Chapter 90 A coward’s little luck
[The last easter egg chapter is a video of Hayasaka singing]
"This is my story."
"It's ridiculous..."
"I am despicable and cowardly. I am a coward who can only hide in secret and wipe my tears alone."
After Hayasaka Ai told her story in a relaxed tone, she shook her head mockingly and said rather lonely
"Sorry, Ishigami-kun"
"This is me..."
"She's not the perfect senior sister you think she is at all."
"I'm just a liar who tells lies."
"This is all my disguise."
Her heart felt like it had been twisted into a knot, and she was so heartbroken that she couldn't breathe, and she was choked with sobs.
But I still have to say it...
Because Hayasaka Ai no longer wants to deceive him.
No matter how glamorous she is now, Cinderella's magic will eventually fail.
After twelve o'clock, Hayasaka Ai was still the miserable maid-san who was hanging on to the Shinomiya family.
"Maid" is just a nicer name. In the eyes of the bastards in my family, I may not even be considered a human being, and they are all looking up to me as a chess piece.
So every time she told Miss Kaguya's information to the Shinomiya clan, she had always been paralyzed like this.
"This is all to survive in the Shinomiya family."
But this does not mean that she can easily view her betrayal.
The person I feel most sorry for is that child. Obviously the only person Miss Kaguya can trust is her.
So now Ai Hayasaka has to bear the same guilt, and she's had enough.
The way she looked in front of him was all pretense, all lies. Whether it's Hasaka's identity or working as a maid.
So much for playing the perfect senior.
It's my luck to meet you
But even if she was reluctant to let go, their story should come to an end.
This tenderness should not be wasted on me
Falling in love with someone you shouldn't fall in love with is a very sad thing.
Moreover, the difference in status between the two and the obstacles from the Shinomiya family made this girl very low, as low as dust.
He is the son of a wealthy family, and she is just a servant serving the "canary" trapped in an exquisite birdcage. She doesn't even have the most basic status, so how can she pursue such an illusory love.
It's really ironic to say that Hayasaka Ai's name means love.
But love is an out-of-reach fake to her.
No matter how beautiful the flowers blooming in the dust, they are humble.
I can never be held in his hands
The pain of blooming alone and admiring oneself is so profound.
And that sense of distance is an important condition for the existence of all white moonlights.
Just like its name, the moon itself is an existence that we can see every night but cannot touch.
But can her rotten and hollow pupils really still look at this pure moonlight?
This feeling of self-denial made her collapse more than the feeling of guilt.
Hayasaka Ai's character flaws caused by the experience of the Shinomiya family doomed her to be unable to trust others wholeheartedly.
When she stared too much at the evil of human nature, this evil was also staring at her. Countless dark hands have dragged this girl into eternal night, a hell without emotions.
The family motto of the Shinomiya family
"Don't fall in love with others, don't rely on others, don't accept favors from others."
Hayasaka Ai grew up under this extreme "self-interested" education, so she had to wear a heavy mask.
Now even Hayasaka Ai herself doesn't know how many masks she has on her face. Thousand-layer cake, after all, it harmed myself
I have become accustomed to constantly changing the masks on my face, just like changing faces in a drama. My true face has been thrown into nowhere by her for a long time.
"Love" is quite sacred in her eyes and is worthy of admiration. But Hayasaka Ai feels that her own hypocrisy is tarnishing this love.
"I'm sorry, Ishigami-kun."
"I said a lot of strange things..."
Hayasaka Ai lowered her head and looked at the ground, not looking at the person next to her. She was afraid that she would be reluctant to look at him.
Moreover, her timid heart was already trembling with fear. She was really afraid of hearing bad words.
"I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable"
"I want to go home"
She stood up and didn't even take the bear, she just wanted to leave here quickly.
"ah?"
Because a hand had tied her hand, Hayasaka Ai wanted to break free, but the hand was holding tightly and there was no way.
"Why."
"Don't let me go..."
Are you not even giving her a chance to escape now?
Ishigami's hand only exerted slight force to pull the tear-stained girl to his side. He put his hands around her shoulders to prevent her from moving.
"What on earth are you going to do!"
Even though Hayasaka Ai has been controlled, she still looks like I am super fierce
But she looked like a little cat with a crying face and how powerful she was. She didn't look fierce at all, but only looked pitiful and loving.
"What am I going to do..."
Ishigami shook his head and chuckled.
"Of course it's to teach that coward who always wants to run away a lesson."
see his actions
Hayasaka Ai suddenly thought of something and her heartbeat accelerated instantly, and she slapped his shoulders harder with both hands in an attempt to break free.
But it’s all in vain
"Well"
Still succeeded
"Obviously he's just a bad brother."
"But he is so domineering"
Knowing that she couldn't resist, she slowly closed her eyes. Even the frequency of flapping of the rebellious hands decreased, and finally stopped and turned to grabbing the hem of his clothes.
Soon, the two separated.
Ishigami saw Ai Hayasaka with a blushing face, and her eyes were filled with hazy mist.
He used his own hands to lean her head against his body, stroking her soft blond hair every now and then.
comfort her
Ishigami whispers in Hayasaka Ai's ear
"Senior sister..."
"I didn't even say anything, I just wanted to run away."
"Next time you run away, I will teach you a lesson again."
"ah?"
"There is such a good thing..."
Hayasaka Ai, who almost blurted out these words, immediately covered her mouth, and the blush on her face could not go away for a long time.
Hayasaka Ai lowered her head and touched her delicate lips, whispering to herself
"right here"
"And brother-kun's lips."
"Is this what kiss tastes like?"
It was also her first experience, and it was far more powerful than she imagined. Like a small boat in a strong wind and huge waves, being beaten by waves several stories high
If you are not careful, the boat will capsize.
I'm so nervous that I can't even breathe
wave after wave
Just ten seconds
She is as long as several springs and autumns.
This is real kiss
Hayasaka Ai, like other girls in the period of longing for each other, has also fantasized about this kind of feeling.
Now suddenly I got it
It feels inexplicably unreal.
But she still remembered the entanglement just now.
Hayasaka Ai patted her face, looking very panicked.
Why is he so skilled?
She is the object to be endured
Got a lot of different feelings
Because I was treated with great care
It can even be said to be caring.
This was completely beyond her knowledge
What is this feeling?
light and airy
The sadness that was about to overflow in my heart was immediately emptied away.
All feel happy and happy
There is also this
It's as sweet as eating ice cream on a dog day, so comfortable
Oops
She touched her lips
Thoughts gradually return
wrong
Now is not the time to talk about your feelings!
Instead, we should raise troops to hold accountable
Why does this stinky brother dare to do this to her?
How dare he!
Hayasaka Ai wanted to brew her emotions and see if she could get a little angry, otherwise she would be embarrassed to speak.
But she couldn't do it, her heart was completely covered with joy. To be exaggerated, she even felt that she had no regrets in her life.
After all, he kissed me because he liked me
Once this formula is established
No matter who comes, they have to open the champagne
Hayasaka Ai sighed
"What is this all about..."
But when she saw the guy looking at her with a half-smile, Hayasaka Ai actually felt a little restless in her heart.
Look at the lips on his mouth
She swallowed
But he quickly looked away
"Haysaka Ai, you are a girl."
"And she is a dignified lady, how could she have such unbearable thoughts."
It was quite interesting for Ishigami to see through the gaps between the fingers on the face of the girl at hand that she blushed for a while and then dissipated.
He shook his head helplessly
Just heard this story
Ishigami feels that the Shinomiya family is really arrogant
It’s truly the heart of neon
It can be said that he acted wantonly and trampled the rules at will. For such a small employee, the good guy directly arranged for them to enter the factory and provide food and accommodation.
It's not like in ancient times, they still have the concept of being a close servant, and even the accompanying students are here.
Shinomiya-senpai and Hayasaka-senpai have never had a better time than you no matter how you think about it for more than ten years. And thank God, the two of them didn't become such cold-blooded monsters.
After all, Shinomiya-senpai is the eldest daughter of the Shinomiya family, at least she won't go too far. But who is Hayasaka-senpai? She has only been able to rely on herself in the past few years.
It can be said that the more perfect this girl is now, the deeper Ishigami's pity for her will be.
If you want to be distinguished in front of others, you must suffer first before others. How much hardship has the senior sister endured to be where she is today?
But she was indeed a coward as she said, and Ishigami just wanted to say something to comfort her.
As a result, the senior didn't even listen to what he wanted to say, and just wanted to run away. This made Shi Shang very angry. Are you so cowardly?
Ishigami is not a fool as to what my senior is thinking. Her singing had made it clear that she was confessing her feelings, but in the end she was speechless because she was afraid of running away and wanted to run away.
"Obviously such a calm person normally"
"But now"
"Senior sister, please end your selfish behavior."
Ishigami has always felt that he is a very reciprocal person and always remembers the good things others do to him. The coffee the senior made was so delicious and she even took him out to play. I couldn't thank him enough.
The easiest way to deal with this kind of coward is to be proactive. Ishigami directly handed over a big move, and even admitted it when he was called frivolous.
"The main thing is to let the senior sister know what I think."
Now it looks like the effect is outstanding
To deal with this kind of timid and insecure girl, maybe a gentler attitude would be better. But the situation is urgent, so it’s better to get straight to the point.
Ishigami took out a few napkins from the table and patted his senior sister on the head.
"Senior, put your hands down."
"The tears on your face are heavy"
"Let me wipe it for you..."
Hayasaka Ai's hand covering her face froze, and she took out the makeup mirror. When she saw that the makeup on her face was all gone, she quickly stood up.
She patted the stone anxiously
For Hayasaka Ai, this look is no less than putting her on the fire. It's so embarrassing.
"Oh, please let me go..."
"I'm going to the bathroom to touch up my makeup..."
"I won't run away"
But Ishigami didn't let go
Instead, he pinched his senior's face with one hand and saw a layer of putty on his hand.
Ishigami smiled helplessly and raised his hand to help her wipe it gently. (The cleansing oil is from my senior’s bag)
Hayasaka-senpai has extremely delicate skin on her face. She is obviously already naturally beautiful and only needs light makeup.
After his efforts, Hayasaka Ai's face returned to whiteness.
"Senior, please give other girls a little chance to survive. Just light makeup is enough."
Ishigami looked at the rosy-faced Hayasaka Ai and said
"Senior, you are fine just the way you are now."
"Ishigami-kun, do you think this is enough for me?"
Hayasaka Ai retorted
"how come."
Anyway, her armor has been removed and she is completely ruined.
"Makeup is equally important as acting."
she sighed
"A woman's beauty is her power"
“People who don’t know how to dress themselves up can’t get along in society.”
"And you can't be loved if you don't act."
"The human heart is ugly and needs to be covered with a mask."
"This is something babies know too."
Ishigami heard her say that
"Well, Hayasaka-senpai, I have removed the power of your beauty now."
"Tell me, do I take off your mask?"
Hayasaka Ai touched her face and found that the previous layer of makeup was indeed gone.
"Senior sister, look at this, didn't you say this to me properly?"
"It's true that beauty is important."
"But communication between people should be sincere, right?"
I really should say more to this senior who has put up many shields and let her know that her views all along are wrong.
Ishigami grabbed one of her hands and pressed it on his chest
"Senior, do you feel it?"
"My heartbeat."
"Um"
Hayasaka Ai's hand could clearly feel that the beating of the heart was so energetic and fast.
Ishigami nodded.
"Okay, senior"
"What I say next is true."
Hayasaka Ai was slightly startled when he heard this
Ishigami continued
"Actually, I like the seniors regardless of which mask they are in."
"Senior, you may think that using a mask to disguise yourself is a particularly despicable thing."
His eyes looked into his senior sister's eyes
"But I don't think so."
"Who would do this unless it was absolutely necessary?"
"Senpai just wants to survive in the Shinomiya family."
"Everyone has his own way of life, and no one is necessarily nobler than anyone else."
"Who hasn't done something dirty?"
"Everyone is just looking for a living."
“It’s really hard to live a life of immodesty”
"The world is not as gentle as the song."
"But the world can be changed."
Ishigami clenched his fists
"Even if I don't have the power to change the world now, there are still many things I can do."
For example
"Tenderness that this world cannot give"
"I can give it to you"
"The pain this world gives you."
"I can heal you."
"So, senpai"
"Don't be afraid of the future."
"I am behind you
"give it to me!"
"I will be your strongest support."
I'm very annoyed. I'm not in a good mood today. This chapter is...
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