Even if it's a fake daughter, you have to be brave
Chapter 223 Self
【Xiao Yue, from the time I escaped from that place, I was doomed to die. 】
【Are you willing to die with me?Haha, I'm very happy, then come to me after you appreciate my masterpiece. 】
[I allow you to regret it.It's just that Shen Yue, if one day you regret it and go back to the past, absolutely don't come to me, let alone try to change me, otherwise the past me will definitely kill you without hesitation, remember. 】
[Did you know that a different choice can bring about a completely different ending.If you are not like me, if I no longer love you, then the me in your memory is no longer me in reality. 】
【don't know?It doesn't matter if you don't understand, as long as you know that memory is not the soul, that's enough. 】
【Never confuse memory with reality. 】
Shen Yue didn't know why, but suddenly remembered what Shen Hui said to her in her memory.
In fact, Shen Yue has been thinking since she woke up this time, who is she?
Is it the Shen Yue who knows everything in memory, or the Shen Yue who finally realized what family affection is.
Is it Shen Yue who has no communication with her elder brother, or Shen Yue who has established a connection with her elder brother.
Is it Shen Yue who relied on calculations to get to the present, or Shen Yue who surrendered her sincerity and got her sincerity.
She is confused.
There are two memories in her mind, and sometimes she can't even tell which one is the reality.
At the same time, these two memories are separated.
She remembered everything in the prison, but it was like watching a movie. Although she knew the development and the cause and effect of the matter, she didn't really feel it. To her, it was like what another person experienced.
Shen Yue understood why when Si Chengyou transmitted the memory back to the past for the first time, nothing changed.
Because memory transmission is not soul transmission, the first problem people have to face is self.
Whether to stick to the real self, or willing to accept the memory and become another "me".
Shen Yue was willing at first, perhaps because her energy was strong enough when she died, and the moment she woke up, she even completely abandoned herself in this life, and only merged with the "I" in her memory.
However, Shen Yichen pulled her out.
The eldest brother said that everything they experienced in getting along was not fake.
Yes, she knew that her former brothers treated her badly... No, it shouldn't be said that they were bad. After all, she was already desperate enough, so how could she save another person who was also desperate.
So Shen Yue actually didn't blame them.
Si Chengyou often said for a while that the culture of the Xia Kingdom pays attention to Confucianism, Buddhism, and Taoism. Confucianism talks about the pursuit of happiness, Buddhism talks about the cause of what you plant, and Taoism pursues the balance of yin and yang. Taoism follows nature, follows rules, and pays attention to laws.
Everything can be done, everything can be done.
The brothers in my memory were strangers to me, so the fourth brother and the fifth brother died in prison in the end. I didn't feel the slightest, and I wouldn't help.
But in all fairness, if it was her current self and her current fourth and fifth brothers, would she save them?
The answer is of course yes.
The ending has actually changed, so there is no need to be too obsessed with the previous ending, but look to the future.
……
When Shen Hui walked to the door of Shen Yue's room, what she saw was the light hidden in the darkness.
It was dark all around, only Shen Yue's room was still lit and the door was open, as if she was waiting for someone.
Shen Hui looked at Shen Yue who was standing by the window, and suddenly said, "Do you know that I will come to you?"
After the brothers of the Shen family had dinner together, the eldest brother stayed in the hospital while everyone else returned home. It was early morning and everyone was asleep.
Shen Yue looked over, it was early morning and the surroundings were very quiet, and because of this, Shen Hui's voice was extremely clear.
Shen Yue said softly, "Close the door, so as not to disturb other people."
Shen Hui paused, hesitated for a while and closed the door.
Shen Yue has already taken out a stool for Shen Hui, signaling for her to sit there.
It was very strange, Shen Yue's movements were obviously normal, but at this time Shen Hui inexplicably wanted to do what Shen Yue wanted, she felt that Shen Yue made her feel very comfortable.
Whether it's expressions, movements, or smells, it's all very comfortable.
Shen Hui sat on the stool and finally understood something. She looked at Shen Yue and said, "This is how you control the five brothers of the Shen family?"
Shen Yue shook her head, "It's not about controlling, it's just following people's hearts."
Shen Hui was noncommittal, lay back and began to take the initiative, "My parents don't seem to be very kind to you... No, they are not very kind to all their children. But even so, It's too bad to drive you away as soon as I come back, you are like an unwelcome bedbug in this house now, if I had you, I would definitely not have such a face and stay here."
"Then can you take me in?" Shen Yue ignored Shen Hui's provocation, changed her voice, and snatched the control back into her hands.
Shen Hui was taken aback by Shen Yue's question. Wasn't this person angry when she provoked Shen Yue like that just now?
"I just called you an unwelcome bedbug."
Shen Yue nodded, "I heard, it's not good for you to be so mean. As your older sister, I will help you correct this bad habit in the future."
It was the first time for Shen Hui to meet someone like Shen Yue. She felt that Shen Yue was of the same kind as her, but they were not completely of the same kind.
"Aren't you curious about your parents?" Sensing that she seemed to be being led away by Shen Yue, Shen Hui brought up another topic to interrupt Shen Yue's rhythm.
She kept observing Shen Yue's expression, trying to see something from it, but she failed.
Shen Yue was as calm as if she didn't care about her parents at all.
Shen Hui saw Shen Yue looking at herself with eyes as gentle as water, and said softly, "As long as I look at you, I don't need to ask to know that you are not doing well there."
Hearing the word Ye, Shen Hui suddenly became quiet.
Shen Yue did not speak again.
A strand of thread was entwined between the two of them. They obviously didn't say anything, but it seemed as if they had already said everything.
I don't know how long it took before Shen Hui said, "Do you know that you were abandoned by your biological parents?"
Shen Yue nodded, "I know, I peeked at eldest brother's information."
In fact, Shen Yue read it in her own memory, the truth about the real and fake daughters.
"From the current point of view, I am an existence abandoned by both sides, and you are an existence selected by both sides. But, who can be sure that the chosen person will be happier."
Listening to Shen Yue's words, Shen Hui inexplicably felt a little grievance in her heart, but it only took a moment for her to wake up.
Shen Yue's ability to let people off guard without leaving a trace should not be underestimated.
She looked at Shen Yue and re-examined.
"The you now are very different from the first time I saw you." Shen Hui's eyes suddenly became dangerous, "I can guess what you think when we first meet, but now, I can't see Through you."
Shen Yue saw the danger in Shen Hui's eyes, and the phrase "I will kill you" suddenly sounded in her mind, but inexplicably, she didn't feel scared at this time, and even subconsciously knew what she should do.
Shen Yue ignored Shen Hui's words and got up from the bed, came to Shen Hui, reached out and rubbed her head, "So I am the older sister."
【Are you willing to die with me?Haha, I'm very happy, then come to me after you appreciate my masterpiece. 】
[I allow you to regret it.It's just that Shen Yue, if one day you regret it and go back to the past, absolutely don't come to me, let alone try to change me, otherwise the past me will definitely kill you without hesitation, remember. 】
[Did you know that a different choice can bring about a completely different ending.If you are not like me, if I no longer love you, then the me in your memory is no longer me in reality. 】
【don't know?It doesn't matter if you don't understand, as long as you know that memory is not the soul, that's enough. 】
【Never confuse memory with reality. 】
Shen Yue didn't know why, but suddenly remembered what Shen Hui said to her in her memory.
In fact, Shen Yue has been thinking since she woke up this time, who is she?
Is it the Shen Yue who knows everything in memory, or the Shen Yue who finally realized what family affection is.
Is it Shen Yue who has no communication with her elder brother, or Shen Yue who has established a connection with her elder brother.
Is it Shen Yue who relied on calculations to get to the present, or Shen Yue who surrendered her sincerity and got her sincerity.
She is confused.
There are two memories in her mind, and sometimes she can't even tell which one is the reality.
At the same time, these two memories are separated.
She remembered everything in the prison, but it was like watching a movie. Although she knew the development and the cause and effect of the matter, she didn't really feel it. To her, it was like what another person experienced.
Shen Yue understood why when Si Chengyou transmitted the memory back to the past for the first time, nothing changed.
Because memory transmission is not soul transmission, the first problem people have to face is self.
Whether to stick to the real self, or willing to accept the memory and become another "me".
Shen Yue was willing at first, perhaps because her energy was strong enough when she died, and the moment she woke up, she even completely abandoned herself in this life, and only merged with the "I" in her memory.
However, Shen Yichen pulled her out.
The eldest brother said that everything they experienced in getting along was not fake.
Yes, she knew that her former brothers treated her badly... No, it shouldn't be said that they were bad. After all, she was already desperate enough, so how could she save another person who was also desperate.
So Shen Yue actually didn't blame them.
Si Chengyou often said for a while that the culture of the Xia Kingdom pays attention to Confucianism, Buddhism, and Taoism. Confucianism talks about the pursuit of happiness, Buddhism talks about the cause of what you plant, and Taoism pursues the balance of yin and yang. Taoism follows nature, follows rules, and pays attention to laws.
Everything can be done, everything can be done.
The brothers in my memory were strangers to me, so the fourth brother and the fifth brother died in prison in the end. I didn't feel the slightest, and I wouldn't help.
But in all fairness, if it was her current self and her current fourth and fifth brothers, would she save them?
The answer is of course yes.
The ending has actually changed, so there is no need to be too obsessed with the previous ending, but look to the future.
……
When Shen Hui walked to the door of Shen Yue's room, what she saw was the light hidden in the darkness.
It was dark all around, only Shen Yue's room was still lit and the door was open, as if she was waiting for someone.
Shen Hui looked at Shen Yue who was standing by the window, and suddenly said, "Do you know that I will come to you?"
After the brothers of the Shen family had dinner together, the eldest brother stayed in the hospital while everyone else returned home. It was early morning and everyone was asleep.
Shen Yue looked over, it was early morning and the surroundings were very quiet, and because of this, Shen Hui's voice was extremely clear.
Shen Yue said softly, "Close the door, so as not to disturb other people."
Shen Hui paused, hesitated for a while and closed the door.
Shen Yue has already taken out a stool for Shen Hui, signaling for her to sit there.
It was very strange, Shen Yue's movements were obviously normal, but at this time Shen Hui inexplicably wanted to do what Shen Yue wanted, she felt that Shen Yue made her feel very comfortable.
Whether it's expressions, movements, or smells, it's all very comfortable.
Shen Hui sat on the stool and finally understood something. She looked at Shen Yue and said, "This is how you control the five brothers of the Shen family?"
Shen Yue shook her head, "It's not about controlling, it's just following people's hearts."
Shen Hui was noncommittal, lay back and began to take the initiative, "My parents don't seem to be very kind to you... No, they are not very kind to all their children. But even so, It's too bad to drive you away as soon as I come back, you are like an unwelcome bedbug in this house now, if I had you, I would definitely not have such a face and stay here."
"Then can you take me in?" Shen Yue ignored Shen Hui's provocation, changed her voice, and snatched the control back into her hands.
Shen Hui was taken aback by Shen Yue's question. Wasn't this person angry when she provoked Shen Yue like that just now?
"I just called you an unwelcome bedbug."
Shen Yue nodded, "I heard, it's not good for you to be so mean. As your older sister, I will help you correct this bad habit in the future."
It was the first time for Shen Hui to meet someone like Shen Yue. She felt that Shen Yue was of the same kind as her, but they were not completely of the same kind.
"Aren't you curious about your parents?" Sensing that she seemed to be being led away by Shen Yue, Shen Hui brought up another topic to interrupt Shen Yue's rhythm.
She kept observing Shen Yue's expression, trying to see something from it, but she failed.
Shen Yue was as calm as if she didn't care about her parents at all.
Shen Hui saw Shen Yue looking at herself with eyes as gentle as water, and said softly, "As long as I look at you, I don't need to ask to know that you are not doing well there."
Hearing the word Ye, Shen Hui suddenly became quiet.
Shen Yue did not speak again.
A strand of thread was entwined between the two of them. They obviously didn't say anything, but it seemed as if they had already said everything.
I don't know how long it took before Shen Hui said, "Do you know that you were abandoned by your biological parents?"
Shen Yue nodded, "I know, I peeked at eldest brother's information."
In fact, Shen Yue read it in her own memory, the truth about the real and fake daughters.
"From the current point of view, I am an existence abandoned by both sides, and you are an existence selected by both sides. But, who can be sure that the chosen person will be happier."
Listening to Shen Yue's words, Shen Hui inexplicably felt a little grievance in her heart, but it only took a moment for her to wake up.
Shen Yue's ability to let people off guard without leaving a trace should not be underestimated.
She looked at Shen Yue and re-examined.
"The you now are very different from the first time I saw you." Shen Hui's eyes suddenly became dangerous, "I can guess what you think when we first meet, but now, I can't see Through you."
Shen Yue saw the danger in Shen Hui's eyes, and the phrase "I will kill you" suddenly sounded in her mind, but inexplicably, she didn't feel scared at this time, and even subconsciously knew what she should do.
Shen Yue ignored Shen Hui's words and got up from the bed, came to Shen Hui, reached out and rubbed her head, "So I am the older sister."
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