Chapter 111 Must sleep on the same bed?
Ashamed of oneself?
After Shen Ning finished drinking the tonic, she suddenly remembered that there seemed to be something wrong with their conversation just now, and her eyes narrowed slightly.
They were once your soldiers.
He really didn't shy away from telling her who she once was, and he no longer denied that he knew where she came from all along.
Shen Ning couldn't tell what she was feeling at this time. It might have been shock, strangeness, or even unbelievable, but it did happen, and the fact that she could be reborn in Shen Ning must have something to do with Ji Yucang.
Having no heirs means losing one’s lifespan.
Thinking of the voice she heard vaguely in her dream in the afternoon, Shen Ning felt that it was probably no coincidence. If there had to be a price for her rebirth, perhaps it was the result of losing her life and having no heirs.
She felt as if hundreds of ants were stinging her heart, and there were waves of dense soreness. Shen Ning closed her eyes gently. She didn't know when Ji Yucang knew her, or why he did this. But she really felt a deep emotion.
It was different from the friendship between colleagues in the past, and different from that person's hypocritical tenderness and sweet words. It was a deeper feeling that seemed to come from the depths of the soul.
only……
She couldn't help but wonder, was it so important to keep her alive?
If she was destined to die that way, if her life span should end in that year.
So can it be said that rebirth for her is an act of changing one's destiny against nature?
As the price for defying heaven, he must pay the most important thing in his life, so her rebirth is more important than his lifespan and heirs?
"What are you thinking about?" Ji Yucang couldn't help but ask after seeing her being silent for a long time.
Shen Ning regained consciousness, used the fastest time to organize her thoughts, and then looked up at the man in front of her: "Ji Yucang, do you believe that people can be resurrected after death?"
Ji Yucang's eyes flashed slightly and he nodded slowly: "There are all kinds of wonders in the world. Emperors of all dynasties claimed that they were given orders from heaven to rule the people. They believed that God would bring good fortune or disaster, so it should not be the same for God to bring a person back from the dead. What a difficult thing.”
Shen Ning didn't expect that he would use the emperor as a metaphor, but after thinking about it, she felt that what he said made sense.
However, from the king to the people, even though they believe in God, no one has truly seen God. There will always be some doubts about such belief.
"If a person can really live another life, what should he do?" She seemed to be asking him, as if asking and answering herself, "Should I do something meaningful? For example, do more good deeds and obey nature. , for the benefit of the common people, and for peace for all generations?”
Ji Yucang raised his hand and brushed her hair, speaking in a soft voice: "It is important to follow nature, but it is even more important to follow your heart and do what you want in your heart, otherwise it will only add more shackles to yourself."
When Shen Ning heard this, she couldn't help but raise her eyebrows: "So everything you have done since you were a child has always gone according to your wishes?"
"Obviously it's impossible." Ji Yucang raised the corner of his mouth slightly, took her hand and put it to his lips and kissed it gently, "How could everything go smoothly when we were weak when we were young? So when we grow up, we must be strong enough to be like this to ourselves. The same is true for our country.”
If you are strong, no one will dare to bully you; if your family and country are strong, no foreign enemies will dare to invade.
This is an eternal truth.
Shen Ning meditated quietly. It was important to do what one wanted, but people's minds were fickle. If you want to be an emperor today, you might want to become a monk tomorrow...
"Are you tired?" Ji Yucang raised his hand and touched her forehead, "You are weak now, so be careful not to get fever tonight."
A slender and powerful palm pressed against her forehead, and the warmth came from the palm, giving Shen Ning a strange and subtle throbbing. Her body instinctively wanted to resist, but she forced herself to accept his little intimate movements.
Ji Yucang stood up, raised his hands to loosen his clothes, and then naturally lifted the quilt and got into bed.
Shen Ning was slightly startled and subconsciously moved to the side of the bed. She stopped halfway and turned to look at him: "Do I have to sleep on the same bed tonight?"
Ji Yucang made a movement and silently turned to look at her: "We are husband and wife, aren't we?"
Shen Ning said silently: "..." It seems right.
Ji Yucang leaned on the bedside: "You are weak now, why can't I take care of you nearby? If something goes wrong, it will be too late for me to regret it."
Shen Ning said: "Isn't there Shi Qin and Shi Qi?"
"Can they be the same as me?" Ji Yucang raised his eyebrows, as if questioning something, "Ning'er doesn't plan to live with two maids for the rest of her life, right?"
Shen Ning: "..."
She actually had a lot to say in her heart, especially about her rebirth, but she didn't know whether it was because she was deliberately evading it, or because she was worried that she owed too much of a favor and couldn't repay it, so she swallowed the words as soon as they reached her lips.
With her current ability and her feelings for Ji Yucang, it is indeed not yet time to return such a favor. She doesn't even know what thing in this world is as important as lifespan and heirs.
Country?
If Ji Yucang wants to be in the country, he doesn't need help from others, and Shen Ning is self-aware, so she can't help him at all.
"Ji Yucang, what do you want?" Shen Ning turned to ask him, her eyes serious and serious, "What is the thing you care about most in your heart? Is there anything you particularly want but have not been able to achieve it so far?"
Ji Yucang turned his head and glanced at her: "I have no ambitions, I only have one wish."
Shen Ning was stunned: "You have no ambition?"
When she said these four words, she looked Ji Yucang up and down thoroughly. Looking horizontally and vertically, she only saw four words: overwhelming power.
If a person like him is said to have no ambition, then I really don’t know how to explain having great ambition.
Open up territory, conquer the world, annex nine states, and become an emperor for the ages?
Shen Ning's mouth twitched slightly: "Then what is your wish?"
Ji Yucang didn't speak, just looked at her quietly, with deep eyes, as if there were thousands of emotions hidden in them, eager to burst out.
There was a subtle silence in the inner room.
The atmosphere is ambiguous and charming.
It was a strange feeling that Shen Ning had never understood deeply before. It felt like a thousand words rolled to his lips but he suddenly became mute.
Shen Ning closed her eyes silently, her voice slightly hoarse: "I am a patient now, you should not take advantage of others' danger."
"As a husband, I will naturally not take advantage of others' danger, but..." Ji Yucang turned around and suddenly put his arms around her waist, only a few feet away from her, and said in a low and sweet voice, "Madam, you have saved my life. , It is your duty to give yourself to your husband, what do you think, madam?”
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