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Since then, Akami Homura, a human being, has been dominated by two people named Madoka Kame and Masayoshi Kujo.
I thought that in my life, I finally got through all the difficult moments, and I will continue to be happy like this in the future.
Until, that day...
You never came back for everyone.
For you, Madoka never came back.
And I also chose the path for you and Madoka, without looking back.
I thought that all I was praying for was this little thing, just hoping to have that little bit of happiness that belonged to me again, which should have been a simple matter.
But I was wrong.
That's not okay, just wanting to be alone and happy is not enough.
Just being myself is not enough.
and so……
"This time, it's okay for you, Madoka, Sayaka, Kyoko, Mami..."
In the end, Xiao Meiyan decided to be a little more greedy.
This time, you will never be left alone again...
The girl's last words remained in her heart, she jumped up and disappeared under the moonlight.
PS:
I'm late again because of work
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Chapter 69: At least until you regret it
"It's a good thing you can talk to those people with such a smile every day, don't you know what it means to be afraid?"
"Of course I have my moments of fear, but I have no reason to be afraid of interacting with other people, do I?"
Carrying two big bags of various things, Zheng Yi walked forward while staring straight ahead, while naturally responding to Sakura Kyoko's words.
"When you talked to them, didn't you think about their attitude and expression if your honor was exposed?"
"Why do you even think about that?"
"what?"
Regarding his own affairs, Zheng Yi naturally didn't think he could hide this girl with high mobility. Compared with the other four girls, Xingzi was not only bold and careful, but could even be evaluated as reckless to some extent.Under the influence of this kind of personality and behavior, it is impossible for Kyoko to keep the matter of [Mr.J is the justice of Kujo] from her for too long, no matter whether she knew it at first or not.
But to Zheng Yi's surprise, not only did the child not hide from him or attack him after that, but whenever he went out to buy groceries alone instead of coming with Mami, he would appear from various places, Then pester myself talking about that.Sometimes they just talk about trifles, sometimes they talk about troublesome topics like now, and sometimes they even ask Zheng Yi to talk about whether any interesting things happened in school during this time.
This kind of conversation will only go from the commercial street to the corner closest to Zheng Yi and Mami's house.Once there, no matter how intense the topic is or how happy the topic is, the girl will suddenly turn cold, and just squat on the wall without saying a word, staring at Zheng Yi's leaving back until Zheng Yi Completely disappears at the end of the street.
"I said, why do I have to think about that?"
Stopping in his tracks, Zheng Yi repeated his own words, turned his eyes from the front to his right, and calmly watched Kyoko, who was looking unhappy.
Hearing this, Xingzi suddenly raised her eyes, and the girl who had been bouncing on the fence all the way turned around with a fierce look on her face, staring straight at Zheng Yi.
"Are you a dummy?!"
"I think I'm still a smart person?"
"Can a wise man say such a thing?"
"So haven't I said it many times..."
Sighing, giving up the dispute with Xingzi on this topic, Zheng Yi turned his head and looked ahead, and continued to walk forward.
"I never fight for anyone's approval."
"So even if one day you are regarded as a monster by people, rejected by humans as a disgusting object like a witch, and even when you are finally threatened by swarms of malicious people and try to kill you, you still have to tell them that you Was it never a fight to get their approval?"
Biting the lollipop in his mouth violently, Xingzi's sharp little teeth directly tore up the remaining paper sticks, and the fine pieces of candy were swallowed into the stomach by Xingzi's vicious expression.Kyoko, who had freed her mouth, instantly increased the intensity and sharpness of her speech.
"Okay, even if you don't care about these!"
Swinging her right hand at Zheng Yi, Xingzi acted as if if Zheng Yi made a mistake in answering the next sentence, she would just clenched her fist and punched him.
"What about Mami? What about Mami? Is there no one who loves you? Is there no one you love? At that time, what do you want them to do? Have you never thought about these things? ?!"
To describe that appearance with anger, I am afraid it is not enough.
——Perhaps, it can be called a burst of anger.
"Of course I have considered it."
Without stopping, even the rhythm of the steps and the urgency of the tone, the man seemed to be answering a simple daily question like asking what day is today, with a straight-forward speed and an unabashed attitude. Responded to Kyoko's high-spirited questioning.
"Then why did you—"
Then why do you still smile at others like that?
Suggestion magic or phantom magic, this ability is Kyoko's original power, and it is also Kyoko's most essential power. Perhaps because it was born from that wish, the girl is more and more impressed by the emotional fluctuations of people.Although she can't do the level of mind reading, or even see through the so-called superficial thinking, at least Kyoko can make accurate judgments when it comes to distinguishing whether a person is malicious or not.
But this doesn't make Kyoko happy.
Just like the power of suggestion, in Kyoko's view, this is nothing more than another extension of the curse.
Even for Kyoko, the thought of "if only I didn't have this power at the time" never completely subsided from her mind, it was a brand that was deeply rooted in the soul along with the pain, perhaps until the girl died in a certain place. Even in an unknown corner, this curse of love and hatred cannot be dispelled.
And now, Kyoko wished that she had never obtained such disgusting power.
If I don’t have this strength, at least I can tell myself, [All this is just pretending by you], and then deceive myself with peace of mind, and treat you as a villain who doesn’t appear to be what he looks like.
That way, I can pierce your heart without confusion.
But why...
Why is it me who has this power?
Why do you have that kind of power?
Why can you still show a sincere smile to everyone from the bottom of your heart? !
Empty justice!
There are too many things I want to say, but I may not say a word, and the emotions like a mountain roar and a tsunami are all blocked in my throat, like a skyrocketing river after a heavy rain, relentlessly hitting the rational dam.
Taking a deep breath, the girl tightly grasped the soul gem around her neck,
"... Empty justice."
Xingzi's voice was no longer full of the strong smell of gunpowder like before, but under that cold ruthlessness, there was a hot emotion that no one could see.Just like the magma that cannot be subdued even under the frozen soil, just waiting for an opportunity, it will break through the thick frozen soil layer like a bamboo, and stage a dramatic drop of thousands of miles above the polar land.
The man stopped, turned around slowly, and looked at the girl who was already some distance behind him.
"It is not for the sake of others to make others happy. The world follows the balance of equivalent exchange. No matter how good the initial goodwill is, when the goodwill and prayers are too large, it will eventually attract the same malice and despair. .At that time, someone will definitely be hurt because of it..."
The girl's voice was hoarse and deep, as if her vocal cords had been pierced with red-hot iron needles, she uttered every word with difficulty but clearly.Kyoko's slightly trembling voice spoke of the girl's voice that could no longer be suppressed.On weekdays, even when fighting, he can reveal some playful and lively voices, but at this time, only the bitter pretending to be strong and hesitant are left.
"Whether it's you or me, we've all obtained the power to be called a miracle. But miracles are never free."
Fumbled an apple-flavored lollipop from his pocket, Kyoko looked down at the man in front of him who seemed to be unshakable forever, pushed his body with all his strength, and handed out the lollipop in his hand.
For this power, what you have paid has already exceeded what you have received.
So, at least before feeling sorry...
"Use that power for yourself, Kongtiao Justice."
That, even a little bit, is sure to allow you to take back something that shouldn't be taken away.
At least……
Don't fall into the same fate as me.
Facing Xingzi's gaze, seeing the girl's face that pretended to be calm but couldn't hide her doubts, Zheng Yi was silent for a moment and opened his mouth to speak.
PS:
For Kyoko, Zheng Yi's path is actually similar to hers.
But the difference is that Zheng Yi is very clear about what he is going to face, and then chooses to continue on this path.
Praying for others may not necessarily bring happiness to others
But if you only live for yourself, then you will definitely not be able to become a happy person.
End
good night
Chapter 70: There's Not Just One Way To Do What You Want
"I--"
Just when Zheng Yi was about to reply, a strange feeling hit the senses of both of them at the same time.The impact itself is not strong, it is better to say that someone is rubbing the back of the two of them with the tip of a pen through their clothes. It is a feeling of erosion that may be missed if you don't pay attention.
But the two present here are all experienced fighters.
Even at this time, he will not let go of his sense of smell and resilience in combat.
So the two people looking at each other can see the same meaning in each other's eyes.
"...Tsk!"
Ever since he got to know the girl Sakura Kyoko, Zheng Yi can often hear her smacking her lips like this.It seems that for a girl, there are many things that make her feel impatient.Sometimes it may be because the snacks in the pocket are accidentally eaten, sometimes it may be because Zheng Yi came to buy food late, and sometimes it may even be because Zheng Yi missed her glance while chatting.For Sakura Kyoko, there are always many things that will make her feel irritated. The girl never hides her emotional changes. Express it hesitantly.
That kind of freewheeling lifestyle is actually the same as Zheng Yi's in a sense.
But even so, it was the first time Zheng Yi saw a situation where even the sound of smacking lips was full of maliciousness like today.The girl's completely vicious face looked like a big cat that was disturbed while eating.
Whether it is a lion or a tiger, they are very unreasonable creatures when protecting food.
Following two steps, Xingzi jumped off the wall neatly and landed beside Zheng Yi.The girl raised her head and looked at the man who swallowed the words back, but it was rare for the man to keep silent without urging and accusing him.Xingzi who looked up looked at Zheng Yi's face first, then suddenly grinned ferociously and raised her left hand to attack Zheng Yi.