Chapter 62
Chapter 61 – Cuscuta And Big Tree
“Never.”
These words were like a needle, piercing Ming Lang’s heart hard, her heart froze, and she stopped breathing for a while before she dared to look up at Ji Chenli.
Ming Lang didn’t understand why it happened like this.
When it was clear in Germany, Ji Chenli was still very cheerful, able to laugh and dance, Ming Lang whispered in her ear, asking her to give herself a chance, she answered a good word, Ming Lang seemed to see the growing relationship between them. to a better future. But now, it’s only been a few days? Ji Chenli has returned to the listless look of his previous life, half dead and ready to wither at any time.
Ming Lang doesn’t understand, she will never understand.
In her memory, there are almost all the memories about Ji Chenli. Ji Chenli loves her so much that she is the only one left in her life. All her thoughts come from this house, so she will never understand Ji Chenli’s life-consuming despair.
The same place is very different for Ji Chenli and Ming Lang.
Ming Lang leaned forward a little, and looked deeply into Ji Chenli’s eyes. Ji Chenli had a smile on his lips, but his eyes were cold. This person was so close, but Ming Lang felt that she was getting closer and closer. Far away, so far away that I could clearly see her, but when I stretched out my hand, I couldn’t catch her no matter what.
Ming Lang panicked, she grabbed Ji Chenli’s hand and wrapped her hand completely in her palm, only then did she feel a little bit of peace of mind, she looked at Ji Chenli, her tone was almost pleading: “Chenli, come back Was it bad before?”
Once upon a time? Ji Chenli was in a daze.
When Ming Lang said the word “Once upon a time”, Ji Chenli couldn’t help shivering. In the summer, there was a sudden chill, which made her whole body chill.
What Ming Lang wanted in the past was Ji Chenli’s nightmare, which he couldn’t avoid. He dreamed about it in his dream, and when he woke up, he would tremble three times in the middle of the night.
“Minglang, for you, everything in the past was good, right?”
“The former Ji Chenli was so stupid, you only need to smile at her, and she can give you her whole world. It’s a pity that she died, remember?”
Ming Lang remembered that she did die, right in front of her eyes, her eyes were wide open when she died, but she didn’t even want to look at Ming Lang for the last time.
“I used to love you so much, Minglang, I don’t dare anymore…” Ji Chenli smiled miserably, and his tone was like a child who has done something wrong, crying and admitting his mistake in front of adults, saying that he would never dare again, Ming Lang thought she was crying, but when she looked up, she didn’t even have a single tear.
“Minglang, I traded my life for my freedom…I traded my life for it!” Ji Chenli suddenly became excited, stood up and pointed at Minglang’s nose and shouted, “You caught me in such a **** place Isn’t it just to remind me? Remind me how cheap Ji Chenli was in the past! You treat her like that, and she still begs for mercy at you like a dog! Minglang, you take those people away one by one, then you know I don’t know, the one who insulted me the most is clearly you!”
Ji Chenli panted violently. In the early summer night, the air pressure was very low, as if the air was still. Ji Chenli was almost suffocated by the oppressive air, so she could only **** fresh air into her mouth. She stared Bright, eyes red.
Why, Ming Lang drove those people away, and asked himself with the attitude of an innocent person if he could go back to the past. To put it bluntly, it depends on the master to beat the dog! Without Minglang’s acquiescence, those people, one by one, how dare they humiliate Ji Chenli so much!
“Once upon a time?” Ji Chenli gasped and snorted coldly, and laughed hysterically: “The former Ji Chenli was a bitch! Go back to the past and let me die again!”
Ming Lang froze on the spot, lowered her head, not knowing what to say. At Ji Chenli’s place, what she said and what she did was always wrong.
It’s your own fault.
What Ji Chenli said was right, even if Ming Lang cared a little bit about her, it was impossible not to discover any clues. Ming Lang didn’t let those outsiders humiliate Ji Chenli, she just… forgot.
Deliberate forgetting is more unforgivable than insulting, Minglang knew it, so she looked at Ji Chenli, her lips moved, unable to speak.
Ming Lang wanted to tell Ji Chenli that what she wanted was earlier, she wanted to tell Ji Chenli that she fell in love with her earlier than those seven years, but she was too stupid, I can’t see anything. Ke Minglang couldn’t say it.
Even she herself was ashamed of it.
Ming Lang will never learn to think for Ji Chenli, even if she dies once and sincerely repents, she can only set one trap after another, coercing and luring Ji Chenli into it.
Ji Chenli’s shoulders trembled violently. She only wore a suspender dress. From her neck to her clavicle arms, a large area of fair skin was exposed in the air. Ming Lang remembered that when she was abroad, her figure was a little plump, and her cheeks were a little bit Sensual, when I hugged her that night, my hands were soft, but now, the healthy look that Ji Chenli had managed to raise disappeared, and she showed the perverted emaciation in the memory of Minghong’s previous life.
The neck is so thin that it can be broken with a little force, and the collarbone is abruptly branched, as if it can pierce through a thin layer of skin at any time. The skin color is dead white like paper, and the blood vessels are distinct blue.
The suspender dress she was wearing seemed to be a slightly fitted style, but she felt a little empty when she wore it.
She wrinkled her eyebrows and gritted her teeth and sneered. She looked like a ghost in a horror story who didn’t want to die.
Even Ming Lang looked at it, and felt a trace of fear from the bottom of his heart. Such Ji Chenli is exactly the same as that miserable woman who haunted Minghong’s dream in her previous life.
When Ji Chenli was by his side, he was never healthy, Ming Lang thought, he used to think of Ji Chenli as a dodder wrapped around his body, but now he realized that he had made a complete mistake, Ji Chenli was the big tree , I am a dodder, wrapping around Ji Chenli’s branches to **** her life, and when Ji Chenli’s life is sucked dry, I will die.
Ji Chenli can only live without Minglang.
But Minglang couldn’t do without Ji Chenli. Ming Lang can only pester Ji Chenli and **** her life, otherwise he will die, but once Ji Chenli is sucked out, he will die too.
Ming Lang couldn’t leave Ji Chenli, and didn’t want her to die, but she was entwined with Ji Chenli, and one day, Ji Chenli would die.
This is an inescapable knot.
“What should I do?” Ming Lang looked at Ji Chenli in confusion, she stood up, walked in front of Ji Chenli, raised her arms to hold Ji Chenli in her arms, “Chenli, you obviously love me. “
There are times when people like Minglang can’t control people’s hearts.
She doesn’t want Ji Chenli to die, and she can’t let Ji Chenli go. She thinks that if she divorces Ji Chenli, she can start again, “Chenli, why not start over? This time, I will love you.” She hugged Ji Chenli tightly, and the two of them were tightly pressed together through the thin fabric, but it was not enough. Minglang hugged her, but felt that she was about to lose her, so she could only forcefully hug Ji Chenli. Li rubbed into his arms, it would be best if the flesh and blood of the two were fused together, and they could never be separated again.
“Not good.” Ji Chen resigned and she hugged her, slumped her chin on Ming Lang’s shoulder, the thin and thin chin hurt Ming Lang’s bones, piercing straight into Ming Lang’s body like a knife In my heart, “Minglang, I will never forget those seven years.”
“I love you, but I hate you even more. I hate you for driving me to death.”
Now every minute of Minglang’s kindness towards Ji Chenli reminds Ji Chenli of every bit of badness she has treated her in her previous life. Ji Chenli does still love her, and Ji Chenli has engraved his love for Minglang into his memory. The soul can be ignored, but cannot be forgotten. But those loves are engraved with hate as a knife, and every moment is a heart-wrenching pain. Ji Chenli’s even the slightest thought of loving Minghong is so painful that she can’t breathe. She dare not love Minghong again up.
“Ming Lang, I really want to forget those seven years.” Ji Chenli finally returned and hugged Ming Lang.
She climbed onto Minglang’s back, buried herself in Minglang’s arms, and finally collapsed and wept uncontrollably.
“Minglang, I want to forget those seven years…I want to forget you…”
“But I can’t forget…”
“Minglang, teach me how to forget, okay?”
Ji Chenli’s tears were boiling hot, and the skin on Minghong’s shoulders was about to peel off. Minglang hugged her tightly, but she was trembling badly in Minglang’s arms.
“Minglang, I’m in pain.”
“Look, if you hug me now, it will hurt me.”
“On the one hand, I was thinking about the way you pushed me away firmly in the past.” On the other hand, I was greedy for this hypocritical warmth in this life.
Who would have thought that Ming Lang’s embrace was actually warm.