LIGHTNOVELONLINE Chapter 42
Chapter 41 – 41
?In the quiet and silent atmosphere, Bai Xiying suddenly frowned unobtrusively.
?? She raised her eyes, her gaze swept over Lin Xingzhu’s face drinking tea quietly, and then she lowered her eyes and endured.
??The sudden interruption of venting and joy kept her body in a state of being hung up and down. Just now she was only listening to Lin Xingzhu’s explanation, her mind was tense, and she subconsciously ignored her physical condition.
??Because of the special experience in the previous life, Bai Xiying developed the habit of venting in this way when her emotions fluctuated greatly.
?? No, it cannot be said to be a habit.
??Bai Xiying lowered her eyes and thought, that is the addiction of the body.
??While taking traditional Chinese medicine many times, even when Qiao Zijin put her under house arrest and forced her to submit, Bai Xiying insisted on relying on the willpower that was about to collapse and dissipated. Sometimes she would look for tools to free herself , in short, no matter which tool or method of relief, they are cleaner than those who made her sick.
??After a lot of times, when Bai Xiying reacted, her body’s endurance and resistance were extremely low due to drug stimulation and self-relieving. Any stimulation could make her not like herself. Like a slave controlled by desire.
??Before she knew it, using toys to vent her emotions became a habit that Bai Xiying couldn’t give up.
??Clean, without thinking, the initiative is in your own hands.
?? Toys are the best tools.
??Reborn in this life, Bai Xiying’s body did not suffer too much damage, but the addiction that took root in her heart before rebirth lingered like maggots in tarsal bones. Her body was still young and pure, but her heart was not. .
After a while, Lin Xingzhu took a sip of tea to moisturize his throat, and explained: “Don’t think too much, the termination of external relations does not mean that our relationship will be affected, and our relationship is still the same as usual.”
??Bai Xiying let out a groan, suppressed the strangeness between her lips and teeth, and said calmly: “It’s strange to be friends after breaking up in the eyes of outsiders, isn’t it?”
??Lin Xingzhu: “…”
?? This is true.
?? But she suddenly had a feeling of possessiveness for the identity of “girlfriend” from Bai Xiying.
??Bai Xiying restrained and showed a small smile: “Don’t think too much, I just suddenly discovered that being a non-single can help me avoid a lot of trouble.”
?? She told Lin Xingzhu not to think too much, but Bai Xiying was full of emotions. Her body was still uncomfortable, but her heart was hit by a big stone and she couldn’t breathe.
??She is not a fool. Before her life was distorted by absurd and weird fate, her growth experience was no different from that of thousands of girls.
??What is liking, what is love, what is possessiveness, what is jealousy, Bai Xiying knows everything.
??I didn’t react emotionally just now, but it will gradually calm down, and everything is almost invisible.
??The long memory was overturned, and she seemed to have really turned into a normal girl who laughed and cried again.
??Her voice slowed down, and a slightly weird smile overflowed her cheeks: “It’s fine to break up.”
?? Lin Xingzhu: “That’s good.”
?? She was sitting on the sofa, not as talkative as usual, with her head bowed as if she was thinking.
??If you don’t break, you can’t stand. If you break, you can stand.
??Do you want to… take this opportunity to test if Bai Xiying has other thoughts?
??If the result is good, can she go back directly?
?? When this thought arose, Lin Xingzhu’s breathing was unavoidably short.
??The hand on the side gradually clenched into a fist, as if this could give myself courage.
??Lin Xingzhu raised his head, the light from the corner of his eyes flashed across the opening and closing shadows, and then quickly turned back.
?? It was a door that the owner didn’t have time to close.
?? Lin Xingzhu couldn’t help being caught a few eyes.
??The moment she stopped, she was captured by Bai Xiying who had been staring at her.
“Are you thirsty? Drink some more water.” Bai Xiying got up, bent down and continued to drink for Lin Xingzhu.
?? Just cut off Lin Xingzhu’s eyes.
?? “…”
??Lin Xingzhu was silent, and looked away as she wished.
??Bai Xiying’s evasion and hiding repelled Lin Xingzhu’s thoughts of probing.
?? There is a complex sense of frustration in my heart.
?? She watched the gurgling water pouring down, and she was about to refill her exclusive water glass soon.
??When the water level was approaching the edge, Bai Xiying, who was holding the pot, suddenly shook her hand twice for some reason, and a few drops of tea splashed onto the smooth and clean table.
??Bai Xiying put down the kettle, sat back on the sofa, and then raised her head to invite, “Shall we have hot pot at my house tonight? Call your cousin to join us.”
?? Lin Xingzhu: “Okay, do you still need to prepare vegetables? I’ll go to the supermarket to buy some.”
??Bai Xiying nodded: “I can buy some of your favorite food, I can do it, I will prepare it at home at night… But if there is nothing else, I will go back to the house to draw?”
??”okay.”
??Lin Xingzhu put down the half of the water glass left, closed the door and left.
??In the room, Bai Xiying’s eyes were dim, and she stood still for two seconds. The feeling of suppressed counterattack surged quickly. She closed her eyes, turned around and returned to the room where a gap was exposed.
??Outside the house, Lin Xingzhu, who did not go downstairs, turned his back to the apartment door of 1302, and sighed thoughtfully.
??I always feel… It is difficult to succeed.
?? After she came home, Jiang Yeye immediately came up to her when she heard the voice, and looked at her anxiously.
“Don’t worry, I’m fine.” Lin Xingzhu showed a comforting smile, “She even invited us upstairs to have hot pot together at night.”
??Jiang Yeye finally put his heart into his stomach.
?? She pointed to her toes and whispered: “I will never do this again.”
?? So this is naive?
After a while, she raised her head again, followed Lin Xingzhu and asked curiously, “Does she live above us?”
“Well, but let me tell you, when you see her in the future, don’t say anything casual.” Lin Xingzhu turned around and told her seriously.
?? “… I know!” Jiang Yeye tugged at the corners of her lips with her hands, and made a zipper movement to seal her mouth.
??After a while, when Jiang Yeye was concentrating on playing with her mobile phone, Lin Xingxing suddenly asked in a deep voice, “Why did you suddenly drop out of school and come to City A?”
?? The atmosphere suddenly fell silent.
??Jiang Yeye’s fingers were a little stiff when playing the game, she smiled unnaturally: “There are so many reasons, I am too tired and tired of studying, I can’t learn it anymore.”
?? “Don’t lie.”
??The character in the game was hacked to death, and Jiang Yeye didn’t have time to take revenge. She rubbed her hair and groaned twice: “Dead and dead again, I don’t want to play this broken game anymore!”
?? Lin Xingzhu leaned tall and tall on the bar counter, staring at Jiang Yeye without saying a word and suddenly went crazy, his eyes were shallow and light, but it was very stressful when it fell on the person.
??Jiang Yeye: “…”
?? Realizing that he couldn’t avoid it, Jiang Yeye said dryly with a stiff face, “Can’t I just say it?”
??She perfunctorily called Lin Xingzhu that she was lying, but she really didn’t want to give a reason.
Looking away, Lin Xingzhu let her go: “Okay, you can play whatever you want, but you are in the third year of high school, so don’t forget to study when you are out of school.”
?? “Are you a devil, Lin Xingzhu!” Jiang Yeye shouted to Lin Xingzhu who entered the room: “I just came here, you let me study, my mother is not so outrageous!”
??The door was closed with a bang, and the wailing of the students who were tired of learning were isolated from the outside.
?? At 5:30 in the afternoon, when Lin Xingzhu led Jiang Yiye upstairs, she was still a little bit shy.
“Are you really not angry?” Jiang Yeye asked again uncertainly in the elevator.
?? “… I’m really not angry, what are you doing so nervous?”
?? Jiang Yeye squinted at her, she really didn’t understand, once that kind of helpfulness was eliminated, the shame of facing the beautiful young lady for doing something embarrassing would immediately return doubled.
??Jiang Yeye blushed and followed Lin Xingzhu, watching her knock on the door.
??As soon as the door opened, Lin Xingzhu noticed that Bai Xiying was not wearing the same clothes as in the morning.
??She went in with the plastic bag in her hand, and Bai Xiying said, “It’s almost ready, just rinse some things.”
?? Turning around, Bai Xiying looked at Jiang Yeye who was dodging her eyes with a gentle expression: “Go and sit on the sofa and play for a while, we will be fine later.”
?? “… oh oh ok.” Jiang Yiyi sounded like a mosquito, and sat on the sofa in the living room with hands and feet.
??So gentle.
??Selectively ignoring Bai Xiying’s indifference in the morning, Jiang Yeye opened his eyes and looked at Bai Xiying who was standing side by side with Lin Xingzhu processing the ingredients, and the blush on his face gradually faded.
??Looking at it this way, she really matches well with her cousin.
??Jiang Yeye prayed in her heart that her cousin would catch up with someone quickly. As long as she thought that such a beautiful sister would be a family with her from now on, she would not be expecting it.
??Sitting at the dining table, Lin Xingzhu was preparing the sauce, facing a large table of delicacies, when he suddenly saw Bai Xiying taking out wine and drinks from nowhere.
?? “Do you still want to drink?” She was a little surprised.
??Bai Xiying nodded, handed the only bottle of drink to Jiang Yeye, and sat next to Lin Xingzhu again, “I finally finished a painting that I am satisfied with today. I am a little happy. Would you mind drinking with me?” ?”
??”…do not mind.”
??Bai Xiying bent her lips and smiled, and poured it for Lin Xingzhu.
??The hot pot is boiling, and the numb and fragrant smell quickly permeates the air. Just by smelling it, you can imagine how fragrant it is.
??Lin Xingzhu can eat spicy food quite well, and Bai Xiying can also eat a little spicy food, not to mention Jiang Yiye, who has never left the red hot spicy pot since he put down his chopsticks.
??Suddenly, the ingredients in the spicy pot were not full, but the clear soup pot next to it seemed lonely and shabby.
?? Lin Xingzhu swallowed the hot and spicy hairy belly in one gulp, feeling his mouth numb from the heat.
?? When she turned her head, she found that Bai Xiying was not giving up.
??Her lips were already very red from the heat, as if she had put on a layer of bright red lipstick.
??”Is it tasty?”
??Through the mist, Lin Xingzhu asked with a smile.
?? “Delicious and very spicy.”
??As she spoke, Bai Xiying raised her wine glass and motioned for Lin Xingzhu.
??It turns out that you need wine to relieve spicy food?
?? Lin Xingzhu was silent, raised his wine glass and touched her.
?? After taking a sip just now, Lin Xingzhu found that the alcohol is not low. Now seeing Bai Xiying drinking it as a beverage, she took a big gulp without any politeness. She subconsciously said: “Don’t drink too much, be careful not to get drunk gone.”
?? “I’m happy.” Bai Xiying bent her eyes, the heat from the hot pot blurred the emotions in her eyes, “Drink with me.”
??Suspected coquettish tone.
?? Lin Xingzhu raised his wine glass silently, and drank it with her.
??Bai Xiying went up the paperwork again, with her slender wrist and red wine floating in front of her eyes, Lin Xingzhu inexplicably had a little more appetite.
??Jiang Yeye’s mouth was hot and his stomach was hot, so he raised his head while he was busy, and saw her cousin being dragged by Xi Ying to drink one cup after another.
?? so fierce?
?? She took a sip of mango juice and sighed, it’s all hidden.
??At the end of the hot pot, the bottle of wine that Bai Xiying took had already been drunk by two people.
?? Lin Xingzhu felt that the scene in front of her was a little erratic. She rubbed the center of her brows and asked in a hoarse voice, “What’s moving?”
?? “Nothing is moving, you are drunk, cousin.” Jiang Yeye waved his hand in front of her eyes, and found that her eyes were still dim.
?? “Miss Xiying, you are so good, you can drink too much.”
??After a meal, Jiang Yeye had slowly let go of her twitching. At this time, seeing Bai Xiying drunk her cousin, her eyes stared like stars.
??Crimson clouds are densely covered the side of the face, although Bai Xiying is not drunk, but it is easy to get on the face.
??She helped Lin Xingzhu up, her breathing was a little short, and there was an inextricable calculation in her eyes, “Thank you for your compliment.”