LIGHTNOVELONLINE Chapter 205
205. Yu Shuying Cried And Apologized, Asking For Forgiveness!
All her life she felt that she owed no one,
Many people also said that they have never seen her with a weak posture,
Many directors say that she is the most powerful actress,
She is Yu Shuying,
In her life, she was upright, clear, and she did a lot of charity, and also saved the souls and thoughts of countless civilians who were lonely and inferior.
Many people worship and appreciate,
So big that many people can’t imagine that she will have a weak posture,
Because she is so good, so perfect,
owe no favors to anyone,
But now, everyone stared at the curtain, a man, a man,
Yu Shuying owes too much,
Ever since Yu Ye took out his bank card tremblingly, many people knew it and couldn’t bear to look directly at it. I owe too much, too much, I can’t count, I can’t count,
Now on the show,
Zhang Cihai was calm, and his voice was hoarse and low.
“Tell me, how do you pay it off, how do you pay it off? 35
“I don’t know yet,
“He’s dying, you gave him a good coffin? A good tomb, a good shroud, what’s the use…”
“You don’t know your whole life…”
“You have to shine, shine as early as possible, and then illuminate the person who takes you forward. You have illuminated so many people, why should you forget him…”
“This life, I have to rush through it again, it’s so fast.””
Zhang Cihai finished speaking,
His body also changed,
He suddenly felt that Human 11 was really small and his own voice was really small,
how sad,
As a history professor, Zhang Cihai only feels that time is really cruel,
Cruel at some point.
And this moment,
The male host Hai Tao cried and trembled, and his voice whimpered and said: “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have misunderstood you before.
‘sorry.”
The hostess Nana also bowed and apologized, saying, “You…really good, very good, I’m sorry. ,
The audience, players, and guests all spoke in succession.
“What’s the use of reconciliation…”
“It’s late.” 39
“Finally broke the time, late, late.””
“Yu Shuying, hey,”
And now, the playback picture is nearing the end.
Xiao Shuying was fifteen years old and one month old. She didn’t come this time. She asked someone to send 10,000 yuan.
In the evening, the snow became more severe, Yu Ye woke up a little, and then asked the nurse again, and when the snow stopped, let her go to save the money for herself,
It’s getting colder this winter
The nurse spoke in his ear.
“Then your daughter’s friend came to give money and said that your daughter will let you recuperate.”5
Yu Ye’s eyes were weak and he didn’t look at the money,
“anything else?”
“No,” the nurse was silent, she didn’t know why she was a little sad, really sad.
Yu Ye nodded,
The nurse went out, not much to bring the deposit receipt,
Yu Ye nodded,
“Thank you, sorry for the trouble.”
“No trouble, do you want to eat dumplings today? The nurse asked.
“it is good.”
“I have to eat, I have to eat more, I have to persevere, she is still so young, she is just fighting the market.”
“She doesn’t know the cruel nature of this society, that group of people threatens with capital, personal threats, all kinds of threats, all kinds of flattery, all kinds of traps, all kinds of hype.”
“I need to eat more, I need to have energy and energy.
Yu Ye said at this moment,
The nurse suddenly cried, nodded and left,
And Yu Ye muttered to himself alone.
“Am I alone, the burning clouds will crush my spine, I will not be hot anymore, maybe only the flower on the ridge will accompany me to death, maybe only the snow will accompany me to leave,
“Let me be a little literary before I leave, this life has been too reckless and fast. 39
He said, picked up the mobile phone again, and sent a voice to Xiao Shuying qq, his voice was hoarse.
“Little Shuying, you have to remember that it is impossible for a person to take every step right in his life. You and I are no exception. Many people feel that the footsteps that are young and neglected, when the scenery around them has become a memory, but Suddenly I found that the scenery was still there, but the people were no longer teenagers.”
“So, no matter what, I hope you live a good life, and I also expect you to share happy things. It is very strange to be understood, just like someone carrying a lantern to illuminate you who are squatting in the dark, but how can there be There are so many lucky coincidences that we meet such lucky people.”
“So, in the future, most of the time, when you encounter unkind people, letting go is the best progress. You must be a person who moves forward bravely, thinks smartly, and is invincible. Never be disappointed by the light, and never admit defeat.”9
Yu Ye said,
He got up and walked outside the closed glass, looking at the heavy snow outside, his voice was still warm and said,
“Xiao Shuying, you have to remember what love looks like in the future. Future love will be very exaggerated. If it is not based on the love that is faithfully sought in eternal life, he will not be prouder than a speck of dust.”
“Many people in future love will list their own advantages, but you remember that love is the icing on the cake, not those delicate so-called sweetness. 99
“Loving someone has to be a belief. When you are down at some point, thinking of someone you love will fill you up with strength and keep fighting spirit high.”
“You have to remember this view of love.””
Too much,
Yu Ye found that he wanted to teach his children too much,
outlook on life,
worldview,
cognitive view,
and many more,
But how to teach, so many, how can he have so much time to live, he hesitated and worried,
Until the nurse brought the food, he ate it silently, although it tasted like chewing wax, but he ate very cleanly and ate happily.
With a bright smile in his eyes,
must eat,
That was Yu Ye at this time,
And Xiaoshuying qq has been offline for a long time, and her identity has long been useless,
It’s just that he doesn’t know,
still trying to say,
This scene,
Very sad in the live screen,
A man said in a voice, how should Xiao Shuying live his life,
He has always been so clear-headed, yet kind and firm,
At the same time, he was so uncomfortable, and his body’s stress response was still there, but he still ate with gritted teeth, with a smile, and with a big mouthful of food.
eat!
eating
You have to eat even when you are suffering,
He wants to get through this winter,
It is not good to die in winter,
And the children are still young, only fifteen years old,
Now, the barrage comes from multiple platforms,
all,
“He eats like crazy, no matter how unpleasant it is, he persists, he just wants to persevere like crazy, he just wants to persevere.
“What kind of belief does he have? How can there be such a person?”
“It’s too hard to be such a person.
“This, why is it always like this all my life, it’s always like this!!!!!99
a lot of barrage,
really a lot,
All of this, all of it.
And now playback the screen,
Yu Ye was in a mental hospital, he wrote a suicide note, telling his daughter what death was, and told her not to be afraid and not to cry.
“Little Shuying, you have to remember what death is.”
“When people die, they will become stars, why do they become stars to illuminate the people who walk at night.
“We can reach the stars after we die, and leaving this world is only to step into the road to the stars.”
“Little Shuying, death is the transformation of a cocoon into a butterfly, returning to the sky, snow turning into water, returning to the earth, a drop of water sinking into rivers, lakes and seas, and never being separated again.”35
“If you want a street, human beings are just a small world in the vast universe, and they will dissipate in a blink of an eye. Words nourish the buds, flowers, plants, trees, birds and beasts, all living beings, little stars, and thousands of worlds will all go to death after gaining life. This is the crown of man’s highest glory,
“Death is not really passing away, but being forgotten is eternal death.”
Yu Ye finished writing,
Especially the last sentence, he read it for a long time,
Then he silently wrote the last,
【You have to live three times in your life, the first time your mother gave birth to you, you are alive in biology】
[The second time you grew up in this world, your friends’ impressions of you were imprinted in your mind, and you 997 lived in the memories of others]
[And the third time destroys your body, you turn into billions of molecules, so you live forever, and the whole universe is related to you]
[And people will die three times in their life. The first time your heart stops, your breathing begins to disappear, and you are declared dead physiologically]
[The second time, when you started to be buried, people wore black clothes to your funeral, and they announced the news that you no longer exist in this society, and your traces quietly left]
【The third death is the last person in the world who remembers you. She forgot about you, so you really die, and the whole world will no longer be related to you】
【The death of the soul is the last person in the world who remembers you, she forgets you】
【No one remembers you anymore】
As written here,
Yu Ye whispered,
“Will you forget me?”
“You also have to remember to fold the paper boat, or I can’t find my way home. 39
And now,
happy family show,
very quiet,
Yu Shuying looked at the curtain tremblingly,
She collapsed again and looked at the man on the hospital bed, who was looking like a withered, breathless man, unable to speak, holding a bank card.
At this moment she was crying, roaring, talking.
“I do not have!
“I will not forget!”
“I won’t forget it!!!!!”
“You can’t die. You can’t let me live with regret and regret all my life! 55
“please!”
“Give me a chance to make amends.”
“You can’t go, what do you want me to do, I thought no one loved me and loved me, I thought I was like an orphan!”
“That’s not it, and you, and you!
“You can’t go!!!!!!!!”
“No, don’t let me regret in this world!!”
“I didn’t think I owed anyone in my life… I thought… I thought…”