Chapter 61
Chapter 58
The Wang Xiuying and his wife had never mentioned the sale of Yan Yang to Lin Xiaoyue.
Lin Xiaoyue knew this from the mouth of the old three Yanyang, and could better understand the reason why the old three Yanyang was unwilling to forgive their husband and wife.
Now Lin Xiaoyue was slightly surprised when she brought up the events of the year from Wang Xiuying.
What she didn’t even expect was that in Wang Xiuying’s mouth, she heard another saying…
“The year we just discovered that Xiao Yang was wrong, we took Xiao Yang to the big hospital for a detailed examination. In the end, we only said that there was a problem with intelligence. It was estimated that he had a fever when he was 6 years old and burned his brain. After this incident, I just think that the most painful thing at home is me. Xiaoyang’s father seems to be heartless, eating and drinking as usual, and he doesn’t shed a drop of tears. If he is stupid, forget it, just keep it…”
Wang Xiuying almost shed tears as she talked, recalling the cruel things she had done in those years, she probably felt very guilty.
“I couldn’t calm down at that time. I cried for three days and three nights before reluctantly accepting this incident. But I still dare not be reconciled… I just inquired everywhere, I really wanted to cure Xiao Yang. Yes. Like you said, I took Xiaoyang to the hospital at the beginning, but no matter whether it was a big hospital or a small hospital, seeing Xiaoyang all said that the situation could not be cured… I can’t help it… Then I can only go to the master. But it’s really expensive to find a master… Regardless of the effect, it must be 100 yuan to find a master once, and 100 yuan back then was even more valuable than it is now.”
Wang Xiuying sighed heavily, “So I only took Xiao Yang to see the master once, once. When the price was known to other people in the family, the two in the second room of the big room jumped out to take care of the matter. Those two One is for fear that the world will not be chaotic, for fear that our family will spend more of their money!
“Hmm.”
Lin Xiaoyue nodded while listening, and seeing Wang Xiuying’s tears while she was talking, she swallowed all the words she wanted to blame.
“It’s the same as now…just the same reason as the last time we separated! Those two felt that our family had spent their money, and they felt that it was unnecessary. I don’t know who did it. The idea is to send Xiao Yang away and tell me to have another with his dad. I didn’t agree at first! No, I have always disagreed!”
Otherwise, the tone of Wang Xiuying’s two sentences is very heavy, and it can be seen that she is very determined.
Since getting along with this period of time, Lin Xiaoyue can actually see that Wang Xiuying is still a very thoughtful woman, and she can tell right from wrong, which is really good for Yan Yang.
Lin Xiaoyue patted Wang Xiuying’s shoulder to soothe, “Mother-in-law, don’t get excited… Speak slowly…”
Wang Xiuying twitched her nose and wiped her tears. “It’s the same as this time. Everyone with their surname Yan vented their noses! Everyone told me to send Xiao Yang away! The truth is the same. A set of…that is, I think Xiao Yangbai spent his family’s money and will eat the family’s food for nothing in the future. I think he is useless! I can’t see what they mean! Anyway, I didn’t agree with it at the time, so I just I have always said firmly that I disagree!”
“Then what’s going on? Why did you sell Xiaoyang?”
Lin Xiaoyue asked, “Is it because of her father-in-law?”
“It’s him! It’s because of him! He is also named Yan, and he has one mind with the one over there! What he says over there, what does he listen to! Old lady, when the old lady speaks, he believes like something! I don’t mean it at all!”
Wang Xiuying was very angry at this moment. Seeing a piece of cloth on the table, she copied it and threw it on the ground.
Act to vent your anger…
Lin Xiaoyue watched that piece of cloth fall lightly on the ground, and she patted Wang Xiuying’s shoulder comfortably, “Mother-in-law, don’t be angry… It doesn’t matter if the father-in-law has no opinion. I will be there in the future. I will tell you, in the future. It’s me and you who are in charge of the family. Anything must be decided by both of us before we can make a decision. Two men say nothing!
“They all have the surname Yan, and their surname is Yan! I think that Yan Dayong didn’t treat me as a woman at all, so he didn’t respect me! I never thought about my feelings! Yan Dayong is a bastard. !”
Wang Xiuying has already scolded all the swear words. Don’t look at her scolding so coolly. In fact, the tears are still falling off the floor, and she must be extremely wronged in her heart.
“Don’t you know…”
Wang Xiuying grabbed Lin Xiaoyue’s hand, “The day Xiaoyang was sold, I was the last person to know! The Wang family came to pick you up quietly, and I was cooking in the kitchen alone. I thought it was who it was! I didn’t expect it to be this! When Xiao Yang yelled outside, when I heard the voice chasing out, that person was already in the donkey cart! I was so angry, really Yes… I am mad at me!”
While saying words of anger and regret in her mouth, Wang Xiuying also punched her chest a few times. This was not a normal grievance to vent.
Lin Xiaoyue also heard that the truth was like this, and she forgave Wang Xiuying in an instant.
Sitting next to Wang Xiuying, she patted Wang Xiuying on the shoulder, “Don’t be sad, mother-in-law… It’s all father-in-law’s fault! It’s the fault of their two rooms! There is such a disgusting person in the world, regardless of his family affairs and treat others. The family matters are handled like this! I still think it’s good for someone else’s family!”
Wang Xiuying immediately cried with Lin Xiaoyue in her arms…
As a cow and horse in Lao Yan’s house, she has been a daughter-in-law for so many years. Because Yan Dayong has been wronged by her family in everything, Wang Xiuying has been swallowing her anger!
honestly…
If it weren’t for Lin Xiaoyue to come to this house, Wang Xiuying would become a mother-in-law and vent her nostrils with Wang Xiuying.
Wang Xiuying might have swallowed it all the time, even without the courage to split the family.
So, Wang Xiuying really likes Lin Xiaoyue’s daughter-in-law…
She is not only Wang Xiuying’s daughter-in-law, but also one of Wang Xiuying’s companions at Lao Yan’s house.
He is the only one who has the same idea as Wang Xiuying and can talk to Wang Xiuying on the same boat.
Therefore, even if Lin Xiaoyue is a younger generation, even if he feels that the elders should not be rude in front of the younger generations, Wang Xiuying still can’t help but come to Lin Xiaoyue today to express her concern.
Because in this family, only Lin Xiaoyue can listen to her, understand her heart, and give her the most effective encouragement and comfort.
Wang Xiuying cried for a while on Lin Xiaoyue’s shoulder…
After a long time, I took away my emotions, and continued with sobbing, “After Xiaoyang was taken away, I had a quarrel with his dad. I said how much we sold it, how much we bought it, double It’s okay to buy it back with the same amount of money. His dad doesn’t dare! In fact, his dad also regrets it, and his dad’s conscience is troubled. He didn’t dare to mention this topic in those days. I can see that the people in the two rooms have been screaming. , Have been provoking! As long as the people in the two rooms move out the old lady and the old man, Yan Dayong will have nothing to say! Just listen to them! They say that the old lady is looking for the Wang family, and they say that the Wang family can have money for Xiao Yangzhi Illness, what they say is what they say! Her two people are not at all comfortable! Now they can see it!”
While talking, Wang Xiuying’s temper came up again, and she couldn’t help but want to curse.
“At that time, I also… I had no choice… I could only tell myself in my heart that maybe the Wang family would take Xiao Yang to see a doctor. After all, the Wang family is richer than ours… If Xiao Yang can be cured, the Wang family will definitely Will treat him well…”
Wang Xiuying gritted her teeth and suddenly increased her tone, “But the Wang family killed a thousand knives! When we later went to the Wang family, they actually kept Xiao Yang in a cowshed! The Wang family grandsons would die! Die! You have to go down to 18 levels of hell!”
Wang Xiuying gnashed her teeth and cursed, emotional.
Lin Xiaoyue patted Wang Xiuying on the shoulder and sighed sincerely, “Xiaoyang is so pitiful…”
She knows the whole process of Yan Yang’s three kinds of personality, because the third child briefly told her.
The original cause of the accident was Yan Hongwen, but Yan Yang’s more suffering and pain later did not originate from Yan Hongwen.
Yan Yang’s more shadows come from being abandoned, bullied, despised, looked down upon, and treated as a fool as a waste…
Lin Xiaoyue knows that Wang Xiuying regrets, and also knows that Wang Xiuying is sad.
However, what Lin Xiaoyue wants to do more now is to hug her Yan Yang.
The real victim is him…
Fortunately, she did not continue to bully him, continue to target him, and continue to use his sincerity as **** like Lin Xiaoyue in the original book.
Lin Xiaoyue in the original book is not a person! Go to **** too!
Such a good and outstanding Yan Yang was abruptly turned into a villain by these people.
Even after the darkening in the later period, there are many clips explaining him, Lin Xiaoyue feels that he is very pitiful.
In fact, he is really pitiful.
Oh oh oh…
Distressed distressed.
Lin Xiaoyue had spoken to Wang Xiuying for a long time, and Wang Xiuying was able to say what she had been holding in her stomach for so many years.
How much wronged I have suffered in this family, and after so many years in this family, Wang Xiuying’s original temper has been polished…
Fortunately, Lin Xiaoyue is here.
After Lin Xiaoyue came, one more person supported Wang Xiuying, which made Wang Xiuying feel that she was alive again.
In fact, Wang Xiuying doesn’t hate Yan Dayong very much.
Because Yan Dayong is also an honest, hardworking and responsible man.
Back then, after sending Yan Yang away, Yan Dayong was very taciturn all year.
Every day, I just immerse myself in hard work, go to work and take care of private work, and make myself very tired.
Wang Xiuying saw Yan Dayong doing this, and couldn’t blame Yan Dayong in her heart.
Later, Yan Dayong couldn’t do his body well.
After going to the hospital, it was found that it was his reason that he could not be pregnant with the second one.
The couple didn’t feel too sad after learning about it, but quickly set about picking up Yan Yang home.
Although Yan Yang who took it back was still a fool, the couple were happy. At least happier than the time of that year…
Wang Xiuying loves and hates Yan Dayong, but it is impossible to tell her to separate from Yan Dayong.
After all, there is only one problem with Yan Dayong, and that is the soft ears in Lao Yan’s house.
Although Wang Xiuying was aggrieved, after she came over to chat with Lin Xiaoyue, she felt better when she vented it out.
Lin Xiaoyue sent Wang Xiuying, whose eyes were crying and swollen, back to her room, it was already very late.
When sending Wang Xiuying back, Lin Xiaoyue found that Yan Yang was standing at the door of the house blowing hair, leaving a back view for the two of them, but did not say hello to them.
but…
Lin Xiaoyue always felt that he must have eavesdropped just now!
Wang Xiuying was taken into the room by Yan Dayong, and Yan Dayong asked Lin Xiaoyue to sleep quickly, and their door was closed.
The whole courtyard was quiet, and the night was quiet.
There are no street lights in the village, only a little bit of light shines on the moonlight to illuminate the world and illuminate Yan Yang’s figure…
In the darkness, Lin Xiaoyue slowly stepped forward, quietly encircling Yan Yang’s waist with a pair of small hands, hugging him from behind.
Feeling the heat behind him, Yan Yang’s straight back suddenly stiffened, and his hands on his hips slowly lowered, holding Lin Xiaoyue’s small hands on his abdomen.
“Done?” Yan Yang asked calmly.
“Yeah.” Lin Xiaoyue answered him gently.
Looking up, her pointed chin pressed against Yan Yang’s back, her sullen eyes fixed on the back of Yan Yang’s head, “Shall we go back to the house? Aren’t you cold standing there?”
“cold.”
He replied, turning around, Yan Yang took her shoulders and squeezed gently, “Go back to the house.”
Back to the small side house, Yan Yang locked the door, and when she turned around, Lin Xiaoyue glued his body like a small meat ball and hugged him.
“What are you doing?”
Yan Yang smiled and put his arms around her small body with his backhand, “Lie down on the bed.”
“Together ”
Lin Xiaoyue hugged him like a little clingy, “I want to hug you like this.”
Yan Yangjian raised his eyebrows lightly, curled the corners of his lips, squatted down, and directly hugged her horizontally.
The action came so suddenly that Lin Xiaoyue screamed in fright.
But after reacting, Lin Xiaoyue couldn’t help but laughed, “You are so strong, you can still hold me like this ”
It seems that no princess has ever hugged her, and Lin Xiaoyue has never been hugged by a princess. This kind of feeling is very rare!
Need to be refined, refined…
“You’re just a bit of meat, I can’t afford it?”
Yan Yang said in a simple tone, and soon put her on the bed.
Lin Xiaoyue obediently crawled into the bed, covered the quilt, and opened the quilt to reveal half of the bed. She patted her little hand, “You lie down, I have a lot to say to you.”
Yan Yang simply took off his jacket and trousers, leaving a piece of underwear on. He blew on the kerosene lamp and then lay down on the bed.
The second when the lights were turned off, Lin Xiaoyue’s voice rose, “I still want to talk to you for a while, why turn off the lights so early!”
“Turn off the lights and chat.” He said simply.
Lin Xiaoyue pouted, “I haven’t taken a good look at you…”
It was said that as soon as Yan Yang went to bed, she glued and hugged him, tightly hugging his narrow waist with her hands, her small head resting on his shoulders, and her legs pressed against his legs.
This holding is the most comfortable.
“Yan Yang…”
In the darkness, she slightly wounded and called Yan Yang’s name, “Did you eavesdrop at the door just now?”
Yan Yang denied, “No.”
Lin Xiaoyue thinks he is lying, “I think you do!”
Yan Yang: “No.”
Lin Xiaoyue: “You must have!”
Yan Yang: “Really not.”
Lin Xiaoyue: “You must have lied! You are not allowed to lie to me, you have to tell the truth!”
Yan Yang: “Oh…”
Lin Xiaoyue grabbed his chin with a small hand, turned his face back, and asked solemnly, “Have you overheard!”
Yan Yang’s answer came with a sigh, “Yes.”
Lin Xiaoyue touched his mandible, “I knew you had eavesdropped, what are you hiding from me, and I won’t laugh at you! I think you are so pitiful and want to hug you.”
As she said this, her little hand still touched in the dark for a while, touched his lips specially, and kissed his head twice.
Yan Yang’s man’s heart was already soft and messed up.
The palm of his shoulder holding Lin Xiaoyue quietly tightened, and in the darkness that she couldn’t see, his brows were already wrinkled into the word “Chuan”.
“You’ve heard what the mother-in-law said. Then, has your hatred for your mother-in-law disappeared?” Lin Xiaoyue asked him single-handedly.
“I don’t know.” Yan Yang said honestly.
“Then do you hate your father-in-law even more?” Lin Xiaoyue asked from another angle.
Still in exchange for Yan Yang’s uncertain answer, “I don’t know.”
“Then what do you think in your heart now?” Lin Xiaoyue asked him.
“do not know.”
His third bullet answered.
Lin Xiaoyue touched Yan Yang’s face, “Okay, it’s okay. It doesn’t matter if you don’t know. It’s normal for you to be confused now. You can think about it slowly. Anyway, there is more time. I also think about it slowly…”
Yan Yang asked her, “What do you think?”
Lin Xiaoyue replied: “I have to think about how to punish the women in the two rooms! Those two women are simply too disgusting, too hateful! Can’t let it go!”
Yan Yang blinked his eyelashes lightly, “I can do it.”
Lin Xiaoyue squeezed his face tightly, “You can’t do it! You can’t be violent, you can’t be rough, you can’t hurt people! This is a quick moment, not a long-term revenge.”
Yan Yang hummed a smile, “Okay, I know.”
Lin Xiaoyue breathed a sigh of relief, “It’s okay. With more time, we can think about it slowly. I know you are upset. You can tell me anything if you want, I’m your wife!”
After she calmed down one after another, Yan Yang finally said slowly what he was saying.
“At the Wang’s house that year, I lived in a cowshed and ate pig food. I was often beaten and scolded by the Wang family, and I couldn’t finish work every day…”
Yan Yang lightly sighed, “Have I told you that I was born under that kind of environment?”
Lin Xiaoyue stared at his face with her eyes wide open, “Hmm…”
In the dark environment, although he couldn’t see his expression clearly, she could faintly see some emotions in his shining pupils…
“As long as the world is more tolerant to me, it won’t give birth to me.”
Yan Yangqing said in a light voice, “From that fool, to that wastefulness, to me…Every existence represents the malice of this world towards Yan Yang’s body. The reason why I became like this is not alone. The problem is not a problem of two people, nor a problem of two families… It is a problem of the whole world. Since childhood, no one has treated me as well as you… I understand now…”
Lin Xiaoyue asked in a low voice, “What do you understand?”
Yan Yang’s voice was even weaker, “Understand why that fool disappeared.”
Lin Xiaoyue asked again, “Why?”
Yan Yang’s black pupils moved to her face, and met her scorching gaze, “Because of you.”
Lin Xiaoyue pursed her lips, “I made the child disappear, right? Actually, I think it’s me…”
“Because of you, you brought light to Yan Yang’s world. In Yan Yang’s already divided world, it was you who pieced it together bit by bit…”
Yan Yang took a deep breath, then turned to look at the sorghum above his head, “That child, Yan Yang is unwilling to face this world, unwilling to accept this world, unwilling to contact anyone…the existence that only appeared. So after Yan Yang is willing to connect with the world, to contact others, and even to the people he hates, there is no need for children to exist.”
Lin Xiaoyue was a little nervous when she heard it, she hugged Yan Yang’s neck tightly, “Then you will disappear? Why did you come out? Will it disappear because of some relief?”
“How would I know…”
Yan Yang smiled and suddenly felt that it was not a terrible thing that he disappeared.
Maybe he didn’t disappear…
Perhaps, it’s just that the torn apart Yan Yang has become a complete individual.
He doesn’t understand this either, he can’t say clearly.
Just a feeling in my heart…
I feel that Yan Yang is more complete than before.
He is also Yan Yang.
He himself… is more complete than before, more like a normal person.
“Hey, don’t you want to speak in this tone…”
Lin Xiaoyue looked at him very nervously, “Are you leaving? Are you going to disappear? Could it be that the knot in your heart has been opened? So you…”
“No.”
Yan Yang heard her nervousness, turned around and squeezed her into his arms, his big palms tightly hugged the back of her head, “The knot in my heart hasn’t been opened, so how can I open the dead knot? Nothing, I won’t It’s gone. It’s another person going to leave, and it’s definitely me who is left in the end.”
Although listening to his confident answer, Lin Xiaoyue always felt very uneasy in her heart.
She touched Yan Yang’s chest and felt the beating heart in his chest, which made her feel a little relieved.
“I didn’t have time to say goodbye to that kid. If you want to leave, I must say goodbye to you first… What I said last time is true. My favorite is you. If you choose 1 from 3, I will definitely choose you. , Besides, I also regard you as my real husband.”
Lin Xiaoyue hastened another wave of confession.
I don’t know how…
The woman’s sixth sense told her that he seemed to be leaving soon.
Lin Xiaoyue is so nervous.
“Yes, I know…”
Yan Yang patted her on the back, the corners of her lips raised high, “Anyway, I am definitely not going, and someone else is going to leave. How am I willing to leave you…”
“Oh… hold tighter…”
Feeling uneasy, Lin Xiaoyue hugged him tighter, but she felt very uneasy even if she hugged him tighter.
She has completely regarded her third child as her husband and husband during this period.
But I feel that he might be disappearing…
This is how to do ah…
If he leaves, isn’t she the second child next to her?
She didn’t even have a sweet relationship with her second child…
Doesn’t this mean that you have lost your husband?
It’s still embarrassing then!
I don’t want the third child to disappear!
“Hey, do you want to come tonight?”
Suddenly, Yan Yang asked in a low, magnetic voice in her ear.
The tone is still a bit naughty…
“Come here…”
What Lin Xiaoyue promised was called swift!
Then, the shameful thing lasted all night…