LIGHTNOVELONLINE Chapter 91
Chapter 91
[On Raon cries only after the broadcast ends]
(Video)
He was laughing and talking with the others after the broadcast, so I thought he was okay. But then, he was talking to Muk-saem about something, and suddenly… Oh, just thinking about it makes me tear up again, damn itㅠㅠㅠ
I was almost right in front of him at the time, and seeing him cry made my chest tighten and my heart shatter…
At first, I didn’t even realize he was crying. Suddenly, a tear streamed down his face, and it was so surreal that I thought I was hallucinating and had finally lost it.
But then, he just stood there, tears streaming down like a broken faucet, until Muk Hye-sung hugged him and said something. It was only then that he seemed to realize he was crying.
He must have been through so much. It shocked me to see him cry like the world was collapsing only after the cameras stopped rolling and he had congratulated his debuting friends with a smile. I felt like I didn’t know him at all. Later, my friend and I, along with some strangers next to us, couldn’t even think about going home and just stood there crying our eyes out like crazy people.
(Excerpt)
But then, before he went into the waiting room, Raon came to us and, with a hoarse voice, said not to worry because he wasn’t crying because he couldn’t debut. He was in such bad shape that Seo Moon-gyeol had to support him, but he still came to tell us. Who wouldn’t burst into tears a second time after hearing that, except for In-soo?ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
My friend, who wasn’t even his one-pick, could only apologize and kept sobbing with me.
But then, Raon suddenly asked in a trembling voice if we could tell him we loved him just once, saying we didn’t need to feel sorry. Everyone there, crying, said “I love you” about ten times each, and he smiled so happily that everyone’s tears stopped.
Whenever I remember that moment and start feeling sad, his smiling face comes to mind and miraculously makes me happy. So, while I still cry, I don’t feel much aftereffectㅎㅎㅅㅂ
Doesn’t it sound like a lie?? I find it ridiculous too, but it really happened. I’m now crying and laughing in an endless loop.
+Added content) I just wanted to leave my feelings from that time immediately, so I wrote and posted this without much thought. Now that I look at it, I don’t even know what I was trying to sayㅋㅋㅋ..
Anyway, I don’t think this is Raon’s end at all.
Despite the ridiculous controversy just the day before, he still achieved a good result of 11th place. He’ll be able to use this program as a stepping stone to enter a company with good conditions and will do even better in the future.
(Excerpt)
– Ah.. In the beginning of the video, wasn’t the kid barely able to breathe? He wasn’t even comfortably in Muk-saem’s arms; he was just clutching onto his clothes as if he was going to tear them apart, crying so painfullyㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
– Watching him gasp without making a sound, it’s clear that this isn’t just a day’s worth of sorrow. The kid had never let it all out like that before…
– Even other trainees and Jena came to hug and console him while cryingㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
– Emperor Jena, famous for never crying, even did… I can’t imagine how hard it was for Raon…
┗ Jena also had a tough time with a similar issue as a trainee, which might explain it more.
– The trainees were supposed to go in due to the schedule, but the staff in the back were crying with them, unable to take the kid awayㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
– Just curious, why did he suddenly start crying?
┗ Why cry, you ask.. If he wants to cry in that situation, he cries.
┗ No, I’m genuinely curiousㅠㅠㅠ
┗ A fan in the audience shouted “I love you” to Raon, and then he started crying like that. Not confirmed.
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– Sorry, but the person who uploaded the original video asked for it to be taken down. They thought it was better not to consume such content for Raon’s sake after recovering from the aftermath of the last broadcast and coming back to their senses.
┗ Thanks for letting us knowㅜㅜ The video has been taken down.
┗ No worries, thanks for comforting the kid.
– Guys, the behind-the-scenes cut of him smiling is out!! 8 minutes 12 seconds (link)
┗ Wow.. This is amazing, it feels so purifying… The person who filmed it must have felt so proud.
[Raon’s fansite manager tweeted, and I cried again at dawn]
「Hello, this is ToYouTheWholeWorld. I try not to post personal thoughts on this account, but please understand just for today.
The difficult three months have finally ended.
Now that the result of these three months of hard work is out, it would be a lie to say I’m not sad or regretful.
(Excerpt)
Until now, I thought that loving someone meant increasing the number of times you become unhappy because of them.
But yesterday, when Raon, with a slightly trembling voice, said he wanted to be someone who made people happy and joyful rather than sad and struggling,
I was sure that loving Raon would not make me unhappy.
(Excerpt)
I was truly happy to support On Raon’s spring and summer at 18, and I will continue to support this sunshine-like person, whose existence itself is a kind encouragement.
To everyone who has supported Raon so far, you’ve worked hard.
I hope we can all move on with our daily lives without being too sad.
And Raon, rest well and let’s meet with a smiling face.
I’ll give you the whole world then.
I really, really love you.
(Picture)」
The photos by ToYouTheWholeWorld are always filled with love, and their slogans and merchandise are beautifully made. They are my favorite Raon fansiteㅠㅠ
– Our kid already has stars shining in his eyes, why doesn’t he realize he’s a star himselfxxx
– I forgot all about the previous text content because of the awesome gif
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┗ Guys, did you know? Seeing someone too handsome makes you so happy you get short-term memory loss ㅋㅋㅋ Doesn’t it sound ridiculous? Oh, by the way, did you know? Seeing someone too handsome makes you so happy you get short-term memory loss ㅋㅋㅋ Doesn’t it sound ridiculous? Oh, by the way
– This fansite manager tweeted a string of curses at the director after posting this and then deleted it immediatelyㅋㅋㅋㅋㅠㅠ
┗ Let’s pretend we didn’t see itㅜ
┗ Ah, f**k, In-soo’s hell-bound bastard is called that? So funnyㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ fall to hell, you b****rd
[Raon really is an idol who can be a source of strength for someone]
He never complains about being tired. He doesn’t even show it. And he never makes his fans feel indebted to him for what he does.
He just always works hard as if it’s natural and finds happiness in his journey forwardㅇㅇ
Can anyone not feel motivated by watching that?
If there is, I’d like to have a deep conversation with them. Please come to Seoul Station at midnight without telling anyone.
– Raon has been loved so much that he even got the nickname “OnRangDoong,” always showing a beautiful and bright side on the show, but how hard must it have been for him inside…
– The fact that he would never show his struggle if that post hadn’t been uploaded makes me cry endlessly. Am I the only one like this?
– Raon’s heart is so warm and strong, but I’m worried that he might struggle alone again if something like this happens in the futureㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
– The most maddening thing is that it’s not Raon’s fault. Ah, this feels different from when Go Bon-jin fed us his crap. What should I even sayㅠㅠㅠㅠ
┗ Just… I could never abandon a kid like this. I hope he doesn’t change in the future, but when I think about him, I wish he could become a little more selfish… Ha.. I really don’t know…
– Even though he wasn’t my kid, I cried while watching. Raon will do wellㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
– I attended the recording, and later on, it didn’t matter if you were a fan of Raon or not. Every time his face appeared, everyone genuinely groaned; it turned into a place of wailing.
– Is it possible to become a core fan in just two days? It’s almost like receiving an intense short-term core fan course, isn’t it?
[Analysis of the Reason for the Collapse of Season]
Originally, the supporters were just a handful of farmers, so it was impossible to debut both. If you look at the one-pick surveys, both were precarious. They should have assessed the situation and concentrated their votes on one side, but instead, they got greedy. This led to the worst outcome: abandoning Seo Moon-gyeol, who had a higher chance of debuting, and Ban Yo-han, who didn’t get extra points from expert evaluations, ending up 12th while Seo Moon-gyeol was 14th.
It seems the farmers saw Ban Yo-han in 17th place previously and switched their votes to him, thinking he would live a great life. But if they had focused on Seo Moon-gyeol, he might have debuted in the upper ranks.
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– It’s like they achieved enlightenment while farming
┗ Yesterday during the live broadcast, I learned from his parents that Seo Moon-gyeol’s name isn’t actually Moon-gyeol but Gyeol.
┗ I’m not a farmer, but I could clearly hear the sound of their hearts shattering. Damn it…
– The one-pick survey was only conducted among women. Seo Moon-gyeol has a significant number of male fans, so it was meaningless. They should have considered the general public’s votes and expert evaluation points. (Excerpt) Damn, it’s all over. What’s the use now? We’re just sinners.
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Block anyone who joins the debut member discussion [It was dirty being with Pick Heart, let’s never see each other again, damn it]
Congratulations on your debut, Jun-woo [The Sid kids too, but the fact that On Raon didn’t make it is a real shock. I wanted him to debut with my kid since they’re friends..]
Tired of Pick Heart [When the controversy broke out yesterday, many were happy that there was an empty spot in the debut teamㅋㅋ.. Honestly, the current reactions are disgusting.]
On Raon Debut [Before Raon’s “Party Night” stage, he told the people in front to be careful as fireworks would go off in the middle of the performance. Such a warm-hearted kid… What is everyone doing… really…]
It’s okay [We don’t regret the affection and time we invested in you, and your efforts were never in vain. We don’t regret cheering for you. Let’s meet on stage again, definitely.]
His name is Seo Moon-gyeol [How bad must the treatment have been if we didn’t even know our own kid’s name correctlyㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ damn it, even Gyeol knew we called him Moon-gyeol, but he just accepted it to avoid hurting the fans… Ha, In-soo, bury your head in shame.]
Leaving the Disillusionment Panel [(Picture) Guys, I told you to vote based on the face…. All bosses eliminated??? Was I the only one sincere????]
Total Attack [Reveal those damn expert evaluation scores. We also want to know who these experts are. Do you know the debut group better than the representatives? #PickHeart_Expert_Reveal]
Yo-han, don’t go [I had a drink. To my respected alumni of S University, I ask one favor. For the future of proud K-POP, please drive out a certain deer from the campus.]
Failed Harvest This Year [Farmers, good job. Congratulations on leaving Pick Heart, now let’s disband.]
Boss, let’s achieve debut [If it’s not the boss, who else could fans earnestly hope to debut with such little screen time? This was a losing game from the start, but we ran with only the kids in mind. Don’t be scared, subordinates. #BOS_Debut]
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Here’s a summary of fainting due to exhaustion after crying in a crowded place.
‘I feel so embarrassed I could die…….’