Chapter 31
31. How Much Do You Have To Bear?
Now, 100,000 people are witnessing the reproduction of a song thirteen years ago,
But the process is too difficult,
It is a man who, after being hit again and again, wandering between life and death, began to realize this song,
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Hundreds of Forum Program Groups.
“No wonder he is ill. It seems nothing on the surface. Is it that he releases pressure again and again here?”
Zhang Cihai couldn’t help his complicated voice,
Suddenly he saw something,
this man!
He was wronged outside, because of the child, he endured all emotions,
But when he couldn’t help it, he went to Erhai Lake to end his life.
But he didn’t,
Because he has a daughter, he has to grit his teeth to survive.
Countless times in life, he struggled and struggled, with stars and moonlight in his eyes again and again, he told himself countless times to persevere and live, so this is what made him who he is at this moment.
“How can such a person be ordinary?”
“How can such a person’s child, or rather, be mediocre…”
When Zhang Cihai said this, Professor Tian was silent for a while.
They continued to watch,
Because all scholars, all people with rational thinking, have this feeling,
Such a person must be extraordinary.
But why is Yu Shuying so annoyed at him.
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On the show now.
When Yu Ye’s thin back appeared by the beach and he walked alone in the sea,
Yu Shuying admitted that he was sad at this moment,
But she insisted.
“He went back very late that night. After he went back, he seemed to be a different person and had a grumpy temperament.”
“At the same time he started to gain weight from alcohol and other reasons, and he became lazy and unresponsive.”
“And, most tragically, he began to have some forms of loud sleep talking, even nightmares, schizophrenia and other diseases, which later even evolved into a multiple personality disorder.”
“This is my experience when I was six to ten years old. With this kind of father, tell me, what can I do?”
Yu Shuying said complicatedly,
Despite the replay, the man is on the beach now, but he will go back tomorrow morning, not dead.
So it means that in this playback, he is not dead,
Not dead but becoming more surly,
Yu Shuying was deprived of all his hobbies and reprimanded all day for studying.
This made her hate the family so much.
Sure enough, when Yu Shuying finished speaking,
Some of those who were still in mourning woke up,
Yes, Yu Ye was just sad to go to the beach, not to die, or at least not to die,
He might go to the beach just to be sad, to relax or something.
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The male host Hai Tao said calmly: “I guess all his strengths have disintegrated. He went to the beach simply to give up rationality together, and began to live with the situation, and began to live casually.”
What he analyzed, combined with what Yu Shuying said,
Chen Cheng, Zhao Guochang, and hostess Nana all nodded.
That is to say, this man is very pitiful, but after going to the beach this time, everything collapsed with his hard work and strength,
Beginning to truly become like the old men in the slum who do nothing and only know how to reprimand their children, completely degraded.
Now,
Zhalang has the most barrages, and many female viewers sighed,
“The more helpless some families are, the easier it is to find problems with their children.”
“Yeah, Xiao Shuying said that he started to get fat because of his laziness. You must know that Yu Ye was so thin before, how could he be fat.”
“This time, all his strength should be gone.”
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And now, the focus playback is still,
Yu Ye was walking in the sea water that had just reached his calf in a worn white shirt.
The moonlight passed through the clouds, and his face was full of loneliness,
It’s just like,
No one of his age, no one understood him.
This deep loneliness is deep in the bone,
The waves wet his clothes, as if pushing him not to enter,
The waves washed over his hands, bleeding scars from the wind and the sun.
He continued walking towards the depths of the ocean, and now at his chest,
And at this moment, his voice murmured and hummed softly.
Listen to the depths of the sea
whose whining guides
The soul is silent
no one wakes you up
When he sang this sentence, all he had left was his head in the sea,
this moment,
Ocean, spray, clouds, sound, all in one.
Everyone knows it all,
The real source of this song, at least it has nothing to do with Liu Shi,
Because this is a man who performed this song with the last despair,
What he interprets is that the cold sea water devoured him, he breathed calmly, he felt his body rolling in the sea, scarlet blood flowed out, the sea was dyed a little red, his lonely soul seemed to be released,
But all his traces seemed to be gone, as if he never existed,
This first half of the song, he performed is so sad.
“Is this the background of this song!” Sheng Yue also seemed to know it, and she also seemed to sigh, she seemed to see that well-dressed and good-looking man more than ten years ago, calmly treating herself Tell the story of the sea.
It turns out that he is the real experiencer of the story.
Then she took the story apart and divided it into several parts abruptly,
From painting, from her narration, from the ocean witness, Xiao Shuying created this song by herself,
If there is no playback, probably most people can’t imagine that this song actually came out like this.
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