If I don't have money to go to college, I can only go to slay the dragon

Chapter 589 Retreat (24)

Lu Mingfei typed GG on the screen, cutting out the game.

In the last scene on the screen, 37 minutes later, he stared at a large group of cockroaches, self-destructive bugs and a large number of Hydralisks on the screen, which were wiped out by a nuclear bomb.Everyone said that the StarCraft players are all disabled people. It is not true. The obvious sentence "A nuclear bomb launch has been detected" reminded Lu Mingfei to ignore it as soon as his mind wandered. Go home and find the red dot.Ok?What about my big army?After being stunned for a while, the soldiers of the human race approached the city and turned his brood into a pool of blood. Only then did he realize that he had lost the game.

"Brother, hurry up. The Zerg is at a disadvantage against the Terran in the late game. In the final battle, if the Zerg chooses to fight against the Terran in air combat and is not tough, they will definitely lose. Anyone who knows how to play in Hanbok will choose Hydralisk and Puppy, and then upgrade the Puppy. Comparing with the speed and attack power of the Hydralisk, the Thunder Beast and the Flying Dragon cooperate in the open space, and the two sides exchange and force demolition. Blindly exploding soldiers is simply an opportunity. There is really no need to die exploding soldiers when playing Zerg. Maybe change the way of thinking and play harassment flow This one still has a chance." In the chat channel, "Old Tang" talked freely, and Lu Mingfei still looked a little dull when he watched him deliver his acceptance speech, as if the man opposite him also saw the state of his good brother Something was wrong, so I stopped the analysis of the game and asked, "What, you're in a bad mood? Did you fail the interview?"

"Rejected."

"It doesn't matter if there is a tragedy, and you don't have to go abroad. Aren't there many good universities in China? In recent years, it's not like Ansheng has been shooting in the United States. It's good to go to school in China." Knowing whether Old Tang did it on purpose or because of the input method association problem, it seems that there is no sense of disobedience when he was rejected as a tragedy, but the sincerity of the man opposite can still be heard from the comforting words.

Lu Mingfei did not explain that he was rejected by the American University, not that he was rejected. It is meaningless to say these words, because no matter who rejects whom, the moment he left the Regent Hotel today, the university The mysterious world in the United States has nothing to do with him.

He still remembers the surprised expressions of Professor Guderian from the United States and the Finnish senior next to him when he said it was up to him, as if he could swallow the salmon roll on the table in one gulp, while Lin Xian beside him I wasn't too surprised, as if I got a reasonable answer, I didn't say anything, and even politely sent my aunt's family home, so decent that my aunt and uncle were preparing to introduce their good Lu Mingze to my sister. .

Lu Mingfei estimated that if Lu Mingze really found out about this matter, he would be so scared that he would not go out at home for a month. After all, everyone who reads Shilan knows that if you touch the name Lin Xian, there is a high probability that there will be an evil star named Lin Nian Put your head in the toilet pit.

In the chat channel, Old Tang was still comforting him, saying that the principals of American schools are all money-seeking things. You are not seen because you are not given enough money, not because you are not good enough. Integrity, people with integrity can shine wherever they go, and they are good at comforting people. Lu Mingfei was also quite moved. Although he was not comforted to the point, he still thanked Old Tang and played the game.

There are two softwares hanging on the laptop, one is "StarCraft" and the other is QQ. After retreating to the desktop, there is an avatar flashing in the lower right corner. He took a look and found that it was Lin Nian. He put the mouse on it and didn't click it for a while. Going on, some timidity seems to have betrayed trust and optimism.After returning home, my uncle and aunt complained to him for a day, saying that he didn’t know what to do. Kassel College has such a good condition and environment, Professor Gu pays for the scholarship at his own expense, and you actually say it’s okay?Why do you, Lu Mingfei, forget it?Based on your report card, can you give the average score of the class a score of three or four?
It’s a bit harsh to say, but it’s not hard to hear that it’s all angry words. Lu Mingfei knew that his aunt and uncle wished that the notice would be sent to Lu Mingze instead of Lu Mingfei. Maybe they tried to treat Lu Mingfei as their family. A member of the school is proud of him going to an American university, but it is a pity that this pride was finally pushed away by Lu Mingfei himself in the end.

"What are you thinking about? What are you thinking about? Do you still want to go to Harvard?" The words that my aunt snorted from her nostrils lingered for a long time.

In fact, no one said Zhonglu Mingfei's real thoughts. Wei Lewa, who knew the inside story, probably thought that he was timid about the real world. Professor Guderian thought that Lin Nian's determination hurt his self-esteem, but what they said was actually wrong. , There are other reasons for his refusal. It is a reason that he can't tell anyone, but can only keep it in his heart, because if he says it, it will make people laugh and feel absurd.But he is actually the kind of person who will be inexplicably persistent for a ridiculous reason. He only feels that there is still hope, and he can't give up. He still has hope until he is buried in the ground. If he really chooses to accept that college Then everything is really like a hydrogen balloon with a broken thread, the red color is like an apple flying into the blue sky in the boundless American city, until the top of the atmosphere, the internal and external imbalance suddenly pops and explodes.

The cursor that moved to the flashing avatar moved away again, the boy in front of the laptop got up, walked out of the room, walked through the unlit living room, opened the door and slipped out, he didn't go downstairs, he went all the way up the stairs to the top floor , the air-conditioning unit on the top floor was whining, and boxes were piled up under the rusty iron stairs. He stepped on the stairs all the way up through the domestic garbage piled on both sides, abandoned sofas, wooden coffee tables and abandoned bicycles, and pushed to the end The iron gate with the sign "The roof is closed".

The iron door was pushed open, thousands of miles of stars behind the shadows, the night sky and air currents of the entire city rushed towards him, but he who stood at the door did not continue to take a step forward, because there was a figure sitting behind him on the edge of the rooftop in the distance. There, the image of the light facing the city is a quiet bronze statue in the park, listening to the wind, watching the sky light from spring to autumn, smelling the fragrance of Sophora japonica flowers, and watching the firefly labyrinth strung together like a string. Here, it seems that you are looking for the exit of the maze, and you are also looking for the exit of the future.

Lu Mingfei walked up to the rooftop, and the night wind blew his shirt close to his side. He came to Lin Nian who was sitting and looked down at him. Maybe he was confused, surprised or even afraid, but in the other side After speaking, all emotions are gone.

"Do you still remember that time for Chen Wenwen's birthday? You made her a necklace out of shells, and it was dropped in the playground during physical education class, and it was only found in the afternoon and dusk."

Lu Mingfei nodded with a complex and nostalgic expression on his face, "Remember, that necklace is still in my drawer."

"A person who knows what he is waiting for can endure the waiting forever." He said, his eyes reflected the burning maze under the night sky. "This sentence was told to me by a candidate during the interview yesterday."

"Su Xiaoqiang?" Lu Mingfei sat beside him. He looked at the night scene and suddenly didn't want to say anything more. All the original questions were blown away to other places like fallen leaves. He just felt a little numb. , I want to chat casually about something that makes me sad.

"A lot of people are watching your jokes."

"Are you too?" Lu Mingfei asked.

"I don't think you are a joke, because you are similar to her. You are both of the same type, but your luck is a little bit worse." Lin Nian said, he was playing with a coin in his hand, and the white light was shining on his finger flip.

"I'm similar to 'Little Heavenly Girl'? What's the point?"

"You are all the kind of people who don't cry when you don't see the coffin. If you think a story has a good ending, you will see the story to the end." Lin Nian said, "Even if I tell you that there will be a knife in your chest at the end, you I will probably turn to the last page willingly. I will turn it with anticipation and read it full of emotions until I cry willingly. There are not many people like you, but there are always some. They always like the people they like so much. , no matter what other people say, this kind of people look at the person in their hearts every time, and the fierce liking makes them like whales to the sea, like birds to the forest, and they cannot avoid it."

"Such people are stupid, aren't they?"

"No, it's not stupid. On the contrary, I always hope for the best for this kind of people." Lin Nian looked at Lu Mingfei and said in a low voice, "They are teased for being stupid, licking dogs, without self-knowledge, but I always hope that this group of people can open roads across mountains and bridges across waters until they get to the other shore they want, instead of sitting on their own planet and watching the sunset on another planet with self-pity."

"Just say what you want to say, don't drag the text." Lu Mingfei was stunned for a while and hugged his knees and whispered.

"Do you like Chen Wenwen?"

Lu Mingfei looked at Lin Nian, and wanted to say something perfunctory, but when he saw the other person's expression, he couldn't say those bad words anymore, so he nodded slightly.

"Since when?"

"I don't know, I forgot."

"What do you like about her?"

"If you ask me to say it all at once, I can't say it."

"If you don't even know what you like her, how dare you say you like her?" Lin Nian looked directly at him, his words were a little aggressive.

Lu Mingfei suddenly became irritable, and said with a dull head, "Like is just like it? Why do you have to say why? I said I like ice cream and you asked why, and I said I like sweet ones and you asked me why I like sweets." It's never over."

"That's right." Lin Nian suddenly slapped Lu Mingfei on the head, with such strength that he almost stunned others, and turned his head to look at Lin Nian.

"There is no reason to like someone." Lin Nian said, looking at the flames of the city, "I was not surprised to hear that you rejected Professor Guderian today, but rather relieved."

".?"

Lin Nian looked at the puzzled Lu Mingfei and said, "Are you willing to give up Kassel's Gate for a confession with an uncertain ending? I can say you are stupid, but I can definitely be sure that you really like Chen Wenwen. You are right." Her love is genuine."

"What's the meaning.?"

"I'm glad you can make a decision, instead of being indecisive. Giving up something for something is the first lesson you have to learn. You rejected Kassel College because of her, just like Su Xiaoqiang chose because of me." Like Kassel College, they are all worthy of respect rather than ridicule and contempt." Lin Nian said.

"But at the same time, I don't want to see you accept or give up Kassel College because of a relationship." He said, "Because this is an opportunity that changes your life, it should be given due attention and placed in an important position, just like you The next thing you are going to do is the same, your relationship should also turn to the end from the beginning to the end, but you must know that the door of Kassel will not open to the same person twice."

Lu Mingfei paused and said softly, "Does that mean I have no chance? You came here today to tell me this?"

"No." Lin Nian looked at Lu Mingfei and said, "I'm here to tell you that the Kassel Gate will only open once, and no exception will be made for anyone, including you. But this time he will always open to you , until you settle everything and willingly close the door, or walk in."

Lu Mingfei was stunned and raised his head to meet Lin Nian's gaze. He nodded slightly, "Yes, I am encouraging you to do things that you want to do but have never dared to do. I heard that the class group is going to This weekend, we will book a theater to watch a movie, organized by Chen Wenwen, it will probably be your last gathering before graduation."

"Movies?" Lu Mingfei subconsciously wanted to touch the Nokia phone to look through the group news, but found nothing. Then he remembered that after he rejected Professor Guderian, his uncle used the phone because you didn't go abroad anyway. I simply took away that N96 for the reason of keeping it for you, and now he has become a nonsense again.

He stared at the night view of the city for a few seconds and suddenly said, "What if I fail?"

"Which do you think is worse, ignorance or indifference?"

"what?"

"The correct answer is: I don't know, I don't care." After Lin Nian smiled, the expression on his face slowly disappeared, "Either you are lonely after failure, or you are vulgar after success. As a friend, I can't let you Occupy both? Do whatever you want, you always have a way out."

Lu Mingfei was stunned for a long time, lowered his head and said, "I see. Thank you."

No one answered him, and when he raised his head again, he found that the boy beside him had disappeared, leaving only himself in the open terrace and the silent and magnificent night sky above the city.

(End of this chapter)