I Dumped Her Not Knowing That She Was My Favorite

195. The future of Clojure

[The final decision will probably be made today.]

Closer’s voice code announcement.

We couldn’t shake off the tension due to the manager’s ultimatum.

[Guys… Thank you so much so far… I was so happy.]

Mooringi was startled by Rover’s words, which seemed to be filled with tears.

[Ah! What are you doing! Sister! We haven’t even said it’s over yet, huh? You can do more!]

[Right, right. Why are you talking like that? Sister.]

We said this, but in reality, we were equally scared.

Whoa… What on earth is going on? We.

[But… Maybe… Well… Everyone knows…]

It was an explanation I had already vaguely heard several times.

In order for the second generation students to take their place, we must graduate.

[Then wouldn’t it be okay for us to merge on our own?]

[Hmm… I think it might be difficult to get everyone together under the name of Clojure.]

The manager’s words made me feel completely depressed.

It was because there was so much affection.

The friendship between the members became even stronger after the after-party on the recording day of their third album.

I saw my younger brothers and sisters in real life, rather than just showing up their avatars and snickering.

That day, I went home after playing until very late, and my brother waited for me to return until dawn.

He said he would come pick me up, but I refused.

It was because Leah was there and because I didn’t want the other members to keep seeing my brother’s face.

Han Taemin… Is mine…

I felt like I was the only one who was so obsessed with it, which didn’t seem like a good thing, but it was all because his face was so unnecessarily handsome.

Every time you say something like this, hundreds of thousands of men say you’re cute, but that’s Luca.

In reality, I was just Kim Do-ah, a student on leave.

[Ah. It looks like an official document has been issued. Wait a minute. I will read it and come back?]

When the manager disappeared, we started talking less and less among ourselves.

Similar atmosphere to the university entrance exam announcement.

If I had been next to him, I would have at least held his hand.

[First of all… Yes… To conclude, I don’t think there will be any major changes.]

The thin thread of hope is broken.

[So… We’re disbanding… In November…?]

[Yes. It has been concluded that an official graduation ceremony will be held after the final concert.]

When there was no room for comment, the first to cry was the youngest, Mooring.

[Hey… Ah… Sister… Can you please order a little more?]

The other sisters didn’t seem to be crying, but I felt a little choked up.

[Ahaa… I can’t lose Clojure. Really. hehehehe.]

Mooringi cries sadly like a child.

Her older sister consoled her with her calm voice.

[Mooringa. No. There are still a few months left.]

[There’s not even two months left… How many months… Huaaa…]

I don’t know if it’s because it hasn’t been long since I graduated from school, or if I’m being honest about my feelings.

We consoled her crying with pretty words.

[It’s okay. You can stay as a streamer again and merge. Huh?]

[We can just get along well and go eat something delicious again. It’s not like we’re going to become strangers right away.]

Even though everyone was comforting him, he probably felt the same way as Muringi on the inside.

It was difficult for me to endure her overwhelming depression while trying to comfort her.

It sure seems like it was just yesterday that I passed the audition.

Time was so busy that I was already about to flip through 12 pages of the calendar.

[However, if you do your best during the remaining period, I think it will be a good memory for the fans.]

I smile bitterly at the manager’s words.

She probably didn’t want her sister to talk like that either.

She was right next to us and supported us all along. She

She actually had a lot of conversations and she was always the one to help.

Muringi poured out her words as if appealing to her manager, but everyone knew that she did not have the power to make decisions.

[To our fans, please remember to keep our secret until the end.]

Do not let Pingtukdan know about my graduation.

It was the same as a saying I had seen many times.

* * *

She looked the most lethargic since her relationship with Doa began.

“Doya.”

Girlfriend lying face down with her face buried in her pillow.

Even though I walked up to her side and touched her shoulder, there was no particular reaction.

“Shall we eat something delicious for dinner tonight?”

“…No.”

“Then, shall we go to the Han River for a change?”

“…It’s cold outside.”

If it were normal, I might have said why I did that today, but today I wasn’t in the mood for that.

Because she also heard the reason why Doa was like that.

I heard that the date of Closer’s graduation ceremony was announced, and it seemed like Doah was not alone in her heartache.

In the end, I chose to stay by her side rather than drag her away.

“Go to the side a little bit.”

When she rolled her body slightly to the side, her face, which had been hidden by her pillow, was revealed.

Bright red, tearful eyes.

It seemed like he cried alone.

“Oh my gosh…”

As I opened my arms and hugged her, Doa snuggled into my chest and buried her face.

“…I’m so sad.”

When she nodded in understanding, I naturally and slowly patted her back.

“I… No… We… Made… A lot of money…”

Doa sniffed her nose and began to eagerly explain to me how great people they were in my arms.

“This time on the charts… We were ranked 6th… Why are you abandoning us… Uhuhuhuh…”

“Okay. “My grades are better than most real singers.”

It was a performance that I thought would happen once in a lifetime for singers of this caliber.

“Hmm…”

In the midst of all this, I thought it was cute to eat her nose, so I reached out to her and pulled out a few tissues and handed them to her.

Doa blew her nose vigorously and then looked straight at me as if she had calmed down.

“…I’m hungry.”

“He said he didn’t want to eat.”

“But I got hungry.”

Look at this. I was going to eat it eventually.

Still, she said she didn’t want to go out, so I ordered her her favorite dish, tteokbokki.

She’s not the type of person who likes to eat spicy food, so I always ordered her to have a mild flavor, but today I made her a spicy one especially for her moodiness.

Ah. I feel like I’m going to be upset tomorrow morning.

Just looking at it, it smelled like it had been pulled out of hell, and sweat ran down my spine.

“…Thank you.”

She broke her wooden chopsticks in half and began her meal.

“Uh. “I have to eat a lot and gain strength before I broadcast again tomorrow.”

After taking a bite of the rice cake, I immediately poured a cup full of juice.

Ah. Shiba. It’s so f*cking spicy.

Even though I knew it, it was extremely spicy.

“Sleep.”

This time, Doa handed out her tissues first.

“Huh?”

“Oppa. “There’s a lot of sweat on her face.”

Isn’t that all love for you? It’s a doya.

On the other hand, Doa chewed the rice cake for a long time, clenching her small mouth with her pure white face still in that state.

“Isn’t it spicy?”

“Hung.”

In the end, I couldn’t eat much and only ate a few rice balls, and Doa closed the lid of the plastic container, saying that she was going to make fried rice with the rest tomorrow.

Still, I was glad to see that it seemed more lively than before I fed it.

“It’s my brother.”

“Huh?”

“If I kiss you now, will it be spicy?”

Doa blinked her eyes and looked up at me, as if she now had the strength to joke around.

“It must be spicy…? Maybe…?”

“Then can I try it?”

“…No. Don’t do it.”

How can we go back to hell even though we are on the march?

“I want to try.”

“I told you not to do it.”

“Ah~ I want to kiss you, but why are you stopping me?”

“Then, if you can, go and wipe your mouth.”

“Don’t you love me?”

Why not add love to something like this? It’s a doya.

“You acted as if you would give me the world… But in the end, you too… Black… Black…”

When she sighed as if she couldn’t help it, Doa rounded her lips and pouted.

“Hey!”

When there was no sign of backing down, I had no choice but to give up my stubbornness.

Yes. I decided to dedicate myself today anyway.

Just empty your mind and you will feel at ease.

When I slowly bent down her waist and tried to bring my mouth to her face, Doa stretched out her arms and kissed her strongly.

“Ugh…!”

Her closed eyes open wide.

The corners of Doa’s eyes are curved, unlike mine.

The spicy, spicy taste in her mouth and refreshing eye smile created her mysterious chemistry.

“Ebebebebe.”

In the end, the sense of pain that had been worn away spread again onto my tongue, and I looked at Doa with her bewildered eyes.

“Thank you for your concern. Hi-Hi”

“When she laughs after crying, horns grow on her butt. Kim Do-ah.”

“What do you say? Idols don’t have things like that on their butts, right?”

Doa turns her body around and slightly sticks out her buttocks towards me as if showing off.

I slapped her butt with the palm of my hand.

“I’m fired now, so I’ll get out soon?”

“Ugh… How can you say such harsh words?”

Still, she still had a smile on her face as she said those words, so I felt fortunate.