With my new dragon life, I have a lot of juicy friends
The sun rose again on a wonderful day!
I started singing and jumping on my hind legs and greeting the sun
He made me laugh.
HAHAHA HAHAHAHAH HAHAHAH HAHAHAH
HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI HEHEHHHHEEEEEEE.
I was going around in circles and chasing my tail. There was a lollipop in it! You had to catch it.
Mom laughed and sang
POV Rudia :
What a disaster, my daughter has gone completely insane!
I want to cry. And the more I cry, the more she smiles at me, saying "Mommy I love you"... in French and Draconian, a mixture of the two....
Now she talks to the sun and makes tongue noises, she spits, sucks her thumb and sucks rocks.
Now she's trying to suck the poison out of her stinger! She has completely lost control of the poison she synthesizes...
I feel like she's in another world.
She sleeps on half-eaten carcasses and in her excrement.... She says she's on a giant raspberry......
She cruelly slaughtered a rabbit... Even I, a dragon, have never seen so much violence..... She wants to exterminate the family!... What's going on in his head.
The doctor, is hidden in the underground city... The only way out is here. He depends on me for water and food...
I need to talk to him.
Ruby's sick!
My God, ancestors who are in the stars, help me! If I could fix the ship... we could get out of here and go back to our ancestors. Grandmother........ Where are you!?? Help! Help!
Rudia looked at a sculpture of her five-headed grandmother...
Mom, why did you leave me here all these centuries?
GROAAAAAR Ruby, stop whistling............you're destroying my eardrums. You're going to make us spot......
"MAman, I love you and I love your smile..." His eyes weren't aligned....dilated pupils.
She looked at me drooling...a stupid smile.
"Mom, did you see the baby in the sun???????"
He laughs when I sing...
SLAP, Rudia slapped Ruby: "Come back to earth!"
Ruby started jumping and jumping around me.
"AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN! Get me!"
And with horror I saw her jumping into the precipice laughing
Quick, if she twists her neck!
PAF;
BANG
CRASH
She rolled and bounced and hit the walls of the precipice.
Rudia rushed but could not see the state I was in.
I had managed to break my wings... and probably ribs, blood was flowing from my mouth but I was smiling.
"GAhhhhhhhhhhhhh",
"It was great....I love you, Mom..."
Then I closed my eyes, like a broken soft cloth.
Panicked, Rudia lifted me up, seeing my scales scraped by the rocks, my natural instinctive shield not having been put in place, no survival reflexes or stretching my scales and inflating my muscles to absorb shocks.
I let myself die like that.
I was cradled by a non-stop music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xU6uwcnv03A
She drove me crazy, but deep down, was it worse than what I was going through before?
Dropping out of reality was perhaps the ultimate effort of my soul to remain myself even if it meant distorting my reality into a softer one.....
Even in madness, I kept my child's heart....
If I bit into someone, it was a fruit...
Is there anything wrong with eating fruit?
Rudia screamed at Dr. Chlaks who ran up and sat down on his stomach to ask for mercy from the dragon.
My daughter had a terrible accident. Nothing is going to make her completely insane..."
She collapsed in tears in front of the poor man, looking like a Crusoe.
Chlaks: "Oh, my God,
He rushed up and looked at my broken ribs.
"You have to lift her up and put her ribs back in place! I can't do it alone!" Supplative!
Rudia left her anger aside and raised it as the doctor told her.
He slipped and stretched his ribs and we heard a crack.
"We have to make a hole for her here, I have to pass a straw and suck the air between her lungs, one is perforated by a rib. If we don't do anything, all her blood will come out through her nose and she will drown in her blood"
Rudia, "but we're regenerating!"
Doctor: "I noticed but her injury exceeds her ability to regenerate. She's dying now!"
Rudia exploded with grief...
Chlacks wondered how such a cruel monster could have so much love for his little one.
He drew a line on one of the claws: not pushing it any further would kill her!
Rudia, guided by the doctor, made a hole in my side, at the level of the ribs
I woke up for a moment
Rudia: "Don't move, sweetheart!"
Me: "Hihihi, it tickles, hahahahaha and my eyes rolled and I plunged back into my magnificent forest of the fairy valley...
Chlaks found a pipette in the ambulance and sucked in the air and put on a sticky bandage.
My breathing stabilized.
"Now we're going to try to save her wings
Lift it up and we'll fold them up.
He folded my wings and tied them with rope against my back, so I was like a hen, without my front legs or hands, my arms being my wings.
I don't think it's broken, but it's a crack or a good dislocation.
In a week, it will be cured but with its regeneration, tomorrow, it should be fine.
She's solid... but it's her head that worries me.
She becomes schizophrenic and builds another reality.
The two realities are in conflict and everything is distorted.
Your only chance is to stop causing trauma
Rudia: "Like what"?
Chlaks: "Your daughter is a being with abnormal sensitivity. She has a lot of empathy. She feels the suffering of others and has a heart of gold.
The killing of living beings in front of her traumatized her.
She became imbued at birth with kind beings and she must have loved them very much,
You went to look for her but you slaughtered these people who probably had no idea what they were doing. They must have been innocent.
It broke something in his head. A trauma.
It is treatable but these are the most difficult injuries to treat. "
Rudia: "What do you know, you're not in her head!"
"I have treated children traumatized by war and massacres, but Ruby suffers from
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD).
It is an anxiety that is schematically manifested by a tendency of the individual to constantly relive his traumatic experience (hallucinations, nightmares...) and to systematically avoid all stimuli that recall this experience.
Rudia: "What are the effects?"
Chlaks: "Alteration and affective disorders: inhibition, indifference, sadness, pathological need for affection, dependence, irritability, aggressiveness, worry, intense fears related to stimuli in the surrounding environment (e. g. sirens, vehicle noise, etc.), closure to communication, lack of concentration, psychotic attitudes, cases of schizophrenia and autistic attitudes. All of them lead to the ultimate stage: suicide!"
Rudia: "What can we do?"
Doctor:" It's not easy... This is not a human..."
We need a neuro feedback back or EEG, it's a tool in a hospital that scans the brain and analyzes the areas affected by the trauma and sends electroshocks to stimulate other areas and thus review life in a less violent way.
She constantly relives your massacres....
You will have to change your image, finally the image it has of you.
She must see you as a loving and sweet mother.
Don't show her any more blood. Kill your prey out of sight and hearing. Cook the meat or let her cook itself.
A meal should be convivial and not an orgy of violence.
One day, what she did to the rabbit, she'll do to you. Her strength will be increased tenfold, beyond what you can imagine and she will tear you apart by telling you that she loves you... Her madness will affect everything that moves until we stop her or she kills herself.
Rudia: "I wanted to show her and teach her to become a dragoness..."
Doctor: "She would have become one anyway. You must be there to guide her, not to train her. She would have a thousand and one questions to ask you and your role as a mother is to answer her."
What you must also do is not leave her alone. She needs friends, playmates. She must build and rebuild herself.
Acknowledge to her that you have made mistakes, that even if it is irreparable, you have eternity before you to forgive each other.
Share experiences together, share activities, be creative and constructive.
Why don't you go somewhere else? Away from all this violence. Make a fresh start together.
The goal is to create pleasant memories.
The drugs here only drive her down and destroy her mind.
Give her back the joy of life!
Rudia cried and went to rest in her nest, incubating the other 2 eggs still to hatch.
Rudia: "If we keep the drugs going a little longer?"
Doctor: Not only are you putting her in danger, but the eggs could become her next meal if she's careful!"
For her, they are big fruits that only require one thing: To be devoured...
Juicy Mangoes.