LIGHTNOVELONLINE Chapter 4: Wang Li Lei
After the homeroom period, the class continues with its schedule. Xiao Yun was happy with the schedule as the first period was her favorite subject, Math. However, if she could complain it would be whenever the teachers ask her a couple of times to confirm whether she is Xiao Yun.
She was fed up of the same repeated question that she heard over and over.
After the class ended, her next period was canceled and it turns into a self-study period. She decided to doze off and rest her mind for a while. Gazing at the Cherry Blossom from her seat, Xiao Yun spins her pen aimlessly and went to a reverie.
There were too many things that she had to abruptly accept in a day. The fact that she went back to the past and her death. Although the fact that she suddenly went back to the past was supposed to be such a ridiculous and hard thing to believe in. However, Xiao Yun easily accepts them and it was all because she has an even more important thing that she needs to do.
Wang Li Lei, a famous name that everyone knows. He is the youngest person who was able to bring his corporation from the bottom to reach the top in only a few months. His parents died when he was 12 and he's 5 years older than Xiao Yun.
Li Lei's parents and Xiao Yun's parents were best friends since college. When his parents died, everyone starts to fight for his adoption, more correctly, they only want his parent's properties and cooperation. They tried to win over Wang Li Lei by currying favors, however, this only made Wang Li Lei more disgusted by them.
Looking at his own family disgusting behavior, Wang Li Lei lost his trust in other people and shut his heart from anyone.
Xiao Yun's parents couldn't bear looking at their friend's son slowly lost his own emotion and becomes more expressionless each day. Since then, Xiao Yun's parents would invite Li Lei and interact more with him. At first, they want to adopt Li Lei but they couldn't because there were too many people oppose the idea since Li Lei is the only heir of the Wang family.
Because of Yu Family's kindness and warmness, slowly Wang Li Lei's cold heart and expressionless face melted. Although, even now people would often describe him as a ruthless and cold-hearted man. The reason was unknown but when Wang Li Lei turned 16, he stops coming to Xiao Yun's house.
Xiao Yun's parents would often invite him forcefully as they cared about Li Lei like their own son, however, Wang Li Lei would often decline them politely.
This also leads to Xiao Yun's engagement with Li Lei. At her 18th birthday, the engagement was announced. In the past, she would agree with her parent's arrangement, because Li Lei is rich and she thought that perhaps with engaging with Wang Li Lei, she could help her parents company to flourish. And their loveless relationship continued until their divorce.
Even though she like someone else, Li Lei would let her do whatever she wants. She thought that he didn't care much about her love relationship, so she still chase that trash Hong Yan Xun until she realizes that she was betrayed.
At the last moment when they sign the divorce certificate, Xiao Yun left the house right away to find Hong Yan Xun. And when she found him, he was already married to that vicious serpent, Qu Mei Xing! moreover, the day of Xiao Yun's divorce was their wedding day!
Finally she went back to Li Lei's house and she found him sleeping on a couch. His face looks lethargic and haggard. That was the first time Xiao Yun ever saw him up close.
She felt that she was a fool to left the man in front of her for some other trash. Afraid of hurting Wang Li Lei furthermore, she decides to take her luggage and move away from that house. Before Xiao Yun leaves, she took a glance at him once more time and took a blanket to cover him.
Suddenly Wang Li Lei mumbles in his sleep with tears flowing from his eyes, calling her name with a sorrowful expression.
Until that day, Xiao Yun had never known that Li Lei feeling for her was love! Even though they had married each other for 4 years.
Suddenly she felt pang of regret on her heart for divorcing Li Lei. She regrets not talking to him and really look at that man properly. She could've try her best to understand him better and Maybe, that way they could understand each other or even fall in love...
But the rice has turns to porridge, she couldn't turn back time. Everything has happened... She had made a grave mistake and ruin this man's heart.
Xiao Yun couldn't hurt this man's heart anymore, and she is not worthy of him, after all, she cheated on him for a long time. And he has to bear all those painful feelings for a long time. Xiao Yun couldn't help but to imagine his feeling every time she cheated on him.
How hateful! How spiteful she is! She chased for a crush who never even look once at her side and perhaps doesn't even know who she was and harmed the person who she loved.
Xiao Yun continues to curse herself and took her luggage and walks away from his house with tears of regrets pouring to her cheeks.
She had thought she was the worst woman in his life. That was until soon she realized. That all the time she was playing in a demon tune. Other than the vixen's traps, there was someone else. Someone far from the word frightening. The demon who started the game of her indescribable hate to Wang Li Lei and her undying blind love for a foolish crush. He fabricated everything her heart, her memories, and her own feelings! That man alone, she would never forgive!