Daughter Said: It’s A Shame To Have A Father Like Me

214. He Is Pessimistic, Why Did He Endure It?

Now this scene is Yu Ye walking in Baijia District.

He is now 46 years old.

White hair, slow pace.

The little nurse next to him was following him,

The little nurse is saying: “What are you doing here? It’s getting worse and worse, and your daughter is now a big star, you can do better and enjoy better treatment.

Yu Ye just looked at this place calmly, then fell into a daze and said to himself, he pointed to the entrance of the 12th building in Baijia District.

: “Here is the only good uncle who likes to play chess. I often come back with my daughter on an electric bike.”

Then Yu Ye pointed to the 12 houses of 034, pointed to the window of that place and said: “My daughter’s bedroom is on that side, she often looks out, and she is very eager to get out of here.

The nurse was listening, Yu Ye continued,

He started walking into the house.

Now there are only three neighbors left in this building. It is even more chaotic, there are garbage everywhere, and signs of demolition are written everywhere.

The little nurse disliked this place a little bit, and it was also a little hard for “Zero Zero Three” to believe that a big star like Yu Shuying appeared in such a dilapidated environment.

And Yu Ye’s eyes are very warm,

He said, “I’m here to witness my daughter’s growth!”

The little nurse is saying again: “Your daughter is very powerful, and she can still rise in this environment. She is really very powerful, and I am also her fan. How did she grow up? You really have nothing at all. Cultivation? I don’t think you are as bad as the media say.”

And Yu Ye just smiled and said: “Xiao Shuying is the star is destined to be bright and sparkling. I can’t help her in this environment. 99

At this moment Yu Ye did not enter 034’s room,

He just told the little nurse to go back,

At this moment, his back was elongated under the sunset.

His shadow is very long.

His whole figure seemed to have entered the darkness with the sunset.

And now many people on the show are watching this scene,

Yu Shuying looked at him and felt like his heart was about to burst.

Because Yu Ye said that his daughter’s growth had nothing to do with him.

Now this man’s spirit has been exhausted to such an extent, even to the last moment, but he is still protecting his daughter.

Now the guests on the show are talking one by one.

Guest Chen Chengfu began to say: “You have really fulfilled what you said in your life, this child did not rely on the entertainment industry company, and she began to take off brightly, stunning the world.

Guest Poetry House, the station manager Xu Hong also said calmly: “He has been really good in this life, and he is really hopeless.”

The old director Chen Xuejian also sighed complicatedly: “When you played the first emperor in front of a TV series for the first time, you could actually become a dragon at that time.

There are many more barrages.

Because the playback screen is now.

It was Yu Ye who left Baijia District. He left extremely alone, his eyes dizzy and the loneliest light disappeared.

He left, but he was still talking kindly about the child.

Talking about the cutest anecdote of Xiao Shuying’s childhood,

Talking about the amazing moments of her previous piano competition,

talking a lot,

While the little nurse was nodding her head, she also looked at Yu Ye with admiration.

“But I feel that you are also very good, you are also very good, you are more shining.”

“It’s been 12 years since you had cancer. Brain cancer is at an advanced stage. There are many complications. Many tutors say that you can’t take it any longer.

“Many tutors have said that your illness is too serious, but you still carry it up and endure it.

And some doctors analyzed your condition based on your condition, they said that you still have some nerve necrosis because of your nerve compression.

The nerve cancer is very serious, and they analyze that the pain you bear is almost the limit of the human body.

When you are awake, you have almost reached the limit of the human body, because of the constant dizziness, auditory hallucinations, and syncope. And every organ of your body begins to show stress response, which means that you are all moving towards reversal, and this process is too torturous.

The little nurse looked at Yu Ye very distressed while talking,

Because she knew that this man was suffering almost all the time.

But he has been suffering from cancer for 12 years. 12 years.

But the little nurse found that he felt that this man had never called bitterness,

He never wailed, only when he was most uncomfortable would he call the doctor to start painkillers or chemotherapy,

He was silent most of the time.

His brows have been wrinkling, but his eyes have always been warm, never irritable, not angry,

His favorite thing is that on snowy days, sunny days, rainy days, no matter what the weather is, he will quietly stare at the sky, or talk to himself on his mobile phone, whatever he sees on his mobile phone. It’s all about his daughter.

And the only time he was happy was when his daughter came.

Only in those few short minutes did his brows relax, and at that moment all his ailments were gone, all his pains were gone,

This is the single happiest and most enjoyable time for him,

But the days are too short, too short,

That’s why the little nurse said that you are also very good, and you are also very strong.

And Yu Ye was silent,

After getting so many compliments, Yu Ye just smiled softly.

He smiled warmly.

The sound is as warm.

“You know, I’m actually a pessimist, because brain cancer is too painful, this kind of mental torture, visceral reversal, syncope, headaches all the time. It’s really tortured, because the neurological pain is too hard to bear. , so I’m actually a pessimist.”5

“But I will never be pessimistic, because I can’t be pessimistic. When I got sick, my daughter was only three years old. At that time, her nerves hurt. But when I saw that she was only three years old, I was still babbling, when my ex-wife left alone. , I feel like I can’t die.. I can’t be irritable, I can’t be irritable, I can’t cry. I’m a pessimist, but I can only hide it deep in my heart.”

“It doesn’t matter for the children, because I am the father.

This is the first time Yu Ye talks about his inner voice, he is so calm, so indifferent, so fearless.

The pessimist is tormented through these difficult days.

Yu Ye continued to speak with gentle eyes.

“When I was four years old, I was even more uncomfortable. I could only endure it. The children were five, six, seven, eight, and nine years old. I was enduring it. There was no way. So I became a pessimist, but as long as I can see her become a light, I’m all worth it.”

Now, Yu Ye has a smile on his face.

He looks very warm.

He is really sweet,

He was speaking flatly of a pessimist. There were no tears in his eyes, no traces of sadness.

And he is always so gentle,

The little nurse next to her was shocked.

The nurse looked at it complicatedly, and she thought of the old scene.

In the mental hospital, this man looked at the sky tenderly, always looking forward to his daughter with hope, and his eyes were so warm.

This man has been fighting against the disease for 12 years. He has strong vitality, willpower and fighting spirit. He is actually a pessimist.

Pessimism means that there is no expectation or hope for everything, because of various blows, various encounters and cause pessimists, it can be said to be one of depression.

It can be said that they are always negative, they are bored with everything.

But the man in front of him is different. He has a strong expectation of 0.5 for everything and everything. With eternal vitality, eyes are always warm,

Even if he frowned, he was still so warm, not violent, he just faced everything calmly, solved everything, made everything better, and paved the way for his daughter,

It was the last moment that he revealed the real him, but it was the first time in his life that he spoke his heart out.

Now he doesn’t hide anymore, he has been hiding for a lifetime, for more than 40 years, he doesn’t want to hide anymore.

But he only told the little nurse, because he had a premonition that Xiao Shuying was about to appear in the entertainment industry and become a big star.

And he felt that he had to completely leave the world, or become a serious mental patient.

So he showed his inner world for the first time,

He is pessimistic, but his willpower has never yielded to fate, and he has never complained about everything.

Because he has a shadow in his heart. Now that shadow has grown up,

He is a pessimist, but he is also a father.

The father should stand upright.