Let There Be Blessing Behind You

Story 23: The Goddess’ Warrior (1)

Chapter 39

I was hurt. Cuts and bruises covered my body, but thankfully, I didn’t think I had any broken bones or internal bleeding. I stood up on my own, and when I came out of the bathroom after washing up, Eriez was waiting for me outside.

“Are you okay, Juya?”

“Well… better than expected, I think.”

Even after I told him I was okay, the big guy continued to follow me. Did he have something else to say to me?

“Juya… I think it would be best if you don’t do anything that would get you noticed by the other brothers.”

“Why? They were the ones who humiliated Prince Camille! They started it! Do you think I should have just listened back there?”

“I think if something needs to be done, the Goddess’ Warrior will do it in good time…”

Eriez followed me into my room and continued, “Juya, listen to me carefully. The brothers are divided. I am trying my best to unite them, but it’s not working. In fact, it is getting worse the more I get involved… because some of the Innocent Ones are following me as their leader, and they consider Manar and his men as their enemies… Our brothers aren’t thinking clearly. They are spending all of their time criticizing each other and trying to pick fights. I don’t want you to get involved, Juya. I don’t want you to get hurt. You know how it is… Lately, all that the Innocent Ones are doing is running around in groups, not doing their duties at all…”

“So is that why you haven’t told me about what has been going on? About all this?”

“…”

I folded my shirt and glared at Eriez, who looked uneasy. There were so many uncertainties going on right now. Our situation was very fragile. I knew some believed that I was the one who killed the messengers. Some thought it was Eriez. There was also a possibility that Eriez’s followers were behind it.

“Eri, Manar told me everything already. I didn’t kill anyone, but… Anyway, I wonder if he believes that I didn’t kill those messengers now based on what happened today. Maybe.”

“Juya! The thing is…”

“Eri, who do you think I am? What do you think of me?”

I have been wondering about this for a while now. Although I have let Eriez use my body to satisfy him, this didn’t mean I was happy about our current relationship. Of course, I disliked our nightly activity…

I continued, “Now that you had me like a girl a few times, do you think I’m just a plaything to be used? Do you see me as a mistress or a concubine? Is that why you are saying these things to me?”

I approached him and looked up at him with a glare. He inhaled deeply, indicating that he certainly did not see me just as one of the brothers.

“Eri, you see me like some fragile thing to protect and enjoy, don’t you? You think your protection is something you can offer me as a payment for the use of my body. That is all I am to you, aren’t I? I…”

“…”

My pride was hurt, but I smiled at him bitterly. I reached to touch his groin. It wasn’t quite hard, but not completely soft either. He seemed uncertain and uncomfortable.

“Eri, what you want now is just do it with me, right? You don’t have to keep yapping about this nonsense then. I know what you came here for.”

I stepped back a little and opened my arms. I was topless now, and although my body was bruised, it didn’t look awful. I smiled at Eriez sarcastically.

Eri stammered, “Juya… My brother… Don’t do this… Don’t be like this… I…”

“So you aren’t going to do it? Because I myself want to… I love your manly body. I plan on using your body whenever I need it. Don’t you want to do the same with me?”

I took off my pants and my shoes. I was completely naked, but I wasn’t embarrassed. To be honest, I didn’t know what I was doing or what I wanted at this point. Was I joking? Was I doing this just to shut him up? I couldn’t remember anymore.

I kneeled in front of him and grabbed his butt with my hands. I leaned towards his groin.

“…”

It seemed that Eriez was slowly giving in. It was understandable because, for the past few nights, I haven’t visited his room. I could feel the sexual frustration through his pants. Teasingly, I pulled it down.

“Ahh…”

His taste filled my mouth. I closed my eyes at the familiarity of it and licked his member to harden it. Eriez looked up at the ceiling, trying to remain sober.

“Ahh… Juya… Y-you want to use me…?”

The wet sucking noise sounded too intense. With another groan, Eriez added, “Alright then. Use me. You will use me… and I will be used by you… All I want is… for you to know that I am the only man you can use like this… that is all I wish.”

I bit his shaft lightly and looked up at him. He still seemed nervous while trying to figure out my intention.

“Eri, there is no need to be so serious. You just need to use me too. This can be a lighthearted relationship. You and me. You can penetrate me and cum whenever you want.”

“No… It’s not like that. You… just need to serve His Highness and get as much information on Hwen as possible… and when the war starts…”

I licked the tip of his penis, and turning deep red, Eriez suddenly kneeled in front of me to my eye level.

“Juya, it’s not like that…”

He seemed upset… Desperate… Like he was trying to control his anger.

With a curious expression, he kissed me and touched me. At first, it felt like the kiss we used to exchange. The brotherly kiss, but soon, it turned into an embrace between lovers.

Unable to take the heat anymore, I pushed him down on the carpet and got on top of him. I couldn’t wait to take him inside of me, but I knew that my body wasn’t ready. I also couldn’t see anything that could be used as a lubricant.

Eriez flipped our position and turned me around, so I was on my stomach. Would he put his fingers in me to loosen me? Suddenly, I felt a warm and soft piece of flesh that was entering and licking my insides.

“E-Eri… Mhh…”

The wet sound of his tongue licking me was too erotic. It went deep inside of me, wetting me tenderly. I was worried that I might not be clean enough, but it seemed like the man who’s pleasuring me didn’t care or notice. I felt embarrassed and awkward, but I had no choice but to accept his authority.

At some point, he must have thought I was wet and loose enough. He sat up and got on top of me. Our skins touched, and I felt a welcoming warmth.

“Ahh… Mmm… Ahhh…”

When he entered me, my body didn’t resist at all. His thickness filled me quickly, and I welcomed it.