I’m Just This ‘Sue’

Gu Xingduan has deep sea phobia. Whenever he sees the dark water bottom, he will be stiff. But he loves water so much that every beautiful figure in the water can take his eyes off.

He used to be able to swim. His mother is a swimmer, of course, because she retired early, many people may have forgotten her. He learned to swim with her from an early age … until he watched her die in the sea. She was forced to die by Gu’s life.

After that, Gu Xingduan never touched the water. He killed every Gu family member in the water, leaving him alone. He completely grasped the power of the Gu family.

But such a life is really uninteresting.

Until he accidentally glimpsed the picture of the swimming games on TV. Gu Xingduan gradually started to go to the swimming pool and to the competition site. He even funded the provincial sports team and the national team … He would not hesitate to subsidize talented athletes. Seems to be able to see from their bodies a little shadow of their childhood learning to swim.

Then he noticed a girl, the youth around her.

He inadvertently glanced at the youth standing by the pool in a daze. He thought it was a little funny. This man is obviously afraid of water. Why should he come to the swimming pool?

Then the youth’s performance gave him a slapped.

Not only do young people swim, they also swim very beautifully. But his body didn’t seem to be very good, and after a while, he stopped. Gu Xingduan remembered the scene where he was swimming just now and couldn’t help pinching his fingers. There seemed to be a rest in my heart.

Want this person.

Gu Xingduan strongly suppressed the intense mood.

He was fortunate to have seen the youth countless times since then.

He can sit in the best position every time and observe the young beautiful swimming posture with the best angle. He could even see the young man’s lean waist, beautiful waistline, and straight buttocks …

Water is like a kingdom that belongs to the youth. He watched the youth show more and more excellent side in the water, and he couldn’t help but indulge in it.

He wanted to strip the youth’s swimming trunks and violate him in the water.

This thought alone made Gu Xingduan a few times.

He wanted to get this person, Gu Xingduan’s thoughts had never been so clear and strong.

He couldn’t help but build a huge swimming pool in his bedroom. If he could see the young man swimming in it as soon as he lifted his eyes, there would be nothing more exciting in the world.

He thought he was going to do it soon, but the youth was too beautiful, and soon, everyone saw the beauty when he was swimming in the pool.

Gu Xingduan can see countless Weibo confessions to young people every day.

Especially when another man appeared next to the young man, Gu Xing first tasted the jealousy.

The desire to get him grew stronger.

Gu Xingduan’s longing and love are intertwined, climbing up together.

Until he could no longer hold himself back, he took the youth away. He couldn’t wait for the youth to enter his place, and even couldn’t wait for the youth to catch their own taste.

When he saw the young man entering the large swimming pool as he wished, Gu Xingduan couldn’t restrain the burning flame of desire in his heart.

…

Everything breaks incredibly fast.

He greedily watched the back of the youth leaving, the thoughts in his heart grew into vines, tormenting him frantically. How can I really get him? It’s no longer just his body. But his heart …

Gu Xingduan turned out the love poems he had copied countless times.

Gu Xingduan has never loved anyone. When he really needed to love a person, he could only learn clumsily in an attempt to pry half of his insights and skills from the love poem.

Gu Xingduan is a tadpole. He doesn’t know whether the young people love him or not. He began to approach the youth again. He was willing to pave the way for the youth, to send the youth to the summit of glory … he was willing to watch the youth show the most beautiful style at the top. Anyway, if those people love and admire again, the youth will only belong to him. What he looked like when he saw the youthful emotion.

Gu Xingduan still doesn’t know whether the young people love him or not.

But that’s okay. It is rare to find such a person in the world. How can he let go and let go?

Gu Xingduan even planned all future with closed eyes.

then……

Then there is no more.

The youth was lying in the hall of worship.

Gu Xingduan would never forget that when the young man pushed him towards the assistant and driver, he reached out and grabbed him frantically, but he couldn’t hold his hand …

The youth sank.

Don’t you know how to swim?

You just won the championship.

You are a new star in swimming!

How could it sink like this?

…

He did not dare to set foot on the funeral of the youth, even if he glimpsed the photos of the youth, he was afraid that he could not help but collapse.

He brought the culprit, Wei Guang, out of the police station. He pressed Wei Guang on the big seaside. He looked at Wei Guang coldly: “He is dead, are you satisfied?”

Wei Guang’s face was as paper-colored, and he was facing that embarrassing and embarrassing face, staring at the direction of the sea. He broke free from the people around him and jumped down.

The assistant hurriedly asked, “Boss, what should I do? Are you going to fish?”

Gu Xingduan stared coldly at the sea without motion.

Wei Guang also swims very well … Maybe he wants to escape.

“Go block people.”

Many people blocked the area and started to block Wei Guang. But they waited for a day, and they couldn’t wait for Wei Guang to emerge from the water.

“… Boss, maybe, dead.”

Gu Xingduan was silent. The two people he loved most in his life died in the water, and those who killed them also died in the water …

“Boss, if the body is salvaged …”

“Then throw it back, he should have no bones.”

Wei Guang’s death did not cause much waves, but the death of the youth was vigorous for a period of time. As soon as Gu Xingduan went out, he could hear and see the news of the youth. Countless people are remembering this fleeting genius.

The wound that Gu Xingduan had hidden in his heart was torn open again and again.

Sometimes, his mind kept reviewing the moment when the youth sank.

Sometimes, he remembered that he was in the car that day, and he was joking with the youth and said that one day he would try the red rope.

Sometimes he rubs the picture in his hands unconsciously …

Then he was suddenly surprised that he had become addicted to youth and couldn’t help himself. For even a moment, Gu Xingduan came up with the idea of ​​ending an uninteresting life and going to be a company with young people.

But how could he die?

…

Gu Xingduan finally came to the grave of the youth.

He put down the flower in his hand.

“Although you have confiscated it once, I still want to give it to you.” Gu Xingduan’s stubborn lips slightly tilted. “Although you haven’t opened it once, I will always read it to you.”

Gu Xingduan unfolded the stationery in his hand.

“I dreamed of you last night … I’m willing to give up everything to miss your life.”

Ok. There are so many seals that have never been opened. When you think about the end of the day, it is probably time to completely end this boring life.

Gu Xingduan stood up and looked at the photos on the tombstone.

“I think you love me.” So he gave his life to save him.