Chapter 51: Pei Siyuan (9): She never really liked you
51. Pei Siyuan (9): She never really liked you
After walking out of the restaurant, Pei Siyuan heard the Creator’s voice in his mind: “I found an interesting thing.”
Pei Siyuan felt that the Creator must have nothing good to say, but he still asked: “What is it?”
“Gu Ningyou also has feelings for Xie Yingzhou.”
Pei Siyuan took a step: “Are you telling the truth?”
“Of course it is true, she is a character created by me, so I know her heart very well. In my script, she slowly fell in love with Xie Yingzhou after going abroad and spent a long time with him. Now, it is reasonable to say that she only treats Xie Yingzhou as a friend …… so this should be her own feelings.”
“You mean…” Pei Siyuan felt that his chest was so tight that he could hardly breathe, “They will be together soon?
“Of course not. Now, Gu Ningyou’s feelings for him are only between touched and heartwarming, not really a liking. However, although her self-awareness is short-lived, so short that she didn’t even discover it, but in the end it still existed… and she has never even had such feelings for you. “
Pei Siyuan repeated the Creator’s words: “For me, never? “
“Yes, in simple terms, she never really liked you. In fact, she was the one who was not tempted from the beginning to the end – you wouldn’t think that her strong and persistent feelings for you really stemmed from her own heart? I have always felt that your persistence is meaningless. You see, you have come back so many times, but you failed to get her heart even for a moment… You and her, it wasn’t even a love affair, it was just wishful thinking on your part from the very beginning.”
So that was how it was.
It turned out to be his own wishful thinking.
In fact, this is the reaction she should have, isn’t it?
He was so indifferent to her, and the only tender moment in her eyes were all for revenge… For such him , why did he expect her to really like him?
The street in front of him was still flashing with neon lights, and the lights of the street lamps and the bright moonlight scattered to the earth, illuminating the road in front of him, but Pei Siyuan felt that his world was pitch black, and he could no longer see even a trace of light.
The past two years have been more torturous for Pei Siyuan than the past nine years. When he was free, he would think of Gu Ningyou who was far away in J City, and he couldn’t control the fantasy of what she will say when she meets Xie Yingzhou and what they will do, although the Creator said that Gu Ningyou’s feelings for him is not yet considered to be ‘like’, but after a long time, who can guarantee that such feelings will not change at all?
After Jiang Yao returned to China, he started to “pursue” her, and unsurprisingly he was rejected by Jiang Yao, so he imprisoned Jiang Yao as the script said.
Pei Siyuan felt that what he was really good at was probably not fighting with others in the business, but acting. It turns out that loving someone or not can really be performed, just like he can act as if he doesn’t love Gu Ningyou, he can also act as if he loves Jiang Yao deeply, always showing deep affection in front of outsiders.
Pei Siyuan has been waiting – it was said in the script that Gu Ningyou would return to City A again to try to take Jiang Yao away.
He was looking forward to that day every day, he really missed her so much, he wanted to see her, even if it was only one sided, even if it was just one-sided… it was enough.
But this time the development of the plot was somewhat different from the description of the script.
He has been following the plot honestly all the time, and naturally it was not him who brought this change, but –
Jiang Yao.
Since being imprisoned by Pei Siyuan, Jiang Yao has been locked in her room all day, unable to go out or communicate with the outside world. She can only talk to herself. Over time, instead of going crazy, she became more and more sober.
In fact, she has long found out.
She has long found that her words and deeds were often out of control, but unfortunately the time when she could really think independently was always fleeting, and every time she found something strange, she was suppressed by some invisible mysterious force.
But now it was different. The days of being imprisoned by Pei Siyuan were really boring. She has a lot of time to think freely. She recalled her past life every day. The more she recalled, the more abnormalities she found. In the end, she could even clearly distinguish which words she wanted to say and which ones were not.
She didn’t love Pei Siyuan, she was sure.
Pei Siyuan didn’t love her, she was sure of that.
She didn’t understand why Pei Siyuan who didn’t love her wanted to imprison her. At first, she would argue with Pei Siyuan, but then gradually gave up the idea of persuading Pei Siyuan. She found that Pei Siyuan was a lunatic, completely immersed in his own mental world. It did not make sense at all!
She sought help from the family’s servants, without exception, she ran into a wall, which also made her more and more anxious.
She knew that her time was getting less and less, because she could feel that the mysterious power that was suppressing her was gradually strengthening. At first, she was able to have a full day of free thinking, then half a day, then a few hours, to now, her self-awareness was only a few minutes.
A few minutes was also enough ……
Jiang Yao once again begged for a mobile phone from the servant at home. This was not the first time she has done this. Now, for the sake of freedom, she could beg anyone.
Who to look for today?
Pei Siyuan’s acting skills were so superb that everyone believed that he loved her, so no one believed her, and was willing to help her – maybe Pei Siyuan just knew that no one will believe her, so she was so relieved when he arranged a servant to come to take care of her at home.
She even looked for 110, but she desperately found that those police officers had also been bought by Pei Siyuan long ago.
Who should she look for today? Who else could she look for?
It would really be too late if she didn’t get her freedom. She suspected that if she dragged on, she would never be able to have her own time again.
Jiang Yao pondered bitterly, and suddenly, she thought of a person, the person Pei Siyuan once admitted that he liked—
Gu Ningyou.
She now suspected that what Pei Siyuan said a few years ago might be true. The person in his heart might really be Gu Ningyou. If Gu Ningyou comes back to Pei Siyuan, will Pei Siyuan be able to return her freedom?
But she didn’t have Gu Ningyou’s contact information at all. After many toss and turns, she finally got Gu Ningyou’s phone number from her own family.
Gu Ningyou was her last hope…
Jiang Yao called Gu Ningyou with the idea of breaking the boat. She told Gu Ningyou her troubles and begged Gu Ningyou to find a way to take her away. Unfortunately, before she could finish speaking, she hung up the phone under control, and took the initiative to return the phone to the servant.
Her time was decreasing every day, but the servant did not come for the next two days. Jiang Yao was almost desperate. Finally, on the third day, the servant came to the house again. Jiang Yao quickly seized the opportunity. She called Gu Ningyou again and repeated her request, but unfortunately she didn’t have time to finish her words, and her body lost control again.
The situation was even worse in the evening, her time was so short that she only had enough time to say one sentence before the phone was once again hung up by herself again.
She didn’t know if Gu Ningyou will agree to her, and she guessed that she will not have such free time to think in the future, but no matter what –
As long as she was free, it was good.
Gu Ningyou, you must promise me…
The second before hanging up, Jiang Yao said this in her heart.