followed the Goddess’ rules perfectly.

Now that I saw him close by with bright eyes, I could see that he had a beautiful body and a pretty voice. He asked me, “So now that Iztal Eriez saw us doing that… Do you think he will tell the warrior? Will he tell the warrior that we, the brothers, were lusting after one another…? But… Wasn’t he the very first one who did it to you?”

“I… I don’t think Eriez would tell the warrior.”

“Hmm… So you still trust him, Juya… You trust Eriez more than me.”

Nairim looked bitter. He leaned towards me and gave me a chaste kiss before adding, “If I approached you to become friends before Eriez did, I wonder if things would have been different. I have been thinking about this a lot lately…”

“Nairim.”

“I know it’s too late.”

My body was cleaned up, and Nairim sat down beside me. He reached down and began to touch my member like it was a pet.

Nairim continued, “Honestly, Juya, I just wanted to make you happy. Seeing you happy makes me feel satisfied. I want to give you more. Eriez is mistaken that he knows you best. He thinks he knows because he has been closer to you for much longer, but he is wrong.”

“Mmmhhh…”

“How much time needs to pass before I can win? I know you much better than Eriez does, Juya… I can give you so much more… And treat you much better… Only if I could spend more time with you, Juya… Juya… I will be honest… I have wanted you for a long time… I became so jealous when I learned that Hakim Karid had you night after night…”

He confessed to me and put my hand on his own member. We became breathless and excited. I kissed his lips and asked, “So what do you want? Do you want to put it in me?”

“…”

“I am not as tight as I used to be, so I am not sure if you could be satisfied…”

This is what he liked. He liked the dirty talk, but when I did it now, he looked sad. Was he embarrassed? His face slowly turned red.

“Don’t say things like that, Juya… Ahh… Hmmm… Juya… I will give you something even better…”

He hugged my body tightly and began to kiss me deeply.

“Juya… Love… I love you… Mhh… Ahh… Haa…”

Nairim ejaculated, and his semen sprayed all over my thighs. I was about to clean it with water, but Nairim quickly sat in front of me and began to lick me clean.

“Ahh… Ahh… Juya… I will have you… I will have all of you… Please… You need to tell me that you like me too… I will make you like me… Haa…”

We dried ourselves with clean towels, but as we were about to get dressed, Nairim seemed to get excited again. He made me sit on a low shelf and began to grope my body. When I didn’t react much, he opened the jar he brought and rubbed the jelly on my body.

I found him cute, but I wasn’t sure if Nairim alone could satisfy me. He laid me down on my stomach and began to fill my anus with the jelly too. At the familiar pleasure, I felt my body float.

Vaguely, I became annoyed that we were almost out of the drug, and I would have to go back to the harem again for more soon.

Nairim didn’t enter me. He just kissed me everywhere and orgasmed a few more times. He could still speak in full sentences, so I guess he was less intoxicated than I was right now.

“Juya… How does it feel inside? Is it good?”

“Hmm… Mmhh… Haa…”

I waited for him to f*ck me, but all he did was insert his fingers. I needed more… Deeper… Harder…

Nairim grinned and said to me, “I can see that you want more, my darling… Stand up.”

I found him adorable. Without a fight, I followed him. Nairim got dressed but made me stay naked.

We walked outside. I wasn’t fully nude since I still had the leather strap around my groin, and I was also wearing my shoes, and…

Nairim blindfolded me with a long piece of cloth. It seemed that he didn’t want me to know where we were going, or to who. Perhaps he didn’t want me to be bothered by all the eyes that stared at me as we walked.

“W-where… are we… going…”

“Juya, I prepared a gift for you. I am sure you will like it. A lot!”