Chapter 57 - White peach dream (1)
Guan Haishan ran up the back mountain in one breath.
This is the first day she came to this Ruyi Village where birds don’t poop. Except for Bai Taotao’s house, which is the back mountain… She is a little familiar with it, after all, she came here in the afternoon.
She whimpered and sat on the grass with her knees tucked, thinking absentmindedly about her own thoughts.
Since when has Song Zhihe… changed?
Song rank is two years older than her, and Song rank has been with her since Guan Haishan could remember. She spent a very happy childhood with Song Zhi and her brother Guan Hailong.
The good times didn’t last long, and her mother passed away.
Since her father married her stepmother, her brother Guan Hailong and the son Fang Shenghao brought by her stepmother didn’t deal with it, and the family became smoky.
Fortunately, she has Song Zhi.
Song Zhi treated her much better than her own brother.
He promised her all unreasonable conditions, pampered her and used her, just like when her mother was still alive.
Once, Guan Haishan got angry with her stepmother and wanted to drag Song zhi to lie on the track when she got angry… She even said harshly that if he didn’t accompany her, she would go alone.
Song Zhi was silent for a long time and went with her.
In the middle of the night, two little people lay side by side on the rails, feeling the light trembling and vibration on the rails as the train got closer and closer.
She heard Song Zhi’s weak whimper.
Song Zhi’s fear and pain made her feel inexplicably happy.
On the one hand, she looked down on Song zhi’s weakness, and imagined that if the one lying beside her was not Song zhi, but her stepmother or her stepmother’s pair of children, would they also cry out of fear? On the one hand, because of Song Zhi’s company, she became not afraid of death.
The train came whizzing by.
Guan Haishan’s heart is full of revenge for her stepmother – she has left a suicide note to her father, stating that she and Song zhi were forced to death by her stepmother!
Thinking of his father pampering his stepmother as usual, suddenly one day, he learns that his own daughter was killed by the woman he loves, and the neighbors around him point out…
Hehe, can he continue to dote on that woman, as well as the son and the daughter born by that woman?
Guan Haishan resolutely enjoyed the impending death with a stirring mood.
At the critical moment, Song Zhi took her down the gravel road.
The sharp rubble scratched them both from top to bottom, scarred and blood dripping…
Guan Haishan woke up.
The happiness and joy of the rest of her life made her cry while holding Song zhi. All the fear, grievance, anger, and hatred seemed to dissipate, and she finally became happy.
However, Song Zhi’s body was stiff.
It was almost from then on that Song Zhi began to alienate her.
He studied hard. When he was in the second and third grade of elementary school, he went to the workers’ library to read every day after school, and stayed until 10:30 at night before returning when the library closed… Guan Haishan was already asleep by then.
He ate a few mouthfuls of leftovers indiscriminately, and found a place to nest in the Guan’s living room for the night.
The next morning, Song Zhi got up at 5:30. He went to the kitchen to get some leftovers and fried them to eat. He went out before dawn, went for a run in the park and endorsed his book, and went straight to school at 8:00.
At that time, Guan Haishan didn’t know that Song zhi was hiding from her, she just thought that he wanted to study hard, get ahead, and then mad at his stepmother and Fang Shenghao.
Guan Haishan is still very happy to see this kind of situation, so she usually doesn’t hit Song rank, but when Song rank goes home during the festival, she pulls her to experience all kinds of near-death experiences again.
Drowning, hanging, jumping off cliffs…
She tried all of them with Song zhi.
– Every time she did this, she wrote a suicide note saying that she was forced to death by her stepmother. She would also mention in the suicide note that Song zhi was also killed by her stepmother. Song Zhi is not Guan Qingbai’s child. If Song Zhi also died, Guan Qingbai would not be able to explain it like Song Zhi’s father.
This is also the reason why Guan Haishan pulls Song Zhi to death every time.
But every time she committed suicide, she would always be rescued by Song Zhi at the last critical moment.
As you get older…
She had a subtle emotional change towards Song Zhi.
Song Zhi is often the hero who saves her from dire straits.
These near-death experiences and Song zhi’s redemption resolved the depression in her heart and made her feel completely empty.
Song Zhi became more and more silent.
Ah, yes, it seems… he seems to have told her many times that he doesn’t want to die, and he doesn’t like to experience these perverted feelings.
what did she say?
like-
She said, “Brother, so you… want me to die silently? It doesn’t matter, you don’t have to worry about me, I can be with my mother when I die. My mother will love me, take good care of me, and will It doesn’t matter if I’m happy or not…”
She was very smart and knew that Song Zhi couldn’t refuse every time she brought her deceased mother out.
Over time, Song zhi became more and more silent, and he was dead all day long; and Guan Haishan seemed to be used to Song zhi’s silence – anyway, he always stayed within her reach, anyway, he would always make her wish.
Until today, Song zhi told her personally that he fell in love with another girl? Does he want to get rid of her completely?
Guan Haishan closed her eyes.
-No! She will never accept it!
Song rank belongs to her, before, now, and in the future!
The sky is getting darker and the temperature in the mountains is getting colder.
Guan Haishan pondered, thinking about what she would do next.
She felt that the easiest way was to find Bai Taotao directly and let her leave Song Zhi.
But the problem is that Ruyi Village is Bai Taotao’s home, so it is impossible for her to leave Song zhi; and now that Song rank is living in Bai Taotao’s house, it is too unrealistic to let Bai Taotao leave.
Then, it is also a good way to let Song Zhi return to the city, so that he and Bai Taotao will be separated naturally.
But the problem is, she has no way to go back to the city for Song zhi at all – her brother also forced Fang Shenghao to change his place in the city by fighting with Fang Shenghao and deliberately breaking his leg.
What can she do?
The weather was getting colder and colder, Guan Haishan stroked her arm and looked at the woods shrouded in twilight…
A thought came to her mind:
Song zhi, you want to get rid of me, don’t you?
Then I will die for you to see…
If I die, can you still like other women with peace of mind? If I die, it will be the guilt that you can’t forgive yourself for the rest of your life!
Guan Haishan stood up, endured the fear in her heart, and walked towards the depths of the jungle.
But the Taotao family ate dinner absentmindedly…
Braised braised pork with chestnuts is of course delicious, but Guan Haishan just ran out like this, which is still very worrying.
Tang Liren, “Haishan…he’s still quite headstrong!”
Bai Zhenggan, “Song zhi, this is not a joke, let’s go get her back!”
Tan Fenghui said, “Yes, there are not only wild beasts in the back mountain, but also traps made by hunters. It’s not fun to fall into a trap!”
Liu Xuexu, “Then why don’t I go find her! After all, I came out with her. If something happened to her, I wouldn’t be able to tell Uncle Guan…”
Bai Xingxing, “I’m going to go after dinner. Is it easy for people to cook?”
Song Zhi’s face was ashen, “Don’t go! You can’t get used to her.”
Everyone looked at each other.
He ate a few mouthfuls of rice like chewing wax, and then looked at Tao Tao.
Tao Tao also looked at him curiously.
Song Zhi suddenly put down the tableware and grabbed Tao Tao’s hand.
There were thin calluses on her palm, and her fingers were slender, soft, and warm. He held it tightly, which seemed to give him… the courage to recall the past.
Song Zhi decided to tell the Bai family about his childhood.
He spoke slowly—
Guan Haishan’s personality is very contradictory. On the one hand, she is very arrogant. In front of others, she always looks like she doesn’t care about losing, and she can’t say anything to refuse. On the other hand, she is very keen to punish herself by hurting herself. other people.
That’s why, no matter what her stepmother said to her, she would say yes. But when she turned her head, she secretly hated her stepmother’s partiality and oppression…
Her arrogance made it impossible for her to complain to her father, so her way of resisting was to hurt herself and make those who love her sad.
This trend has been manifested since she was very young.
For the first time, Guan Haishan took Song Zhi to lie on the rail.
Song Zhi was still very young at that time, only eight or nine years old. He could also see that Guan Haishan’s stepmother was really partial, and Guan Haishan was unhappy all day long. Song Zhi tried to imitate her adoptive mother Jiang Qin to treat Guan Haishan, and persuaded her when she showed world-weariness.
Unexpectedly, she threatened him with death and forced him to go to bed with her.
At a critical juncture, Song Zhi pulled her to escape, but because of this, he also had the intention of retreating.
But Guan Haishan seems to have fallen in love with such a game.
The second time, she pulled Song Zhi to jump the building—the two climbed to the highest building nearby. On the roof of the sixth floor, she drew a picture of a hopscotch with chalk on the narrow concrete fence wall, and then Covering my eyes with a handkerchief, I climbed up, hopscotch on it…
It was also Song Zhi who grabbed her—
He wanted to pull her up, but she wanted to fall down with him!
In the end, it was Song zhi’s ruthlessness that pulled her back and saved himself.
The third time, she found a knife and two tin buckets, filled the buckets with water, let Song zhi and her sit in a bucket, and cut their wrists.
Song Zhi couldn’t do anything anyway…
It was Guan Haishan, she took the knife and slashed deeply on Song zhi’s wrist without hesitation, and then slashed her own wrist fiercely—
Fortunately, because of her young age, Guan Haishan did not know where the carpal artery was. Although the incision was deep, it was not fatal.
It was also Song Zhi who climbed out of the tin bucket with his **** hands, and stumbled to the adults to ask for help…
Having said that, Song Zhi let go of Taotao’s hand, unbuttoned his shirt on his right wrist, raised his cuff, and put his hand on the table again.
Everyone could clearly see the slanting and shocking scar on his right wrist.
Tang Liren felt distressed all of a sudden, reached out and touched the scar on Song zhi’s wrist lightly, and asked, “Does it still hurt?”
Tan Fenghui also said softly: “It’s been so many years and the scar is still so obvious… I think the wound must have been deep at the beginning, right?”
Song Zhi’s eyes turned red.
He was silent for a long time.
Tao Tao took the initiative to hold his hand.
Song Zhi looked at Tao Tao.
Tao Tao’s hands were too slender and weak. But her hand has been showing an endless stream of warmth, slowly warming his hand, and it seems to follow his arm directly to his heart.
He whimpered in a low voice, “I was terrified at the time, and I felt…it hurts. But I don’t have a mother, and my father doesn’t care about me. I don’t know who to talk to…I don’t even dare to cry because I’m a boy. …”
Tang Liren couldn’t hold back her tears, “Poor baby! Song zhi, if you are wronged in the future, you can tell me, and I will make the decision for you, you know?”
– Song Zhi has seen how much Tang Liren protects her cubs.
He has envied the children of the Bai family more than once, how lucky he is to have such a hardworking and fierce mother!
Now, Tang Liren treats him completely as a mother…
Song Zhi’s heart burst in an instant, tears rushed out of his eyes, but he was desperately holding back.
He gritted his teeth and nodded, trying to squeeze a smile at Tang Liren, but he couldn’t smile no matter what…
Tang Liren felt even more distressed, “Don’t cry! You have already passed the hard days, and you will have good days left in the future!”
Bai Zhenggan thought about it for a long time, and said in a low voice, “I can’t believe that this girl is young and has a lot of fame… From this point of view, I really can’t get used to her too much!”
Liu Xuexu was shocked!
He looked at Song zhi’s pained appearance and murmured, “Brother Song zhi, so you… I, we all thought you liked Hai Shan, and silently liked her for many years, so you…”
Song Zhi, “I wish I could stay far away from her and never have any contact in this life.”
Bai Zhengqian pondered for a long time and clapped, “That’s what I said, but we can’t let a city girl run into the jungle alone in the middle of the night, after all, she doesn’t know how scary the forest at night is! Let’s eat quickly and finish eating. Fan to get her back… Then Song zhi and Xiao Liu, you two send Guan Haishan back to Kyoto!”
“I am writing a letter in the name of the party secretary of Ruyi Village, and you two will send it to her father, if Guan Haishan’s father still ignores Guan Haishan…”
“Although I am an ordinary person, Bai Zhengqian, I also covered some comrades before liberation. Now, many of those comrades are qualified as internal consultants. If Guan Qingbai still doesn’t discipline or restrain his daughter, don’t blame me. !”
Everyone was silent.
Everyone bowed their heads and ate.
Taotao also eats slowly with her rice bowl in her hands, but she is secretly communicating with Little Grape.
Taotao, [Little Grape, can you help me find out where Guan Haishan has gone? 】
Little Grape, [Tao Tao, you mean, the bald head who broke into the back mountain? 】
Taotao, [Mmmm, it’s her! 】
Little Grape, [She is walking deep into the jungle. 】
Taotao, [Little Grape, is there a beast nearby? 】
Little Grape, [No, no, the rain is good this year, and the forest has a bumper harvest. The berries and all kinds of wild fruits are growing very well, supporting many herbivores, and the food for carnivores is also very sufficient, so I don’t care about making troubles in the village! 】
Tao Tao sighed in relief.
After thinking for a while, she asked Little Grape again, [Little Grape, are there any hallucinogenic plants in the jungle? 】
This time, Little Grape took a while to answer, [Tao Tao, I can’t answer you this question. I asked my grandfather just now, and he said that there are hallucinogenic plants, such as poisonous mushrooms and marijuana, but these are poisonous to people and may kill people. 】
Tao Tao was taken aback, [No no no, I just hope that Guan Haishan can have a few dreams. And, can I control her dreams? I don’t want her to die
After a long period of time, Little Grape replied, [Tao Tao, the old man said that there is a dead forest in the east of the dense forest, and a large forest once died in it. The smell of decayed trees can put a person in a coma. The bald girl can be led there, but not in the depths, or she may die from inhaling too much poisonous odor! 】
Taotao hurriedly asked again, [Then can she dream? 】
Little Grape, [Grandpa said, bald girls will definitely dream. As long as you pass out in a coma near the poisonous forest, whether it is a human or an animal, you will have dreams, and there is a high chance that you will have nightmares. However, our plants cannot control her dreams. This is mainly to see her, it should be what she is most afraid of, what she will dream of. 】
Taotao, [Little Grape, I want to trouble Grandpa, can you find a way to lead Guan Haishan to the vicinity of the poisonous forest? But pay attention to her safety, don’t let her go too deep, I want to find an opportunity to guide her to dream. 】
Little Grape replied, [Tao Tao, I have already told the grandfather, and the old grandfather said, no problem, because the bald girl was originally going in that direction. 】
Tao Tao understood, [Little Grape, thank you! Please also thank you grandpa for me! I’ll find her later, and I’ll have to trouble you to show me the way! 】
Little Grape, [Okay, Taotao, I like you so much. 】
The Taotao family finished their meal in silence.
Xing Xing quickly packed up her tableware and chopsticks, Tao Tao ran outside the yard and shouted at the second uncle’s family at the foot of the mountain…
Then Bai Zhenggan was left at home to take care of his three grandchildren, and Huzi was left at home; the others all put on thick clothes, and took the tools that were handy, the flashlight, the torch, and the other one. Dogs, all went out the door.
At the intersection, the family waited for the second uncle’s family.
The second uncle’s family asked about the situation, and then formed a team with the Dafang family.
The eldest brother and sister-in-law of the army; the team of Aimin and Xingxing; the team of Tang Liren, Tan Fenghui; the second uncle and the sister of Caixia; the team of Song Zhi and Taotao and Liu Xuexu…
The five teams went up the back mountain together, and then proceeded separately according to different routes.
Tao Tao got the guidance of the old grandfather, and led Song Zhi and Liu Xuexu slowly towards the direction of the poisonous forest.
Along the way, Taotao didn’t say a word, while Liu Xuexu kept talking to Song zhi—
Liu Xuexu, “Brother Song Zhi, do you really… don’t like Hai Shan?”
Song Zhi didn’t say a word, with an angry look on his face.
Liu Xuexu, “But Hai Shan keeps saying, you will marry her… Actually, it’s not that no one pursues her, but she rejects all others, saying that she will only accept you, and she always says that you two will get married soon… “
Song Zhi couldn’t help but rebel against the first army, “What about you? You are willing to travel long distances to accompany her across half a country to come here, and have been wandering for more than a month… You also like her very much, right?”
Liu Xuexu, “No, I quarreled with my mother. I was mad at my mother, and I knew that Hai Shan was going to go away, so I came with her!”
Song Zhi glanced at Taotao and said to Liu Xuexu, “Then you have eaten and lived with her along the way, are you not interested in her?”
Liu Xuexu was anxious, “I, I didn’t!”
Song Zhi said in a tone full of warning: “Kuan Haishan’s attitude towards me is up to her. Anyway, I don’t have a positive opinion of her. You can’t guess my attitude just because of her attitude.”
“It’s like your attitude towards Guan Haishan, which depends on your performance. I don’t actually care if you and her are in love, but your performance does make me think you like her, otherwise you wouldn’t be for her. Go thousands of miles. But I respect your attitude, and since you didn’t say that you like her, I wouldn’t think so either.”
Liu Xuexu: …
He lowered his head and said dejectedly, “Brother Song Zhi, I know… I’m sorry, I won’t say this again in the future.”
Tao Tao glanced at Song Zhi again.
—But you didn’t say that in front of me!
Song Zhi avoided Tao Tao’s gaze.
He thought to himself: Fortunately, it was dark, Tao Tao should not have seen him blushing.
Tao Tao led Song Zhi and Liu Xuexu, and under the guidance of the old grandfather, they finally gradually approached the poisonous forest.
Song Zhi grabbed her and said, “I can’t go any further.”
Tao Tao was stunned.
In fact, Song Zhi didn’t leave the forest, but his subconscious mind told him that it was very dangerous here.
At this time, Tao Tao heard the voice of the old man, [Tao Tao, you have arrived near the poisonous forest, and the bald girl fainted, just thirty steps away from you. In this range, she will be fine. At dawn tomorrow, she will wake up. 】
Tao Tao, [Thank you, grandpa! 】
The old grandfather explained again and again, [Tao Tao, don’t go in there any longer! 】
Taotao once again thanked the grandfather—
At this time, Song Zhi held her hand and wanted to take her away from there.
Of course Tao Tao doesn’t want it!
She pretended to drag two steps, was staggered by Song Zhi, and then flopped—
Uh, Tao Tao failed to fall to the ground.
Because Song Zhi firmly hugged her waist? !
Taotao had an idea and said with a weeping voice, “Song zhi, I twisted my foot… it hurts so much.”
The girl’s tender resentment made Song Zhi feel hot.
He simply handed the flashlight to Liu Xuexu, and then hugged Tao Tao horizontally.
Tao Tao said aggrievedly: “Let’s go to the side to rest for a while and then go, okay?”
Song Zhi couldn’t refuse at all, “Okay!”
So he hugged Taotao, found a relatively gentle flat ground, knelt down on one knee, and carefully placed Taotao on the ground.
Liu Xuexu: Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu()
Song Zhi also wanted to take off Taotao’s shoes and socks and check her injuries.
Peach hides for life – just kidding! She wasn’t hurt at all!
“Why are you looking at my feet, I haven’t washed my feet today! Besides, I don’t really care, just rest for a while.” Tao Tao got angry.
Song Zhi had to give up.
So all three of them sat on the floor.
According to the guidance of nearby spiritual plants, Taotao soon found Guan Haishan lying in the grass not far away. She pondered and tried hard to inject the spiritual power in her body into Guan Haishan, who was thirty or forty meters away.
-Mei Zong has a kung fu called Xiangnu’s Dream, which is a secret that Mei Zong does not pass down.
To put it bluntly, when the disciples of Mei Zong took a fancy to the new cauldron, but couldn’t seduce the opponent or beat the opponent, they could use this trick on the opponent.
To put it a little more plainly, the disciples of Mei Zong can weave a spring | dream for each other.
There is no other purpose, only to let Luding fight with himself for hundreds of rounds in his dream… When he wakes up, he will use the spell of charm again. The other party will preconceived that he has thoughts every day and dreams at night, and in the end, he can get twice the result with half the effort and can be easily captured.
Of course, Tao Tao also knows this skill, but she has only played against her seniors and sisters before.
Because performing this technique requires a lot of spiritual power, Tao Tao did not dare to leave Song zhi, so she rested her head on Song zhi’s shoulder and absorbed the spiritual energy from him.
After a while, Taotao’s spiritual power accurately detected Guan Haishan and invaded Guan Haishan’s dream.
As the grandfather said, Guan Haishan had already started to have nightmares.
Guan Haishan’s dream is very dark.
In a dimly lit environment, the elder brother with a miserable expression, Fang Shenghao, a teenager watching the play with a sneer, the father with a blurred face, the stepmother with a sinister expression and a malicious smile on his lips, and the seemingly innocent and cute Stepsister with a bad stomach…
Only the young Song Zhi is the only bright color in Guan Haishan’s nightmare.
He was wearing white clothes and blue trousers, with a bright red scarf tied around his chest, his eyes bright and his smile clean.
As soon as the scene changed, Guan Haishan dragged Song Zhi and ran to the roof of a high-rise building, then took out chalk, drew a few lines on the concrete guardrail, and said with a smile, “Brother, we’ll be here later. Hopscotch, cover your eyes!”
Song Zhi, “Haishan, we don’t want to do this… It’s very dangerous, you will die if you fall!”
Guan Haishan, “It doesn’t matter brother, death is not terrible.”
Song Zhi, “No, death is terrible, I don’t want to die!”
Guan Haishan, “You are not afraid of death! You are just like me… We have all lost our mother, only our father is left. But our father doesn’t care about our life or death… So brother, don’t be afraid, if we fall… they will I regret not cherishing us well.”
Song Zhi, “When a person dies, nothing is left…”
Guan Haishan, “Song zhi, if my mother knows that you have been with me all the time, she will be very happy! You also know that my mother loves you very much, she loves you, even more than me and my brother…”
Song Zhi was silent.
Bai Taotao frowned, then watched Guan Haishan take out a handkerchief, blindfolded Song zhi’s eyes, then led Song zhi to the cement platform and said, “Brother, you climb up now, at my order. Down… hopscotch. Don’t be afraid, if you fall, I’ll jump with you.”
Song zhi, who was blindfolded, hugged the cement table and didn’t move for a long time.
Guan Haishan, “Brother, hurry up!”
Song Zhi, “Haishan, let’s go home!”
“There’s no home anymore,” Guan Haishan said, “…when we die, mother will come to pick us up. Mother loves us very much, don’t you remember?”
Song Zhi desperately shook his head.
Bai Taotao couldn’t stand it anymore, she stepped forward and tore off the handkerchief covering Song zhi’s eyes, and shouted to him, “Run! Run as far as you want! Stay away from her in the future… Never get close to her, never get along with her. She’s coming and going, run!”
The young Song Zhi held the handkerchief that was torn off by Bai Taotao, and looked at the fairy who appeared in the sky, wearing a fluttering white gauze in ancient costumes.
“Quick-run!” Tao Tao shouted loudly.
The young Song Zhi turned around and ran!
Guan Haishan couldn’t see the existence of Bai Taotao, but was very surprised Song zhi fled, she screamed, “Song zhi, you coward! You coward! Why did you run away? My mother will punish you! Her spirit in the sky will definitely punish you. yours!”
Tao Tao felt Guan Hai Shan’s dream and frowned.
She took a few breaths and returned to the real world.
Song Zhi was stroking Tao Tao’s head again and again like he was coaxing a child to sleep.
Tao Tao felt very comfortable and couldn’t help but ask Song zhi, “Song zhi, Guan Haishan has always wanted to die since she was young. Is she sick?”
Song Zhi thought for a moment, “Maybe.”
“My adoptive mother is a very gentle and kind woman, but her character… is also a bit indescribable. Her aesthetic is very strange, and she likes anything that represents depression, decline, dying or already dead. I remember she was just born The dead pink hairless mouse was put into a glass bottle, and the mouth of the bottle was tied with a beautiful ribbon, which was used as a decoration in the room… In addition, there were the skull of the macaque, the feces of the snake, and the Broken snail shells and stuff, she used them as treasures.”
“When I was a child, my aesthetics were once biased, I really thought that such things were beautiful, and then…it was corrected by society, and I realized that those things that made me feel uncomfortable were not beautiful. It turns out that my aesthetics are not the same as ordinary people. People are no different…but this cognitive process is very painful, and it is almost regarded as a monster…”
“Actually, I always thought that my adoptive mother might have some mental… problems, and it seems that Guan Haishan’s extremeness seems to have been inherited from her mother, which is why I have tolerated her in the past.” Song Zhi Tell the truth.
Taotao thought for a while, and then asked Song Zhi, “Can you help me think about the best or worst situation for Guan Haishan in the future? Let’s talk about the worst first. She is so desperate to use her own death to kill her. Punishing others… if she died, her father would be really sad? Would he really feel guilty?”
Tao Tao wants to weave dreams for Guan Haishan, deduce her life for Guan Haishan, and let her see whether her death is worth it.
But Taotao doesn’t know Guan Haishan’s family and growing environment.
Song Zhi, “Before Guan Haishan’s mother died, He had already broken up with her father. Her father had never cared about her and Guan Hailong since childhood, and really lacked attention to their brothers and sisters… But for more than ten years, their brothers and sisters A lot of things have come out, and I feel that her father is… always enduring.”
“If Guan Haishan really dies, I’m afraid her father’s greatest feeling is relief. I don’t think he will feel guilty. It was always Guan Haishan’s wishful thinking.”
Liu Xuexu couldn’t help but said: “And everyone in our courtyard thinks that Hai Shan is actually quite sad… In fact, she is still very spiritual in art, but that is, she can’t calm down to create well, but she has been Living in hatred… My mother has said many times that Hai Shan’s paintings are the most spiritual among our younger generation. It’s a pity that every time she paints, she is the head of a dragon and the tail of a mouse. The trifles are interfering with…”
Peach has an idea.
She began to weave dreams for Guan Haishan.
Not far away, Guan Haishan, who was lying in the grass and fell into a coma, was breathing rapidly.
– Guan Haishan dreamed that she was standing on top of a snow-capped mountain inexplicably, looking at the majestic sky, the majestic snow-capped mountains, and feeling the cold breath of ice and snow. She was extremely shocked, thinking how could there be such a beautiful scene in the world? !
At this moment, she can’t wait to take out the pen and paper immediately and put all these beautiful scenery into the brush.
However, she shouted, “I want to make all of you regret it! Dad! You will regret it, you have not treated me well! Song zhi, you will also regret it! Brother! Brother, you will too! regret…”
After saying that, she jumped up—
Guan Haishan shouted in her heart: No! No no no! I don’t want to die! It’s so beautiful here. I want to paint this scenery…
She fell hard into the snow and lost consciousness.
When she opened her eyes again, Guan Haishan found herself in the mourning hall? !
The mourning hall resounded with sadness and music. There was a circle of flowers around the coffin in the center. Fruits were offered on the table. Next to the fruit plate, there was a black and white photo of Guan Haishan? ? ?
Guan Haishan was stunned.
Is she dead?
A group of relatives and friends dressed in plain clothes, with black gauze on their arms, were filing in from the outside. They lined up, circled the coffin, bowed to the coffin under the arrangement of the master of ceremonies, and finally lined up to leave the mourning hall.
Guan Haishan was stunned.
She heard the conversation between her father, stepmother, and stepsister—
Stepsister, “This annoying spirit is finally dead! Fortunately, she didn’t break her promise, she finally committed suicide! From now on, the world is finally at peace!”
Stepmom, “Have! I won’t let you say that about your sister!”
Father, “Alright, alright, Hai Fu is still young, why are you yelling at her? By the way, Hai Fu, are you ready for that competition?”
Stepsister, “Not ready! Unless…my mom and dad are there! When I’m performing on stage, I can only play well when I see my mom and dad are there! Otherwise, I’m definitely not playing well!”
Stepmother, “Oh, you child, your father is busy with work, I can go!”
Father, “It doesn’t matter, this is the most important game for Hai Fu, and I will definitely be there!”
Stepsister, “Really? Thanks Daddy! Daddy I love you! Mommy I love you!”
Stepmother, “You really don’t have any skills, you just have a sweet mouth! Oh, it’s already too late to go home and make dinner…”
Father, “Let’s go out to eat, let’s go to the restaurant! Hai Fu is going to participate in the competition soon, let her eat something good…”
The family of three walked away laughing and joking.
Guan Haishan suddenly widened her eyes.
-how come? She’s already dead, and her father… doesn’t care at all? What she wanted to see was that her father was holding her portrait and wept bitterly, accusing her stepmother of treating her harshly, and immediately divorced her stepmother, where was the scene where her stepmother took her stepsister to get out of the way? ? ?
At this time, Guan Hailong and Song Zhi also walked towards the door while talking.
Guan Hailong, “What are your plans?”
Song Zhi, “I will arrange the marriage first… I always had to worry about Hai Shan’s emotions before. I have delayed others for many years, and now I have no worries. I will make up for a wedding first, and then I will slowly compensate her. …And you?”
Guan Hailong, “To tell you the truth, I’m really relieved! All these years, in order to comfort Haishan and help her clean up the mess, I’ve been exhausted. I’m tired, really tired… Now I’m relieved, I I can finally… find someone to become a family and live the rest of my life well…”
Guan Haishan was shocked and angry!
—Is this the real brother and godfather she relies on?
They also… find her annoying? ? ?
Guan Haishan has six gods and no masters.
She always felt that her life and death was the trump card she held tightly in her hand, which could threaten the people around her every minute and make those who care about her feel uncomfortable…
But she never thought that no one was hurt by her death, but everyone was relieved?
After Guan Hailong and Song Zhi left the mourning hall, others also filed out.
Walking behind were Liu Xuexu’s mother and the others. They were old friends of Guan Haishan’s mother. They were all top students in art, and some of them had gone abroad for further study.
Only to hear Liu’s mother sigh: “I am really distressed… Jiang Qin is such a spiritual painter! Hai Shan’s feelings and understanding of beauty, even in expression, are not inferior to Jiang Qin’s, but why is this child like this? Stupid? As long as she is willing to put all these energy into creation, she has already become popular all over the world! If she is famous, she is afraid that she will not be valued by her father?”
Others also sighed with embarrassment.
Guan Haishan, who was floating in the air, was stunned.
Tao Tao has finished her first dream for Guan Haishan.
She spent too much spiritual energy and felt a little empty, so she indented into Song zhi’s arms and asked, “Song zhi, then tell me… If Guan Haishan is willing