Chapter 21
Chapter 20
Xia Chiu listened to his words and wiped his hair finely.
She is not particularly good at doing these things, and her movements are obviously a bit clumsy. However, she was cautious, and between her behavior, it was not difficult to see that her efforts seemed to be trying to give Jianghuai the greatest gentleness possible at this moment.
“Actually,” she said slowly: “Everyone is like this. Like me, I actually admire those who have good grades, are beautiful, smart and powerful. I also want to be like them…”
“Like who?”
Jiang Huai’an was a little curious, Xia Chiu thought about it, and thought about a person’s name: “Shen Sui?”
“Cut,” Jiang Huai’an laughed out of disdain: “What is good about him? Rubbish.”
“But, he has good grades,” Xia Chiu said with a serious face: “Although others are scumbags and vulgar, he does speak good English, his grades are very good, and he plays basketball well. Don’t look down on him. Do you know why he speaks so standard English? He used to get up to read English at 6 o’clock every morning when I was still asleep. This has been the case since I met him until now. So although his character is bad , But he really worked hard.”
When Jiang Huai An heard this, he did not speak.
He can’t deny Shen Sui’s efforts, even if he is a scum, but everyone’s shining points are worthy of applause.
“It’s not easy for a person like him. We are all ordinary people, just like me. Actually, I think Shen Sui is very powerful since I was a child. I just thought, one day I would be just like him. But I I still want to sleep in, or get distracted in class, or want to go home to watch cartoons every day after school. My parents love me, and they always tell me that I just need to live happily. Everyone seems to think, Xia Chiu, fate. It’s so good, do you still need to work hard?”
Xia Chiu Chiu’s voice is very flat, but Jiang Huai’an still hears some hardships from it. These words seem to be hidden in her heart for many years, and when she suddenly speaks them, it becomes more bitter, because the wine that has been brewed for too many years is always so strong. It’s hard to swallow, but it is indeed a good wine that will be sweet again.
“So after a long time, I think that I probably do too.”
“You can watch cartoons and sleep late. There is no need to work hard, anyway,” she said in a low voice: “That’s all for me.”
That’s it.
It’s good to take a college entrance exam, and it’s also good to take a second course. Anyway, there are a lot of college students now, not those two top schools, is there any difference?
Ma Yun is not a prestigious school, and Ma Huateng is not Tsinghua. Success in this world never requires you to be a top school student.
Go to a school, find a job, marry a person, and live your life.
The standard drops again and again, and every time I choose, I can tell myself with peace of mind. It’s actually not bad.
Until one day, when I saw the person I thought I would become when I was young, walking by in front of me, he showed envious eyes, but he just looked so hurriedly and sighed, so amazing.
But I have long forgotten that when I was young, I also thought that I would become such a person.
Jiang Huai’an tightened his lips, feeling that every word of Xia Chiu seemed to fall on his heart.
“I was very strong when I was young.” He slowly said out, and Xia Chuo smiled: “It is also now.”
“At that time, the exam was bad. I was able to hide in bed and cry all night, crying and doing questions.”
Xia Chuo laughed out loud, and Jiang Huai’an was a little embarrassed: “Don’t laugh.”
“Well,” Xia Chiu said with a soft gaze, “I’m not smiling anymore, you said.”
“But my dad always scolds me, no matter how good I am in the exam, he likes to say that it’s just your grade? Look at others, it’s much better than you. Don’t be arrogant and complacent. There are more people who are better than you. went.”
“Ok.”
Xia Chiu said seriously, and Jiang Huai’an continued: “I didn’t accept him since I was a child. He said that I can only take the 90th exam, so I would take the 100th exam. He said that if I took the second exam, I would take the first exam. He never praised me. , Just my mother…”
Jiang Huai’an’s voice lowered. After a long time, he finally said slowly: “When I grow up, I also understand. He is looking forward to my good. He always thinks that by scolding me and hitting me, he can make me Okay. But I don’t, I’m just not good. Doesn’t he always scold me for rubbish? Then I will treat him as rubbish.”
“He always thinks that I will be particularly good in the future, especially awesome, but I am not happy, I will anger him, the more he wants me to be good, the worse I am.”
Xia Chiu Chiu didn’t speak, his hair dries slowly, but she still didn’t stop moving.
As Jiang Huai’an was talking, his voice began to hoarse.
“At that time, my grandfather always came to persuade me and told me, Huai’an, don’t ruin yourself, don’t abuse yourself. He wants to take me home, but I won’t return. I especially love watching Jiangcheng get angry with me. With that cheek, the more he hits me, the less happy I am. He wants me to read, but I don’t read it. I see how he is.”
“Jiang Huai’an,” Xia Chiu said in a calm voice: “You are really naive.”
“Yeah,” Jiang Huai’an smiled: “I also know that I am very naive. But I can’t control myself. I don’t want to learn well. At the beginning, I think I am wrong. I read a book occasionally, but every time I read a book. , He will scold me and pretend to be. Ha,” Jiang Huai’an said with a mocking voice: “Then what else am I pretending?”
“Jiang Huai’an,” Xia Chiu sighed: “I have seen a lot of rebellious people. It’s really rare to see rebellious people like you. You are like this. It would be so sad for your mother to see it.”
Jiang Huai’an didn’t say a word, he turned his back to her and didn’t say anything.
After a long time, he finally spoke, his voice hoarse.
“Yes,” he slowly said, “My mother would be sad if she saw it.”
You see, even the grandfather who always believed in him, encouraged him, and firmly believed in him gave up on him.
All love will be squandered, and friendship cannot be trampled endlessly.
If you want others’ trust, you must use your own efforts in exchange.
Jiang Huai’an closed his eyes, and his body trembled slightly. Xia Chiu looked at such Jiang Huai’an, put the towel on a piece, and put a hand on his shoulder.
Jiang Huai’an turned to look at her, the little girl’s eyes were round, and there were smiles inside.
“Jiang Huai An, can you do me a favor?”
“Ok?”
Jiang Huai’an was a little strange, his eyelashes were still stained with water vapor, and he looked a little stupid.
Xia Chiu-cho took out the make-up card that Jiang Huai An had given her from her pocket, and smiled and said, “I want to change. Will you stay with me?”
Jiang Huai looked at her quietly. Xia Chiu said slowly: “I know that my foundation is very bad, and I’m almost in my sophomore year now, I may be too late.”
“I also know that I actually have no self-control. I procrastinate and I am lazy. Maybe I can’t finish writing a single paper, and my enthusiasm is exhausted.”
“I also know that I can tell myself now that I am smart, but I didn’t work hard, but if I work hard, it will be useless. I will be extremely desperate.”
“But these are not important,” Xia Chiu-chuo’s expression was full of seriousness: “There is only once in my life, and only once when I am sixteen. I want to fight desperately once at the bravest age of my life.”
“Even if I struggled for only one day or an hour, I was defeated by laziness. But I struggled every day, every week, or even once a month. When I think about it in the future, I just won’t feel that my whole life is really thorough. At the end of the day, just pass by casually.”
“At least, I have paid. Even if it’s only an hour.”