LIGHTNOVELONLINE Chapter Five: The Weight of Leadership
A few more days had passed since I woke in this strange, medieval world, still struggling to balance Constantine’s fragmented memories with mine. Every day brought new insights but also new questions. Constantine's life was slowly becoming more apparent, yet the gaps remained frustrating. Today, however, was different —the day of my first meeting with the local lords and advisors. It was a test of leadership, and I couldn’t shake the anxiety gnawing at me as I prepared to face them.
I sat at a heavy wooden table in the sunlit dining chamber, a simple but hearty breakfast spread before me—the aroma of freshly baked bread mingled with the earthy scent of olive oil and herbs. Across from me, Theodora sipped her herbal infusion, watching me with soft concern. Her presence was gentle, but her gaze told me she could sense my unrest.
“The honey is from our hives,” she said, attempting to ease me into conversation. “It’s delightful.”
I nodded absently, pushing the bread around my plate as my mind spiraled. I had been a Despot in the Morea for a few months, but I had only genuinely settled into this role over the last month. There was still so much I didn’t know—so much Constantine’s memories couldn’t provide in full detail. The weight of that knowledge, the responsibility to act on it, had been bearing down on me for days.
I forced a smile in Theodora’s direction. “It’s excellent,” I replied, though I barely tasted it. My thoughts were miles away, circling around the looming meeting with the local lords and the weight of what they would expect from me.
She reached across the table, her fingers lightly brushing mine. “You seem distant again,” she observed softly. “Is something troubling you?”
I took a breath, glancing into her concerned eyes. “It’s just the usual matters—affairs of state. Nothing you need to worry about,” I said, though my words felt thin. How could I explain that I was still an outsider, drowning in memories not my own?
A knock at the door interrupted us, and *George Sphrantzes* entered, bowing deeply. "My Despot," he said, his tone respectful. “The council is assembled and awaits your presence. The local lords are eager for your insights.”
I stood, grateful for the distraction, but expectation still pressed heavily on my shoulders. “Duty calls,” Theodora said softly, offering me a supportive and knowing smile.
With a nod, I followed George out of the chamber. The stone corridor echoed with our footsteps, and I could sense George’s curiosity as we walked. His glances were brief, but I knew he was trying to read me, trying to understand whats wrong with me.
“You seem... different today, my Despot,” George ventured cautiously. “Is everything well?”
I nodded, though I wasn’t entirely sure. “These are challenging times,” I replied carefully. “I’ve been reflecting on our position—our holdings, our future.”
George nodded thoughtfully. “Indeed, Elis and Arcadia holds great potential, but there are weaknesses. The Ottomans watch us closely, and the local nobility is still... adjusting to your rule. Not to mention your brothers...”
His words were a reminder of how little time I had truly spent here. Though I had been named Despot a few months ago, I had only recently begun to settle into my position. The lords had yet to see much of me, and today’s meeting would be their first real opportunity to gauge me as a leader.
We arrived at the doors of the council chamber, the murmur of voices beyond falling silent as George pushed them open. Inside, the gathered lords and advisors turned to face me, their expressions a mix of curiosity and expectation. Some offered respectful nods, while others merely watched, waiting to see what kind of man I truly was.
I took my seat at the head of the table, my heart pounding as I met their gazes. *This is it.* They didn’t know me, not yet. I would need to tread carefully, to use the knowledge I had from Constantine’s memories without revealing my uncertainties.
“Gentlemen,” I began, letting my voice carry across the room, “as you know, I was appointed Despot of the Morea several months ago. However, I’ve only just begun to fully settle here over the last month or so.” I allowed my gaze to sweep the room, seeing their curiosity deepen. “Today, I ask for your reports and insights. Together, we will chart the best course for the prosperity and safety of this region.”
George nodded in approval before stepping forward. “My Despot, Elis and Arcadia are rich in resources, but vulnerable. Our villages have suffered poor harvests this season, the roads are in disrepair, and our defenses at *Clermont Castle* are weakening.”
Leaning forward, I surveyed the council chamber. Sunlight streamed through high windows, illuminating dust motes that danced above the polished table. The faces of the gathered lords were etched with concern, lines deepening around their eyes.
"Tell me of our realm," I said, my voice steady but edged with urgency. "How many souls inhabit our lands? How does our treasury fare?"
Nikolas, his hands clasped tightly before him, glanced at Markos. "Despot," he began, his voice gravelly with age, "we reckon between sixty and eighty thousand souls dwell within Elis and Arcadia. Many seek work elsewhere, so numbers shift like sand."
Markos shifted in his seat, the young lord's brow furrowed. "The late rains have cursed us," he said quietly. "Harvests fail, and our coffers feel the strain. We've but 15,000 silver stavrata and 2,000 gold ducats remaining. If the drought holds..."
An uneasy silence fell. I could feel the weight of their unspoken fears, the desperation that clung to the air like a damp fog. My gaze swept the room, noting the downcast eyes, the subtle tension in their shoulders.
George then added: “The treasury has another 2000 gold ducats, my Despot”
I nodded, processing the information. The population wasn’t large, and the drop in profits was significant, but not disastrous. It was something we could manage—if we took the right steps. “We need to focus on stabilizing the harvests,” I said. “If the drought worsens, what measures can we take to ensure water reaches the fields?”
George leaned forward. “We have water mills in some areas, but many villages are relying on outdated methods. We could allocate resources to repair and expand the water mills.”
“Good,” I said, feeling a flicker of confidence. “Let’s start with the villages most affected. Allocate resources to strengthen their irrigation systems. We can’t afford another poor harvest next year.”
The lords exchanged approving nods. It wasn’t a radical plan, but it was practical—a step toward ensuring stability in a time of uncertainty.
“What about the roads?” I asked, turning to Markos. “You mentioned they’re in disrepair.”
Markos nodded. “Yes, Despot. The roads between Clermont and the smaller villages have become difficult to traverse, especially for merchants. Trade has slowed as a result.”
I considered that. Trade was essential, both for the economy and for keeping the region connected. “We’ll prioritize repairing the main trade routes. Start with the roads between Clermont and the larger towns. Once that’s done, we’ll focus on the more remote areas.”
There was a murmur of agreement around the table. It was another practical solution, and one that wouldn’t stretch our resources too thin.
George cleared his throat. “There is also the matter of defense, Despot. The western walls of Clermont Castle are weakening, and our patrols along the borders are sparse. There have been minor skirmishes with bandits, but nothing major—yet.”
I frowned. The memories of Constantine’s military knowledge stirred in my mind. The Clermont wall defenses were crucial, but so were the borders. The Ottomans loomed like a shadow over this region, and I knew from history what was coming.
“We need to strengthen both,” I said, my voice firm. “Reinforce the western walls immediately, but don’t neglect the borders. Increase the number of patrols along the key routes, and make sure we have enough men to handle any raids.”
George nodded approvingly. “A wise decision, Despot.”
I glanced around the table, seeing a mixture of relief and approval in the faces of the lords. They had expected leadership, and while my solutions weren’t revolutionary, they were grounded in practicality. It was enough for now.
“There’s one more thing I’ll need,” I said, leaning back in my chair. “I want detailed reports on the population, the current state of the villages, and our trade deals. I need to know exactly what we’re working with if we’re to make the right decisions going forward.”
Nikolas nodded. “We’ll have those reports compiled for you, Despot.”
I gave a small nod, feeling the tension in the room ease slightly. The meeting had gone rather well, but the pressure was far from over. There was still so much to do, and every decision I made felt like it was being scrutinized, weighed against the expectations of the man they thought I was.
The rest of the meeting passed with discussions of smaller issues—minor adjustments to agricultural planning, trade routes, and village patrols. The lords seemed comfortable with the direction I was taking, and for now, that was enough.
As the meeting adjourned, the lords rose and filed out of the chamber, offering respectful nods as they departed. George lingered behind, waiting until the others had left before approaching me.
“You handled that well,” he said quietly. “Your decisions were clear, and the lords respect that.”
I nodded, though the weight of it all still pressed down on me. “