At the beginning, the Civil Affairs Bureau confessed to the newly divorced female president

Chapter 36



Accompanied by the sad love song wafting not far away, the drunk man was silent for a moment, and then spoke eloquently.

"Today she got married, but the groom is not me, and she was lost by my own hands."

"She and I are college classmates. We have been in love since freshman year. We go to class together, eat and study together every day. She comes from a wealthy family and does not hesitate to accompany me to work and study together."

"And we didn't break up after graduation like other campus romances, and went our separate ways."

"We stayed in Beijing, a big city that didn't believe in tears and worked hard. We lived in the basement to keep each other warm."

"When we were the poorest, we ate cold steamed buns and the same bowl of ramen."

"At that time, I was young and ignorant. I promised her that I would buy her a villa, a luxury car, and a big diamond ring when I made money..."

"And she not only believed in the future I was looking forward to, but also fought with me without any complaints, even disregarding the opposition of my family, she resolutely followed me through hardships."

"However, the reality of poverty at that time told me that I had nothing but love for her."

"When I saw her glance at the clothes and shoes in the window, she was full of liking but stubbornly said 'I don't like', and forced me to leave, my heart seemed to be stabbed severely."

"When we shared a bowl of ramen and she said 'I'm full, help me' after two mouthfuls, I wanted to slap myself hard."

"When she accompanied me in the rain and waited for the bus, but smiled and comforted me, 'It's so romantic to be in the rain with my lover', I felt inferior."

"Depressed and frustrated, apart from the low self-esteem brought about by embarrassment and poverty, I don't have the courage to cherish this relationship at all."

Speaking of this, the drunk had already burst into tears.

Han Shichu sighed heavily, and asked softly, "So you chose to let go?"

The drunk nodded painfully.

"Confused!" Bai Luming looked at him resentfully. "It's hard to find such a good girl with a lantern. How can you give up so easily? Can't you just grit your teeth and persevere, and give yourself more confidence and courage?" ?”

"It's because she's so nice that I feel more inferior. How can I be worthy of her when I'm so poor? How dare I delay her?"

"It also made me fall into deep self-doubt, wondering if I could give her a happy life?"

"Yes, I'm a coward. I don't have the courage to cherish this relationship. But I really can't bear to see her suffer with me again, and I don't dare to use an illusory future to bet on a girl's best. years."

"Love is selfless and selfish, but at that time I didn't have the confidence and courage to possess her and love her again."

"At that time, I stubbornly believed that my love for her was bondage, torture, and hardship."

"I also foolishly thought that only by breaking up can she live a happier and happier life."

"After the painful breakup, I didn't even pack my luggage. I left overnight without saying goodbye, and came to Shanghai alone to work hard."

A bitter and far-fetched smile appeared on the drunk man's face, "Now, I have succeeded, and I can completely fulfill the promise I made to her. But when I wanted to go back to find her, I found that I had already lost her."

Han Shichu sighed heavily again, patted his shoulder, and said slowly: "This is the reality, put down bricks, can't hold life, let go of her, can't hold love."

[Yeah, a good girl like this can't be let down, but I don't want her to suffer and starve with me. 】

[I don't agree with his approach.As girls, I feel that breaking up is the biggest harm to girls.Why can't you give yourself more courage? 】

[I was also at the most powerless age, but I met a good girl who wanted to give her a lifetime of happiness.However, in real life, I made the same choice as him. For me, this is a lifetime regret. 】

【Later, I had everything, but I lost us. 】

For those who have had the same experience, the drunk may have made what he thought was the most correct choice at that time.

There is no right or wrong, only regret.

If you can keep going, maybe you should be more courageous, right?

Han Shichu suddenly remembered the big gift package given by the system before, and there was a poem in it that was quite suitable for the occasion.

Immediately, he couldn't help blurting out, "Jinse has fifty strings for no reason, and one string and one column misses the Huanian. This feeling can be regarded as a memory, but it was already at a loss."

He didn't read the whole poem, but only intercepted two sentences before and after.

As soon as his poem was exported, the live broadcast room exploded again.

[Fuck, is this an ancient poem?Why have I never heard of it? 】

[I'm stupid, the reckless man is still a cultural person, so he speaks well?It feels so tall. 】

[This... is this an original poem?Is there anyone who understands the king who is big enough to come out and explain a wave? 】

[I don't know what it means, although I don't know what it means, but I want to say, brother reckless. 】

The drunk man was slightly taken aback, and then asked, "What's the name of this poem?"

""Jinse"."

Bai Luming on the side asked curiously: "Brother, why have I never heard of this poem? It is impossible for me not to have heard of such a beautiful poem?"

Han Shichu smiled slightly and said, "Of course you haven't heard of it, because I just posted it on a whim and made it impromptu."

Well, don't force yourself to keep it for yourself?

While Bai Luming was greatly shocked, he continued to ask curiously: "Brother, what does this poem mean?"

Han Shichu shook his head, did not explain, but suddenly said: "Brother, I will send you a song."

After finishing speaking, he dragged the drunk man to the wandering singer not far away.

Han Shichu walked up to the homeless singer and negotiated, "Handsome guy, can I borrow your audio microphone and guitar to sing a song?"

The wandering singer looked at him, then at Bai Luming next to him and the camera with the program logo on it.

He said without hesitation, "Of course."

After speaking, he took off the guitar on his body and handed it to him.

Han Shichu took the guitar, adjusted the height of the microphone, and said slowly: "Sorry to bother you, I have a song I want to give to a strange friend and young friends."

"When you were young, if you fell in love with someone, please don't have any worries, please be gentle, and please cherish it."

"When you grow up, you will know that at the moment when you look back suddenly, the youth without resentment and regret will have no regrets, just like the quiet full moon on the hill."

"Also, after you succeed, please don't forget the person who has been with you all the way and has no regrets."

"If you meet the girl you want to marry the most in your life at the most powerless age, please give yourself a little more courage."

After finishing speaking, Han Shichu slowly played the guitar.


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