A Rural Life in the 70s

This yard, he came and went to seven or eight years, and he was familiar with the bricks, tiles and trees. But after only two or three months, I set foot in this small courtyard again. What Qin sees is the house, the tree, the man, but it seems to be inexplicably extravagant and alienated.

He stood in this small yard, no longer as free as the owner, a layer of shackles and overwhelming, and felt nowhere to put.

Xiaoqiu’s faint faintness, and no obvious coldness, but the performance is very casual, the look calmly greeted the Qin dynasty into the house, sat in the hall, picked up the tea sent by Qiu Fen scorpion, and gave Qin Qin and Cheng He each A cup.

Qin Lan sat in a chair and moved uncomfortably, looking at Chenghe, hoping that he could give them an independent space. He wants to talk to Xiaoqiu alone… After two or three months of calm thinking, he is still reluctant to give up. He likes Xiaoqiu. He likes it for too long. He likes it too deeply and has become inseparable in his life. section.

In the past two or three months, he has tasted her thoughts on her, and it is not an exaggeration to say that she is deeply impressed. He didn’t dare to think about it, and never saw her again… just thinking about it, the heart hurts like a knife.

“I heard that you took the assignment task, and the work is still going well?” Xiao Qiu also sat down, and asked with a slight smile.

Qin took a moment and quickly said: “Smooth, very smooth… that, I…”

He opened his mind and interpreted it like an explanation. He just opened his mouth, but he stuck again and turned to look at Chenghe. Or, even he himself did not realize that the reason why he failed to idiom was not because he was on the side of the river, but because he was very clear and could not explain.

Xiaoqiu did not hesitate to hesitate, smiled a little, and continued: “It’s just fine. You just came, Qiufen’s nephew did a handkerchief, and when he went out to the front of the dumplings, he would take the wind.”

After that, look up and look at the third brother into the river, Chenghe is holding a cup of tea, see Xiaoqiu’s gesture, put down the cup in a muffled, got up and went to the kitchen.

In the room, only he and her two were left. Qin Hao suddenly felt that the air was so thin that it was difficult to breathe.

He was inspired to have the courage and psychological construction, but he really faced the small autumn, he was still inexplicably guilty, unable to do anything, even dare not look at her.

He squinted his eyes, his eyes slightly fainted, hesitated and opened his mouth: “Xiaoqiu, I am not… that, I mean, I didn’t tell you on a business trip, I was wrong, sorry.”

Xiaoqiu slowly put down the teacup in his hand and smiled and said: “You can’t do the Lord’s work at work.”

“No, Xiaoqiu…” Qin Yu was inexplicably flustered.

Last time, they were in conflict. Xiaoqiu ignored him for half a month and did not give him a good look. This time is more than the last time, Xiaoqiu is so generous and tolerant… This is not right.

He is eager to explain, but he really opens his mouth but he doesn’t know where to start.

Could it be said that he always felt that this relationship was stolen by himself? Can it be said that he always feels that Xiaoqiu’s heart is still Wu Ge, not him? Is it possible to tell her that she will not be with Wu Ge from now on, can she say a word?

“… Xiaoqiu, I am wrong, sorry, please forgive me this time…” Finally, he said that it is such a hollow sentence.

Xiaoqiu lowered his eyes and listened patiently to him. Until he had nothing to say, he slowly looked up and looked at him. His eyes were calm and his face was calm: “Qin, you haven’t thought about it, why is this? ”

Qin Hao’s face changed, and some of them insisted on the beginning, but they clearly knew that they did not hide Xiaoqiu’s gaze. She was watching him, waiting for his answer, not allowing him to continue to escape.

For a long time, he turned back and looked at Xiaoqiu’s eyes. His lips groaned and said: “…I, I will change…”

Xiaoqiu didn’t make a sound, but he looked at him calmly and looked at him. He saw that he was flustered. He just said a few words and couldn’t say any more.

He is very clear, where his heart is, he also thinks very clearly, there is a knot between him and her, hiding can not escape.

In the past two or three months, he thought he had already understood it. He could calmly ask any question. He could really face Xiaoqiu’s honest and straightforward inquiry. He thought that the indestructible psychological construction would collapse and collapse, and it would be out of control.

He turned his gaze and looked at the floor in front of the toes in a sly look. His eyes had no focal length, and only the bottom of his heart spread bluntly.

He was unwilling and unwilling, but he couldn’t bear it. He continued to selfishly tie her to his side, and then tormented each other, so that he gradually eroded the love of the two, and even hated each other and hatred.

For a long time, for a long time, Qin Hao whispered to himself: “…Is it really impossible?”

Xiaoqiu sighed silently, slowly got up, came to him, kneel down, looking up at his eyes: “If you want, we can be friends, but also brothers and sisters… I can’t bear you. Such a good brother.”

The two eyes looked at each other. Qin Lan reached out and tried to touch the face in front of him, but paused before the finger touched Xiaoqiu’s cheek. Then, he fell down, looked up, and spit out a long breath.

Raising his hand and screaming his face or eyes with force and anger, he finally regained his emotions and opened a big, bright smile to her: “Good. I can’t bear it… you are such a good sister.”

Knocking on the door, Xiaoqiu and Qin Yu turned around and looked at the past.

Chenghe pushed the door open, so he walked in the door outside the door, and his eyes turned on the faces of the two people. He said: “Qiufen’s face is under the pot, ready to open the rice!”

Xiaoqiu promised to get up, and wanted to laugh at Chenghe, but she just slammed her lips. Her heart was also inexplicably sour and uncomfortable. She couldn’t laugh and no longer force herself.

Slowly turn your head and look at Qin Wei: “Let’s have dinner together!”

Qin Lan finally stood up slowly, looking up at Xiaoqiu’s gaze, and looked at her eyebrows and face with a stubborn look. After a long time, she finally said: “I still have something to do today, I will not leave eating…. … Yes, I am on a business trip, bring some souvenirs, the train consignment will arrive tomorrow, I will take it to you tomorrow.”

Xiaoqiu nodded: “Good.”