Let There Be Blessing Behind You

Chapter 62

“Ahh… Haaa…”

I threw away the letters as my body began to become more aroused. The letters were interesting, but not interesting enough to keep me occupied. I couldn’t even read clearly anymore. I decided to find some relief before going back to them

“Mmmhh…”

The scent of the drug was intoxicating. I coated my fingers with it and put my hand inside my pants. As soon as I touched myself, my penis reacted immediately. The familiar pleasure greeted me, but it was not enough. Something was missing. I stroke myself, but I still felt empty.

“Ahh… Mmm…”

I rubbed myself as hard as I could, which worked to a degree. However, the orgasm I felt was minimal. I wasn’t even sure it could be called an orgasm.

“…”

Was my body indeed ruined then? Could I not get satisfaction without another man inside of me? I licked my fingers, and the taste of the drug made me even more aroused and unsatisfied. The warrior told me I needed to learn to become like a normal man to achieve climax like a normal man.

This meant that I needed to stop enjoying another man’s touch. I felt a strong urge to use my own fingers to satisfy myself, but this was not the place. Should I go to the washroom or even to my room? I contemplated it, but I didn’t move because I felt lazy.

Suddenly, I heard a voice.

“What are you doing? What’s with that position?”

It was Iztal Nairim. I wasn’t sure what his new duty was, but based on the fact that I saw him often in our selamlique during the daytime, I figured he must not be swamped.

“… I was just resting a bit.”

“With that face? You look like you are begging to be f*cked right now.”

“Will you just shut up?”

Nairim’s tone was rude, but I knew he wouldn’t jump on me. He went to his own room, then to the washroom to shower. By the time he returned, I was still on the floor in the same position.

He sneered at me and asked, “So what are those?”

“The traitor’s personal belongings… Evidence… You know… This and that.”

“What about that jar? It’s labeled ‘Burn Cream.'”

He sat beside me and pretended to be kind. He offered, “Are you trying to put this on your back? Do you want me to do it for you? I doubt you can reach by yourself.”

At first, I didn’t know what he was talking about, but when he opened the jar and scooped the cream out, I realized what he was about to do. I tried to get up, but he pushed me down. I was on my stomach, and he sat on top of me to put the cream on my injured back. He must have thought I was scared of the sting from the medicine.

“N-no! Don’t!”

“Juya, just stay still. This will make your burn heal faster.”

“No, Nairim! That’s not my medication. It’s from Manar’s room…! Gyaa…!”

As soon as I felt the cold cream on my back, I couldn’t speak well. The cream soaked into my skin, and it was too late.

“I-it’s not medicine… It’s a drug… Ahh… Aaa…. Mmm…”

I was able to push Nairim off of me, but my body began to tremble. Nairim seemed apologetic.

“Oh, s-sorry… Hahaha… I’m sorry.”

However, he didn’t leave. He just stared at me quietly for a while before he approached me. I felt him patting my hair a few times, and when I looked up at him, he asked, “So… This is the drug you were talking about before? The one that makes you feel good?”

He looked curious, guilty, and… happy. Nairim didn’t say anything more, and instead, he took out his penis and pushed it onto my face.

“H-huh…?”

“You should have told me earlier about it. What a wonderful drug…”

He seemed very aroused as well, most likely because of the cream that must have seeped into his skin on his hand. His eyes looked sleepy as he rubbed the tip of his member against my lips.

The problem was that I didn’t find this repulsive. Nairim had an exceptionally musky scent, and I was desperate to taste him. When I opened my mouth and stuck out my tongue, his member entered my mouth fully. My face felt hot, and I loved it.

“Ahh…. Haaa…. Aaa…”

I grabbed his thighs and moved my face against him vigorously. Nairim also grabbed my head and followed my rhythm, helping me. When I looked up, I could see that Nairim has been waiting for this for a very long time. He was just as flushed as I was.

“Ahh… Juya… Gosh… Do you know how amazing you are? You owe me… You know that, right? I helped you… I was on your side… So you owe me big… F*ck! Look at yourself… You love this.”

I couldn’t think. The drug was working, and my body vibrated with pleasure.

“Juya… Ahh… Dammit… So good… Ever since I had you last time… I have been thinking of you… Thinking of this… I’ve been masturbating five times a day, just thinking of your ass… Ahhh… And finally… Finally…”

He pulled himself out and crawled behind me. Pulling down my pants, which came off quickly, he tried to insert his length, but my body wasn’t ready. He grabbed my member instead and whispered in frustration, “You are so hard too, Juya… So why aren’t you loosened up yet? Do something… Let me get inside of you…”

However, before I even tried to do anything, Nairim scooped up more of the drug and pushed it into me. The familiar feeling of it in my body was heavenly. I closed my eyes and moaned, “Ahh…”

At this rate, I knew I might lose my consciousness, but I guess that didn’t matter to either of us.

“You like it, Juya? Then tell me. Say it. Be honest. Beg me to f*ck you… Ahh…”

However, he was already inside of me, thrusting wildly. My body moved on its own, happy to feel the hardness of another man. I moved my body against him, and the sound of our skins slapping together filled the room.

“Ahh…. Mmmm….”

“You want me to cum inside of you, right, Juya? Soon… Very soon… Just say the words… I’m a sl*t… Say it… Ahh…”

I thought I would feel embarrassed, even ashamed, but the truth was, I loved this. This dirty talk made me feel even more excited.

“Ahh… Yes.. I… I’m a sl*t…”

I was on my hand and knees, and Nairim rode me from behind. He grabbed onto my head and thrust into me hard. I was drooling from the intense pleasure, and I didn’t care.

“Ahh… yes… yes… I’m a sl*t… I love d*cks… F*ck me… Hard… Please…”

It wasn’t a lie. I was aroused front and back, and I knew this was what I wanted.

“Ahh…. Aaaa!”

Iztal Nairim flinched and shivered, and I felt the warmth spread inside of me. It felt hot, full, and amazing. Afterward, Nairim said to me, “Do you know how much I like you, Juya? Eriez may be okay with having you just a few times, but I need more… Much much more… Mmm….”