LIGHTNOVELONLINE 394 Mo Roulan Avoiding The Reality Shen Youlin could never think of the answer to the question Lin Qinaru had asked her. Lin Qianru also had her own worries soo she didn't stay in the living room for long. She knew that the tomorrow morning, she might be having a long discussion with her daughter. Lin Qianru wanted to talk to Mo Roulan right now but then she thought that it would be better if they talked in the morning itself. Mo Roulan must be very angry and hurt right now. Perhaps after a few hours, she would feel well.
She didn't regret whatever she did. Because inside her heart, she thought that it was necessary. But she couldn't tell Mo Roulan her reasons. It would surely take her time to make her daughter agree with this. With a worried heart, she looked at the closed doors of Mo Roulan's room for one last time and then silently went to her room leaving Shen Youlin alone inside the living room.
Shen Youlin couldn't figure out what Lin Qianru really meant. She smiled bitterly as she pondered over Lin Qianrus' question once more. But she knew that she would perhaps never be able to relate with Mo Rouan's situation. Mo Roulan's family loved her…loved her to the death. They were not like her family. She had never felt familial love so how could she tell that how it feels when they suddenly leave you in a situation where you feel abandoned!
So when she noticed that Lin Qianru was no longer inside the living room, she gave up on thinking about the answer . However, she didn't find anything wrong with the current situation. Instead, she thought that it would be better if Grandfather He really adopted Mo Roulan as his granddaughter.
Mo Roulan could perhaps not sense but Shen Youlin had already sensed that He Jian was not the kind of person he looked like. His face was always cold and indifferent but Shen Youlin couldn't help but see a different shine in them always whenever he looked at Mo Roulan. His intentions towards Mo Rulan were not as simple as repaying her for saving his life. At least, Shen Youlin didn't believe so. She went to the door of Mo Roulan's room again. She knocked again but again no one opened the door. "Roulan…"
Shen Youlin called out softly. When no one responded, she said gently again. "Are you asleep already?" Shen Youlin sighed when she heard no answer.
It would be better if Mo Roulan was really asleep. She didn't want her to cry her eyes out for such a small matter.
Shen Youlin was about to knock again when she heard a ping on her phone. Remembering what had happened a few moments ago, her body went stiff suddenly. With stiff hands, she took out her phone and saw that there was a message from the same number again. There was a change in the address.
Shen Youlin as she scrolled to read the new address. However, her face went pale when she read the new address. The new address was…
A place near the bar…the bar where she used to go and drug with You Youxin. Shen Youlin's lips quivered suddenly and her eyes went cold. So it was really You Youxin. Since the bar built by her father was now sealed, she was calling her to meet at this new place. Her fingers clenched around the phone both in anger and fear. No matter how determined she was to not fall into that abyss, the fear was still lingering inside her heart. What if she became helpless again! What if she was left with no other way but to fall into her trap again!
Shen Youlin's mind was filled with all these messy thoughts and she could not even think properly. She stepped back from Mo Roulan's room and then left Mo Family's apartment silently. She needed some time to clear her brain and to think over what she will do tomorrow. .
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On the other hand, inside her room, Mo Roulan was sitting in front of the mirror. Her eyes were blank as she stared at her swollen lips. Her pink and swollen lips looked very beautiful and enticing at this moment. However, to Mo Roulan, they looked anything but beautiful. The scene from the car continued to flash in front of her eyes. She was still trying to sort out her thoughts. What did just happen!
He Jian kissed her! He kissed her but why!
Mo Roulan tried to remember what he had said after he had left her lips. Yes…
'Do you still think that I don't like you?'
Her hands were cold. Her throat was dry. She wished to drink water but her body didn't have any strength. Her heart was filled with conflicts. She couldn't even understand what was going on. Grandfather He's question in He Mansion had shocked her enough but what happened in the car had made her mind blank. Exhaustion could be seen on her face as she suddenly sighed heavily. Her eyes went towards the bed lying in the room and she suddenly stood up from the chair she was sitting on. Slowly and slowly, she moved towards it and then lay down on the bed. She covered herself properly and closed her eyes. A tear slid out from her eyes. She wished that all of this was a dream. Tomorrow morning, when she would woke up, everything would be just like before. The kiss …it never happened!
It was just her hallucination. Saying this inside her heart, again and again, Mo Roulan really went into a deep slumber. This was her way of dealing with the chaotic emotions she was feeling at this moment. Sleep…it was also a good escape. It was a little funny and ironic. The things that she had dreamt of her in her past life, she wished that they would stay just a dream in her present life and never become a reality of her life. Because she knew that she would never be able to deal with it. The past life had taught her enough not to stray again!