Chapter 70 - The little pearl dharma body appears!
The red jade pendant was stuck between his white fingers, and he and her pulled the jade pendant, as if he was really afraid of scaring her, waiting patiently for her answer.
There were sporadic firecrackers from far away, and the door of the room was knocked suddenly, “Boom Boom” twice.
Xu Long’s fingers were released at once, and the jade pendant fell and swayed on the back of his hand.
Her father pushed the door in, put a bowl of hot meat on the table with a simple smile, and said to Si Wei: “It will be the New Year tomorrow, nobles, stay and have fun with our family for a whole year. .”
The sporadic sound of firecrackers did not pass through the door, but came in more clearly, mixed with the grinning voice of the older sister, saying that her man was careless, and she sometimes wanted to screw him angrily.
Mother listened with a smile.
Tomorrow is the Chinese New Year, and their family gathers lively, and the three princes hold love and the wealth of the sky in front of her.
Her father left, and the door closed behind her.
The room was quiet again, and Si Wei took Yu Pei back a little bit, and said to her: “Did I scare you? You don’t have to answer me now, I can wait for you in the future.”
This is probably the life Xu Xianzu once dreamed of? If so, how could she be forced to embark on the rugged road of cultivating and becoming immortal?
This is also the life she once imagined, a happy home, a perfect and wealthy lover, more perfect than Lu Ze at the beginning, and there will be no more noble lover than the prince, and a more perfect lover than Siwei in this world.
But…
“No, I can answer you now.” Xu Qian raised his head and looked at him, “If I could choose this kind of life, I would still cultivate and become immortal.”
However, these “dreams” were what once Xu Xianzu wanted, even if Xu Xianzu was her past, even if this was the life she once wanted, but that is already the past.
She hadn’t noticed her change before. At this moment, she clearly understood her change. The life she had hoped for in the past was too far to see her now.
If she chooses this kind of life, then she will not encounter Xuanwei, Su Fu, Yin Lili, Xu Ci, Su Fanyi, Xiao Yuer… let alone experience so much with them.
She may be living in a peaceful and prosperous life, listening to others telling stories about the legends in the world of cultivating immortals. She is no longer the person in the story.
“I won’t let you go.” She clearly said to the Si Wei in front of her: “This kind of life is very good, but I still don’t regret cultivating Taoism and immortality. Let me choose, I will choose the path of monasticism.”
She suddenly understood that the life she was living now, and the road she embarked on, was the road she wanted most at the moment.
Si Wei, who was sitting on the couch, suddenly turned cold and dimmed, staring at her, and muttered inconceivably: “Why? Why doesn’t it work… Why does she still choose to cultivate? Why? Why can’t she shake her heart, it’s impossible, she There can be no weakness… Where is her weakness? Where is…”
The ground under Xu Qiang’s feet trembled, and she realized that these illusions were trying to weave some life she dreamed of and crush her?
Opposite Siwei’s eyes suddenly turned into two mirrors, reflecting her face and her eyes. He asked her, “Don’t you have anything to ask for or fear?”
What you want? fear?
Involuntarily appeared in her mind that when she was a teenager, she was locked in the school’s men’s bathroom. Only she knew how to spend that night…
The ground under his feet collapsed suddenly, Xu Qiang raised his mind, and it came again! She immediately understood that she was tricked…
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Sure enough, she opened her eyes again, she was out of a dirty toilet, the door in front of her was tightly locked, and behind her was a smelly squat. She was wearing a skirt splashed with water, and her whole body was shaking because of the cold wind.
Here again, here again…
She stood in a familiar scene, with a sense of powerless disgust rising in her heart.
The lights in the toilet had all been extinguished. In the small dark space, she could not hear anyone’s voice, only the sound of flowing water and the sound of her own breathing.
Is she scared?
Maybe it’s not fear. She knows that the day will light up and she will be released, but she also knows that she will be bullied and humiliated time and time again, because she has no parents, because she comes out of the orphanage, because she wears Old clothes, because she is not beautiful enough, not so gregarious…
Countless reasons have made her the object of being ridiculed and bullied. Everyone can bully her, everybody…
It’s useless for her to resist, it’s useless to find a teacher, she will only be bullied even more…
She clearly knew that this was just the beginning, she lived alone in this world, no one would help her, would save her, she seemed to be excluded by all groups.
After meeting Lu Ze, she thought this was her only friend, lover, relative…
But he also bullied her.
She was struggling and wanted to get rid of the word “fate” all her life. Why? Why do you want to send her back again.
As if back to the original point all of a sudden, I found that everything I worked hard before was just a dream.
She grabbed the cold doorknob and shook it desperately, so cold doorknob, so cold wet clothes, her mind was buzzing, and her heart was full of anger. She shouldn’t experience it again or experience it again. bitter…
She doesn’t want it, she doesn’t want it!
She lifted her foot and kicked it on the doorknob. The pain in her foot was so obvious that she was no longer capable of cultivation, and now she couldn’t even knock a door open.
The fear in her heart suddenly overwhelmed her, the feeling made her breathless, and she was eager to knock open the door, get out of here, and go out.
She desperately slammed her shoulder on the door, and the sound of “Kang Kang” echoed in the empty toilet, in the campus, in her memories.
She found that she was always alone.
She stood stiffly in front of the door, staring at the door, staring at it, what can she do when she goes out? She is still the unresistible and helpless Xu Long, she has changed back to that Xu Long…
She became scared, terribly scared.
She didn’t want to, she didn’t want to… She shook the door again, but was hugged tightly by a pair of soft hands. Her head slammed into a palm, and she heard someone whispering to her: “Ajang, no.”
That voice made her tremble suddenly, it was…
She turned her head and saw a dreamlike face. Su Qu stood behind her, holding her tightly. He had a pair of very gentle eyes and a gentle redness. He whispered to her: “Don’t be afraid of Aqiang. , I’ve always been there, I’ve always been there.”
She stared at him blankly, and suddenly buried herself in his arms and started crying, “Su Qu…Su Qu…Where have you been? I, I can’t get out, I can’t get out… No one will save me, no People…” She was scared, she was terribly scared.
She doesn’t want to go back to her past, she wants someone to save her.
Su Qu hugged her tighter. She heard his dumb voice, and said to her softly and surely: “If you go out, go to Achang, I’ll save you. No matter where you are, I will come to save you. Your… Don’t be afraid, no one can bully you, bully my Ajung.”
She looked up at him, his eyes were red, he held her face carefully, kissed her forehead, tears fell down like pearls, and muttered: “My heart will be broken by your tears. …”
She didn’t know why he appeared here, she only knew that he kissed her, and her heart seemed to be broken.
Someone came to rescue her, Su Qu came to rescue her.
He hugged her tightly, put her face in his arms, and kicked the door abruptly. She could feel the moment his arm tightened, and the door slammed behind her on the wall with a “clang”.
The door opened.
She turned her head and saw the dark corridor outside, the street lights outside the window flickering, and the cool air blowing in, she couldn’t stop shivering with the cold.
He took off the robe and wrapped it around her. She tremblingly grasped the robe and realized that this robe was red, a very familiar red, like…Where have you seen it, more than once…
“Go, Alan.” Su Yan clutched her hand tightly and pulled her out of the small toilet. The wind in the corridor made her whole body cold, but her palm was held hot. Sweat.
He took her out of the toilet that had been closed for half a lifetime, and walked her into the corridor without looking back. At the end of the corridor was a safety exit with a bright green light, and he held her tightly.
The door of the classroom was suddenly pushed open, and a beautiful woman walked out with two boys, blocking her way.
They seemed to be unable to see Su Yu in front of them, they only stared at her, not even the red robe on her body.
She remembered them, and each of them’s name was engraved in her memory.
The girl crooked her head with her arms around her, “Hunny, who allowed you to come out? I didn’t say you shouldn’t come out if you don’t lick the toilet. Did you lick it clean?”
The two boys behind them smiled and stretched out their hands to push her: “I can lick so?”
Su Qun suddenly released her hand. At the moment when her hand was empty, she only saw a red light rushing forward.
Then came a few screams and the sound of glass shattering. She saw the girl fall out of the window like a butterfly on the right, and screamed into the night sky. With a “poof”, the scream stopped abruptly.
Su Yu was standing under the window, still holding the neck of the boy who was reaching out in his hand, and pushed half of his body out of the window. His face was pale and he couldn’t make a sound. The broken window filled the cold wind in, blowing Su The sleeves and black hair are scattered, like a red butterfly.
He looked down at the boy, his sharp fingers stuck in his throat little by little, blood leaked from his thin white fingers, and it ran all over the place. He seemed to hate it and murmured: “Why do you want to bully Ah Chang? Is my A-Jiao being so bullied by you…you really deserve to die.”
Xu Yuan stood in the dark, the scene before him and the scene when he first saw Su Qu, overlapped and staggered, his profile, his fingers, the blood oozing from his fingers…
He dug into his heart and said to her: “I used my blood and my flesh to personally raise a new heart for you… There is only me in this heart, and you will only remember me.”
She was afraid of him, used him, and thought he was a lunatic fool.
But this madman, carefully accompanied her, never hurt her, he always used his way to protect her.
She wanted to step forward and hug him, but he raised his head and said to her: “Leave here, Ajiu, don’t be afraid of anything, wake up, this is your demon, you can’t stay here…”
Demon… This is her demon.
He raised his **** fingers and pointed towards the green lighted exit: “Go ahead, Aqiang, get out of here, don’t be afraid of anything, I will always be behind you, you have to wake up, you know? ?”
She leaped forward and hugged him. She wanted to call his name, but her voice was choked. Tears blurred her vision so that he could hardly see his face. He gently touched his face with another clean hand. He touched her face, and said to her softly and tenderly: “Aren’t you going to take me to Penglai Xiandao? How can you be stuck here without waking up?”
The night breeze was about to blow him away. The red robe on her body drifted with his black hair, and she suddenly remembered, isn’t this robe, the red robe, the robe of her spiritual body?
he…
He is Su Qu’s Law Bodies?
“Let’s go, Aqiang.” He held her waist and pushed her to the exit abruptly, “I’m waiting for you to take me to Penglai Xiandao.”
She looked at him and clenched her fingers, all right.
it is good!
She ran towards the exit, she stepped into the illuminated exit, and suddenly opened her eyes—