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It may have been a few minutes, or it may have been more than ten minutes. This kind of silence lasted for a while.
In the end, it was Sayaka who broke the silence.
The girl turned around and raised her hand to tightly grasp the fabric on Zheng Yi's chest. Her trembling knuckles turned blue and white. It seemed that as long as she exerted more force, those little hands would be completely shattered.
Sayaka's voice lost the vitality it used to, and was hoarse and deep, like a traveler who walked through the vast desert on foot and empty-handed. The thirsty and chapped lips and throat could only make this breathless whimpering sound.
"teacher……"
"I'm here."
"What on earth should I do..."
PS:
Qiubi's horse's feet are being grabbed by Zheng Yi little by little, but it will take time after all.
For Sayaka's problem, if Zheng Yi wants to deal with it, violence will always be the lowest choice, and even to a certain extent, it won't help.
End
good night
Chapter 49: Even now, I'm not really a hero
Like someone, fall in love with someone, fall in love with someone.
It is an emotion that cannot be explained rationally as a human being.People who are deeply in love are always prone to blindness, they will do things that they can't even predict for this emotion, and they will become unreasonable people in the eyes of others because of this emotion.It is a subtle feeling that is very close to the feeling that everyone is drunk and I am alone. Every move that others see is incomprehensible, but in the eyes of people who are chasing love, they are always acting for one purpose.
Complicated in the eyes of others.
pure in my own eyes,
The world laughed at me too crazy, I laughed at others and couldn't see through.
Relying on one's own dedication and sacrifice, in exchange for seemingly insignificant recognition.I have worked hard and racked my brains, just for that person's smile, a compliment, and a thank you.
Miki Sayaka is such a person who is deeply involved in it.
From Zheng Yi's point of view, the girl is immersed in her own dedication and dedication. Except for the boy named Kamijo Kyousuke, she can't see herself, nor can she see clearly those who love her deeply.The hazy emotions are like a thick fog, wrapping the girl in circles and covering her way forward.Only the boy named Kamijou Kyosuke is clear in Sayaka's world, so the girl who has no master and no guide instinctively surrounds this only clear figure, like a dancing moth, a little bit closer to the light at the same time , but also step by step towards the end.
But at least at that time, the girl had a goal to cast herself in such layers of fog.
But right now, even this final goal was swallowed by the mist and turned into a hazy part.
From Zheng Yi's point of view, Sayaka also has other things that are worth cherishing, such as parents, Madoka, Mami, and even Homura, who in her opinion cares about Sayaka very much.For this girl, life is by no means nothing without 【Kyosuke Kamijo】.
It's just that the authorities are confused, but the bystanders are clear.No matter how clear everything in Zheng Yi's eyes was, it was not what Sayaka could see.Even if it is embellished with excellent eloquence or writing, it is the scenery that can be seen as "Mashiro Kujo" after all, not as "Sayaka Miki".
Therefore, Zheng Yi understood that what he had to do was not just to appease or enlighten.
He wanted to drive away the fog that shrouded Sayaka, even if it was a drudgery that seemed like a drop in the bucket, but as long as it was worth doing, Zheng Yi was willing to work hard for it.
——Undoubtedly, Sayaka has such value.
For Zheng Yi, she is priceless.
In other words, every student is Zheng Yi's priceless treasure.
"Sayaka, you said you liked Kamen Rider, right?"
"...Yes, hi, goo, like it."
"Since when did you fall in love with it?"
"From... when I was very young, I saw number one on TV for the first time when I was in elementary school, so..."
"Starting from number one, that is really a very loyal fan of Kamen Rider, the teacher is very pleased!"
Rubbing Sayaka's hair, as if to urge the girl to sleep, Zheng Yi patted Sayaka's back lightly, his whispered words were melodious and erratic, matched with his magnetic voice, it was like humming some unknown famous lullaby.The voice carried a certain kind of quiet magic power, which gradually wiped away the crystals in the corners of Sayaka's eyes, and slowly calmed down the trembling of the girl's body.
Although I don't understand why Zheng Yi asked about this topic at this time, Sayaka now doesn't even have the time to think about it.The girl just wants to curl up quietly in these arms and embrace and bury her face, so that her crying face, which must be ugly at the moment, will always be hidden in a place where she doesn't have to worry about it.
Just a little while, just a little while...
He clenched Zheng Yi's chest with all his strength, and Sayaka's sobbing response pressed against Zheng Yi's solid chest, which seemed a bit dull and vague.
But Zheng Yi could still understand the girl's meaning clearly, and slowly led the topic to unfold.
"Then why did Sayaka fall in love with Kamen Rider in the first place?"
"that is because……"
Why do you like Kamen Rider?
Is it great strength and agility?
Is it those endless powerful moves and cool locomotives?
No, it's actually simpler——
"...Because everyone in Kamen Rider is a hero of justice."
is the heart.
When I was in front of that TV when I was a child, watching the seemingly invulnerable No. [-] after defeating the weirdo, riding a locomotive alone and disappearing into the horizon lit by the setting sun, Sayaka was caught by that Dao's back was deeply attracted.
What really makes Sayaka fall in love with Kamen Rider is his heart as a hero.
"So, did Sayaka ever think about becoming a hero?"
"..."
Naturally, there are.
What kid wouldn't aspire to be a hero after seeing such manliness and heroism?Rather, it is precisely because Sayaka fell in love with Kamen Rider when he was a child, that's why Sayaka is now a manly man in his words and deeds.
When girls of the same age fell in love with gorgeous and pretty skirts, Miki Sayaka sweated in the dojo to become stronger.
When the girls of the same age were discussing which male star was the most handsome, Miki Sayaka was looking forward to those heroes who were unwilling to show their true appearance.
Except for the admiration that was hidden by herself, the girl has more or less walked on the road of yearning for heroes in her ten-odd years of life.
but--
"But Sayaka, you are just like me now, you are far from being a hero."
"--Eh?"
Sayaka raised her face in astonishment, and cast her gaze right at Zheng Yi. That face that was crying like a kitten with a dazed and cute expression caught Zheng Yi's eyes.
"Can't you understand?"
"No, no! Of course my words don't count, but you, teacher!"
How can you not be a hero?
Everything in the past is vivid, and the other side hidden by this face that is close at hand has long been deeply imprinted in Sayaka's heart.Looking at himself reflected in those dark eyes like this, Sayaka's mind repeatedly echoed the voice of the man in front of him.
Every smile, every fight, every guard...
Every single time.
How can you not be a hero!
However, the man just shook his head indifferently, and seriously spoke words that the girl could not understand.
"I'm not a qualified hero, at least not right now."
"But!"
"Listen, Sayaka."
The palm of the hand that was caressing the hair on the back of the girl's ass was pulled back, and the slender index finger was lightly tapped on Sayaka's forehead. Zheng Yi's unwavering and sincere gaze made it impossible for Sayaka to blurt out the words that were about to blurt out.
The man's demeanor is full of irrefutable willpower.
"My father once said: Heroes are often alone in the end, because in this world, heroes are always a minority."
Can only be...alone...
In the girl's eyes, the back view of the man in the past battle gradually merged with the back view she saw when she was a child. In a trance, the face that was clearly close at hand was pulled far away in an instant, until Sayaka couldn't help it. touch the place.
Until then, Sayaka recalled something she had never noticed.
In this world, Zheng Yi is always the only hero named Kamen Rider.
PS:
I hope everyone will not be too excited when barrage and comments, and speak calmly, thank you very much.
For Sayaka, Zheng Yi is indeed the only Kamen Rider she has seen in this world.
The second one will take more than an hour, everyone can sleep first as usual
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Chapter 50: The cure
"Finished?"
Looking at the combination of teachers and students who came out together, Mami who was sitting on the bench in the corridor stopped communicating with Madoka and stared at Zheng Yi who looked normal.
"Yeah, I had a great time chatting with Sayaka."
After rubbing the hair of the girl next to him, Zheng Yi's smile was different from his words, and he seemed a little helpless.
In the ward, what was discussed between the teachers and students, only they themselves know.
Looking at Sayaka, who was still holding on to the corner of Zheng Yi's clothes even after she walked out, and Zheng Yi, who had a subtle smile, Mami blinked and stood up from the bench.
"That's good. It's getting late. Everyone must be tired after a day of tossing around. Why don't you go to my house to have a rest."
"Mami-senpai, this is too much trouble for you..."
"How come, I don't have to patrol the streets in the afternoon during the holiday! If I can spend the afternoon leisurely with Madoka, you, and Sayaka, it will be the best relaxation for me. Why? Will it be trouble?"
Holding Madoka's hand, Mami gently stopped Madoka's polite words.Indeed, for Ba Asami, being able to spend a quiet and pleasant afternoon with friends of the younger generation like this is something that has not been experienced several times since Kyoko left.Compared to being able to have such a comfortable time, it is just the effort of preparing desserts and tea drinks, Mami is naturally happy to do it.
Besides...