LIGHTNOVELONLINE Chapter 49: Pei Siyuan (7): Don't hurt her... Please.
- Pei Siyuan (7): Don’t hurt her… Please.
“You also know about this.” No doubt, this was the Creator’s arrangement, but Pei Siyuan didn’t understand why, “What’s going on? Didn’t you say that as long as I follow your script, everyone will have a happy and fulfilling ending? In the script you gave, there was absolutely no mention that Gu Ningcheng would have a car accident ……”
“Yeah, that’s what I said, but my premise is that you have to follow my script. Think, didn’t you do it yourself?”
“How did I do it?” Pei Siyuan couldn’t understand the Creator’s words, “I got the certificate with Gu Ningyou today… Is this not a plot in the script? “
“You have to pretend to be stupid with me, don’t you? Then I’ll be straightforward – I let you marry Gu Ningyou so that you can take revenge on her, not let you go on a honeymoon with her, and not let you be with her.”
“I didn’t want to be with her!” Pei Siyuan retorted, “I plan to join forces with Xie Yingzhou to deal with her, after a while, I…”
“You can use this to lie to others, but it’s useless to lie to me. I know exactly what you are thinking in your heart. You want to go on a honeymoon with her, you want to be sweet and loving with her, you want to delay for as long as you can …… you dare to say it is not so?”
Pei Siyuan felt that he was extremely embarrassed, because everything the Creator said was true, and no matter how well his thoughts were hidden, it was impossible for him to hide the slightest bit from the Creator.
“I don’t want to be with her now…” Pei Siyuan never thought that his greed for happiness would result in such consequences, if everything could be done over again, he would never have such thoughts again, “Can’t you turn back time? Just for a while… just let the time go back to an hour ago!”
“Of course I can, but why should I do this? Rest assured, there is a high probability of amputation, not death. But—”
“Pei Siyuan, this is my warning to you. Don’t think about making small moves, you should act like in my script. Next time you try to do like this, I can’t guarantee who the person missing an arm or a leg would be.”
“Don’t hurt Ning Ning…” Pei Siyuan lost his strength and even his words came out shaky, “It was all my own doing, she is innocent, she knows nothing… …”
“Don’t hurt her? Yes it is not impossible.” The Creator’s voice was extremely indifferent, “Beg me.”
Pei Siyuan really hated it. He didn’t understand, there were so many lovers in this world who got married, but why was he the only one who couldn’t even hug his beloved girl?
He didn’t understand. Why was it only him?
“Why did you choose me? What did I do wrong?”
“Please.”
Pei Siyuan had never begged anyone in his life, but at this moment he had to abandon his dignity and lower his head.
In front of the Creator, he was so insignificant and vulnerable…
“Don’t hurt her… Please.”
Not long after, Gu Ningyou rushed into his office and asked him if he knew about Gu Ningcheng’s car accident. It was probably because he acted too much, and the indifferent mask on his face could hardly be taken off. At such a moment, he was still able to hold back the pain in his heart and said to her in such a calm voice: ” I know.”
After hearing his answer, the woman he loved cried in front of him again – she must be in so much pain now, won’t she?
What about him? The pain in his heart was no less than hers. How much he wanted to go up and hug her and wipe away her tears, but he couldn’t do anything, he could only watch her cry like this…
When Gu Ningyou asked him if he did it, he admitted: “It was me.”
He was really guilty and regretful, if he hadn’t greedily wanted to spend more time with her, if he had honestly followed the script, Gu Ningcheng wouldn’t have had the car accident … He didn’t kill his brother-in-law, but his brother-in-law nearly died because of him, what reason does he have to excuse himself?
He closed his eyes, he couldn’t bear to see her eyes flowing with tears again, he was afraid that he would not be able to resist comforting her if he looked at her one more time.
Gu Ningyou’s every question was like a sharp arrow, piercing straight into his heart that was already riddled with holes. He kept on enduring it, patiently not letting himself lose control, until he heard her almost roaring words –
“Why don’t you just kill me, kill me, and won’t this all be over?”
Hearing this, he could no longer restrain the emotions in his heart.
Kill her? He once had this thought too, he had wondered – was it possible that by killing her, they wouldn’t have to suffer so much, wouldn’t have to torture each other like this?
He slammed the pen in his hand hard against the wall and walked towards her step by step.
“There’s no reason, I just thought about it, and just did it.” He saw her falling weakly on the ground, her knees instantly reddened, and he felt that his heart was aching more and more because of her fall, but he couldn’t even reach out to help her, instead he could only say words that hurt her like now, “Gu Ningyou, you don’t think I’m really in love with you, do you?”
She looked up at him with tears in her eyes, as if willing to listen to his explanation: “So all these days, everything was just you acting, even just a hint of true feelings …. You’ve never had it?”
He thought that it was impossible for him and her after all. Even if it was just a short warmth, he didn’t deserve it.
“Yes, not even for a second.”
During the following period, Pei Siyuan did not dare to disobey the script given by the Creator. He contacted Xie Yingzhou again, and joined hands with him to attack Gu Ningyou’s father’s company. He won an all-round victory in just one month, and Gu Ningyou also took the initiative to send a signed divorce agreement and leave the house.
On the day she came to see him, he saw for the first time that her eyes were no longer full of love, but full of hatred, as if she was looking at an enemy –
This was good, she should be hating him, which woman won’t hate after going through all this?
“Gu Ningyou, as long as you don’t appear in front of me in the future, I can spare your life.” Pei Siyuan said, “If you can completely disappear from my world… that would be even better.”
Before leaving, Gu Ning glanced at him angrily, and turned around without hesitation: “I will do it without you saying so, don’t worry, I will never, in the future, appear in front of you again.”
This was good, really good.
Seizing and freeing, decisive and resolute, worthy of the person he has always loved.
After she left, Pei Siyuan felt that his life had become completely bleak. He forced himself to devote himself to intense work. Only in this way, he would not think about her and be less painful.
Actually, he knew, he knew that she went to J City and started a new life there.
He really wanted people to inquire about her, but he didn’t. Now he didn’t dare to do anything that went against the script ……
Then how did he know?
It was someone else who told him, and that someone was-
His close brother, the one who once joined forces with him to attack her—
Xie Yingzhou.
Author’s Note:
I recommend everyone to listen Lan Xinyu’s “Gulf of Alaska”. This story is what I came up with after listening to the song ~~
Translator Note:
This song was the final straw for my fragile heart and I bawled by eyes out after listening to it; the lyrics really fits Pei Siyuan’s thoughts and wishes.
Gulf of Alaska male cover lyrics. I prefer this one.
Gulf of Alaska lyrics[Lan Xinyu]
Gulf of Alaska original