Chapter 25: The Weight of New Beginnings
The Cost of Battle
Ethan sat with Xanthos in a small, dimly lit room within the safehouse. The air was thick with tension, and Ethan’s eyes bore into Xanthos with a fierce intensity. He had been awake for a week, recovering slowly, and while his body had begun to heal, his mind was still in turmoil. He needed to know what had happened on the day of the attack—the full truth.
“Xanthos,” Ethan began, his voice steady but laced with an underlying current of urgency. “I need you to tell me everything that happened that day. I want to know what we lost… and what we gained.”
Xanthos took a deep breath, his usually stoic face showing a hint of fatigue. “Very well, Ethan,” he replied, his tone somber. “You should know the truth. We managed to eliminate over a hundred enemy soldiers during the attack. We captured a few, but they refused to speak. Most of them chose death rather than reveal anything useful.”
Ethan’s jaw tightened. “And what about our side?”
Xanthos hesitated for a moment, his eyes darkening. “We lost fifteen of our most loyal soldiers. Fifteen warriors who gave their lives to protect you, to protect all of us. They knew the risks, but their sacrifice was not in vain.”
Ethan’s hands clenched into fists, his knuckles white. The weight of those words hit him like a blow to the chest. “Fifteen… because of me?” he asked, his voice barely more than a whisper.
Xanthos met his gaze, his expression firm yet empathetic. “They understood their duty, Ethan. Your life is more important than any one of us. You are the heir of the Tenth Family. If you fall, the family falls.”
Ethan’s eyes burned with unshed tears, a mix of grief and guilt washing over him. “But they had families, friends… They didn’t have to die for me.”
Xanthos placed a hand on Ethan’s shoulder, his grip strong and steady. “They did what they were trained to do, what they were honored to do. You carry the weight of a legacy, Ethan. It is a burden, yes, but it is also a duty. You must become stronger so that their deaths are not in vain.”
Ethan nodded slowly, the reality of his responsibilities sinking in. He knew he had to honor those who had fallen by growing stronger, by leading the Tenth Family with strength and wisdom.
Lila and Amelia, who had been quietly listening in the corner, felt the depth of Ethan’s pain and sorrow. Lila stepped forward, her voice soft but steady. “Ethan… they chose to protect you because they believed in you. We all do. You can’t let this defeat you.”
Amelia added, her eyes filled with empathy, “But it’s okay to feel this way. To grieve for them. Just know that we’re here for you. Always.”
Ethan looked at them both, his eyes softening with gratitude. “Thank you,” he said quietly. “I don’t know what I’d do without you two.”
Xanthos gave a small nod, his face more relaxed than before. “Good. Now, let’s focus on what comes next. There’s still much to prepare for.”
A Week of Recovery and Love
For the next week, Ethan found himself in an unfamiliar but welcomed state—rest. He didn’t have to train, didn’t have to think about strategies or battles. Instead, he spent every waking moment with Lila and Amelia. The days were filled with love, laughter, and lightness, a stark contrast to the dark weight he’d carried earlier.
One day, while they were lounging by the serene lake, Lila teased him, “You know, I never thought I’d see you just… relaxing like this. It’s a good look on you.”
Ethan smirked, leaning back on the grass with his arms behind his head. “Maybe I’m not as bad as everyone thinks. I could get used to this life.”
Amelia giggled, leaning over to kiss his cheek. “Don’t get too comfortable. We all know you’re going to run off into danger the first chance you get.”
Ethan turned to her, pretending to be offended. “Hey, I resent that. I’m not that reckless.”
Both girls laughed, and Lila added, “No, you’re worse!”
Ethan couldn’t help but smile. Being with them like this, without the threat of battle looming over them, felt like a dream. They spent their days exploring the gardens, sneaking into the kitchen to make late-night snacks, and even taking classes together. Ethan still had to attend lessons from five elite teachers, but Lila and Amelia joined him, eager to learn more about his world.
When they first sat in on a lesson, their jaws dropped. "Are you serious?" Lila whispered to Amelia, her eyes wide as she watched the teacher demonstrate a complex vampire fighting technique. "How do they even do that?"
Amelia, equally stunned, just shook her head. "I don’t know, but it’s kind of… amazing."
Despite the shock, the week was the best Ethan had experienced in his life. The time spent with his loved ones made him realize just how precious these moments were.
An Evening of Plans and Surprises
But as the week drew to a close, reality began to creep back in. On the final evening, a dinner was arranged—a gathering of key figures: Xanthos, the Ten Generals, and Ethan, along with Lila and Amelia. The atmosphere in the dining hall was serious, filled with an unspoken tension about the journey back to the Tenth Palace.
The table was laid with a feast, but few had an appetite. Xanthos spoke first, his voice breaking the silence. “We’ve had time to recover, but we can’t stay here forever. The Tenth Palace awaits, and with it, the challenges we must face.”
One of the Generals, a stern-looking man with piercing eyes, nodded. “We must be prepared for anything. The tension within the family is rising, and we need to ensure we’re ready.”
Ethan listened carefully, feeling the weight of what was to come pressing down on him again. The loss of the fifteen soldiers still haunted him, but he knew he had to stay focused. Lila and Amelia, however, had been unusually quiet, glancing at each other with concerned expressions.
Finally, after a few moments of silent deliberation, they both seemed to make a decision. They stood up, nervously holding each other’s hands, and then, in unison, blurted out, “I’m pregnant.”
The room fell into a stunned silence. It was as if time had frozen. Everyone stared, wide-eyed and speechless. Lila and Amelia, realizing what they had just said, turned to each other in shock.
“Wait… you too?” Lila gasped, looking at Amelia with wide eyes.
Amelia blinked rapidly, her face flushed. “I didn’t know you were—how is this—”
Ethan, his face going pale, could hardly form a word. “What… both of you? How is that even possible?”
Xanthos, who had been calmly sipping his wine, set his glass down slowly, his eyes widening. “Well, this certainly changes things,” he said, his usual calm demeanor faltering for the first time in a while.
A female General with a quick wit muttered under her breath, “I didn’t see this coming… Did anyone?”
Ethan, still reeling, tried to wrap his head around what was happening. “Are you serious? Both of you?”
Lila, still a bit shocked herself, nodded. “Yes, Ethan… and this changes things. You can’t just run off into danger now. You’re going to be a father.”
Amelia, finding her voice, added, “We know you have responsibilities, but you have a family here too. We need you to stay. We need you safe.”
The room was filled with an intense, charged silence. Ethan felt a surge of emotions—joy, fear, confusion, and the crushing weight of his responsibilities. His heart pounded in his chest as he tried to find the right words.
Xanthos, seeing the turmoil in Ethan’s eyes, spoke gently. “Ethan, this is a lot to take in. No one expects you to make a decision right now. But remember, whatever path you choose, we’re with you.”
Ethan nodded slowly, his mind racing. He looked at Lila and Amelia, their eyes filled with a mix of fear, hope, and love. “I… I need some time to think,” he said quietly, his voice trembling. “I need to figure out what to do next.”