If I don't have money to go to college, I can only go to slay the dragon

Chapter 592 Yuanmeng (probably two in one)

It should be a morning, the school always starts in the morning, Lu Mingfei was riding a bicycle to Shilan Middle School, and a black Passat passed by, and the tires rolled up acacia flowers and flew onto his shoulders. He saw the white shoulder figure from the car window that was getting farther and farther away. Coincidentally, the other party seemed to be looking back at him in the car. Their eyes met and separated, and they passed each other.

Ten minutes after we met again, he arrived at the school, looked up at the two crooked cherry trees in the corner of Shilan Middle School in the bustling crowd, and couldn't find the shadow he wanted to see when he looked around, so he thought in his heart Silently made a wish to an unknown god, but within a few seconds he gave up on his stupid move and accelerated his pace to the new class. When he walked in from the door and looked up, he found that his Wishes come true, like revelations.

People are impression creatures, and the brain has a specific image for each specific person, which may be a smell, a scene, or a color.Then this girl must be white to Lu Mingfei, with the scent of acacia flowers on the skirt, sitting by the window where the sun shines on the skirt, holding the book "The Lover" by Marguerite Duras.

They wrote vigorously on the blackboard, saying that youth is fleeting, appearance is easy to grow old, never lose youth, and dance and sing.

But it was too late, too late, in that life, it was too early, too hasty, and then, it was already too late.

"Lu Mingfei?" Chen Wenwen called him back when he was in a daze.

There is a faint singing voice in my ears, not the BGM that is automatically played in the background. If possible, Lu Mingfei really wants to listen to "Love Transfer". There is that kind of heart-piercing awareness, but it is a pity that the singing that is now ringing in his ears is so undead is "Li Song" by the Xin Band.

In the private theater tens of meters away from the bathroom corridor, someone was singing the song that was once popular in the streets and alleys, singing: You said that love is a dream, and I can only repay you for the happiness I borrowed from you. Then the climax came There was a burst of crying and howling, the girls could barely reach the vocal part, and the boys roared heart-piercingly, and sang: I want to stay but can't stay is the loneliest. Before the second half of the lyrics were sung, I suddenly laughed because of my broken voice. The sound of laughter gathered together and fluttered here.

It's a bit ugly, the one who broke the sound first should be Xu Yanyan, right?But at least the singing is quite suitable for the occasion. What's the next line of lyrics?

Oh, Lu Mingfei remembered, as if he hugged silently a second before his heart was broken?

There was silence in front of the bathroom, drifting in the air, together with the sound of water, and together with indescribable emotions, he seemed a little tired leaning against the water table, letting the cold water wet his trousers and flow down his calves all the way to his socks The water wrapped around him like a cold snake.

"You know?" He propped his hands on the water platform, trying not to make himself look so collapsed, he tried to support himself as much as possible, after all, it was the first time he was so weak in 18 years of his life, he was a little at a loss, he was caught before he even started confessing. Hijacked, so fucking sad.

"Ah."

"When did this happen?"

"It's very early."

very early?When was it early, was it early when they passed each other for the first time on the side of the pagoda tree street?It was still when he was lying on the desk and secretly looking at the girl who stood up and introduced herself when he was in school.

Lu Mingfei actually wanted to ask Chen Wenwen when she knew she had prepared today's confession, but the other party seemed to have misunderstood something, but this answer was satisfactory.

"Actually, you knew it all along, right?"

"what do you know?"

"I know those things about you."

Lu Mingfei suddenly felt a little tired, what about his own affairs?Can you please clarify some things. But he knows that the girl in front of him has always been like this, and he doesn't like to speak clearly, as if it is related to a layer of dispensable veil membrane, separated by a layer of white fog He was talking, as if this could save some face for those inside and outside the fog.

"Why tell me now?" He leaned forward slightly to get out of the pool, because if he leaned any further, not only his socks would be wet, but even his panties would be submerged together.

He stood in the pool of water, the rose was submerged in the pool of water, the reflection of the water on the side of the flower was the face of the girl looking at him, his lips moved slightly and he said, "Lu Mingfei, besides me, there are actually many people who are worthy of me." You go like this."

Ah, is this a good card?Lu Mingfei stayed for a while, scratched his hair, lowered his head, and didn't speak for a long time. If this was a formal confession, the girl's words alone would be a death sentence, right?It's just a different form and issued a good person card, and politely declined as if it fit Chen Wenwen's style.

Bad things are not very good, hateful things are not liked that much, you are a good person, there are many people besides me who are worthy of your liking like this.

He couldn't speak for a full half a minute, and the air was so oppressive that it was like a jar in high pressure, making one want to break the tile wall or open the jar to escape.If you don't say something, then today's story will probably end here, the girl will go away, he has no reason to keep the other party, the story is over, and the label END is marked.

The 99 roses in the paper pocket were drowned in the stagnant water together with the full emotion and sank, sank, sank to a place where no one could find it and rotted into the mud.

Chen Wenwen looked at Lu Mingfei with his head down and was silent for a full minute. Maybe this was also a torment for this girl?She struggled for a minute and finally took a half step back and said, "The movie is about to start, are you still here?"

Lu Mingfei didn't answer, and remained silent for tens of seconds. He didn't speak until the moment Chen Wenwen turned around. It was like a crack in a high-pressure clay urn. The white mist, full of emotions, scrambled out of it. Drilled out, and made a high-pitched but dull self-report amidst the humming.

"Actually, Lin Nian told me about this before."

Chen Wenwen stopped and looked at the boy behind him. He still lowered his head so that his face could not be seen clearly.

"He said I didn't have to hang myself from a tree."

"Hmm." She nodded slightly.

"In fact, people often tell me not to hang on a tree, because there is an entire forest in front of me." Lu Mingfei said in a low voice, "Everyone is saying that it is impossible to go away if you like it in high school and junior high school. In the end, I forgot how to say it specifically, but it probably means that.”

""A Tree and a Forest" is written in the book of the Greek writer Albero." Chen Wenwen whispered, "Don't give up the whole forest for a single tree."

"Well, you still know a lot." Lu Mingfei smiled bitterly in a low voice, "Lin Nian told me about this more than once, he said that there are 2 people in this world who will fall in love with you at first sight, and [-] times of love at first sight may not be yours. The one you meet now is the best in it, and the better one will always come next."

"It's like that, it's always been like that," she said.

"I don't think so." Lu Mingfei slightly raised his head to look at Chen Wenwen, "Do you still remember the two crooked-neck trees in our school?"

"remember."

"It's ugly, isn't it. Now there is only one tree left." He said.

Chen Wenwen doesn't know what this boy wants to say, but as long as he is talking, she can't leave. If a person thinks that his words have no weight, then he will never speak seriously, but if a person thinks that every word is important Important, then she has to listen to what he says, and she listens carefully when he speaks seriously.

"Tell me, if a person has never seen a tree in his life, what would happen if the tree he saw for the first time was the tree with the crooked neck?" Lu Mingfei asked.

Chen Wenwen didn't know how to answer this question, so she didn't speak.

Lu Mingfei said, "Actually, I think each of us has a learning process. From the beginning, we didn't know what a tree looked like until we first met the first tree we liked. From the specific impression, I know that the original tree looks like this.”

"Just like the first time I saw the tree with the crooked neck, when I saw every other tree in the future, I couldn't help but compare them with the tree with the crooked neck, and I felt that they were not as good as the tree with the crooked neck because That crooked neck tree taught me what a tree is."

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"What I said may be a bit convoluted." Lu Mingfei took a slight breath, "I just want to say that Lin Nian said in a book called "Shanghai Fortress" that there are [-] people in the world who will fall in love with you at first sight. But I think you actually know what 'love at first sight' is after all, it's the person who taught you the first time."

"Every time Lin Nian told me that there are other people worthy of my liking, I ignored him, because no matter who I looked at, it was as if I was looking at the same person, because it was that tree that taught me what liking is. Before the so-called forest mentioned above, my concept of trees was taught to me by the first tree you met."

"Lu Mingfei."

"So after that, whichever tree is different is her shadow. She looks like she lowers her head and pretends not to see. When she walks into the forest, she will still return to the crooked neck tree outside the forest. After all, she taught me what liking is.” He said, “She taught me what love at first sight is, she taught me what tree is, so what if there is a forest in front of you ? When I walked in, everyone looked like her, why didn’t I willingly hang to death on that crooked neck tree?”

"Lu Mingfei." Chen Wenwen said.

Lu Mingfei paused for a moment, looked up at the girl with drooping head and realized that his emotions had gone awry, he lowered his head and whispered, "Well, tell me."

"I'm sorry," she said, "I actually have someone I like."

He was stupefied for a long time, and his emotions suddenly collapsed after accumulating. He raised his hand to comb his hair, but he gave up this strenuous action after moving his fingers. After being bored for a long time, he grinned bitterly and said, "You Tell me earlier."

"I'm sorry." Chen Wenwen said.

"." Lu Mingfei opened his mouth and finally sighed softly, "I'm sorry, what should I be sorry for? When you misunderstood me, you said that you don't like me that much, and I can tell that you like me a little bit, yes I'm being self-indulgent. But I'm still curious, is it because I'm not good enough that I'm being rejected?"

"You won't change your attitude because of what you have become. This is the real liking." Chen Wenwen said.

Lu Mingfei was speechless, and suddenly laughed out loud, a little self-deprecating.

At this time, footsteps suddenly came from outside the corridor. It was Xu Miaomiao from the twins, who rolled to the bathroom like a ball. Looking at Lu Mingfei and Chen Wenwen who were standing opposite each other, he was stunned for a moment, hesitated for a few seconds and said, "What are you doing here? Woolen cloth?"

"Nothing, just chatting." Lu Mingfei blocked the paper pocket on the side of his leg and said, "What's wrong?"

Xu Miaomiao glanced at Lu Mingfei in a daze for a few seconds, then lowered her head to look at his trouser legs and raised her eyebrows, "Did you pee your pants?"

Lu Mingfei was also stunned for a moment, glanced at his wet trousers and didn't know how to explain it, but Xu Miaomiao didn't seem to be planning to make fun of it, but immediately stepped forward and urged, "Okay, okay, movie It's about to start, Zhao Menghua asked me to urge you to hurry over! Lu Mingfei, aren't you going to give a speech on stage? Nuo, your speech."

He handed over an A4 paper full of speeches, but when he got half of it, Chen Wenwen suddenly caught it.

"Let me give the speech." Chen Wenwen took the speech and said softly.

"Ah? It's all arranged, boss, it's Lu Mingfei's job to make a speech." Xu Miaomiao smiled and watched as Chen Wenwen tried to withdraw the speech, and flirted with Lu Mingfei, which made Lu Mingfei a little bit Stupid.

"It's okay, tell Zhao Menghua that I will give a speech today." Chen Wenwen said.

"No. Really not. Leader Chen, you have other things to do today. Just let Lu Mingfei do the little things like giving a speech." Xu Miaomiao took a few steps forward to get the speech, looking a little flustered.

"It's okay, it's just a speech, I have no problem." Lu Mingfei also reached out and grabbed the corner of the A4 paper and twitched, but he didn't twitch. He looked up and saw Chen Wenwen's downcast eyes. He suddenly seemed to understand something. paused.

"I said I'll come. I'm the president of the literature club, and this job should be mine." Chen Wenwen took the speech and turned to leave the bathroom.

"Hey, wait, it's about the speech." Xu Miaomiao glanced at Lu Mingfei and then at Chen Wenwen. Although her face was weird, she still rolled out like a panic, and the footsteps in the corridor were getting farther and farther away.

Lu Mingfei stood in front of the sink for a while, turned his head and turned off the faucet that should have been turned off a long time ago. The cold water overflowing from it finally stopped. He grabbed the paper bag and was about to leave, when suddenly he saw the water from the corner of his eye. The wilting rose in the park, after standing for a few seconds, turned around and lowered his head to pick it up, put them all in the bag and left the bathroom.

The corridor is not long enough for him to clean up his emotions, the trousers and socks are still wet, but no one can see his embarrassment clearly in the dark environment of the movie theater, right?
He returned to the movie hall, the movie hall was pitch black, there was nothing, everything was quiet, not dead silence, people's voices were rustling, like hearing the sound of cotton wool being squeezed in the pillow in sleep, it was restless There was a soft twisting sound on the seat, as if everyone was looking forward to something, hiding in the darkness and looking forward to it.

With a click, the strong light suddenly illuminated the entire stage. The white light shot from the top of Lu Mingfei's head at the end of the theater and shone on the white screen. Everyone subconsciously squinted their eyes to adapt to the strong light, including Lu Mingfei. After the light dimmed, there was a low voice in the theater.

A name and two English words were projected on the screen in the theater.

Chen Wenwen, i Love You
A huge English letter board stood on the stage, the round figures of the twin brothers Xu Yanyan and Xu Miaomiao creatively turned into two letters "o", and in the place of the lowercase 'i', maybe he should have been replaced by someone else, But now the girl in a cotton white dress raised her hand and gently shaded the glare.

She held the speech that should have belonged to Lu Mingfei in her hand, and her cheeks were illuminated like apples buried under the snow.

Lu Mingfei was stunned for a while, not knowing what expression to put on, but no one could see what he looked like in the shadows under the light.

Under the stage, Zhao Menghua held a large handful of crimson roses, and jumped onto the stage surrounded by several good brothers. He seemed a little surprised to see Chen Wenwen on the stage, but this did not hinder his plan, and even said that it was unexpected. Even better, he said something noisy, why Lu Mingfei didn't listen carefully, he looked at the girl, but suddenly found that the girl was also looking at him in the dark, no one noticed.

All of a sudden, the music was great, and the most climactic scene of the movie on the screen, the scene where Eve broke the sound barrier and leaped across the sky with Wall-E was played on time and on time.If the timing is right, it should be Lu Mingfei who is holding flowers and finishing his confession on the stage, but now he is standing in a place where no one can find him like a passer-by, carrying the bag of clothes soaked in cold water. Rose.

In the boundary between darkness and light, Lu Mingfei and Chen Wenwen looked at each other from a distance, and then the girl nodded to him lightly, as if telling him the answer to many things.

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This tree has been planted by Lu Mingfei for 18 years. The annual rings are round and round. It has never bloomed or borne fruit. The people under the tree have been sitting in a trance for 18 years.

Perhaps her nod was taken as an answer to the passionate confession, the theater was boiling, Zhao Menghua went to hug Chen Wenwen, the girl hugged back, and when she looked into the darkness, the boy standing there had disappeared
He walked out of the movie hall slowly, then quickened his pace, and finally ran until he stopped in front of the door at the end of the corridor. He put his hand on the door and before he pushed it, he heard the whistling wind behind the door. It was a gust of wind Howling and roaring, he was on the verge of the end of the world just like his mood.

For the first time in his 18 years of life, he pushed open the door forcefully, and the sound of wind poured in from the outside.

The wind roared.

The whole theater was startled, and the roar lingered over the private theater, like a monster venting its anger at the top of its throat, like a hole was broken in the movie hall, a huge amount of noise flooded in like sea water, shocking people The eardrums fluttered wildly.Everyone rushed out of the movie theater and ran into the corridor. They saw the door at the end of the corridor that had been pushed open. Leaning against the door was a paper bag filled with 99 roses, sticking out their heads. The roses full of cold water trembled slightly when blown by the wind.

Everyone shouted and chatted and rushed out, trying to figure out what happened. Chen Wenwen, who noticed the paper bag in the crowd, seemed to have a premonition, and gently grabbed Zhao Menghua's sleeve. The boy stopped and looked at her to comfort her. Nothing will happen, she took her and everyone to the front door, and pushed the door open completely.

The sound of wind, human voice, and whistling were swept up into the sky by the rose petals in the paper bag on the ground.

The incandescent light that was several times that of the spotlights in the theater fell from the sky. Everyone raised their hands to block the light amidst the noise, and tried their best to look up to the sky. They only saw a giant bird hovering and falling, with a sense of fate, The sense of solemnity makes people hold their breath and dare not speak lightly.

In the distance, a pair of men and women in black windbreakers, who are familiar to everyone, stood in front of the stone pier and looked at the people in front of the theater. Looking at the boy who pushed open the theater door and came alone.The lights of the helicopter hit the boy who left the theater and rushed away, so everyone saw who it was, a little unbelievable but unable to say anything.

The huge helicopter fell and stopped behind Lin Nian in front of the clearing. The propellers were blowing strong winds. He didn't look back. He raised his hand and opened the hatch behind him. Looking at Lu Mingfei who was walking in front of him, he asked, " Have you figured it out? Professor Guderian can't wait any longer, this helicopter will take you directly to meet him, and then you will never turn back."

His answer was a silent nod, and he took a breath during the period, as if he couldn't hold back in this extremely exciting scene.

"If you can't hold back, you have to hold back. This is your own choice. It's easy to win, but it's also good to lose. You've heard this saying before." Lin Nian said.

He sent Lu Mingfei to the helicopter, then stretched out his hand to hold the hand of the girl below to lead her up, looked at the movie theater with white lights in the distance and said in a low voice, "You have had such a dream before. Just finish it like a dream."

The helicopter roared up and swayed up in the strong wind. The boy in the seat looked down at the gradually shrinking figure underground, with his hands on his knees and his waist straight.He remembered the dream, in which the boy stepped into the helicopter, never looked back, ready to splash out into the grown-up world, where he stood alone, more indestructible than anyone else.

　ps: probably two in one
　　
　
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