Let There Be Blessing Behind You

Chapter 68

I became frustrated, so I hissed at Fatima, “What’s the problem here? You brought the drug so you can give it to me, right? Just give it to me already!”

“Well… I don’t know… I mean… Are you guys the ones who insist on doing only the things that are approved by the Goddess? So… Maybe you shouldn’t be using something like this… Right?”

“Shut up…”

She was trying to make me feel guilty, but at this point, I didn’t care. I didn’t care about the Goddess. I yelled at her, “Dammit! Who cares about the Goddess! Who cares!? Let’s be honest here. The drug you are holding was created for one purpose. To arouse a man. A particular man to achieve the birth of the next Goddess, right? However, the Virtuous Priestess gave up on it, right? You guys all did!”

This was the truth. The drug was made so that Hakim Karid would become aroused when he was with Hawaki. The purpose of it was to get Hawaki pregnant with the next Goddess.

However, now that this was no longer in the plans, what was the purpose of this drug? Why did it exist in this world?

The odalisques kept making this drug for the past 7 years when it had no purpose. How dare they talk to me like this then?

Fatima gave me a curious smile. “Hmm… You are talking about the Goddess and what she would want with it?”

“That’s right! That drug was created for the rebirth of the Goddess, but it isn’t going to happen, right? So you girls aren’t using it for the Goddess either! What I don’t get is why do you odalisques keep making this stuff when there is no use for it? Obviously not for the Goddess, so what is it? Hmm… you can’t answer it, can you? No wonder Minurd is going to be ruined. You odalisques are supposed to be serving the Virtuous Priestess… But you are actually destroying Minurd.”

Did she think I was making sense? Suddenly, she walked towards me and handed me the jar. When I took it, she replied to me, “Fine. If that is how you feel, then here it is. You can use it for whatever purpose you need, and if you need more, come and ask. I will get you more.”

“…”

She was being sarcastic, and I couldn’t tell what her game was. However, I got what I wanted, so who cares?

When I turned around to leave, she said to me, “One thing. Please don’t ever talk about the Goddess and what she wants like that. In this world, there is nothing that happens without the Goddess’ approval. Everything happens at her will, My Innocent One. Everything and everyone.”

“What?”

“The harem… Selamlique… Minurd… You… The warrior… And our poor priestess… Hahaha…”

It sounded like she knew exactly what I was going to do with the drug. I stood still and watched her leave. There were so many secrets in this world, and I tried to smile. Was there anyone who knew all of them?

***

Manar’s younger brother… He could have been one of the brothers.

As I read his letters, I learned that he is a weak coward. Manar must have written to him that all the Innocent Ones and the warrior denounced our Goddess and our religion. Her brother asked her that Minurd must be a terrible place.

He wrote,

“If what you tell me is true, Sis, then make sure to do everything to keep yourself safe. Wait until the time is right. The war in the capital is getting worse, but I am still safe, so don’t worry about me. If anything happened to you… If those horrible men find out that you are a woman… And if they rape you… I will hand myself in shame and guilt.”

How dare he say something like that? Did he even know who it was that made me into this lust-driven monster?

***

“Ahh…. Aaa… More… Touch me… Yes! I’m a sl*t… I love it… Ahh…”

There was apparently a shortage in men, but there were plenty of free men around me right now. The warrior ordered some of the brothers, Nairim, Shadi, and others, to patrol around the castle and make sure peace was kept among the Innocent Ones. Some of the other brothers were still searching for the murderer who killed the messengers.

Thus, the men with too much free time surrounded me. We were against the wall in a shadowy area. They asked me to bring them the drug, so I did. As I walked towards the place where we were supposed to meet, my body flinched in excitement. Before I came here, I put plenty of the jelly inside of me, and I was ready to take on all of them.

Nairim said to me with a grin, “You knew this was going to happen to you, yet you still came here, Juya? My goodness… This won’t do… Haha… You are such a sl*t… Is this what you wanted? You wanted to show all of us your body?”

“Ahh…”

Everyone, including myself, was completely naked.

I was standing with one of the brothers taking me from behind. Well, I guess I wasn’t really standing per se. I was being supported upright. Nairim lifted one of my legs by my thigh. My foot wasn’t even touching the ground. I was mostly supported by the man behind me, who was fully embedded inside of me.

My nipples were hard as my brothers rolled them with their jelly-smeared fingers. Gravity made sure I was being penetrated all the way to the deepest part of my body. My member was still wrapped with the leather string, so I knew I made quite a sight.

Nairim used his knee to support my weight a little and stroked his penis. He asked me, “Doesn’t it hurt to have a string around you like this? Hmm… You don’t look like you are in pain… Look at your d*ck! It’s so red and swollen. Ahh… What if it explodes?”

“Ahh… Mmm… Haaa… Aaa… N-no…”

“You like this? Do you want me to touch you?”

I knew he would do whatever he wanted, even if I didn’t give him permission. Nairim let go of my leg and squatted down in front of me. I almost stumbled without him supporting me, but another brother quickly took his place.

Nairim studied my member carefully before beginning to lick it while continuing to stroke himself.

“Mmm… Mhhh… Juya… Juya… It’s so smooth… And yummy… Ahh…”

He then bit me, and I trembled in pain and pleasure.

“Haa…! Aaa…. Yes! Haa…. Aa… More… Please…”

“Kkk… What a sl*t you are… Just how much do we have to f*ck you to satisfy you? Can you even cum with this thing around you? Do it! Do it, and I will drink it!”

One of the brothers sucked on my nipple, making me spasm.

“Ahh…!”

I felt the one who was deep inside me climax. I was filled with his semen, and when he left my body, Nairim replaced him. However, instead of using his penis, he used his finger to tease me.

“Ahh… No… I want your d*ck… Please…”

“Gosh… What a sl*t you are… You want more? Even after all that? What a greedy boy…”

I was quickly rewarded. There were plenty of men around me, ready to take me. Meanwhile, Nairim came to the front and began to stroke our members together.

“Ahh… Juya… I can see that you are about to cum… You want to, don’t you? But… With the metal tube inside and the leather strap… You can’t, right? Is that it?”