Chapter 1161 - A sick world?
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Chen Ge is separated from the outside world by a window with barbed wire. Standing at the window, he can smell the fragrance of flowers, feel the sun, be blown by the breeze, and see the people he wants, but he just can’t go out. .
The outside world is beautiful and real, but the world belongs to those outside.
Fingers grabbed the barbed wire, and the rust rubbed his skin. Chen Ge silently stared at the haunted house on the west side of the paradise, and at the actress dressed as a ghost.
Although the other party put on ghost makeup, Chen Ge could still recognize her at a glance.
“You receive treatment well, and when your illness is relieved and you can be discharged from the hospital with the approval of the dean, you can go to her.” Doctor Gao is very kind to Chen Ge. He understands Chen Ge’s tragic experience, except for the doctor’s treatment of the patient. In addition to his own responsibilities, he also sympathized with Chen Ge very much.
“Can I go out when I get well?” Chen Ge longed for the outside world. He stared at the actress intently. The actress who was selling tickets in the park seemed to perceive something, and turned to look at the hospital.
The eyes of the two met, Chen Ge subconsciously wanted to dodge, but he soon discovered that the actress was not malicious, and there was no discrimination or disgust in her eyes, but a curiosity.
Perhaps seeing Chen Ge’s embarrassed look, the actress wearing a ghostly makeup showed a simple smile.
Within a second or two, the actress started to work again, handing out flyers to passing tourists, holding up billboards, and strongly recommending her haunted house.
“Is the former me like her, or is she playing the former me…”
Chen Ge always had two opposing thoughts in his mind. He didn’t know if it was instinct or a disease.
He didn’t dare to think deeply, the kind of pain that seemed to tear his head was not something anyone could easily bear.
Seeing Chen Ge standing by the window stupidly as usual, Doctor Gao sighed slightly, and then quietly left.
The light on the horizon gradually softened, and there was a touch of orange in the dazzling sunlight. When the setting sun was blocked by high-rise buildings, there were only burning clouds in the sky.
It’s beautiful and beautiful.
Chen Ge stood by the window all afternoon, the temperature slowly decreased, and the cool night breeze crawled in along the neckline, and he shuddered.
“it’s dark.”
Touching his own heart, Chen Ge’s mind flashed through the surveillance screen that Doctor Gao had asked him to see just now: “Is the person who looks like a beast in the video really me?”
Surveillance will not deceive. Chen Ge subconsciously feels that the surveillance images are trustworthy. He seems to have determined many things through surveillance before.
“The other me is Xu Yin? If the doctor didn’t deceive me, when will he come?”
Looking at his body, Chen Ge unexpectedly felt a little strange, he sat on the bed with the wall supported.
It was dark, but Chen Ge did not choose to close the window. He always felt that after closing the window, he would be upset, feeling that the whole room became depressed, like a maze with no exit.
“I want to leave here.”
The park outside the window has been closed, but there are still lights on in the haunted house.
“Did she not go home? Did she always live in a haunted house?”
“It must be very hard to clean such a big haunted house alone. It would be nice if someone came to help her.”
“No, why is she alone? She should also have her own parents…”
Thinking of this, Chen Ge felt another tingling in his head. His parents seemed to be taboos in his heart. As long as he thought of something related to his parents, his brain would feel severe pain.
He hugged his head with his hands, Chen Ge snarled in pain, his hands wrinkled the sheets wrinkled.
“Boom, boom, boom!”
There was a knock on the door, and Doctor Gao opened the door of the ward. When he saw Chen Ge’s appearance, he immediately ran to the bed and guided Chen Ge to breathe again.
After the pain in his brain subsided, Chen Ge collapsed on the hospital bed.
“Empty yourself, don’t think about it, get a good night’s sleep.” Doctor Gao stepped aside, and Chen Ge only then discovered that there was another person standing behind Doctor Gao.
The man was young, with a cold face, and seemed to suffer from Affective Disorder.
“Your two former patients moved out of this ward for various reasons. This is your new roommate, and his name is Zuo Han.”
There are a total of three beds in the ward. The patient named Zuo Han did not communicate with Chen Ge, with a cold face, he directly chose the bed near the door.
“I hope you can get along well.”
Doctor Gao briefly introduced Zuo Han. During this time, Xu Wan sent the food to the ward. After Chen Ge and Zuo Han had finished eating, Doctor Gao took out the medicine bottle in his pocket.
He watched Chen Ge and Zuo Han take the medicine with his own eyes before leaving with Xu Wan.
The wind blew into the ward along the window. Zuo Han was sitting near the door, and Chen Ge was lying by the window. There was a hospital bed between them.
Neither of them spoke. After about ten minutes, Chen Ge broke the silence: “If you feel cold, I can close the window.”
“No.” Zuo Han only replied. He stood up and checked the door. After it was confirmed that the ward was not locked, he lay on the bed in his shoes.
“Don’t you take off your shoes when you sleep?” Chen Ge vaguely felt that Zuo Han’s name was very familiar, but his brain memory could not match this name with the face in front of him. He had just taken medicine and his thinking speed changed significantly. slow.
Zuo Han stared at Chen Ge’s face. After a long time, he said coldly: “I don’t take off my shoes so that I can escape this room at any time.”
“Why?” Chen Ge thought that he had chosen to escape in the surveillance video. His brain became dull, but his senses were still sharp, which was like instinct.
“Because you are in this room, you are a very dangerous patient.” Zuo Han gave Chen Ge a white glance.
“Fifty steps, laugh a hundred steps, if you are not sick, you won’t be locked in here.” Chen Ge didn’t think he was too dangerous, he just felt that his brain was messed up, and he would feel a sharp pain when he thought about it. Time stopped thinking, and he felt that some memory fragments in his mind would completely disappear.
“I am not sick. There are indeed many people in this world who want to kill me. This is a fact, not that I am sick.” Zuo Leng Lian smiled coldly: “Besides, even if I am really sick, it will be different from yours. far away.”
“You know me? Have you heard about me?” Chen Ge’s eyes changed.
Zuo Han shook his head. He opened his mouth, revealing the white pill under the tip of his tongue: “The doctor only fed me half a pill, and I just saw that he fed you two full pills! So even if we are all sick , Then your illness is much more serious than mine.”
“You didn’t take the medicine given by the doctor?”
“The medicine is prepared for the patient. Why do I need to take the medicine if I am not sick?” Zuo Han got up and walked to the door. He slid his finger over the corner of his mouth and took out the pills without a trace: “The surveillance is outside the ward. They want to shut me down. lifetime.”
Holding the half pill between his fingertips, Zuo Han grinds the pill little by little. He is very cautious until he grinds the pill to dust.
“Can I ask more, what disease did the doctor say you have?” From Chen Ge’s perspective, it was obvious that Zuo Han was not a normal person.
“They said that I have a serious delusion of persecution, but I don’t believe a word of what they said, because I know that the doctors have bad intentions. They don’t want to treat me at all, but want to harm me.”
“Why do you think so?” A man with persecutory delusion was imprisoned in the hospital. He refused to take medicine and behaved strangely. He also felt that the doctors were not saving him at all, but were harming him. This symptom was instead It just shows that he does suffer from persecution delusion.
“There is no why.” Zuo Han paused: “Intuition tells me that things are not that simple. There are many problems in this world. I can’t tell the specifics. If I can leave this hospital, there are countless ways to go. prove.”
“Then come on.” Chen Ge looked at his leg wrapped in plaster: “It is almost impossible for me to escape.”
There were many bruises on his body, a severely fractured leg had not yet recovered, and his brain was sometimes sober and sometimes chaotic. As long as he thought deeply, he would have severe pain. There seemed to be another beast-like personality hidden in his body.
In this case, Chen Ge didn’t think he could escape from the hospital.
“I want to leave too.” Chen Ge looked at the paradise outside the window. The paradise at night was pitch black and there was no light.
The ward became quiet again, and neither Chen Ge nor Zuo Han spoke again.
Turning off the bedside lamp, Chen Ge lay in the dark.
Wrapped in darkness, he felt a very comfortable feeling, as if he was finally no longer being watched by others.
“I didn’t do anything during the day, but why am I still so sleepy? Is it because of the drug?” His eyelids became heavy, and Chen Ge glanced at Zuo Han’s bed before falling asleep.
Zuo Han didn’t fall asleep. He didn’t take off his clothes or shoes. He was lying on the bed like a cheetah, watching the door vigilantly, as if a bad guy would break in the next moment.
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He could hear the sound of his nails pulling the wooden board vaguely. Chen Gemi opened his eyes in a daze, and he found a person standing at the door of the ward.
Zuo Han?
Chen Ge did not speak, he moved his eyes while pretending to be asleep.
On the hospital bed near the door, the quilt was bulging, and Zuo Han seemed to put the pillow under the quilt.
Not daring to make any sound, Chen Ge watched the figure quietly in the dark.
After about a few minutes, the figure in that road suddenly turned around, and he walked directly towards Chen Ge.
There was no footsteps, the man moved slowly, and then stopped beside Chen Ge’s bed.
“you’re awake?”
Zuo Han’s voice came from the silhouette’s mouth. Chen Ge knew that he had been found, so he didn’t continue to pretend, “What are you doing?”
“Of course I am preparing to escape.” Zuo Han whispered: “From the first time I saw you, I thought you were very familiar. Have I seen you somewhere?”
“What are you asking about suddenly?” Chen Ge’s voice was also very low.
“When I first moved in, there seemed to be people standing outside the door. I suspect that the doctors and nurses did not go far, so I can’t talk to you a lot.” Zuo Han sat beside Chen Ge’s bed: “I must have seen it somewhere. You, that feeling can’t be wrong. After all, the first time I saw you, I didn’t think you were dangerous. It was almost impossible for me.”
“You know that the doctor may be outside, why do you still take the initiative to say that you are not taking medicine? Are you afraid that they will hear it?” Chen Ge was a little confused.
“They know that I didn’t take medicine. I said this to deliberately expose my flaws so that they can relax.” Zuo Han stared at Chen Ge’s face: “Use the flaws they know to paralyze them and let them produce a kind of The feeling that everything is in control, in fact they don’t even know what I’m thinking.”
“You’re pretty smart.” Chen Ge instantly understood what Zuo Han meant. Zuo Han and him didn’t tell the truth at the beginning.
Zuo Han suspected that the doctor was outside the door at the time. He deliberately said those words and did those things. He did not hesitate to expose some small details to confuse the doctor.
“When I see anyone in this world, I will feel a sense of caution in my heart, including the doctor and my parents, but you are the only exception.” Zuo Han frowned: “It’s strange. This is the first time I am right. A stranger opens up like this.”
“Maybe it’s because I’m more familiar?”
“Maybe.” Zuo Han’s voice was lowered: “It is very difficult for me to escape from this place alone. I need help. If you are willing to help me, I can take you away.”
“Are you sure we can run away?” Chen Ge’s mind flashed from time to time the surveillance pictures that Doctor Gao asked him to watch, and that self dominated by animality made him feel terrified.
“I’m not sure, but I know I will stay here again, I’m afraid I will really go crazy.” Zuo Han sat on the bed in the middle of the room: “It is three o’clock in the morning, and the nurses change their guards at midnight. They will be at midnight respectively. At three o’clock in the morning, the hospital was inspected during these two periods, and each inspection lasted about half an hour.”
“How do you know this?” Chen Ge looked at Zuo Han with a trace of doubt.
“Are you worried that I’m from the hospital? Are you worried that I’m testing you?” Zuo Han was not only not angry, but the cold expression on his face eased a lot: “It seems that you and I are indeed the same person, and we are both heartbroken. Doubt this world. In fact, it is not us who are sick. It is this world. Both you and I have realized that we live in a sick world. UU Reading www.uukanshu.com”
Hearing the last words spoken by Zuo Han, Chen Ge felt a chill in his heart for no reason, as if the words “sick world” had a strong psychological suggestion, and he instinctively felt extremely disgusted with these words. It seems that only the enemy of life and death would say such a thing.
“Is this world really sick? Is it me who is sick? Or this world?” Chen Ge’s head started to hurt again.
“Are you okay?” Zuo Han frowned. What he wanted to find was a helper, not a burden. Chen Ge’s body was too weak.
“My head often hurts inexplicably. Do you have similar symptoms?” Chen Ge reluctantly calmed himself down. He combed his emotions, and then discovered a very strange point. What he hates is just the sick world. These words, this disgust is not aimed at Zuo Han.
“My head has never hurt. I must stay awake at all times to deal with all kinds of dangers.” Zuo Han returned to his bedside and kept a distance from Chen Ge: “At 3:30 in the morning, I will leave the ward. , Then I would like to ask you to do me a favor.”
“I’m not in a good state now, I’m afraid I won’t be able to help you much.” Chen Ge thought it would be better not to be impulsive.