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Muhahahhaha! Eternal balance... just like with yin and yang, emotions too are balanced. When presented with an object. You may be interested, or be cold and indifferent. You may be enthusiastic or bored.
You may desire the object or feel disgusted. Admiration or revulsion.
When looking towards your future. You may experience hope. Or you may experience fear. Dread and anxiety or excitement.
When somebody interacts with you. Whether it is with positive or negative attention. You may feel gratitude. Or you may feel anger! Rage! But you may also feel frustration.
Sometimes you may feel inspired...
What sort of emotions do you feel while reading this book?
What exactly is the difference between pride and arrogance?
Someone with pride has the strength to back-up their claims. Someone with arrogance overestimates themselves.
Do you think my technique is nonsense? Or do you believe it is possible? Do you think I take pride in this technique? Or am I completely delusional and arrogant?
What do I think?
I am completely delusional. I am not normal and my values are very different from those of society. I don't care about the external at all. I have always been obsessed with the internal.
I am arrogant!
I am prideful!
I am... evil!
Most people see themselves as the good guy in their lives. Even those that commit crimes and end up in prison have justifications for their actions that they tell themselves. They had a reason for their actions.
But me? I am not a benevolent entity.
I have ruined infinite lives...
Think about it this way. Everyone can continue to live meaningful lives that will one day end. Everyone follows the rules of the game that is life. But I have created a method that exploits the bugs in this system. I have disrupted the stable future of all of reality.
The end of the world.
It is my fault!
There was a time in my life where I felt much dread. I knew my time was coming and I didn't have much longer to live. But... I cheated death.
But it wasn't without a cost.
My universe was destroyed.
My original universe was like the experimental subject that taught me what to do and what not to do. Before I crossed over to this universe. I felt powerless and helpless. When I become 'extremely insane'. I felt unstoppable and invincible. I was manic and was experiencing the fate of a Flawless.
My visualization technique was powerful and eternal. But it broke into shards from the pressure of the spiritual spatial storm when I was traveling across the multiverse.
You must understand that the true existence is like the spiritual brain. Or it was at the time I was attempting the impossible.
I managed to pull it off. But I lost too much information. Now I must rebuild my visualization technique in this universe.
But things are different.
My mind is more limited. My thinking not as fluid. The pressure of this universe is far greater. It is far harder to break the rules and become a true hidden existence.
But...
I will do it.
I already have.
What about you?
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