LIGHTNOVELONLINE Chapter 303: Is He Worth All The Effort?
"Hmph...Perverts like you who go after married women don't deserve gentle reminders, and all deserve to be kicked around like this." Nina harumphed and looked down at me in disdain. "I've also given you more than enough time to check out my figure and even let you have some fun on your own, seeing as to how desperate you were, so why are you still on the ground...Get up already!"
"Hmm?...This was not what I was expecting." I got up after brushing the dust off my pants while looking at Nina's face, which had no hints of embarrassment on it like before.
"I thought for sure that your face would look like a tomato after all that I said about you and from the little side action I got with your behind, while you were watching from above...But seeing how calm you look right now, it seems like none of my attempts to see you all abashed worked out."
Even though I said that, I knew from hearing how hard Nina's heart was racing and how warm her skin felt when I tightly hugged her body that she was terribly embarrassed about the situation she was caught up in and that she was merely putting on an act to make it as if she wasn't affected at all.
But I decided to let her think that I hadn't noticed anything strange and give her the benefit of the doubt, so that she wouldn't get too wary of me and push me away for her own safety because of that.
"Of course, Kafka!" Nina exclaimed with a satisfied smile on her face, seeing as to how her act was working out. "Did you actually think that you could make me feel something with those vulgar words of yours and your sneaky hands that were so obviously taking advantage of me?...Not in this life!"
"...That only happened because I let you do so, seeing as to how desperate you were to feel an adult's body." Nina came up with an excuse of her own to show that she was actually in the dominant position here. "Being the amazing older sister I am, I simply let you do what you wanted to do for a minute so that I could satisfy your pervy desires."
"...And it's a good thing I did, or else who knows who you would be harrassing out there by saying nonsense like making an army of children with them?" Nina looked at me like she was my guardian angel who was looking over me and looked to be telling me to be grateful that I had someone like herself watching over me.
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"Wait...Then does that mean I can do all sorts of other things I have in mind with you and you would simply accept it for my sake, Nina?" I grinned and used her statement against her, which made the proud expression on her freeze for a second and turn to a fluster.
"No, Kafka! No!" Nina immediately replied while waving her hands at me in case I suddenly pounced on her to enact my hidden desires.
She then came up with another excuse and said, like she had it all figured out, "Listen Kafka, just like how a child should be treated with a cookie from time to time...He also shouldn't be given a bunch of cookies all the time in case he gets spoiled and should only be rewarded when he does something good or satisfactory."
"...This is similar to your case, Kafka, as you did something that made me feel a little happy, and I gave you a little reward at the end. And that by no means means that I'll give you a reward whenever you ask for it and only when you do something that makes me feel like my little brother needs to be treated."
Nina nodded her head like she was satisfied with herself for coming up with such a brilliant way of telling me that she may let me get intimate with her from time to time or let me speak some lewd words to her when I was with her, but it didn't actually mean anything significant and should simply be taken as an older sister treating her little brother for being such a good boy, almost as if she were treating me like a pet dog.
She knew she had to come up with such conditions after realising that it was inevitable in the future that such heart-racing moments would occur again if she were to be around me, seeing as to how it only took a few words from me for her to have thoughts about being in bed with me since she didn't want to risk the chances of me finding out that she was starting to see me as a man.
And by using this excuse of giving out treats from time to time, she could act as if it were all her idea if something like what happened now were to happen in the future.
Nina even shook her head as she wondered if putting in all this effort just so that her relationship with a kid who was still studying in school didn't go beyond the limits she was afraid of was worth it.
But when she saw the handsome face in front of her that had a different glow from the rest and somehow always made her smile by simply glancing at it, knowing that she was about to have a delightful time if she were to ever see that very face approaching, she came to accept that all the effort she put in to maintaining that very unsteady relationship with him was worth it.
She realised that the happiness, joy, and peace the boy in front of her brought her, which simply couldn't be measured by any sort of currency or value, was something that she would put in any amount of effort for and was definitely worth the price she was paying for by making up a bunch of excuses to balance the relationship in question.