Chapter 52
Chapter 51 piss off
The more uncontrollable, the easier it is to be addicted, and the more dangerous it is, the more irresistible the temptation, such as time, such as people.
On the same day, Chu Si accepted both of these temptations.
He could suddenly understand why there were so many people in the nursing home or in the training camp that were so scared that they were obviously trembling and weak, but they still wanted to get closer to Sae Young…
Because at that moment, he also had the same impulse.
Sae Young’s lips almost touched his neck, and his breath spread on his skin, carrying a small electric current, layer after layer on the side of the ears and face, like a high tide beach.
If this person really wanted to do something, he would never restrain and ask gentlemanly in advance. When he came to the bridgehead and asked, it was nothing more than trying to draw Truss a prison on the spot, because whether the answer was yes or no, it proved that Trus had never forgotten that moment for so many years.
He did it on purpose.
Just like when hunting wild animals, one always patiently appreciate how the prey is trapped into the hunting range step by step…
Truss closed his eyes in Sue Young’s breath: “Sue, do you remember the second ammunition room hidden in the sanatorium’s botanical garden?”
“Yeah.” Sae Young replied, whispering.
“One year, a batch of newly developed dimensionality reduction strike bombs newly developed by the military were introduced into the ammunition room. They were so impressive that they were hidden and guarded at different levels to prevent people from approaching. In that month, I met you there for no less than five. Back, I have never seen you have such an interest in anything.”
Sae Young laughed, and seemed to think of it.
“When I saw you there for the sixth time, you were coming out of the ammunition room.” Chuston took a moment and said again: “After that, I haven’t seen you showing any interest in the dimensionality reduction bomb again. ”
He lowered his head while talking, and with his stretched fingers, he pulled down the edge of Sae Young’s bath towel a little bit, and finished the injection of the remaining medicine in the syringe one by one, and then threw the empty injection into the disinfection. Layer.
The synthetic material tube was a bit hard, and it fell into it and rolled twice.
Chu Si closed the medical box with a click, raised his hand and patted the remote control on the glass circle beside him, the lights went out, and the whole bedroom went dark suddenly. At the moment when the darkness was enveloped, he turned his head, rubbed the tip of his nose against Sah Young’s cheek, touched Sah’s lips when he breathed overlappingly, and then stood up straight.
“You are not curious about that kind of ammunition itself, just because they are strictly guarding against getting close. Once your wish is fulfilled, your interest will naturally disappear.” Truth stood in the dark and his voice sounded abnormal. calm. After he finished speaking, he turned his head and walked to the bedroom door. When he opened the door, he turned his head and rushed to the humanity on the sofa, “The interrupted thing that year has continued, I suggest you better hurry up and sleep. Even the eyes are so burnt that they can’t be opened, but there is still this kind of spirit.”
He spoke in the same tone as before, with a scent of coolness in the calm, as if the touch that happened just now in the dark was just to calm people down, as if a little kid knocked on the door for candy on Halloween, he touched it. He handed it out, without any deep meaning.
After speaking, he slammed the door with his back.
He stood at the door for a while, the short corridor in front of him did not turn on the lights, only the light projected from the outside living room, and even the further cab, cut geometric blocks of different light and dark on the ground.
Those words just now talked about Sae Young from beginning to end, and they said Sae Young, who just walked away as far as interest is concerned. This has been the case for decades. But he never mentioned himself.
In fact, just before today, he felt that there would be a wall between himself and Sae Yang forever, because the Red Maple base back then, because the last hope about Jiang Qi was completely destroyed by Sae Yang, so His relationship with Sae Young stopped here, and there would be no further development.
He used this causal theory to lobby himself for many, many years, and he believed it.
However, everything just now completely opened this layer of draped skin, making him panic to see the truth hidden underneath——
The wall between him and Sae Yang has nothing to do with Jiang Qi.
When the Red Maple base was destroyed and Jiang Qi’s last hope of resurrection disappeared, he did have a momentary resentment towards Sae Yang. That resentment was actually unreasonable. He didn’t even know the so-called “resurrection.” What is the content of the plan? I don’t know how many other factors will be involved in what methods and how many other factors are involved, and I don’t know how likely the ultimate success is. It’s just that the rope I’ve been holding for many years suddenly breaks and I don’t know what to do. Just vent your emotions casually.
Even because the person who destroyed the Red Maple base was Sae Young, he would throw those emotions away without asking the reason.
In fact, thinking about it now, in the ten years since then, his focus has shifted from finding evidence that Jiang Qi is not dead to chasing Sae Yang, turning too vague and wearing a guise, so that even he himself I didn’t react. In a sense, Sae Yang had gradually replaced Jiang Qi as another rope involving him during that long period of time.
Sae Young does act arrogantly and unpredictably, but he is not crazy enough to ruin such an important base for no reason.
He never mentioned the reason for destroying the Red Maple base, even if he later entered the Space Prison, the answer he gave to all kinds of people was the same: “There is no reason, it is an eyesore.”
It was extremely perfunctory, but I could not pry out other reasons for not being perfunctory, so that it was such a simple nonsense that finally appeared in the prison file, and then the dust settled. When Truth took over the position of executive officer, it would have been long ago. The second inquiry period is over.
He never asked Sae Young the reason, as if he really believed the nonsense in the file.
But in fact, he had already subconsciously acquiesced that Sae Young had a deeper reason for destroying the Red Maple base, and even acquiesced that the reason was not unreasonable, otherwise the relationship between him and Sae Young would be impossible. Transformed into what happened later, it is impossible to stand shoulder to shoulder again.
From the moment he took Sae Yang into Jiang Qi’s apartment, after so many years, he couldn’t hide it anymore—no one could let the people he hated into his house without any concern. .
What he really cared about was actually just what he said to Sae Young just now.
Truss stood outside the door for a few seconds, raised his hand and pressed the fold between his brows. Under the shadow of his palm, he curled his mouth somewhat self-deprecatingly—he discovered for the first time that he was actually shallow and weak, with the tip of a knife. After living with blood for so many years, the skin and bones have worn out a thick cocoon, but the inside is still succumbing to a sense of stability.
It is not five or six years, nor ten years, but a long-term sense of stability that can make him completely relax and no longer need to evacuate. This is probably the indifferent, dark, and turbulent childhood experience rooted in his bones. The imprint that can’t be reversed…
And Sae Young, who is only interested in the unknowable, could have anything to do with the word “Anshen”?
Do not make jokes.
Chus put down his hand rubbing his eyebrows, and was about to raise his foot to the living room. The door behind him was suddenly opened from the inside. One hand grabbed his wrist and turned him over to the side. Pressure.
Behind him was the small door leading to the medical room, and Truth was pushed against that door.
Sae Young lowered his head and leaned over, his lips that were hot because of the fever were almost against his, but there was still a slight gap, and they did not really touch each other. They became a little anxious because of the action just now. Her breath is entangled, showing a kind of extreme intimacy.
He grasped Truth’s wrist and moved his untouched lips slightly in this posture, and then grinned softly against Truth’s lips: “That can’t be called a continuation just now, it’s too perfunctory. The sir, the posture is not correct. If I remember correctly, you were against the tree at the time, and the gasping voice couldn’t even silence the uninterrupted explosion in the forest.”
Truss couldn’t retreat, and he could touch Sae Young’s lips with just one mouth, but he still replied, “That came out.”
Perhaps due to the influence of the atmosphere, his own voice was as low as a whisper.
“Really, then you are not running now.”
After speaking, he had already kissed Chus.
There were still some rules at first, but I didn’t know when it started, so I got confused. In the short corridor, the breathing of two people was very heavy, and the ears of the people were hot.
With a click, the narrow door behind Trus suddenly opened.
The two entangled in chaos, first pressed against the wall, and then reached the medical cabin.
Then after hearing a beep, the medical cabin they were against suddenly opened its cover. Chus grasped the fingers of Saer’s arm tightly, tugged and twisted with a clever force, and Saer Young was completely pressed into the medical cabin by him.
“The injured organism is detected and the physiological value measurement begins.”
Chus closed the cover and tapped it on the activation switch of the medical cabin. He took a step back, resting his hands on the edge of the medical cabin, panting for a while, knocked on the cover and said, “Your body It’s getting more and more wrong, you can’t even feel it yourself?”
Saer Young fell into the medical cabin, his strong chest muscles rising and falling. He raised his hand and wiped his face, then squinted at Chus and said, “Sir, you’re plotting against me.”
“Anyone who can pass out within two minutes is not qualified to speak.”
Chu Si put the back of his hand against his forehead and said: Get out of the way, who is going crazy with you!