Entertainment: From being a child star to becoming a world star

The nurse left the room and silence fell between them.

Haha -

Zheng Xicheng smiled awkwardly.

Dohyun, listen, I'm not trying to lie to you.

"……."

"Do Hyun? younger brother? Hello…？"

Hua Hua Hua -

Do Hyun ignored Jung Hee Sung's call and turned the page.

Because that look was so natural, Zheng Xicheng instantly felt that he really couldn't see Dohyun's eyes.

Well, since you also concealed the name of the disease, let's make it even, right?

Hearing those words, Dohyun raised his head

"I didn't lie."

Zheng Xicheng, who was hurt by those words, shut his mouth obediently.

Seeing Daoxian who started reading again, Zheng Xicheng sighed softly

"I'm not trying to lie to you."

Zheng Xicheng didn't realize that he had the same idea as Daoxian just now.

Zheng Xicheng's eyes were aimed at somewhere in the past

"It’s really no big deal story."

He commented on his past with a sneer.

Jung Hee-sung saw Do-hyun.

Although he was reading with an expressionless face, his lips that were slightly protruding than usual showed that he was in a bad mood.

Although he was acting awkwardly like a child, he was still just now A child who talked about his misfortune calmly.

Zheng Xicheng developed a wonderful curiosity.

After listening to the story, the little guy asked,"If you knew that I was really an insignificant person, would you be disappointed in me?"

He spoke impulsively.

"The violin has been missing for a year."

I know this is childish behavior.

I also know that you are very cold towards the child.

I think it's time to stop, but I still can't.

"Strangely, the more I played the violin, the more uncomfortable I became. At first I thought it was an illusion, but later the doctor stopped letting me play."

Do Hyun, who didn't know that there would be a dark story, looked at Jung Hee Sung in panic.

"Are you laughing?"

Faced with the incomprehensible expression, Dohyun just blinked.

"But in fact these are all excuses."

Zheng Xicheng said softly

"It’s just that I have an opportunity to stop playing."

"Don't you like the violin?"

"Well, it didn’t start because I liked it. Just do it because you have to do it. If you do this, you will get used to it."

Zheng Xicheng's voice was calm and composed, and Daoxian was instantly deceived. Just like Zheng Xicheng told other people's things, he unraveled his own past

"I was hospitalized 4 years ago. I was performing at the time, and suddenly I felt so uncomfortable that I was about to explode. I fainted as soon as the show was over."

Zheng Xicheng looked at Daoxian and smiled secretly.

"But it could also be the violin playing. Haha, it’s hard to believe, right? The doctor said it could be stress. Because I know I'm like this because of the violin, it's hard to continue. The arrogance is gone."

Daoxian listened to his words quietly.

"I didn't mean to lie to you. Just because it doesn't matter. It’s been four years since I started playing as a violinist, and it’s been more than a year since I stopped playing. Because it was in the past, I didn’t say anything. I didn’t expect you to be sad. sorry."

In response to Zheng Xicheng's apology, Daoxian did not answer. Facing the longer and longer silence, Zheng Xicheng became a little anxious inexplicably.

What's wrong with me? It was so chilling.

Zheng Xicheng fell into self-blame, and Daoxian spoke.

"You guessed the wrong person to apologize to."

The incomprehensible words made Zheng Xicheng frown.

"So who should I feel sorry for?"

Zheng Xicheng seemed to have said something aggressively without knowing it, and hurriedly looked at Dohyun's face.

But there was no expression of displeasure or fear on Dohyun's face.

Instead, he looked directly at him with deep black eyes Looking at Zheng Xicheng makes me feel like I have insight into my heart

"I'm crazy."

No matter how much he looks like a little old man, he is only an 8-year-old child.

I thought it was too much and wanted to reflect on myself again, but Dohyun's words stopped the accident.

"elder brother."

The unscrupulous voice was as calm as saying the obvious truth.

"…What?"

"It's the older brother who should feel sorry."

As announced, there was a voice full of conviction.

Daoxian had actually noticed it.

Although he pretended to be happy, he was not as cheerful as he appeared.

That was also because Daoxian was used to reading other people's expressions, but if he During the chat, looking at the eyes that suddenly sunk, I couldn't help but know.

I just felt that my brother was unwilling, so I pretended not to know.

"My brother seems to have no talent for acting."

Zheng Xicheng's face wrinkled with a groan.

"Where have I never been and heard that?!"

Seeing the trembling Jung Hee Sung, Do Hyun seemed to be genuinely surprised and lowered his head.

To be honest, Jeong Hee Sung seemed quite unhappy.

Rather than defending himself, Do Hyun decided to explain why he thought so.

"The expression is perfect. To be honest, I was almost deceived by my brother. But, the eyes. You can tell just by looking at your eyes."

Daoxian looked directly at Zheng Xicheng and said clearly.

Brother, don't you like the violin?

"I said I don't like it"

"If you want to say that, just cover your face and say it."

Hearing Daoxian's firm words, Zheng Xicheng laughed.

"Brother, it's okay to lie, if that makes brother happy. But no."

Daoxian continued calmly.

"I'm sorry if I upset you by saying this, but……"

Dohyun, who spoke slurred words, whispered

"Brother looks very tired."

Hearing those words, Jung Hee Sung stopped. Do Hyun looked at him with eyes full of pure love and worry.

"I don't like my brother working hard."

There is no hypocrisy or false innocence.

Without packaging, Zheng Xicheng took a slow breath in the face of the clear love that came from the head-on collision.

Yes.

Think about it, this little boy started from the first time I showed love to him the moment we met.

Although I thought it was ridiculous, I couldn't refuse him if he came the next day. A strange child.

Reminiscent of my inconspicuous child when I was a child.

I don't want to get closer than a line.

Obviously that's the case.

Zheng Xicheng swept his face and saw Daoxian.

Daoxian carefully observed Zheng Xicheng's eyes.

I don't know what was thinking in that little head, holding all the worries in the world.

Although he didn't speak loudly, I seem to know what Do-hyun is thinking now. Someone is worried that he is more disgusting than imagined.

Zheng Xicheng was suddenly afraid.

Afraid of the blind kindness given to him.

At this time, Do-hyun's little hand was raised to Zheng Xicheng's hand. In that warmth In the atmosphere, Zheng Xicheng was startled.

Except when he supported him for the first time, it was the first time that Daoxian himself came into contact with him.

And that little warmth

"ha."

Unbeknownst to him, the wall gradually collapsed, leaving only the shape of the wall completely collapsed

"Hahaha. Hahaha!"

Zheng Xicheng clasped his little hand behind his back and smiled like a madman.

Did you give me this gift because I'm so pitiful?

"Why did it appear now?"

Hearing the inexplicable words, Daoxian showed a surprised look.

Zheng Xicheng thought what he said was funny and smiled. It seems that the child who complained about living in the hospital all his life has come to an end.

Zheng Xicheng shook his head, as if nothing happened No.

The wall that protected him no longer exists.

But holding the warm little hand, I feel that everything will be fine.

Zheng Xicheng spoke impulsively.

This is a boring history, do you want to hear it?

Hear that sentence , Daoxian nodded. Zheng Xicheng recalled and patted the bed twice with his fingers.

Nothing happened when he fainted for the first time.

Before that, I knew that I was not in good health. That's why I should come. My mood.

I followed the hospital's instructions without any idea and played the violin by myself. The accident happened two years later.

The doctor said it was a suspected rare disease.

Apart from myself, there is only one disease in the world with an unknown cause and no treatment.

That's okay.

Because I thought I did what I had to do.

I thought if this was the outcome for me, I would accept it.

But the doctor advised me to stop playing the violin, and I couldn't just let it go.

"That took up most of my life. Whether you like it or not, you can do it anytime."

He hesitated and confided like a sigh.

"Not good or bad. The violin is just a part of me. My life wouldn't hold up without it. If a part falls off, if nothing happens, it's a lie. But, isn’t everyone like this? You have to live first before you can have the next one. I also thought about it carefully, no matter what, life is more important than the violin"" he shrugged

"Although it sounds grandiose, it is still obvious in the end. Giving up one for the other is something that can't be helped in life. It’s a pity, but there’s nothing we can do about it, right?"

There seemed to be no nostalgia, and his attitude was very relaxed.

Daoxian sighed.

"fraud"

He couldn't hide his eyes before, and this time he couldn't hide the trembling of his fingertips.

You can't lie even if you want to.

He also loved the violin and wanted to hold a bow right away.

Listening to Zheng Xicheng's words, Daoxian had some insights.

The body slumped strangely after acting.

I thought it was just a feeling of loss of strength after being discouraged, but now I seem to understand

"Probably just like my brother who was in poor health when he played the violin, I was like this when I was acting."

If you conduct in-depth research from a scientific perspective, the possibility is slim, but Daoxian always feels that this is the right answer.

Daoxian saw Zheng Xicheng

"Why do you always lie?"

"What? I finally said it was a lie. Why should I lie?"

"That's a lie too."

There are cracks on Jung Hee Sung's face. But Do Hyun can be sure.

Although he knows the fact that if he continues to act, his health will get worse, Do Hyun's acting skills are still very good.

Will he be happy if he lives for a long time without acting?

"impossible."

On the contrary, it will become unfortunate

"how do you know?"

"Because I also have things I like"

"what is that,"

"I like acting. Cry, laugh, get angry, be happy, and be sad like the characters in the book. So filled with all sorts of emotions, it's like becoming another person. He cries and laughs normally...that's the kind of person he is."

Do-hyun who said this bloomed like a painting that came to life.

Jung Hee-sung couldn't help but look at Do-hyun in despair. A child who doesn't express emotions much, but there is a shining light in it.

Jung Hee-sung seemed to have met Do-hyun just now. people

"do you know? The thing I heard most from Benjamin was that today might be the moment. There is a sentence that I never get used to no matter how much I hear it. I just can't get used to that statement. it's natural"

"Do Hyun"

"Whenever people look at my end, the only thing that saves me is my acting skills. That desire is my pillar."

Do Hyun, who looked at Zheng Xicheng, kept saying

"Even if I die tomorrow, I still want to act today. Brother too, right?"

Zheng Xicheng drooled.

"Don't you want to play the violin?"

This was a voice that was sure of what he said without any doubt. Jung Hee-sung couldn't say anything. Do-hyun, who saw Jeong Hee-sung, opened the book in his hand. Do-hyun, who confirmed the opened page, handed the book to Jeong Hee-sung.

Watching Jung Hee Sung take the unexpected book ambiguously, Do Hyun stood up from the chair.

Jung Hee Sung's eyes met Do Hyun's face. Do Hyun stood in a slightly wider position with a nonchalant expression.

In an instant,

Do Hyun's face There was no life in it.

The lusterless eyes exuded a stench like a rotting corpse.