Back To the Past To Fall In Love

Chapter 98:

Sure enough, even Qiu Yurou felt very sad.

Afterwards, although Xu Ziran said a lot to remedy it, the other party obviously showed disappointment and fell silent.

In fact, for Qiu Yurou, it wasn’t that she got angry so easily, but because even in the remedial words later, Xu Ziran still revealed a sense of not appreciating her and her going to the same school.

It was something she hadn’t thought of at all.

In fact, her mother had already told her these things when she rejected those schools the other day.

Shen Feiyao also doesn’t appreciate Qiu Yurou’s current decision, even if she has basically accepted the fact that her daughter likes the same sex, she still doesn’t think Qiu Yurou’s decision is correct.

In other words, from a more understanding point of view, she thought it was not advisable for Qiu Yurou to give up future possibilities for her feelings at this time.

This caused the slightly eased mother-daughter relationship to break up again. Qiu Yurou scoffed at Shen Feiyao’s thoughts, but she could not ignore Xu Ziran’s thoughts, but although she knew intellectually that she had to figure out Xu Ziran’s thoughts, emotionally she was indeed affected. hit to some extent.

She originally thought that Xu Ziran would agree with her thoughts, but when Xu Ziran showed the opposite attitude, Qiu Yurou inevitably wondered whether the other party was because he didn’t want to be with her, or because he was too clingy.

With this knowledge, Qiu Yurou relaxed the distance a little, so she showed a slightly cold attitude.

Probably because it is really close at ordinary times, it is quite obvious after showing it. Tian Jiaqi, who watched the incident, expressed such emotion: “Fish meat wants to go to the same school with you, but you still don’t want to, it is ruthless.”

This time was after the self-study in the evening, Xu Ziran watched Qiu Yurou tidy up things quickly and then disappeared, and it was too late to say a word to stop, but Tian Jiaqi stepped forward, shook her head and sighed, “Go, go to the club classroom with me. Get something?”

Taking things is fake, and trying to find a place where no one can mock her is true, Xu Ziran always felt that Tian Jiaqi was becoming more and more sarcastic: “I just don’t think it is necessary, the school I choose may not be suitable for her.”

Tian Jiaqi said, “You’re boring. Which couple is not sticky and doesn’t want to be separated now, what do you think is so realistic.”

Xu Ziran felt that this was still a cliche, and squinted at Tian Jiaqi until she shrugged and said, “Okay, what school are you going to go to?”

“H is big.”

Tian Jiaqi exaggeratedly said: “Famous school! Why is it not suitable for Qiu Yurou?”

Xu Ziran said seriously, “Because Qiu Yurou wants to be a doctor.”

The longer they get along, the more Xu Ziran knows that Qiu Yurou’s choice in her previous life was not out of coercion or following the trend. Her bookcase is full of books on medicine. Her idol is a dean of cardiac surgery. She likes this profession and her identity. So this is her favorite choice.

If she finally had such a favorite choice in her last life, it makes no sense that she would not be able to do it in this life.

Xu Ziran looked at Tian Jiaqi and said solemnly, “Although it is shameless to say that she may be very happy with me, but I hope she can do more happy things.”

Probably because Xu Ziran’s tone was too serious, Tian Jiaqi forgot to tease, and then stared at Xu Ziran blankly.

If a person has someone he loves, is this how he behaves?

A strange thought grows wildly in the heart like a vine, and soon covers the whole heart, making it impossible to tell. Now, what is beating violently in the chest is the original heart or the vine that has grown. .

Tian Jiaqi nodded slowly, not knowing what she was answering: “Oh… so it is.”

At this time, Qiu Yurou, who was standing at the door, looked at her shadow stretched by the moonlight, lowered her eyes slightly, and fell into contemplation.

The conversation with Shen Feiyao three days ago resurfaced in her mind—

“You can go and be with the people you like, but before that, you have to live your own life.”

This sentence seems very reasonable, but when Shen Feiyao said it, it was not convincing, because the other party was a typical example of thinking that he had a good life, but in fact it was messed up.

So Qiu Yurou, who was arrogant about this topic, said bluntly, “Don’t you know best, that a good life is not necessarily a good life.”

Shen Feiyao sucked in a breath of cold air, her previous daughter would never say such a thing, she deeply felt that her well-behaved daughter was ruined by Xu Ziran.

“Rourou, you’d better calm down and listen to what I have to say. You will understand.”

After Qiu Yurou heard this, she couldn’t figure it out: “But I’m calm now, why do you think I’m not calm?”

Shen Feiyao said, “You are actually here to refute me now.”

Qiu Yurou was speechless, because she actually felt that Shen Feiyao was right, because if she was so calm that she had already made a decision in her heart, she really wouldn’t waste her time here.

Qiu Yurou fell into silence, and Shen Feiyao also sorted out her mood and said, “Xu Ziran is an ambitious person, you can see this by looking at what she is doing and the energy she has put into it, you can accompany her like this now. Follow her – I know you are very smart, you must be able to learn everything, but shouldn’t you stop and think about it, think about it, if you meet someone and just follow in your footsteps, you are just copying everything about you, Will you like her?”

Shen Feiyao looked at Qiu Yurou: “You won’t like her, what we can really like is an equal person, an excellent person with his own characteristics – think about it again.”

Although it seemed to be shaken at a certain moment, Qiu Yurou quickly thought that the shake was just an illusion.

Compared with what Shen Feiyao said, it was clearly the long-distance relationship in love that was more criticized by everyone.

However, when she stood outside the door and listened to Xu Ziran saying these words, her mind began to clearly replay all the words Shen Feiyao said, and some strange thoughts that could not be distinguished from positive or negative emerged in her heart. This thought reorganized all the concepts and memories, making her originally restless heart finally calm down.

Only then did she realize that she had been very restless and restless these days.

In other words, she is really not calm.

Now that I think about it, the reason for not being calm may be that she is really struggling and suffering subconsciously, although she thinks she has a strong will.

With a long sigh, she walked downstairs facing the moonlight…

Xu Ziran in the classroom said to Tian Jiaqi: “…From the perspective of life, this is true, but to be honest, of course, I don’t want to leave the fish. I feel tormented when I think of a different place.”

Tian Jiaqi sneered: “I didn’t see it at all.”

Xu Ziran rolled his eyes and said, “Have you got your things ready? Let’s go, I’m going to see if Yurou’s car is still in the garage…”

That night, Xu Ziran finally determined that Qiu Yurou left first, and the next day, she determined that Qiu Yurou might indeed be angry.

Of course, Xu Ziran always felt that when he recalled his past and present life, he did not particularly determine when Qiu Yurou was angry, but there were times when Qiu Yurou seemed to be immersed in his own thoughts, completely ignoring everything around him—as if he was doing it now.

At that time, Xu Ziran felt that Qiu Yurou was thinking about some academic issues and was immersed in it, but this time, when contacting her former relationship, Xu Ziran began to wonder if this was just a manifestation of Qiu Yurou’s anger.

Because on the second day, Qiu Yurou still had a sleepwalking look on her face and ignored her.

Xu Ziran was no longer in the mood to do questions and plans. When he was free to study at night, he glanced at Qiu Yurou, wanting to see what the other party was doing.

At first glance, Qiu Yurou was staring at the blackboard in a daze.

Xu Ziran poked her with his finger and said, “Mr. Yurou is watching you.”

The teacher on the podium said, “Xu Ziran, what are you doing?”

Xu Ziran: “…”

At the second glance, Qiu Yurou pulled the earphones and came out to listen to the music. The sleeves covered her ears, and she held the pen and turned it on her fingers.

Xu Ziran had nothing to say: “Fish, you were discovered by the teacher when you listened to the concert like this.”

Teacher: “Xu Ziran, this is your first time, don’t disturb other students!”

Xu Ziran: “…”

Xu Ziran began to answer questions in a melancholy manner, and when she was reading a comprehension, she couldn’t help but write—

Expressing indescribable sadness and regret, I wonder what Yurou is thinking now.

The first section of the late self-study was over, Xu Ziran lay on the table listlessly, tilted her head to look at Qiu Yurou’s expressionless face, until something hit her on the back.

This time the hit was quite heavy, Xu Ziran turned around abruptly, and saw that it turned out to be a fist-sized transparent plastic ball that hit her on the back.

The weight of this transparent plastic ball is not clear, Xu Ziran was not in a good mood at first, but his face changed at this time, he picked it up and glared at the surroundings: “Who did it!”

Everyone was silent, and their eyes swept to one person.

Sure enough, he is the most troublesome person in the class.

Xu Ziran smiled and flipped the transparent plastic ball in his hand and said, “I’m not angry, I just want you to know that throwing this thing around is very dangerous…”

…

After educating the children verbally and with gestures, Xu Ziran returned to her seat and glanced at Qiu Yurou again.

Looking at this, I was surprised.

Her own test paper was being held in Qiu Yurou’s hand, and Qiu Yurou looked at the one-line reading comprehension. After a long time, she cast her eyes on Xu Ziran’s face…