Godless Birth

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One month after returning from the royal palace to the nest in the river, Hanseo began to go back in earnest, unlike I expected.

I tried to come from all over and line up, and the patients were also swamped all over the midterm.

The congressman who was in the position of prestigious congressman of moderate education often complained that he would only be shaken because of the patients who wanted to be treated only by me, but this was the part that he had to do.

You can’t put God on the same boat as a man with good medical skills.

In addition, after I went to the Great Wall, there were many winds of change in Hanseok Street.

It was the homies and the eunuchs.

They were exacting whether they had a lot of realization just by seeing the battle with the masters, and seeing that, Won, Woo Jin-hyun, and Hao were also burning up their intentions.

I looked at the trainer, stopped walking, and gestured to the nobleman and Hyuki.

Chancellor Jegall commented to me that it was time to build a force for Hansi Segan, and I accepted the situation.

It was time to move on to execution.

“Back off.”

“Yes, Lord. ”

“Hyuk.”

“Yes, sir. ”

“Why don’t you two build a paratrooper? Let’s start with fifty people, and increase them a little when they stabilize. ”

“How could I? ”

“I’m still · · · · · · · · · ·. ”

“You are capable enough. ”

They didn’t need much to say.

You listened to me enough not to have to convince me.

“I believe.”

* * *

Pieung

Puck!

Puck! Puck! Puck!

By the way, Won Young can now call it a palace without a scratch.

She was talented enough to climb to the pinnacle. She had more than a few bow skills, and if she shot, she was white and white.

I’m not slowing down anything.

However, as I knew what kind of life Wonyoung wanted to live, I could not just like the growth of Wonyoung.

Won Young wasn’t training to become stronger.

It was a training exercise to not grab my ankle, to get my gaze again.

Every time I saw it, I was confused.

Why don’t you know it’s me?

The more time passes, the more expressions I’ve made.

I now know for sure that it wasn’t such a mild emotion to pass.

Maybe that’s why.

I also kept worrying like a thorn in his fingertips.

But I was a marvel.

I don’t know when they’ll be gone.

That’s why I’m afraid my choices will bring me unhappiness.

I’m the only one who can handle it.

It’s better for Young-young than for the pain she’s going through after.

By the way, I heard from Won Young that he was going to look for an emotional latrine tonight.

I didn’t say no as usual, and I said yes on a hunch.

I think it’s going to be a tough night.

* * *

Garden Young-young could feel her heart racing like crazy the whole time she was walking.

However, this palpitation was caused by anxiety rather than excitement.

It’s been a long time.

He said he was busy every day and was refused, but he allowed me time with him for some reason today.

By the way.

Why is he so nice?

Why not him?

I tried to stop a few times.

He’s too big to bear in his heart.

I’m too lacking.

However, I didn’t know that this heart that was floating on the surface of the water would sink.

It was too hard for me to continue the conversation with a smile because my face was getting colder and I was frozen when I went to the front, and the answer that came back even when I tried to say it was just a short answer like “Yes or No.”

What should I do?

It’s frustrating.

I knew my heart would hurt, but I didn’t think it would be this hard.

I hated my position when I saw myself disappearing at night, drinking and coming in.

Hate.

Because you don’t know.

Why don’t we just know him when everyone knows him?

No, no, no, no.

I know you do.

It was me pretending not to know the unaware reality.

I still can’t give up.

Love grows as the air grows inside each day.

Does he remember his time with himself?

Do you know the feeling that every moment with him will become a memory?

I see him.

You should smile now.

“Brother, have you been waiting long? ”

“Huh?”

“When will he be back? What if he doesn’t come? I can’t wait to see you. What were you thinking? ”

I paused for a moment, limited by Garden Young’s words.

I smiled and said it, but my voice and lips were trembling. It was because his emotions were blocked when he came to meet himself, how much he thought, and how much he was adjusting to talk to himself.

“Am I not pretty? You haven’t told me how beautiful she is lately. ”

“It’s pretty even if you don’t say it. ”

“I can’t get tired of hearing you say you’re beautiful a hundred times. ”

I swung my head, biting the lips that were confined to his gaze. I couldn’t bear to look into those eyes.

“You wanted to use the emotional toilet. Tell me.”

Garden Young-young felt like her heart was torn by the cold voice of Lim Woo and the gaze that turned away from her.

Do they really not have feelings for themselves?

You shouldn’t do this.

I really want to check it out today.

Even if the result is a wound.

* * *

“Brother, let me ask you something. ”

“Yes.”

“What if I marry someone else? ”

Won Young marries someone else?

It’s unthinkable.

No, I don’t want to imagine.

Why wouldn’t I?

Why is it so annoying to hear it?

“Marriage is not for young people. Practice.”

“Do you know sometimes he talks like he’s from another world? I’m a big girl, too. No, it’s my marital age. ”

That’s right.

Korea and Moorim are two different worlds.

There was no concept of a minor, and it was a place in this world where children at the age of Young-goon would not look at it with strange eyes at all.

But I was a different person in the world, and I adapted to this place, but it didn’t change my values.

“Is he okay with me marrying someone else? ”

Are you okay with that?

I’m so angry and hurt right now.

I don’t mind.

I can no longer deny it.

I like Won Young, too.

So I’m afraid to be more honest.

Love was a deadly poison to those close to death.

When he got addicted to love, Rickerberry didn’t have an answer either.

Such weaknesses were the specification.

That’s why I have always preferred light relationships in Korea.

I’ve met countless women, and the easiest part was the breakup, but the experience has not helped me at all.

I’ve never really done it before.

“I should congratulate Wonyoung on her wedding. ”

“That’s your answer? ”

“Are you sure you don’t know? Or do you hate me? ”

“Sorry.”

This is right.

For later.

* * *

Garden Young-young looked up at the sky, feeling like tears were about to pour out.

My heart cried, but I had to smile.

Because all I can do in front of him is smile like this.

I don’t want anyone to see their face right now, but a star filled with night sky was particularly bright.

He’s probably looking at his own face right now.

Looking at the stars filled with the night sky that I could feel when I reached out my hand, I felt like I would tear with patience.

Touchable, but untouchable.

Those stars were like my heart toward him.

He turns his head and bites his lip.

Will he be sorry, or is this an uncomfortable situation?

There is a saying that it is better to regret than not regret.

All right, let’s finish this today.

Better a vague rejection than a vague rejection.

Cheer up, Garden Young! You can do it. ’

“Brother, do you know what my dream is? ”

“ · · · · · ·. ”

“Make my brother my man. ”

It’s hard to endure, but I’m afraid it might get further away.

I don’t think we can be together right now.

I couldn’t take it any more, so the words I had to endure again and again burst out.

“I want to be the woman that you like. ”

I’m not asking for vague answers, I’m asking for vague answers.

I know that, but I tried to suppress my feelings.

“I don’t trust people very well. So I saw you and I felt a lot of things. It’s changed a lot, and it’s changing. But it’s hard to love someone. ”

“They used to say love awaits. The other one’s taking it. You don’t know him, do you? I want to see him every time he tries. ”

Lim Wu turns his head and faces Garden Young. My lips and eyes are twitching. I could see how much courage I had.

Can I be honest with myself?

Is that right?

“You may not know it every day, but he’s the first person I’ve ever cared about. So he’s cautious, he’s trembling, he’s like that. Wouldn’t it be offensive to say this to your brother, or would it be fun to say it, every day? You know, I feel like my brother is the only one in the world, and my whole nerve is with him. ”

“Sorry.”

“I worked hard to be a good woman in front of my brother in case I didn’t look like enough. I don’t think liking someone is such a good thing, but there were more good things. ”

Wonyoung was linking the horse without thinking about it, and her courage kept moving her chest.

Can I be honest with you?

Maybe he’s a coward who can’t even begin to be afraid of parting.

If, if.

I wonder if I can live with the memories of being happy, even if they disappear.

I sometimes thought about it.

When I wake up, I’m going to run to look in the mirror with this fucking dream.

But that was a delusion.

This moment is real.

“I love my brother, I love my brother, I love my brother. I don’t want much. Just pay a little attention to me. You have to have a process to have results. ”

Feelings spill like a dam.

Yeah, it is.

We are the same.

“I’ll regret it if I miss it. ”

“Sorry.”

Eventually, tears flowed from Garden Young’s eyes.

No matter how hard I tried, there was something I couldn’t do.

Love and training were different things.

He really has no interest in what he says.

The answer was sorry, and it broke Garden Young’s heart.

“Wait three years. ”

I’ll have it all sorted out in three years.

‘If I’m still here, I’ll hold your hand first. ’

“Hiccup!”

Garden Young’s eyes were getting bigger and bigger.

“Seed · · · · · · · · · · ·. Ugh. So we just wait for the terms and conditions? ”

“Yes. You said love is waiting. Can you wait three years? ”

“That’s mean, really. But I’ll wait.”

Why are you smiling?

“Huh? You can’t laugh when you’re crying. ”

“Oh, come on! ”

Yeah, smile like that.

You smile beautifully.

I have a new goal.

Three years.

Within it, no unaccounted for leader of the river would reach a position that would complete a thousand men.

* * *

“Lord.”

“Yes.”

“I heard that the Jongnam leader was small last night. ”

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