A life with the Author

{Bro, I know this has a good reason, but this is creepy as hell.} his deadpan voice ring out in my head and it sucks that I can nearly picture his stupid face when he said this.

'Its for the greater good. I need to know whether she will be loyal.' I say with binoculars in my hand which connected to my eyes.

{Yeah but stalking like this is craaazy~ What if you saw her pick her nose? Would you still find her attractive?}

I ignore his stupid comments as I focus on her. My eyes lock on her like an eagle locked on its prey.

It is monday now, meaning school have started, meaning my girlfriend will be blackmailed.

I am on top of a building just across the school and I am looking closely through the binoculars as I watch her while she is in her class. Studying diligently and having an impassive expression, almost like she was out of this world.

I have observed her for some time now, and seeing her mercilessly ignoring any guys that try their luck gives me hope.

{Lets just dump her, I am sure there are plenty of other girls. Heck there is even your mother.} he tries to convince me.

The Author was really worried since I am not interfering with the situation and decide to just observe it. It would really be bad for his story if I got cucked.

The reason why I am just observing without doing anything is because I want to know exactly what kind of girl Tsukimi was. Whether or not if her personality depicted in the doujin is true or not.

Sure I can just interfere and give her the D and continuously guard her from other guys. But, is that really what I want?

The answer is no. 

I am not going to lie I really like Tsukimi. I have had a crush on him since middle school and never looked at other girls.

This is mainly because her body developed way beyond her years and she didn`t look like a middle schooler. In my past life I was already in highschool so I feel nothing for other girls my age except for her.

That was the reason I had a crush on her and with time I have come to like her more than just her body and even started dating.

Some might say its only a month but our story stretched way back and I am invested now. So until I get further proof I will not just dump her just because of a possible future.

{I understand your reason but the [Simp] title is just holding me back.}

Oh, I even forgot I had that title. I don`t even know exactly when or how I acquire it.

'Don`t worry. I trust her.' I say, and I think I believe it too.

I continue watching her until the bell of the first break rang. The students disperse while some headed to the cafeteria.

Then it happened.

A man whose existence alone angered me to my core came to Tsukimi and speak to her. I cannot hear what they are saying but after a while they go to some place together.

"They are heading to the back of the school." I say, quickly putting the binoculars in my bag.

I am currently wearing my normal workout clothes with a smile black jogger pants and a shirt with a comfortable sneaker.

I also wear a black hat and a mask that is put under my chin.

I quickly move out of the roof that I was in and head towards the back of the school. The school was big and it would`ve taken some time for the average person but I am someone with 28 stat points in agility.

Meaning, 'I am fast as fuck boi.'

It took me no time to reach the back of the school where no other students could be found.

The giant wall that surrounded the school was like a baby guard to me as I easily climb over it.

There were security cameras but I didn`t mind them. Not like they were always being watched anyways. Security cameras are only checked when a situation happened most of the time.

I hide behind a building a few meters away from the place where Tsukimi and the bastard had a talk.

With my back on the building, I peep at them and listen to their coversation.

"You know our school doesn`t allow dating. I wonder what would happen when the staff finds out about this. I hope they only deduct your credit points. We wouldn`t want the sexiest girl in the school to be expelled would we?"

I have to use all my willpower to not go out and beat the shit out of him.

He continue talking with a smirk on his face while Tsukimi fidget nervously. Rubbing her thighs together in what I hope to be nervousness.

Then finally she spoke.

"O-Only for a day, okay."

Words never felt more heavy in my ears.

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After the school was over they go on a date.

The location where the date took place was a suspicious street with bars and brothels. The red light district.

The guy had an annoying smirk on his face as he showed her around the place and continuously talk.

And for the love of god he can`t keep his hand to himself. Touching here and there, brushing that place and this place.

I watch.

Which is probably the hardest thing I had ever done in my life.

Because at first she looks disgusted and rebellious but later she had a face full of pleasure.

The sky goes dark and the place was illuminated with different lights. It was a very beautiful sight. I continued following them.

Then they stop near a building. A love hotel.

They talked for a while and Tsukimi seem hesitant and almost angered.

She even slaps his hand away from her and glare at him 

'Yes, yes!!'

I was happy. I was relieved.

Then he walked in.

Tsukimi hesitated for a long time but then she go.

They.

Went.

In.

.

.

And I don't need to watch them to know what was about to happen.

You now what, I feel like shit.

I feel stupid.

I feel betrayed.

And I feel a whole lot more and none of them are pleasant.

"Haaaa~ fucking hell." I say, my hand digs into my purple hair and ruffle it,

{...}

It is official.

"She`s a slut."

I shouldn`t have treated her like she wasn`t.

In the doujin she still loved the MC even at the end and she probably feel the same about me but I don`t care.

This is not love.

*ting!!*

[Title removed : Simp]

*ting!!*

[Title removed : The nice guy.]

"Well isn`t that funny.." I say and laugh.

This is extremely hilarious. Is this karma? My punishment for enjoying that shit NTR doujin?

Wow. It sinks in. It really sinks in. Like a dagger.

'Well there goes my first relationship.'

{I told you we should have just dumped her.}

'I know, I know.' 

I look around and my eyes land on a bamboo stick which is lying down in the alley.

.

I pick it up and observe it in my hand.

It was big yet hollow. It wouldn't do critical damage but it would hurt as hell if it is used to hit someone.

{What are you going to do?}

I smile and walk towards the love hotel which Tsukimi and the bastard just entered.

"You`d be mad if you think that I will just let myself be cucked."

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Author : Please if you don't like this development, no need to spam 1 star review. I know, you hate it. I know my book sucks. I wanted to show that Yuito is not a main character written by an Author instead he is just a normal rencarnated person whose life would be written as a fanfiction only if it is interesting by the Author. Not the other way around. The story does not dictate him but he dictate the story instead.

I also did it for character development and to show what kind of person Yuito truly is. A man's nature is shown when he is at his worst.

I just thought it would be acceptable since Tsukimi didn't kiss nor have sex. She is also still very much obsessed with the MC in her own way but I knew now that it was not acceptable. So please, if you don't like this just leave without leaving 1 star review just because of it and dragging my hard work in the dumps.

Thank you.