Chapter 720 - Suffering
“No.” Han Zinan answered.
“But she, I was killed.” Han Zinan said again when Luoxi was surprised. “After you returned to the house with Yan Jing, I expected you would want to know the truth. The first thing to ask is the tailor’s daughter. I was terrified at that time. I was afraid that you would know that you might finally see me. It’s like an ugly person, afraid that you will not only be ruthless to me, you will also hate it, you will hate … “He stumbled, helplessly leaning on the table, he smiled bitterly,” Say a lie, To lie with a thousand lies, to hide one thing, I have to do more to confuse people. I had to find the girl first, and then gave her money to tell her not to say yes I……”
“Not only did she not say she was you, but she also said Yan Jing, let me doubt him, doubt that he was treating me like this, thinking he planned a big conspiracy, how could you, how could this be!” Luo Xi stepped back two steps, and could hardly believe that such a familiar face was actually a heart she didn’t know at all … Yes, she didn’t know him, she didn’t know him, she didn’t know him at all, except for his talent , His beauty, his gentleness … and these are all appearances.
Han Zinan looked at her with great sorrow, “Luoxi, I know, I know I will let you know about this, you will be surprised, you will have no trace of me, I will know when I shot the arrow from my hand that day … but Luoxi, do you know, it ’s not that I changed, but that you never knew me, I was such a person. Long ago, when I was still in your heart, you said, you like me , I like my gentleness like a spring breeze. At that time, I would like to say, I am not gentle, I am just a play who is good at disguising myself with tenderness. But I dare not remove the mask in front of you, I think, since you If I like my mask, then I will wear a mask of my life. I ’ll lie to you all my life. Anyway, I have fooled my father, my mother, and all the Han family. It ’s not tiring, what about Dai Dai? But my hope is finally lost. “
“You … why, for …”
“Everyone thinks that I was born in a precious family. I was born as a golden jade. I only know it. I am nothing. I am not a sister-in-law from Madam Han. I am just a wild seed mixed by my father and Le *. In a thunderstorm That night, the music *, that is, my mother took me outside the gate of Hanfu, and slammed into the stone lion in front of the Han family in the face of the Han family, so that I entered the Hanjiamen and got a Han surname. She I thought she traded my life for my whole life, but I hated her, and hated her for throwing me into a golden brick fire pit. I was born to be a shame for the Han family, and I was born unworthy to be compared with those brothers and sisters. Not a slave to the Han family, a splendid Ningchang Han family, a large Han family house, only me alone, incompetent. Very small and very small, I learned how to fight back, scolding, not learning I scolded in my heart, smiled on my face, made a viper in my heart, and looked like a god. I would secretly design the eldest brother to fight with the second brother, so that one of them broke his arm and one was banned, leaving them no effort for half a month Come and have fun with me; I will kneel after being punished by my mother * Coincidentally, she secretly put the rag doll in the room of the third lady, making her father suspect that her mother is a poisonous woman, and she has been more indifferent to her from now on … I study in the dark, learn the arrows in the dark, and none of them thought that one day, I would be in high school The champion will make their Han family full of glory. I am a concubine. Their flattering smiles on their faces are so fake and so disgusting. They do n’t know. They smile so brightly, they shout at me again, and I hate them too It wo n’t decrease a little bit! It ’s them who caused Han Zinan today, it ’s they who made me a human being, a ghost and a ghost, even I hate myself … “
“Zi Nan …” Luo Xi’s eyes were already wet. Looking at Han Zi Nan in front of him, he was unexpectedly sad. She never knew that he had such a past. He never knew that he was not the wife of Mrs. Han as the outsiders said.
Han Zinan turned around, turning her back toward her, her tone suddenly changed into an indifferent tone, “That girl, although it wasn’t me who killed, but also died because of me. At that time I confessed to her that she confessed to Yanfu’s housekeeper, but still not assured, and let me The person around me went to see it secretly, and that person was the master who taught me archery. He looked at it from a distance, and could not hear your conversation. I was afraid that the girl would still tell the truth. Kill people and kill them. “
It turned out that this is the truth. Luoxi originally thought that if she was to know the planner behind the scenes, he would not be allowed to die, but now he really knows this person, but it is pain or pain. Such Zi Nan, or as long as it is Zi Nan, no matter what he did, she couldn’t hate him. In the face of his design, she didn’t even hate it.
Han Zinan said again, “Now, knowing the truth, knowing who I am, and no longer having affection for me, now, it’s all over … Luoxi, Xi’er, since then, you are the long princess, Yan Jing Wife, I am either the princess of Nanping ’s pony, or someone else ’s husband, we … just let it go. “
Luoxi stood behind Zi Nan and burst into tears.
Yan Xiaoting found the door number of the local font, and was close to the door, only to find that the doors and windows were not paper. He moved his head closer to the door, but he could not hear anything. how come? Why can’t you hear anything? As long as they talk, they can always hear a bit of human voice. I was puzzled. On the side of my head, I saw the shop little two who had just gone upstairs and looked at her with displeasure.
Yan Xiaoting blushed and stood up straight, only to see the shop Xiaoer walked towards her step by step, suddenly feeling ashamed, and walked to the stairs on the other side. Unexpectedly, the shop Xiaoer chased it, and lowered her voice at the back, shouting: “Girl, if you don’t keep the shop sharp, please leave.” Xiaoer knew clearly that there was a young woman and a young son inside, and they all looked Whether rich or expensive, he doesn’t care what they do or what the relationship is with this girl, only knows that these two guests can’t offend.
Yan Xiaoting came out of the inn without waiting for Xiao Er to go downstairs, and came to the tea shed opposite, where An An still sat in the old place, and added Ning Ning one.
“How is it? What’s inside?”
Ning Ning also asked: “Why didn’t they come out for so long?”
Yan Xiaoting grimaced and sat down at the tea table. “I don’t know. I finally ran upstairs while the store wasn’t paying attention. I found a room with a local name, but there was no sound in it. Dian Xiaoer came over and suspected that I had eavesdropped and drove me out. This inn was really good, the business was too bad, and the people who came in were staring so tightly. “