Let There Be Blessing Behind You

Story 38. The Maid of the Forbidden Place (6)

Chapter 66

“Come on, hurry up and finish. We should all get a turn on him, or do you think maybe Juya would like all of us to penetrate him all at once? Hahaha.”

I was on my back, and thankfully, someone put a pillow underneath my head so that the injury on my back didn’t get rubbed too hard as my brothers took turns thrusting into me.

I couldn’t see anything because Nairim was sitting on top of my face. He panted in pleasure, and I could hear him kissing the other brothers loudly.

Oh, wait… Someone was stroking my member.

“Ahh… Dammit…”

I couldn’t help it. I orgasmed as the next brother inserted himself into me.

This went on all night. Early in the morning, when it was finally over, I felt like I was a used rag. I could barely move, and my entire body was in pain. Before leaving, Nairim wiped my body and said to me, “Sorry if we hurt you, but there is no need for you to look so upset, Juya. I mean, this is just like when we used to play our ballgame when we were little, right?”

The ballgame. Was he serious? Nairim continued, “I mean, the Goddess doesn’t care. Remember how fun and exciting it was to play with the ball with all the brothers when we were kids? The more brothers there were, the better it was.”

Nairim kissed my cheek a few times. I replied in annoyance, “What the hell are you talking about? Can’t you see that I’m in pain? Yet all you can do is yak yak yak.”

“Oh, come on, Juya. We are soldiers. We are fighters! You are really going to cry because you scraped yourself a little while playing with your friends? This can’t be! You are an Innocent One, right? Remember that?”

It was true that I wasn’t hurt that badly. It was also true that this wasn’t something to cry about.

However, I continued to glare at him because… My thoughts matched his exactly. I was angry because I realized that I was just like him. We were the same kind. We thought the same way about this world.

Dammit.

***

Something needed to be done, so I went to visit Hakim Karid. However, when I faced him, I didn’t dare to tell him everything that had happened to be. Thus, I told him what I thought would get me what I wanted. After I explained, the warrior asked me, “So there will be no more of the drug from the harem coming out to Minurd… And you got rid of all the incense that traitor Manar was hoarding in her room… Yet you still feel the urge to seduce other men, seduce your own brothers?”

“… I am too weak, My Warrior.”

Many of the Innocent Ones have been executed, so we were very short on men. There weren’t even enough brothers to guard many of the gates. Until our message reached the capital and sent more Innocent Ones, we were going to have to make do.

The warrior wondered, “Fine. Well, at least, you are being honest and letting me know about your dilemma. I commend you for trying. So what is it that you want me to do?”

I didn’t deserve to be praised. I didn’t lie, but I also didn’t tell him the entire truth.

“My Warrior, I would like to continue the sessions. Shaving my body and wrapping the leather strap around my manhood… That way, I would feel too ashamed to show my naked body to anyone. That is what I want, My Warrior. I want to feel pain whenever I become aroused like before, so my body learns the lesson finally.”

The truth was, I recently learned to enjoy the shame and pain of it all. It was not enough just to orgasm easily as another man took my body. I wanted the pain of it. I wanted my body to be suppressed and restrained so I could feel even greater pleasure and for a more extended period.

There was no way the Goddess knew my twisted desire. I lowered my face to hide my blush, and he answered me, “then that is what you shall get.”

Familiar servants came into the room, and this time, I was escorted to the warrior’s washroom. It made sense; this way, it would be easier to clean up afterward.

Only the two servants were present. The odalisque, whose face was covered, was absent. I laid on the floor, and the servants shaved me like before. I was so used to it, and they were very gentle. I should have been ashamed or embarrassed, but I wasn’t.

The only thing that worried me, however, was the lack of the jelly-like substance they used before. Instead, the servants used only water and soap to shave me. I asked, “Do you not have any more of that special jelly from the harem? You look nervous using just the soap… I am concerned that you might cut me accidentally.”

“D-do not worry, Innocent One. There is no need to worry.”

The servants tried to appear calm, but I could see that they weren’t. I became even more curious.

“Why… Why don’t you have any more of the jelly? It was excellent. As you must know, it aroused me so much when you used it before. Don’t you remember me suffering all night with the pleasure of it?”

“…”

“I am not accusing you of anything. I know you were watching, and I don’t care. All I want to know is why there isn’t any more of the jelly. Also, how to get more of it.”

I wondered what they were thinking and what they were going to do. I was an Innocent One and, therefore, have a higher rank than them, but I was also under strict order from the warrior, just as they were.

The servants continued to work silently for a while. No one made a sound until I was laid on my stomach, and my legs were spread apart so they could shave between my but cheeks.

“Mmmhh…”

When the sharp knife touched the sensitive area, I think the servant noticed how wider and softer it was now. I thought his hands trembled a little, but perhaps I was mistaken.

However, the servant’s voice definitely shook as he said to me, “… I-it was the warrior’s special order to use that jelly. Just for this purpose, the warrior especially ordered the odalisque to grab the special jelly from the harem. That woman left to return to the harem, so she is no longer here.”

So I needed to get the drug myself. According to the warrior, the special incense we had in the washroom was also no longer available. The jar Nairim had was the last of it.

I asked the servant, “Can’t you get her to get more of it?”

“It’s not possible unless the warrior orders it as the will of the Goddess. An odalisque should never leave the harem without a special reason, remember?”

“Well, I guess… But…”

“We still have a little bit left from the last time…”

I asked them to bring it to me. I didn’t say anything about what I was going to use it for, but I think they could guess.

One of them continued to shave me while the other one brought in the familiar jar. Shaving was finally done, and after washing my body with water, the leather strip was tied again around my member.

The warrior was going to take me tonight. Just thinking about it made my penis hard. The problem was, however, the fact that the jar was almost empty.

“There is barely anything left…”

“I-I’m sorry, Innocent One.”

I put my finger inside the jar and scraped the last bit of the jelly. It wasn’t enough… How should I use it to make it worth it? It wouldn’t be enough to fill me, and rubbing it on my skin wasn’t going to do too much.

I wanted to be fully aroused and ready for the warrior for tonight. I needed something slippery and arousing to fill me so I could accommodate the warrior’s humongous manhood.

What could I use…. What should I do…