LIGHTNOVELONLINE Chapter 81 - . Weakness
Chapter 81: Chapter 081. Weakness
Translator: Dragon Boat Translation Editor: Dragon Boat Translation
At this time, Ding Shan did not know that Ding Wan had already made his move. She was enjoying the hard-earned leisure time she had gained in her past two lifetimes.
There had been a lot of things going on recently, and there were many different comments online. Little Zhao had also deliberately taken care of Ding Shan and did not want her to be affected by those negative comments.
Taking advantage of Little Zhao’s absence, Ding Shan finally had the opportunity to open her private messages backstage. She automatically filtered out some curses and insults and looked at the concern that her fans had mailed her.
Ding Shan looked at the fans of all ages, both men and women, and all of them sent greetings to Ding Shan. They expressed their heartache and support to Ding Shan, causing Ding Shan’s heart to feel warm.
Among them was a girl who looked much younger than Ding Shan. She sent a video that she had edited herself.
In the video, it was the highlight moment when Ding Shan participated in the various major gala and received the awards. The girl said that the bright-eyed and dazzling Ding Shan gave her a perception of beauty. Ding Shan was the most dazzling star in her heart and could not be tarnished.
As Ding Shan watched, she felt a little emotional.
Because of one of the awards ceremonies, known as a god-class live venue, Ding Shan became the undisputed favorite of the entertainment circle under the gaze of thousands of people that night. Countless flowers and applause rushed to her face. The brightest lights were all focused on Ding Shan alone. Everyone cast jealous gazes at her.
That night, Ding Shan could be said to be in the limelight. No one could compete with her.
Everyone thought that Ding Shan was already a winner in life. When she was at her peak, the entertainment industry could be said to be filled with thousands who doted on her. Even the most precious diamond was not as dazzling as Ding Shan at that time.
But only Ding Shan herself knew how empty her heart was that night.
Speaking of which, it was strange. The more attention and excitement there was, her heart felt more lonely.
The more people liked Ding Shan, the more it made Ding Shan realize that Ding Wan and Wang Chun did not love her. She had received so much love from many people, but she could not get that love from her parents.
Ding Shan finished her acceptance speech with tears in her eyes. She looked at the countless people cheering for her. She thought in a low voice; how successful and beautiful does she have to be for her parents to recognize and favor her? Why do so many people like her, but her parents are always cold and distant towards her?
It was only later that Ding Shan came to a realization. They were not her biological parents, so how could they be happy for her?
The blood test was initially prepared by Ding Shan to sever all ties with the Ding family, but at this point, she still felt a little sad in her heart.
She no longer had any family. Even if she succeeded in her revenge and stood at the peak of the entertainment industry once again, countless people were cheering for her. Still, no one in the crowd was related to her by blood. They were genuinely proud of her, listening to her talk about the hardships she had gone through along the way. Extreme glory often brought extreme loneliness.
Ding Shan had never truly experienced family love in her life. Loneliness and regret were about to swallow her up.
Ding Shan could no longer hold back the tears in her eyes. They rolled down like beads of thread. She buried her face in her palm and sobbed. She knew that her heart was a mess.
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This was the first time she experienced such intense emotions after being reborn. Even on the night of her rebirth, she did not lose her composure and quickly got used to it.
However, even though she had lived for two lifetimes and had seen through the cold and warmth of the world and experienced all the world’s sufferings, she still had one weakness: familial love.
Ding Shan took a deep breath and looked at her eyes in the mirror, which was slightly red and swollen. She quickly took out the eye cream and applied it to her eyes.
Now was not the time to be weak!
The Ding family was eyeing her like a tiger watching its prey. She did not know if Yang Hua, this uncertain factor, would suddenly pop up. She could not be defeated by her emotions now.
If she was destined to not have her parents’ love, she would turn her love for them into hatred. She would return it to the Ding family to avenge her biological parents!
After she sorted out her emotions, Ding Shan picked up a glass of milk and prepared to go to bed early.
However, she did not expect that just as she went to bed, a Weibo post would pop up on her phone at the side. She vaguely saw a very eye-catching post at the front of the title.
Ding Shan was very sensitive to these things as a person in the industry. It was a compulsory course for artistes to grasp the information in the industry promptly. She even had to understand the major and minor matters of the country to prevent herself from saying the wrong things; therefore, as long as many artistes were resting, they would spend the whole day online.
Ding Shan was not that addicted to the Internet, but she was also very curious.
The internet had been full of news about her in the past few days. It was extremely noisy. Suddenly, such a headline appeared. What kind of scandal did a top celebrity have?